i shan't wait for next week...

okok...its a little irregular but i'm gonna make my second post of the week here...some reflections again..cos..i think i'll forget it by the time i come to next week.....

remember the last reflection post i wrote something abt me not falling in love....ya..i really think so too....i dunno...i have been trying to find a kind of food to describe my inner self....and i guess i found it...its cabbage...really...layers and layers before coming to the very centre of it all...ya..i guess...i have been building fortress over fortress....to protect myself...its kinda stupid and ironic sometimes...i give my good friends advice on love...yet myself...such a disappointment in it...haha....ever since i'm a small kid...i dun really have much self-esteem...so i have to find different ways to protect myself...and i really managed it out...protecting myself so securely such that nthg can come in..and nthg can go out....i may be very friendly....helpful...fun...sociable and capable....but when it comes to that inner blank..oh god...i'm as good as nthg...haiz.....

but nvm la...i still have lots of things ma...a family at the very least....and very good relationship with them....last week..i was watching this news on tv....oh god...this mum left the child with the nanny...and never came back...and that poor child...was alone then...and so unsociable....how irresponsible...i mean...if you cannot cope with a new kid...with whatever reasons...then dun let them be born to this world...they have not offended anyone nor commit any mistakes to suffer in this kind of world....haven't those ppl heard the song...天下的妈妈都是一样的....a child without love from the family is the poorest thing in the world.....it all boils down to the word....responsibility....really...a moment of foolishness may cause you to make a grave mistake...but still..running is definitely not the way....you should stick to what you pick..and make the best out of it....even i can understand...y can't those parents understand that....

ya...thats all for now...see ya again...tataz

holidays are finally here....yeah!!!!

okok...sorry for not blogging for so long...i'm really not in the mood to do so...but i think its forgivable la hor...but this time...i have saved quite a few juciy things before i start blogging...well...the first stop....my movie date and shopping trip with jojo...haha

after so many months...i think the last movie i watched was memoirs of a geisha...haha...i went to watch another movie...hehe....X-men III...its nice...very sexy...haha...i'm refering to the part where wolverine and jean make out...wooo...but i only watched the last 1/4...you noe y...cos the prior scenes when jean made out with cyclops.....she sucked him dry...i was afraid the same thing might happen...so...i closed my eyes...when i finally notice she is not going to suck wolverine's powers dry...i then started to put attention on the making out scene...haiz..haha..nvm la...i thot hugh jackman made a good part in wolverine though..he has that hairy...fierce yet sexy look...hmm...nice...nice...y didn't i took note of him before...anyway...the women who played jean was very attracting also...yeah...to be exact...desperate...hahahahahaha.....

after the movie...me and jo went to hunt for the gifts for the bday girls...after so many shops and turmoil...we finally got them...phew...we made them in time...haha...this minute we are in this shop...the next..we are on the next floor already..weee...that is that i call crazy shopping...i like...and we did not burst our pockets afterall...got them nice and very nice things...branded and in our budget...haha...i'm not gonna tell you what it is...cos its not going to be a surprise anymore...hahaha.....

yesterday...i met this new lecturer...from the food science...he is in charge of my class for the HACCP(a very very important) project....called stewart tan...haha...dun tell him this ar...okok...i'm admitting i'm a little pervert...but...i really think he's butt is cute....concise and very curved...haha...that was the very first look i have on his physique..then i found out his eyes are very electrifying also...haha..its was sab that reminded me of him have a look alike with the hk actor....i have to meet him one on one...later part of the day...he was standing so close to me...but i just no dare to look at his eyes..scared kana shocked also....hahaha....but he got a little bad breath la...and oops..never put perfume or cologne also...haha...dun mistake ma huh...i may not be very straight...but i'm definitely not that gay too....haha....

ok..thats all for today...see ya
p.s. next week..is a little reflection...dun miss it...

reflections...reflections...and more reflections

well..today...i'm not going to write abt wat happened the passed week..cos there is really nthg to write abt so far...so this time...i'll write abt some reflections i had the past few weeks....its been ages since i did a reflection here already.....

first of all...its the girl that has succesfully pissed me off alot of times....haiz...you noe...sometimes ppl dun really have a choice to become what they want or what they are now...but i think bitches and bastards really have a choice and they made themselves the ones that everybody dislikes.....so is that classmate of mine....i seriously think that ever since young she has been very neglected by her family...thats y she seek all the attention when she comes to school...hell yes....they way she tok..the volume...the bitching..its all so different from us...trust me...i know girls better than a lot of girls noe themselves...and after so many years of bitching..i can tell she is really weird...haiz..thats her life...and very sadly...its going to be there for as long as her heart continues to pump....

then is abt relationships again...haha...the one that i'm very good at...well..its comforting to noe that a friend of mine..so hurt by love is finally falling in love again...whether or not its the right girl...it really doesn't matter...at our age...falling in love is just like taking up lessons....cos thru that we keep on figuring out abt ourselves...the ones we love...and the ones we want to spend our whole life with....and that is all going to come in handy when you finally want to get married or settle down with the person for the rest of your life when you grow older....

ppl ask me when am i going to find my love...the answer is...i dunno...guess different ppl really love differently...for some..its their family...some is their career...some is their sweet hearts...but for me now...i love my life..myself and my friends...which is very good enuf for me already....my life since born was much more luckier that many ppl...at the very least...i need not worry abt when is my pocket money going to come...i also no need to worry abt..whether i'll have the money to continue on my studies....for that i thank loads of ppl...my family...my friends...my teachers....but as for my love...i dunno...maybe its also time to learn that fact that its very difficult for me to fall in love...and getting married....

i always like to imagine...how is life going to be like when i grow older...very old...i dunno...maybe i'll adopt a child...learn what kind of life it is to really bring a child up...maybe i'll force all my darls kids to be my godson or daughters...in that case...i at least no need to worry abt my life when i'm old....haha...i guess i'm really thinking too much....

ok..thats all for today...see you...and hope you like my reflections...tag me if you got comment!!!

my cute pics!!!!!

believe or not...after all these months of blogging..this is the first time i noe how to post photos...haha...anyway...they are cute right??....weeee!!!!!!

okok...i'm here already!!!!

well...i'm supposed to be doing my reports now but somehow...i dun have the mood...cos i'm not in the mood for babbling...which is really what you need to get the report writing...haiz...

anyway...this week is a short week for me...nthg to do..haha...had 5 days break in all...and loads and loads of good food to eat...wahaha....went for buffet in swissotel on friday after going to the temple with my grandma....haha..the food there is nice..better than the last one that we went...the very very sweet one??..remember???.....its nice la...then yesterday went to ramen ten for jas and hawa's bday...elaborating more at the later part.....was supposed to go for lunch at suntec city today cos its mother's day and we are celebrating with my grandma....but some how...we didn't go...we will be having a make up one next week...haha...but tonight is another day eating out..trying the new restuarant at thomson plaza....

yesterday we went celebrating la...for jas and hawa bday this week...after so many places...we finally settled down on ramen ten....loads of ppl went....but zi xian was the most shocking one...haha...his hair...suddenly so...pokey...hehe....and we all get to see yiwen's new stead...sweet gurl...

after the dinner...the guys and the girls splited up...the guys went for movies..while me and a few girls went to do some last min shopping for mother's day.....jing jing went off first..then me...jojo..hawa..jas and the guys went tangs la...the guys decided for movies...yiwen and his gf went alone...so as usual...i'm with my darls...helped jojo and hawa picked their gifts for their mother...haha..so fun...from booths to booths in tangs...then trying and trying...jo got a eye serum while hawa got her mum a lipstick....then we went wisma...then taka...haha...hawa went off first....then the 4 of us played catching in taka...and the shoe fair....its like back to the old sec school days....so fun...and of cos we bitched a little...exchanged our views of yiwen's new stead...haha..dun ask me anything...i dunno anything....hahahaha....that ved came to meet us cos the guys did not catch the movie afterall and all went home...we walked around a little while more and thats it...we went home..me..jas and ved..took 162..glad and jojo took the train...

back to today..mother's day..i got the presents long time ago....i gave my mum a leather coin purse...cos the old one is disgusting...then i treated my grandma to thai food the other monday...haha...so i dun have last minute worries abt the prezzies....

tmr i'm going back to school for a little while...then its mahjong time again at geraldine's place...haha...i'm getting the hang of it....so cool....ok..thats all for today..see you again!!!!

another week.....

hihi...after 2 weeks of my new semester..i found out that my schedule seems packed...but actually...it isn't...lots of e-lectures and practicals....haha...not that much of things to worry abt also...so far....things are going on just fine for me....whahas....hope this carries on.....then i'll have no worries whatsoever

i went out with glad after school on wednesday....haha...went to bugis to ge that shirt again....i actually wanted to get the green colour one...but then i look fat in it...so as usual...i got a black...while glad got the white colour.....then very swiftly we all went home....

remember abt the girl that offended me?.?.?ya...i finally confronted her the first time that day in lab....as usual..she started to insult me in some of her very casual remarks...cos i am blocking the way...then i said...at least i get things done fast....not like somebody...haha..that really blew her top....so shuang...whaha...make me think of the days i used to love destroying the vacuum in my class.....that would teach that girl a lesson......

okok...thats all for today...see ya....

its my first week of school...and it ain't that nice...haiz

hi ppl....i just started my school for 1 week already....my class..people came and people went...but basically the same kind of people exist la....i've attended all the lectures...and i so got a feeling that this time...my GPA is definitely going to go well.....cos all the modules are my specialty...hahaha....bio...yes!!!...thank god...finally something i am good at for me to show my skills.....

but even though i still dun like this week in school...cos i just heard from one friend that my classmate has been bad mouthing me...haiz...i really feel so angry...i've done you nthg wrong and y must you say me in such a way...when ppl say bad things abt you...your cry and act so pathetic...when ppl treat you well...you think that they are nthg...when ppl are more superior than you in other things...you start to insult ppl....what the hell are you then...you are nthg...nthg at all in ppl's eyes lor...cos you have never really traded real friendships with other ppl...and you'll never ever go far with that personality of yours....thats why you are always trying to outwin ppl....guess what...you can win others in alot of materialistic things...but you'll never get the most important thing in everyone's life....relationships that will treasure and last.....

ok..and i'm done toking abt you....anyway...sometimes i really wonder how will people lives be if their fantasisies come true....and if it really comes true...how real will it be...haha...just some food for thought....maybe most of my fantasisies may never come true...but its always good to keep it a fantasy in my dreams....i dream alot you noe...haha.....

ok..thats all for today...tataz

OGL rocks.......wweeeee

hi there....i haven't been blogging for a long time...well...but today i am going to compensate for it....for the first few days of the week....i went for orientation for the freshies...i was an OGL....me and muznah was assigned to the group mb0604....haiz...i dunno whether is it lucky or unlucky...but i think out of all the groups...mine was one of the quietest of all....getting them to tok is as difficult as moving a rock.....haha..so wat to do...me and muznah try our best to make them tok lor..in the end...both of us got no voice by the end of the second day....

but overall it was fun la..i get to know lots of new friends and ppl....especially the OGLs....haha..we rock...haha....have lots of fun with them....hmmz...we all should be one whole class....surely lots of fun.....weeeeeee......

lets come back to the orientation...haiyo...the first day was water game...my OG class and the runners all sabotage me....make me so wet....i dun even now how to go home...thank god...i have extra piece of shirt...but too bad lor the bottom part have to be wet throughout the journey home.....the second day was lighter....just the talent time....aiyoyoyo....my class ar...ask them do this no reply...do that also no reply....in the end me and muzzie still need to go on stage and act....haiz.....already...SCL i not much reputation...now..its worse...but never mind la....things still went on well....

i found out that my class..is very enthusiastic for only one thing..their studies...when i go through CMS and student login with them that time...thats the only time i hear them say so many things....haiz...my dear MB0604.....pls go and learn how to get a life!!!!!!!!!!!

done abt orientation...yesterday i went out with gladys..having in mind of buying that t-shirt we saw few weeks ago...then when we go there...the auntie say...haven't arrive yet...what to do...wait again lor...then me and glad walk from bugis to marina square.....in between we shop citylink mall and a little bit of raffles city la....while we are at citylink...me and glad went into new urban male lor...guess who we saw...haha...my sec school enemy's ex lehz.....haha...didn't do much staying there...just keep laughing at the t-shirts...cos the prints all very cute....then we went to marina square liao.....

at marina square....topman...we saw this jacket that i have been searching for a long long time...i look so good in it la....but too bad...you know how much it is...123 bucks lehz....no choice lor....have to wait a little while longer before i can get it.....in the mean time..i can go and look for similar ones and cheaper price what rite?????

then we come to today...haiz..i'm staying at home the whole day to do my project....wish me luck....tataz....

p.s. fantasies are really for fantasizing when they have no hope of coming true....

i paid for my own handphone for the very first time....

hi people...i got a very good news... finally change into a new phone...sony ericsson w550i...weee...i'm paying it thru monthly instalment...wahahaz...ever since i have my first handphone when i was in late pri 6...i have never paid a single cent from my own pocket to buy a phone....but now...i actually paying for my own..although my mum wants to pay for me...but i think..its time that i take some responsibility with the things i have.....

how i got the phone...haha...its actually a very funny story....remember i told you in my last post abt the high tea in swisshotel??...yeah..after that..we went to paragon cos my mum wants to buy something over there....but then there is a m1 shop over there...we went in and see...then tok about the phone that i want...but my contract haven't up yet...and it totals quite alot of money to buy one...so..i told my mum dun want la...i also never bring the charger also...so we went home lor.....but then the next day morning i took a look at the newpaper last page...i found out abt the sony ericsson phone sale in carrefour and my old phone trade-in price is so much higher than in any places...so then i told my mum abt that...she ask me to meet her the next day?(monday) after she finish working so that we can take a look at my phone...then later she ask me to cash out one cheque and use the money to buy that phone....haha...i dun even now how to cash out cheque also...eventually we went over there straight away after our conversation....and viola...there i have my new hp...weeeee....

anyway...this is the mid of the 2nd last week b4 my holiday ends...haiz..its so fast...i just started on my NE project also....today having meeting with my mates to discuss about certain things....

i'm still very broke...can't really go out..haiz...hopefully...i can go out soon...

ok..thats all for today....see ya....

p.s...who can recommend me some nice soothing english song that you think i'll like??...tag me in the chat box!!!!!!!

its such a long and sinful day for me!!!!!!

hello...today i went to oss for mentoring...haiz...i think i am really getting old...how can i be so stupid to leave my games plan at home while i happily walk out the house...thank god...i'm fast and i can whip up something fast when i reach the school....haha...

after mentoring i went to my auntie's place to give tuition to my two younger cousins...when i reach boon keng that time then say that they want to have it tmr...but too bad...i'm already there...so what to do....go there lor...then the two boys show tantrums...kana whack by their mother...oppsy....what can i say....next time want to push the date to a later time pls just tell me...so that i no need to take the trouble again....i'm so worried for the elder cousin of mine...he is taking his PSLE this year and the results is still so poor...if by SA1...he still cannot improve...i think i better tell my auntie get a real professional to come and teach his son.....

after the tuition i went city for high tea buffet....at the swisshotel....omg...unless you really love their chocolate and sweet pastries...pls dun ever go there...cos the food there are really not meant for anyone with the right appetite to eat it...no wonder caucasians can attain that size....haha...anyway..i was so glad that i can have some salty food after the high tea thing la....haha....next time i must bring leen...glad and jojo over there for the sweet stuffs...they'll love it.....

then i went orchard to meet my mum...she wants to cancel her m1 line...in the end also never cancel...but she is interested in buying me the new phone....wahahahaz...just tahan for 1 or 2 weeks...and the phone is mine...weee....

ok...now about the past few days...nthg much la...just try to past my time staying at home lor....
oh yes...jojo..if you can read this..i'm so sorry...next time want to date me...date me earlier la...sorry for not acc you today!!!!!

ok..thats all for today see ya....

p.s. nana..joom and glad...congrats for your new double promo rank!!!!!!

that is life...what can i say....

i woke up very early in the morning to bid goodbye to a very good friend of mine...she is going back to her home country...that is my godparent's maid...auntie vivian....she practically watched me grew up from K1 to now....and now she is gone...y??...cos my godpa retrench her....and wats more...they have all kinds of bad comments and reason to send her back...she really did not do anything wrong....just because you want to get her home.....you said all kinds of things....13 yrs of her life was spent to your family....and she is not even married...now...thats what you give her...anyway...i still thank auntie vivian for taking care of me for so many years....

i went bugis with glad and my 'godbro'....argh thats the last time i'm ever going to bring him along....he has been trying to impress ppl but guess what...he failed la...so too bad....no use...and you noe..sometimes...i really have to look down on him....he needs to seek opinion from his mum to buy a t-shirt that cost less that 20 bucks....how henpecked can her get....whatever...

i got my results back....not too bad la....not good either...GPA 2.569...haiz...i can do better....this sem..i'll work hard...

my grandma got cataract...but its not a big problem....nthg to worry...

ok..thats all for today...see ya...

p.s. I WILL REMEMBER YOU ALWAYS......!!!!!!!!

revamping starts now!!!!

now..for frequent visitors...you'll notice a change in the background music...yeah..thats the first step to my new blog...haha...just got one skin down...i intend to start doing the things tmr...but i got a feeling i'm going to seek help from glad...hehe...thats the price she have to pay for getting me to accompany her shopping...haha..

toking abt going out with her...didn't go out la..cos she la..this minute say want to go leenz place...the next..say go with me when i already promise my grandma to see doctor....haiz...so in the end going out next week lor...anyway...my grandma is suspected to have cataract..which is..aiya..so common..and so i'm going to every of her appointment and the laser op that she is going to do for the next few weeks ot come or even next month..so if you want me to go out with you better ask me first ar...

this week is a very quiet week...so nice to get to rot at home...haiz...just wish that this kind of days can last longer(although i'll get bored very soon)...but its better that slogging the guts out for school work...haha...

ok...i need to take my chinese medicine that is suppose to clear all the heat in me...see ya..

weee...i got a new com...

ok...now i have this really weird feeling...in fact...i'm worried...and the worse thing is that i dunno y am i so...haiz...i think i am just over reacting...this is the problem about me...i always let my imagination fly and makes me very feel that bad things are always going to befall on me....well..i do think of good things too....haha...but trust me..those are fantasies....

and...i got my new lappie...yeah..acer...not the slimest one i can find....but its sheek and nice...the most important thing is that its light...and whats more...the storage space is huge...80GB...haha...i can do whatever i want with this new com...no more lagging already...haha...

i bought that on sunday after i sent my father on to the plane that is going to bring him straight back to hongkong and not coming back for at least half a year.....y did he go there for??...well u can say that he went on a busines trip but to be more exact he went back to help my eldest uncle with his factory over there...i think he is going back to his roots...a goldsmith factory....my mum and my sis were like showing me that 'i dun care face' when my dad left...but deep inside..i noe that they are so going to miss him...as for me...its fine la...i didn't really build a strong bond with him ever since my sis was born....i dun really blame him nor did i blame my sis....he dote my sis..while my mum dotes me....hehe....anyway...he is going to come back after six months..and if things are good over there???...who noes..he might be there working for my uncle....but he said that he will come back at least once every half a year la....

and oh..let me finish the story on my com...you see...when my dad left...he sort of gave my mum 7000+ bucks for me in singapore...haha..and i have convinced the both of them that i need to get a new com...thats when i used up 2000 of the money...the rest....they are going to be for my allowance for 4 semesters in poly....hehe...of cos...my mum is going to add on top of this money...haha...

now...of the shopping list to be done, one is done..but the next question is...what is the next thing....my new hp...if things go well...i can psycho my mum to get it for me b4 april...but it all have to wait cos my mum i busy trying to finish all her accounts now....let us all pray hard...shall we????

and oh...my complexion is going from bad to worse...and i swear that i am not going to step out of my house to embarass myself (unless nessescary)..so...darlings...if you are thinking of dating me..let me noe first....hehe....

ok..thats all for today..tataz...

p.s. for all my worries....i command you to get out of my mine now!!!!!

the drama was a big success...hahahaha

hello...today is post is all dedicated to the drama...CUPID'S CURRY...wahahahahaz....it is a wonderful show...i simply love it...cos i was part of it wat.....

it started out like 6 months ago...and after so many difficulties...finally we have staged it out in the TFA...although it was not a full house kind of situation...but i think i am very happy with the numbers already....maybe becos i was really engross in the play...instead of the realistic numbers...haha...isn't drama all abt that..leaving the reality and looking for a story outside of it...wahaha...i'm speaking like a guru now...weeee

of cos....like many awards(although i didn't get any)....i still have to have a thank you speech...haha...i must very first thank my partner a.k.a my wife..abi(maziya)...she really made me go into that indian husband mood la...haha...then the directore(irfana)...she really told me how to improve my techniques...then there is mash(gad)..she help me alot la..and she is the saviour of my 'family heirloom'...haha...for those who dunno...its for me to noe and for you to find out....and of cos the rest la...chris..lilah..trisna..bhindo..parveen..gwen...palvin..sas...kumaran.. nadia..siti..yoges..choo ying..yasmine...su zhen...and of cos lots lots more...they are a really fun batch of ppl and very nice to work with...

hopefully we can get to do one more drama again...like what the holy voice in the drama says...BEWARE OF WHAT YOU WISH FOR...IT MIGHT JUST HAPPEN...MUAHAHAHAHA...

ok..thats all for today...seeya....
p.s. thanks danielle and weijie for coming!!!!!!

rehearsals really makes you wear out...haha

hello...if you take a look at the time that i blogged...its 12.51 a.m....i just woke up after being shocked by the hp ring...and i am trying very hard to get back to sleep...haha...anyway...since i have nthg to do...i might as well come here and do my bloggings rite...haha

last week went to seoul garden to celebrate a few of my darlings bday..all combine together...but i didn't really enjoyed the day la....i planned for like 3 persons bday..in the end...only 1 manage to come and stay thru the whole dinner....rather pissed off that day la...ppl...can you just use your mind and think...if you noe you are going for a buffet at night..jolly well dun go and have heavy late lunch and for goodness sake...bring more money la....anyway...its over..and i dun want to brood over that anymore.....

i went back mentoring the next day...that is saturday...a few familiar faces but lots of new and naughty faces also...those young boys ar...haha..they just dunnoe who i am la...i come from a secondary school that is notorious and pls...i was a head prefect then la...if i can't control you ppl...how to keep the crowd in peace....in the end...got scolded and shouted by me la...serve you rite...haha...

afterthat i rushed to chinatown to meet my auntie and grandma for some porridge...haha...long time never go there already...actually..only 1 month la...but its nice to have breakfast there again la....hehe...after that we took a train to ps...cos i need to go carrefour and buy a new telephone for the house la...the old one is spoilt and ppl forever never put the phone down properly....and ppl can call in...got very irritated and so..i went to buy a new one.....

sunday..i stayed at home to rot...the feeling was great...i haven't been rotting for a long long while already....haha....monday which was yesterday...i went back to school in the morning for the orientation planning camp...played some really silly games and i got into OGL...muznah is my partner...haha...still have to go back then do a trial run on the 27th....

after the camp..i went to the TFA for the rehearsals...omg...you have no idea how tiring it is to act out a stage drama....the flow...the props coming in and out.....the lines, the actions and the voice projection...haha...it is really tiring....whats more...when i went back to school today...i have to have a one whole day of rehearsal including moving of tables and sofa from block Q all the way to TFA...

its so tiring...but it was fun...i love the acting...haha...it gives my life a little more colours....besides my boring science modules...haha.....and the performance is this thurs...so if you are interested..come ok???

ok...thats all for now...be back for more next time....

p.s. HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!

i screwed my last paper for the semester...haha

ok...today is my last paper...biostats...argh...i think i can only reside for a C or D for it..and all along i was hoping a B...the paper totally change..it was no longer what it used to be in the revision...haiz...but the rest was ok la...i'm still hoping all the best for organic chem...pls just let me get a damn C....my cell bio and bio chem and micro B..still not that bad...i think i can at least get a B for the 3 of them...pls...i really need to get better grades than my last semester...pls pls pls pls...

anyway...my phone bill shot up..and i got scolded by my mum..becos she was the one that is paying..anyway..i'm going to pick up the tab from this month onwards...so dun expect me to call you ppl anymore...cos i will not....i need to keep my cost as low as possible...i really need to...

and anyway...my holidays are coming..or i should say reached already..but i still have to go school for the first 4 days of the week....and i still have NE project to do...y like that one..so many things...i guess i only left with 4 weeks for me to rot and shop...i also not that reach to shop also...haiz...but i need to spend money..the new semester means new things for me...and my mum is going to buy me a whole new lappy....haha...and hopefully i can trick her to buy me a new phone also....weeee....

tmr is going to be the first real day out for me...going to shopping and have dinner with one whole bunch of ppl.....haha...its going to be real fun...yeah!!!

ok..thats all for today..see you again....and happy holidays for my friends in poly!!!!!

what i'm afraid of is finally over....phew...

ok...becos of the organic chem paper today...i got 3 more new pimples on my face over night...haha...well...i think it is worth while la....i think i can pass my organic chem...hope so....crossing my fingers now and praying hard....haha....

now one more week and i'll be free for a long time...haha...3 more papers to go...and i will be free...yeah...haha...then i'll start to plan time to rot...shopping...and slim down(yes..again)....in my 6 weeks holiday...haha...but that comes later....

oh ya...i watch the NYP scandalous video already...got it from heather...haha....but its not very nice also la...cos no head no tail...cos what i watch was the middle part....haha...not that poor quality as i thot la....i got heather to help me look for the rest of the parts....haha...maybe i can get the whole version next week....hahahaha.....

hmm...i think that is all i have for you this week....and be back for more when i really summarise my whole exam experience....tataz...

ok...its finally over...but the worse is coming!!!

hello....i finally finish my last lesson in the whole semester just 2 hours ago....haha....well...that also means that my papers are going to come...haiz...well...these few days...i have to go into seclusion to really study for my exams la...that means no going out...not anywhere at all...unless really necessary....wish me luck!!!

and i have been sick since the new year till now...still coughing non stop and my nose is so damn blocked at night la....argh...i have to go see the doctor again..this time really must get well....or i can forget sitting for the exam in a healthy condition...

valentine's day just passed a few days ago...haha...had a singles night out that day la...went to pizza hut...then went to walk walk for a little while then all of us go home...and i could have taken a bus home...that would save me all the trouble...but i listened to vedro went to take the train...then he cannot get into it cos he was stuck taking things from junrong...only me and jas got into the train la...so damn pissed off....but now i'm ok already la...

i had a very nice valentines' day gift....i got A for biochem practical test...haha...first time i got A for chemistry lehz....but i dunno organic chem can pass or not...hopefully can la hor...cos this time already open book...and i was so pek cek la...my micro B...2 more marks and an A for e-quiz...haiz...guess i have to pin alot of hopes on my exams now...must do better than the last sem...really must!!!

ok..thats all...see ya next week...or after my papers!!!!!

one more week to my exam....ahh!!!!!

hello...i'm late for my blogging dates...haha....guess i just dun have the mood to blog the last two days.....

O level result was released on fri...many ppl that i noe did really do as expected except for a few of my friends who manage to get into where they want to go....well...what can i say???.....i guess i dun really noe what to say...cos i am really running out of words already....

i went to pray yesterday cos my zodiac sign clashes with the god this year....haha...that was my first time in so many years...well...its definitely a new experience for me...anyway...hopefully i will be able to have a properous new year...cos i already had some signs of bad luck for the first few days of the new year already...haha...i'm getting superstitous....anyway..i went to bugis with my grandma after that and i bought this really cute pair of glasses...and i went to the billy bombers at bugis for lunch...my oh my is that serving huge or what...i was so full and the bill did not gave me a shock...it was rather reasonable actually....haha...then i went home and laze around the whole day yesterday....

as for today...well...pretty normal..went to my godpa's shop in the morning for some gossips...then i went home and got change to my auntie's place to give tuition to her two young kinds...and i tell you...the papers are really getting tougher and tougher each year....haha...thank god i'm out of the pit already....

one more week and it'll be my exam...hopefully i can do better this time and show that woman of my class my cut too....for those of my friends...hopefully you noe who is this person...haha....

well...thats all for today...tataz....

memoirs of a geisha..i've watched it!!!

hello....how was your new year...was it good..got lots of ang bao....if you read my titile fot he blog..you'll noe that i have finish watching memoirs of a geisha....its a nice show but maybe it is because i have already read the novel...its wasn't that shocking for me...but the actings are good....they 3 ladies...i liked gong li the most..she really brought out the other side of hers in drama....

i went mdm koh's place with ved..yiwen..junrong and jojo yesterday....guess what....she is 4 months pregnant...haha...she really sisn't change much...she is still her old her...like that...but uits always good to see her again...i haven't been seeing her for months already....her place was very nice...though its small...but it is sheek and simple....very nice....she went to order sakae sushi and delifrance for us....haha..that was very nice of her..i got her a small little gift....and the next gift i'm going to get for her is for her small little baby....anyway...i'm going to miss phua's place later to take a look at her small zachary.....haven't seen him for half a year...think he is grown taller and should be able to walk now....haha...of course miss phua too la....haiz...the good old days back in secondary school...

ok..thats all for now...be back for more next week!!!!!

happy chinese new year....

haha...ok...now let me thank someone first...that person is daniel...haha...thank you for accompanying me to go and do my shopping yesterday night...haha..i gave him some love tips so we are even...hehe....

these few days at school is fine la...got my organic chem result...haha..i failed...i dunno y i am so not sad abt it...maybe its becos i already knew that i would fail ba....well...anyway...my school days was alrite la...compared to glad's school which is full of projects and things...i'm considered lucky...

now...i must do some reflection to all the things i bought for chinese new year...actually not much la...just 5 new shirts...3 new pants...thats all only...haha...there are lots of things in my shopping list that i have not cleared yet...but i'll get the chance to clear all of them during my semester break...hehe...haha...thinking of it also makes me feel like laughing out loud...but that is provided i mangae to survive my school la....

oh yes...my hp...i have heed so many people's advice that i am not going to change my phone so soon..at least not within these 2 weeks...i'll wait until all the prices drop already then i go and buy...i get to save some money and spend them on clothes also haha....i'm becoming shopaholic...trust me...its very contagious...very very....

its new year eve today....and my house is so going to be crowded with people...a total of 14 i think...haizz....its so busy now...really...you must prepare one reunion dinner to noe how many things are there to do...thats alot alot of stuffs to do...from the marketing...to the cooking...to the entertaining...to the cleaning up...oh god...it will make it go busy throughout the night....alot of things to do...

ok...i need to go...but before i go...i want to wish everyone a properous chinese new year ahead...gong xi gong xi....

i got this weird feeling...and i can't explain y....

ok...this is not my usual blogging dates but i just came here to blog abt the past 3 days before i forget any of the important points....ok...lets start with friday...i finally manage to go out...wee....did not buy anything....cos i dunno what to buy...but had a fun time...except when that vedro open his mouth to suan me...this vedro ar...he spend so much money buying things on fri...i can't say how much...but its alot...i really mean alot....haha....

yesterday went chinatown to buy things...more like last minute shopping with my grandma and auntie...had a fun time....spent lots of money...haha...all on food..and i got a feeling...they are all for me...hehe..haha...hehe..haha

today...was the most lousied day for the week...my mum wants to buy a phone for me...and i go lie...yeah(cos i spend a long time psychoing her)....then we went to the shop at thomson plaza...the person say i have to wait for like another 5 more months before i can upgrade my plas...and get a new hp...my face turn black straight away...i came home...check with M1 and found out that i can change one new phone long time ago already..and i go like(what the hell)....argh...then i persuaded my mum to go j8 to buy the phone...it took me so long time and asking glad to help before i find out that the shop only sells nokia phone...argh....i am so damn pissed off....but my mum say next friday we going to buy at bugis la...haha...so i also not that angry anymore...

ok...its time for me to go to bed.....hmm....next time i blog will be the new year eve...ok...bye

i got this weird feeling...and i can't explain y....

ok...this is not my usual blogging dates but i just came here to blog abt the past 3 days before i forget any of the important points....ok...lets start with friday...i finally manage to go out...wee....did not buy anything....cos i dunno what to buy...but had a fun time...except when that vedro open his mouth to suan me...this vedro ar...he spend so much money buying things on fri...i can't say how much...but its alot...i really mean alot....haha....

yesterday went chinatown to buy things...more like last minute shopping with my grandma and auntie...had a fun time....spent lots of money...haha...all on food..and i got a feeling...they are all for me...hehe..haha...hehe..haha

today...was the most lousied day for the week...my mum wants to buy a phone for me...and i go lie...yeah(cos i spend a long time psychoing her)....then we went to the shop at thomson plaza...the person say i have to wait for like another 5 more months before i can upgrade my plas...and get a new hp...my face turn black straight away...i came home...check with M1 and found out that i can change one new phone long time ago already..and i go like(what the hell)....argh...then i persuaded my mum to go j8 to buy the phone...it took me so long time and asking glad to help before i find out that the shop only sells nokia phone...argh....i am so damn pissed off....but my mum say next friday we going to buy at bugis la...haha...so i also not that angry anymore...

ok...its time for me to go to bed.....hmm....next time i blog will be the new year eve...ok...bye

i like my new hair.....haha...and the hair stylist...

ok...first of all...i want to announce to everyone that i absolutely love my new hair...its nthg much...just triming what i have before...but what is more amazing is that the hair stylist who styled my hair did it like god...omg...its so nice and cute when its on my face...too bad i dun think i can reconstruct the effect again...haiz...me and my clumsy hands....haha....well...its was a sudden visit to the salon..so i have to wait like 1+ plus just to reach my turn...haiz...but its ok la...nthg much to do at home also.....haha....

have all of you did your CNY shopping already...hehe...i have not finish yet...i think i'm not going to buy too much this time...i think i am going to get 2 sets only la...cos i think after CNY the price will drop even further....my mum convinced me so...haha...so i think i'm gonna put all my money on the new semester wear...haha...i'm getting my shopping(more like wish) list ready...hahaha....

going out tmr for some shopping with all my darlings(like what glad would most prob say)...haha...its going to be a fun time out....hehe...

and...my school open house!!!!!....its fun and i am contemplating whether i should go and help out sab..dan..heather...muzzie they all tmr or not....hmm...we'll see abt that...must come...it end this sat...if you coming tmr...can come find me...i bring you around...ok???

alright...thats all for today....peeps...bye...and have a nice CNY shopping...tataz

p.s. to that guy who just got a stead...i wish you all the best hor....

what a good way to relieve stress.....

hello....i'm here after a week....weee...yesterday went shopping with gigi, her sister and glad in bugis....hah...its such a good way to relieve stress you noe..everything is so good..i bought a shirt from freshbox...although thats all cos i didn't bring much money also....next week when we go shopping again then i continue buying...i may even have to borrow some money heez....all my darlings...can la hor....haha......yesterday..me and glad had chu lian feeling...hahaha....not between me and her...butus and the mango desert that we had...i hadn't been exercising for so long and yesterday we had to run to sim lim square just to buy dvd-rw last minute....omg...it was sure a very hectic task...hehe

before i went shopping with them...i met glad in school cos she needs to go to her classmates's place for projects....like what she said...she really squeeze out each and every new psychological questions i have lor...hahahaha...but all the results for her turn out quite bad la...she kana suan by me also.....just as i boarded 162....i forget that i need to top up bus card for my grams....argh...i have to stop with glad at j8 that side just to top up her bus card...she needs to meet her classmate over there also.....then we all took bus home until glad told me to get ready to go off....

this past week was all about common test...i got a good feeling although i dun have much confidence in organic chem...but i think i can pass la....pls pls...just let me pass....

as to what i am gg to do to spend my weekends...today i'm gg shopping with my grams at suntec today....she wants to find a bag that goes with her shoes...haha....tmr..i'll be stuck at home doing my reports also.....haiz...my life....reports..study..reports...i hardly can find a good way to find back my life....thank god i got a great hobby i call shopping a.k.a spending my money...hahaha....

ok...thats all today...see you next time...tataz

no mood for CNY

haiz...Chinese New Year is coming and yet i dun feel the atmosphere at all...argh..i think the tests are blinding up my senses...its just around the corner and i also haven't get fully prepared for the test....haiz...guess thats me....

chinese new year was such joyous for the pass few years of my life...but now...there is nthg to be joyful abt..and i dunno y.....i got nthg in ready for chinese new year....in the past...i would have got ready all my clothes and accessories...but now...i dun have a single thing...so i must really get to shopping after my tests....god bless me that i'll pass that...pls!!!!!!!!

ok...i dated all my darlings out already....so i think i'll have plenty of shopping partners....this week at school is just boring...nthg much except when i need to rush home just to get my lab coat and lab manual and my clothes just becos i thought it was an tutorial....argh....thank god miss ng let me go home or else...i'll be dead.....

ok...thats all for the day...see ya

....Happy New Year...

hi there...this is the last day of 2005 already....hmm...maybe i can type my reflections of the year...this year has been a very meaningful year to me.....i have been moving from places to places for my academic studies....i met alot of new friends...learn alot of things...and of course gain alot of weight....though i didn't grow much taller.....

time really flies....i left my secondary school for 1 full year already and yet i feel that it has just been an yesterday thing....i always think that yesterday i was still at school bitcing around with all my darlings...but things are no longer the same now...our friendship did not change but the people around us have changed...for the better or the worse is another thing that is.....

toking abt my resolution for the new year....it think the first thing is to straighten out my life....all my years i have been trying to help my friends...but it is time now for me to straighten out my life....my studies too....poly is indeed different from secondary school...haiz...this time round hopefully i'll be able to do so much better than the past semester.....and also...my weight...haha...all this years...my weight has always been an issue...every year...i always tok abt my weight...hopefully i'll be able to really slim myself down this time round....

the past few days have been very fun for me...i went out almost everyday with my darlings....except when my com was down la...haha...ok..thats all for now...see ya...

p.s. have a wonderful NEW YEAR celebrations....tataz.....

its holiday in the atmosphere

hi there....how are you ppl.....christmas is coming....MERRY CHRISTMAS everybody......well...this week at school is rather boring....i did not go to school on monday....i came down with a bad flu and i had to stay at home....that results in me losing alot to the rest in organic chem...chem is already my worst subject...now that i have missed a lecture....its gonna be worse...haha.....

other than that...the rest of the week in school is rather peaceful....nthg much to tok abt....

my miss my darlings.....glad...leen...jas....gigi...jojo...jing..lynn...hannah..and lots more...haiz...when will i ever got to meet them again...soon i think...i'm going shopping with them next week....haha....hopefully all of us can get together ba....

ok...thats all for this week....see ya again..

p.s.be a good child durign christmas and may all your wishes come true....tataz...

its such peaceful....

hi there......i'm back to do my weekly postings...haha...well now where shld i start...oh ya....i didn't get to go out with jojo afterall the last week...hehe...i have to stay at home....and do my reports lor....hmmz....toking abt that...i am confirm going out on sunday....so you'll hear from me....

as for school this week, there is nthg much to tok abt la....just like that lor...school can never be that boring or that interesting...its always the in between....haha....take it from me.....

oh...i got a new song to recommend....this time is by rene liu....yi ci xing fu de ji hui...very nice song.....really....go and listen to it....k???

ok la...thats all i have for today....be back for more next week...tataz.....

hi there....miss me...???

hehe......after 12 hrs of sleep....i feel so refreshed....hmm...this week at school is quite fun....i get to go out to orchard for thursday and friday....becos of the time table la...so ridiculous.....actually this week....everything seems to be going on just fine for me....no sudden hiccups....no unhappy incidents.....really...this week is a very nice week....best of al...i only need to type 2 reports this weekend.....yeah...that means i can finish them today and go out with jojo tmr....still contemplating one la.....

abt my life this week hor...everything is fun....monday to wednesday are just boring school days...the happy part come on thursday when i get to have 5 hr break in between my timetable....me and some girls went to ochard for lunch and jalan jalan....saw jojo there at taka...so embarassing...i was practically screaming and shouting when i see her....all my etiquettes all gone...hehe...but very suprised to see her la....twice some more....at heeren again!!!!....the girls did not buy anything la....i just bought some mask for acne removal and mark removal lor....like i have always said....if you can't beat the guys in terms of the figure...beat them in terms of the complexion....hehe....

i went to orchard again yestersay....becos we went to kbox......omg...i have never spent so much time in kbox before lor....we went in at 11+ and only came out at 6.......haha....the weather outside turned from bad to worse then good again.....then i went to ngee ann city with elizabeth to collect her specs...she looks ok in that.....then went i took 162 home....i saw vedro!!!....haha....so suprised...seen two of my best friends in consecutive days at orchard...haha....then i saw my uncel who is taking the same bus as me also......haha...it is really very funny......

ok thats all for this week...if i really go shopping tmr...i'll let you noe next week k??...haha..tataZ...

p.s....i saw the collection for havannas....think i'm going to buy that....hehe

i'm so tired now....argh....

ok...this is a very very early morning which i'm suppose to be in bed and enjoying the morning fresh chilling atmosphere....but i got woke up by a series of commotion in my house......this is suppoose to be a morning for me to enjoy the comfort of my bed...anyway since i'm awake migtgh as well come here to update my blog.....

this week was such a peaceful week....nthg dramatic happened at all...at least not for me...when on an excursion on wed to IBN....you noe what is that....haha.....its Institute of Biotechnology and Nanotechnology....haha......think the name is this la....we have to go all the way to Buona Vista just to go there....its on a hilltop.....very nice architecture.....very mordern and trendy...very impressed by thier labs.....other than that....there is really nthg much to tok abt for this week liao...haiz...actually there is nthg to tok abt every school week one....its just that boring....haha..

its december already.....one year just going to pass....hmm...looking back....i have undergo so much change in this one year....hopefully next year will be a better year for me....christmas is around the corner too....haha....its just another reason the spend money cos its CHRISTMAS SHOPPING.....hehe.....need to get all my darlings out so that we can have a crazy shopping trip out....weeexxxx.....

oh yes....all my classmates are so involved in BGR now....not all la...like D******...Y*******.....opps...am i telling ppl lots of secrets.....haha....they dun noe my blog add also...they can't do anything to me....hahahahaha

ok...thats all for this week...see ya next week!!!!!!!!

another week.....of my boring life

hi there.......how are all my babies out there......its my weekly posting again....this week is so normal....really nthg much to tok abt.....but last week me and glad plus daniel went to harry potter movie.....yeah...its quite disappointing...somehow....i dun find that kind of feeling....something is just missing and i dunno y....anyway....when i step out of my house at 5+ last week....the day was still looking fine.....but 10 odd mins later....it just starts to downpour...like a hurricane struck singapore....the worse thing is there is no link way or shelter to the cinema which is at cineleisure.......so me and glad decided to meet at ps first......thanks goodness the rain stopped in time for us to take a train to somerset....phew.....manage to make it to the cinema undrenched.....we saw quite a few of our secondary school friends over there which....i dun want to tell haha......no la....just that i very lazy to type them out......haha......

anyway....i got a shopping list to be made for the christmas season....i just love this season sales and lots of free gifts....opps....dun i sound like a very typical singapore auntie....anyway....i'm meeting with all my friends to do some crazy christmas shopping.....think my wallet is going to blow a big hole again.....toking abt my wallet....i really need to buy a new wallet.....will someone tell me where to get one....haiz.......looking for a new one for few weeks already....still can't find one.....

ok...thats all for today...seeya again next week....tataz...muacks....
p.s. all my darlings out there if you wanna go shopping tell me kk?????

ahhhhhhh.........i'm so high now...

hihi......do you ppl want to hear the good or the bad news first....hmm...let me decide...the bad news first...and that is....i have been under a ladies crisis this whole week....actually only two la....one's from my family and other....better dun tok abt it...i have always try to be as rounded as possible when i face the ppl....but somehow...i think no matter how rounded a person is towards the outside world....torns are going to be there...thats life...the lady in my family is surprisingly not my mum....but my younger sis....i always knew that she was irritating and annoying but all along i thot she is just trying to get some attention....but now......she is practically getting out of hand....she used to listen to me when i sound fierce but now....she is not even paying me the basic respect for a brother....what on earth has got into her.....argh....she seriously need to get some discipline from me....but i'm not ready to do that until i can straighten out my life myself........another things is....for some reason..i'm getting lethargic and sometimes sick and tired of continuing my life as it is now.....maybe after all these years of studying....i'm getting less and less motivated...when i was in primary school.....i go to school just becos i was told to do so......then i begin to go to school becos of all the fun i can have in my lower sec days....when i'm in upper sec....i was motivated for my O levels(not to waste my previous years into the drain)......but now...i have found out that i got no more motivation to keep myself that paste i have....i feel tired and lazy....its definitely coming from the inside.....maybe i shld sit down and ponder abt it.....

but before that....let me tell you the good news....i'm going to watch harry potter later in the night....yeah......i'm so high now....haha.....i think this is going to be the best episode ever.....woo-hoo.....how i wish i can also live in a land of magic........i'm thinking and day-dreaming too much....but thats me isn't it????....the next movie i'm most interested in is the memoirs of a geisha.....i think i'll like that story...i better go and borrow the novel before i watch the movie itself....

well....thats all ii have for the moment.....tataz....

just some advice......for you....

hi there....i just wanted to give some advice to one of my friends who is facing quite a little bit of problem.....i thot that this might actually help you in some ways......

i think that whoever you are interested in now....do not be so pessimistic.....i mean you got all the qualities to have your own love also.....but the serious thing now is that you shld recognise whether you are really interested in him....if you are....then i suggest you keep your cool and start out as friends first......if you think that it is pure curious and infatuation.....dun ever let seep in this hole for too long......

the another thing is that even though your relationship may not be fruitful but you'll learn out of it......whether or not it is a "normal" relationship....its still going to be a learning trip for everyone......look at the friends around me and you are also learning thru it........nobody are so serious into a relationship that they actually have a fruitful result in mind.....ppl at our age needs to learn and this process maybe hurtful to one party......the important point is to enjoy the process in love and company of each other.....

i noe whatever i am telling you now maybe the 1001 times you have heard it...but it works for all the relationships.....if you are really in love...admit it....but that doesn't mean the you cannot be discreet.....if you think that he is not suitable for you.....then end the ties at the friend level...until you think that you are more suitable to carry on....dun be afraid of falling....learn how to fall gracefully and climb up again in dignity.....its not difficult.....no one can gurantee you that you willl not get hurt....but and the same time no one is guaranteeing that you will not enjoy.....

it's always no easy to take the first step....whether or not it is a BGR or BBR or GGR.....but learn how to cope with it...and you can have a beautiful life also.....

i'm not trying to encourage you in anyways....but i think your priority now is your O levels...which you shld be more concentrated in......you shld keep him at the back of your mind until you are ready to think abt solving it all over again....and always remember....if you think something is wrong....dun hesitate to say it out....dun be afraid....trust me.....

i think you'll get an idea what i really mean.....pls just concentrate on your studies first....the rest can come later....and i'll teach you how to solve them....all of us are learning also.....we do and we are learning how to cope it........dun think that you are alone cos you are not.....

i have confidence in you....the most important thing is you must have the confidence for yourself also........jia you......

tataz.....give me a call ok.....

weee..........fridays no need to go school anymore!!!!

hello.....i just started my new semester this week....erm...actually this week dun have anything to say cos its just any other routined and boring school days.......haiz.....when will my life have any dun...especially when i'm in one of the most no life(ing) course in the whole poly....haha...

but i got a good news....for this whole semester...i'm going to have long weekends already...yeah....cos we shiffted all the lessons on friday to other days.....haha.....i can go out on fridays already....finally has something good happening in my boring school life....

i'm going to watch harry potter next week...and i really have to get all my contacts going.....haha....

ok...thats all today....tataz.....

one last week..b4 my new semester starts...

ok....this week is has lots of public holidays so let me first wish all the indians and malays a happy Deepavali(belated) and Hari Raya Puasa.........

well....from monday and tuesday was a stay at home day....spend the time at home actually doing nthg.....haha......yesterday was fun....me and glad did some shopping at orchard....woo-hoo....i bought a cute printed tee and glad bought lots of other things....shirts..ear-rings....the ear ring was such a torture....we went into this shop in far east which was loaded(i really mean loaded) with ear rings and we have to pick 3 pairs so that it'll sum up to 12 bucks.....luckily glad went there with me....i was patient enuf to accompany her into the shop......help her choose that ear rings....omg....i think we spend around 30 mins in that shop lor.......(and now i think she's gonna ask me to go shopping with her whenever she wants to buy ear rings).....i bought a shirt on impulse yesterday...i did not even try and think abt it and then i bought it just like that....haha....then we did a little walking before heading for lunch at this fast-food resturant in ngee ann city.....the food was nice(but i dun like the bean sprouts......yucks)........then went to giordano(cos glad wanted to buy some tees)......and we waited for a long time at the cashier becos before us was an indonesian family who bought over 200 bucks of clothes and yet picking and changing right in front of the cashier......they really dun have any thought for the row of ppl behind them waiting to pay....................the shop staff also very stupid...see so many ppl also dunno how to open another cashier.......then we went to walk around at heeren.....nthg much over there.....that time my legs started to get sore.....omg....it really hurts....but we still manage to finish skimming around the shopping centre......then that glad wanted to walk the streets of orchard road.....oh my god.....have to go with her la....luckily i found TCC and we sat down had a drink before we continue(my treat of cos...she was practically broke buying so many things).....last stop of the day was ps....seen some of our juniors which made me feel like slapping them....then we went into mickey industry when my dear glad borrowed money from me to buy another t-shirt....haiz.....after that both of us got so tired and we went home......

my mums wants to change a new handphone and so i think we are all going out so that she can upgrade into another phone later.....that is my plans for today....but hopefully dun let me buy anything again....i'm getting broke and i need to save some money......haha.....

ok....thats all...see ya....tataz.....

one more week to go......

hi there.....i'm here to blog again......had a little bit of fun and anger this few days.........

i went shopping at bugis with glad on thursday.....both of us had fun....and very good buys....she bought 4 things for just 38 bucks....that is less than 10 bucks for each items in average....i finally bought a carrier bag...for 43....didn't bring enuf money....so i borrowed from glad......haha.....decided to borrow from her becos i was afraid of someone else buying the bag and when i return again next week...i may not see that bag there already..........but afterall we had a very nice shopping trip la........

yesterday was very down at first......actually glad told me abt going back srs for rc....and then i said...ok....i'll get vedro to go also....it turned out that halfway on our way there...someone told me that the activity was not confirmed at all and may very much be cancelled....i was very pissed of becos aren't these things suppose to be confirmed before notify the seniors....i'm going to make sure that when i go back again....i'll scold their heads off......then we go ps to kill some time...we are already out so might as well make it a shopping trip....at first....the 3 of us are so bored.....and we practically have no mood to do anything.....after a while we started to find that mood to have fun again.....but we were making lots of nice when we went to starbuck...the sugar made us high....then we start criticsing ppl then went pass the shop.....haha....went carrefour so that vedro can buy some luncheon meat....weird rite....but we had some fun la.....

one more week and my new semester will start....haiz.....so fast ar.....7 weeks of holidays is finishing off already...and looks like none of my dieting plans had worked out.....haha....but this time must really cut down my weight....or else...i'll never be able to..........and i noe what to do already......haha......hopefully it works this time...and i'm so going to look for someone to go to the gym with me.....i need a gym buddy......yeah...thats what i need now....anyone wants to apply this job....hehe.....going shopping again next week....i'll go and get my hair done.....then see if there is anything i missed out that i did not manage to buy.....

alrite thats all for now.............see you again....tataz

hi.....i'm back!!!!!

ok...last week i recommended an MTV rite.......this week i recommend a song....its a very nice song.....very sentimental and healing(lots of ppl out there may just need this song).....its called .........hmm....i give you ppl the URL first....http://www.520music.com/p.asp?id=62667....its very nice....now comes my review......acutally the first part of the song is telling the stories of alot of ppl.......getting hurt in love....but the chorus and the last part of the song really says it all.....

i think i noe of alot of ppl in life that really is in need of this song.....FOR THIS PPL: dun be afraid to try.....if once doesn't work....try twice....keep trying....love doesn't come easy for each and everyone of us....for some...getting loved maybe just that easy....but i noe that alot of my friends outside there dun....but pls dun give up.....all life is a puzzle....and it is really up to you to figure it out.....pls....try....i believe all of you can do it rite???......like what the last part of the song says....i'm here...always wishing you the best...and eventually all of you will be happy and loved......jia you!!!!!!



now....my daily routine....well i stayed at home the whole weekend last week.....didn't really do much things at home.....monday i went to explore the new bus route which is rite in front of my estate....sat for nearly 45 mins before we reach Jurong East and went IMM to do some shopping.....then yesterday....i spend the whole morning and early afternoon with my grandma in the polyclinic....just dun understand her....for alot of yrs in her life she has been seeing a private doctor.....but now she insist in going to a polyclinic to do a checkup.....haiz...its not that we can't afford it......aiya...dunno la....what i noe is that i spent a long time waiting for her....today is a fun day.......went to chinatown for breakfast and did some marketing for my so called....cousin's full month tmr.....i just dun understand y can't her own grandparents do it and want my grandma to do it.......its so troublesome lor.........i simply dislike them.....trust me...you will never noe the conspiracies in my family...haha....sound very chinese drama rite.....let me tell you....that is it......chinese drama......very confusing....haha.....

well...thats all for now.....back for more when i'm in the mood to write....seeya.....bye bye....

its a baby sitting week!!!!!!

well.......i have done lots of baby sitting this week....haha....its was PSLE marking day and all my cousins came over to my grandma's place so that i can take care of them and mean while giving them tuition to prepare for their EOY.......luckily all of them are only in primary school or else i'll have a hard time doing the tasks.......

monday was a usual day.....stayed at home and went to NTUC to do some marketing.....very normal.....at the same time very bored also......tuesday was the start of the nightmare.....i have to coach tommy and elizabeth english and math respectively for their Os and yet at the same time i need handle a bunch of kids at home whats more>>i still have rehearsal to go to for the school's play......woa...that was a busy day.....but i manage to scrape thru afterall....haha....i'm terence...right???

wednesday was less busy no more coaching...no more rehearsal just pure baby sitting and giving these kids some work to do......luckily i was once a deputy head prefect....i knew exactly how to handle those kids at home...or else...i'll be dead by now.......thursday was a little bit more busy....has to bring my grandma to a chinese physician to take a look at her backache...but its alright la......then i have to rush home to pick up those kids and make sure they dun create any trouble(or else...i'm in trouble)......after that i went to thomson plaza to buy some fastfood for the kids(just dun understand y they love fast food fo much).....then my day ends with a nightmare from my smallest cousin who is showing me tantrums....argh...have i said i hate stubborn kids.??...

lastly was yesterday......the kids went home early and then i went our for dinner to celebrate ved's bday(belated of course).....went to swensens at orchard......then we went to play pool at cuppage.....very nice night out...had fun also....hope all you them had fun too....the surprise of the day was seeing daniel(junrong).....omg!!!>.....i thot he went for an extreme makeover....3mths ago he was as meaty as me.....now he is as muscular as any kick boxer......yucks i hate this kind of man.......haha.....went home at 11.......got locked out...luckily i manage to get the keys from my father........or else i'll be sleeping outside the house liao....haha.....

well.....thats all from me for the week....seeya next time....
p.s. i am getting broke!!!!!!..........oh yes........HAPPY BELATED BDAY...TO VEDRO!!!!!

its a sad sad story!!!!!!

ok...let me tell you abt this sad mtv first....i watched it from daniel's(yi wen) friendster profile.......omg....its really very sad.......so sweet........you ppl shld not miss it....those that noes yiwen....u shld have his add for friendster........but if you dun.......you can find him in my friendster links under DearDaniel......its really very sad.......i cried!!!!!.......and peeps....if you want to noe this guy.....can look for me......haha.......go watch it first before you read the second part of my blog......

whats so nice abt this story that made ppl feel so touch is becos you can rarely find it in reality......so far.....i only noe of one true story(pierre png and andrea d cruz)....but if anyone will be willing to do this for you....this is the person you girls shld marry!!!!!!........becos they are really willing to give the unconditional love.........cos girls....man can tell you lots and lots of things abt loving you for eternity.........everlasting love.....but when it comes to anything else.....poof....it all disappears....i'm not saying that guys cannot say this or girls shld not believe the guys....like i said....enjoy all the process and feelings in love......surely....i hope....this guys does meant their words(unless they are coaxing you to go bed with them la).......haha.........

girls always like to think that they are the female characters of these shows in reality....but let me tell you this.....these stories are really very very rare in the actual world........i'm not saying that it does not happens....but it is really very rare......but still it is good to think abt them....who doesn't....rite??.....i'm touch by the story myself......

ok.....thats all for now...see ya.....

what a day.....

ok....let me give you a good piece news....i PASS my inorganic chem...haha....yeah....for once i can pass my chem.......haha.......for all you noe Dr Xu lowered his standard like hell before anyone could pass.....haha........

i went to celebrate my belated birthday with glad....leen....ved....jojo....gigi and yiwen at Fish & Co today....had a very fun and sinful day....i had like ice cream with waffle and a cup of super sweet cappucino b4 i had my dinner.......haha.......went to take a look at bags today....they really think that the addidas is nice......but i prefer others lehz......hahas........nvm......its my own money i'm gonna spend anyway........took some very funny pics also......its so much better than the formal dinner that my mum treated me to at Peach Garden.....the dinner is so awkward....i mean the food is nice la....but the atmosphere was very weird.....perhaps i'm not used to eating with that father of mine..........oh yes....we met lots of celebrities today....first was olinda...then one superstar contestant...then was slyvester....we saw alex du...they keep claiming that its not him until they really found out that it was him...haha....i knew i was rite all along...then say 2 mediacorp actor and actress(dunno their english names).......what a starry day....haha....

oh yes....monday...i went to the library with glad......i swear that i'll never go to the library at amk again......it looks big but all the books are not for us......argh.....took a long time before i actually find a book that i may like..........haven't start reading it yet.........tell you when i finish reading........then we went for lunch at jubilee.....very fulling also.....after that we went to cut my hair....still the same style....haiz....really need to do something abt it already...haha.....ok......then when to glad's place b4 i went to the resturant in the evening.........

sunday was a shopping day for me as i went to compass point with my grandma......as usual......she bought alot of things and the only thing i bought was new skin care products from watsons........haha.......saw my two juniors and chit chatted with them before i found that my grandma has left without me.....hehe....

ya...thats basically what i did for the past few days la......haha....seeya again.....

p.s. thanks for everyone that wished my a happy birthday and celebrated with me...love ya....

yeah............happy birthday to me!!!!!!

yeah........i've turn 17.........wow.....time flies........i'm 17 already....yeah.......haha....i really want to thank all the ppl that made me who i am today.......so....these are the following ppl.......

my family.....my dearest grandma who brought me up.....my beloved mum who brought me to this world....my father who gave me a life.....my sis who cheers me all the time....my aunties and uncles who loved me since i'm young.......

my dearest friends.....glad....leenz...gigi...jojo....jas.....vedro.....danielz...jing..lynn...hannah.....lots more...thank you for being there for me when i needed you ppl the most.....you ppl makes the best of the best friends i can ever find in the whole wide world....i love ya......

my schools....aiya all of you noe where i study....especially srs.....makes me such a wonderful person that i have never known i can be in the past.....

my NYP classmates and srs classmates....thank you for keeping me company and helping me.....

my teachers....miss ngo....mdm koh....miss phua.....mr ong......mr rafi......lots and lots lots more....thank you for guiding me thru these years....

and of course.....all the ppl that i happen to cross by in my life....whether or not you are impt or once impt in my life....i thank all of you who made me who i am today...........

and i really thank you all......i dunno what other words i can use other than thank you......a millon thanks to my family....friends...teachers.....work partners........thank you all for making my life so vibrant and wonderful......muacks...muacks.......

i'm dead bored.....haiz

hello ppl.......this is not in my regular posting to my blog........this is well......something for me to spend my time as i cannot sleep........today......i have decided to tok abt relationships again....haha....that happens to be my area of expertise you see.......

few years back....i read this article all abt love and i find it very interesting and meaning......there is this part when it reads.......when someone is deeply in love in you, dun doubt it.....similiarly when someone no longer loves you, they really mean it........i find this very true.....many of the couples i see.....they are forever thinking whether this love will last or not......this partner of mine really loves and suits me or not.........if you actually think abt this.......then i seriously think that this might not be the love for you........in every case enjoy the process of love.......feel the meaning of being loved and loving someone else..........this is the most important thing.......feel it.......but when the relationship cannot hold on to already.......think of it again.....do you stil have feelings for this person....if the answer is yes.......i suggest you go and tok things out with him/her.......understand what went wrong(that is if you can actually point it out)........if there is absolutely no more area to start anew again......then i suggest you end it now and then.....dun drag it.......and girls>>>>dun think of waiting for another chance with this person when it comes to this circumstances.....you can drag in alot of things in life......but when it comes to love, please dun........the longer you drag in your heart.....the harder it is to leave......

but what happens when you dun have the feeling anymore???? then that is the time is strongly suggest you to let go.......dun be so particular abt who got rid of who......trust me.......when it comes to this point in time.......no point doing this anymore........

i always sound like in any relationship, guys is always the wrong one......thats is becos most of the time girls are the ones that got hurt the most(even when sometimes the girls ask for it themselves).......guys are.....well....more rational in alot of things(although sometimes they tend to listen to thier penises and testorone more).........so guys>>>>let me teach you a secret in how to handle girls when they quarrel with you.....1st: Never try to fight back(it gets futile)....2nd: Make sure that you dun sound very rational(girls aren't that rational you noe).....3rd: Always try to let them noe how much you care for them(it really melts the girls).....4th: Whether you are right or wrong......apologise first(unless this happens alot of times).....well.......this shld get you out of trouble within 5 hrs......

the last thing i want to tok abt today.....really this is to scold the guys....particularly those that i noe(one of these guys likes to do alot of things to his hair...and the other loves to sing)....the thing i want to say is CAN YOU STOP SAYING THAT IT IS IMPOSSIBLE!!!!!!!..........guys love to tell me this when i introduce girls to them........well unless are gay or like me.........pls dun say this at the start of everythings....how can anything be possible when you already claim that it is impossible in the first place.......give it a shot will you?????.....when it comes to other things you guys are so daring....when it comes to this....always tell me cannot la......

ok...thats all i need to say for today....tataz....and yes....my birthdyay is just 1 more day ahead...byebye

what a week......

this is by far the most exciting week i have for my holidays....did lots and loads of catching up with my old pals and jie meis....sunday i went bugis with josephine(after everyone ps us)...did some market surveying but did not buy anything at all....while jojo had such a prodcutive trip...haha....i bought her a bag which i owe her as a birthday present long time ago...i was expecting to buy her something more expensive...but it seems like she cannot wait anymore and so...i bought it for her....

then monday i went k box with glad...ah joom...and ved....we sang for like 4 hrs and i got a little giddy when i got home that evening.....haha....the thing is ved did not sing a single song at all...he paid 15 bucks just to accompany the 3 of us singing.....haha....besides that i got a pleasant surprise...i caught up with my long lost daughter....hannah!!!....after all these days...she look more chirpy now...of course two freaking guy which simply annoyed me the moment they open their mouth(i shan't tell you who are they)........tuesday was a peaceful day for me at home....doing nthg....yesterday last afternoon i was summon to go dinner with glad and gigi...and of course leenz and her bf at chomp chomp...it didn't turn out that bad like i thot it would....well...lets just say we treated nthg had happen.......the food was ok though...reached home at 8...i went hungry in the mid night.....i can do nthg but suffer the hunger

this morning...i was intending to do some shopping with my jie meis....everyone started to have loads of stuff to do and i have to cancel it.....well...i sensed jojo's frustration but at the least i could do was to appease ther anger...haha....tmr will be a staying at home day for me...i think unless someone ask me out!!!!!(heard that???? ask me out!!!!!)........haha....

for saturday...i'll be going chinatown for breakfast and maybe a little shopping ba....not sure what will come up on sunday....i think my "god parents" are bring me out for steamboat....and........MONDAY is going to be my 17TH Birthday!!!!!!!.........

hopefully someone will celerbrate it for me........i think ppl will la.....lets keep our fingers cross...i sort of remembered what jojo told me....we try to gather everyone to meet to celebrate our friends birthday but it turns out that nobody really think of our own birthdays...haha...thats true though...for such a long time...i have been planning ppl's party but seems like no one else have planned my own party.....will this time be a change....lets hope so.....i really hope so......

ok...thats all for today.....be back for more next week when i tell you abt my birthday!!!!!!

its a very boring week.......

hi there.....this week is really a very boring week for me......i have rarely stepped out of my house for the whole week....haiz....maybe just going school to do some workout and rehearsal...oh yes....i'm acting in a musical from my school arts club....i have to be an indian boy...then a indian guy....finally an old indian man....poor me....how am i going go cope with that indian acent....and do i look like a kid in any way....haha....but the script is wonderful...very creative and original....its going to be fun....and that is what i'm going to have....fun!!!!!

the good thing is that i'm going out to bugis with jojo....jas...and gigi...today....yeah finally i can get to go out...haven't been going out with them for a long time already....today is going to be a very marketing day while i survey what i want in my shopping list.....

and also....have you all notice....its my birthday soon already....haha....i'm 17 in 8 days time....and i dunno who is going to celebrate with me...i dun think so la....nobody has been celebrating my birthday for years....well....ppl do sms me to wish me happy birthday....but its always my mum who will give me a good treat in a posh resturant and give me loads of cash.....well...maybe that is going to be birthday again this year(get the hint???..........hahahahahaha)

ok....thats all for today....tataz.....

yeah....holiday finally reached!!!!!!

woo hoo......yesterday was my last paper and i finally get to enjoy a 6 week break....hooray.....well....i dun really have plans for my holidays....what i noe is that i really need to rest and take a break from the hectic schedule i had for the past few months.....my top priority like i have been always saying is to cut down my weight....hope this time it can work....i have learnt to cut down my dinner...soon it will be my lunch....then i'll start the gymming process.....sound plan??? but dun be surprised if you see me sitting on my couch watch tv and munching some food at the same time....i'm like that......haha........

i also longed to go to the east coast park to cycle.....getting those ppl to go with me again....hopefully we can.....then i also want to borrow some books from the library to keep me occupied during the days i stay at home.....becos i got a feeling i'll be at home alot of the time.....and.....ya la....most probably that will be what i intend to do during my holidays....simple but yet fulfilling....and i think i'll be going shopping very soon....just manage to work out a shopping list for me to get the things i need...that includes a very cheap and sheek watch(that happens to be trendy this year).....a hand carry bag(many brands have launched these bags and i want to get one)........a pair of havannas(hopefully i still have money left after buying the above)......ya....maybe that is what i need(for now).....

begin to feel lonely this week already....should i get myself a partner(not a stead for now).....i really dunno....vedro kept saying i'm going very gay and i'll be attracting alot of guys soon enuf(to think that i actually believe him).........the rest are like...."terence, turn straight la...go get a gf"....but to think of it...have i ever been gay....i dun deny the fact that i'm attracted to ppl of the same sex but am i really going that way sexually.....honestly i dunnoe.....maybe i shld try to understand more abt myself....its funny isn't it....i actually noe the ppl around me so well yet i dunno myself at all....how ironic.......well....maybe i'm just like gladys....enjoying a single life now(at least she got suitors lor....i dun)........haha.....but it really gets lonely sometimes when you see ppl around you are all in love and you are like so single....life is like that isn't it....you can't always get what you want.....learning to accept the fact already......

well....done abt love...now abt my work....i got like 90% assurance that i'll be retaking my inorganic chemistry.....haiz....what to do....just try harder next time lor.....the rest is ok la....manageable.......ever since my upper secondary school days...i have not try a setback for a long time.....haiz....growing up is forever like that....first you worry you dun have a love...then you worry your school work....then you worry your money(which i dun need to alot la).....haiz...all the ppl at my age are like that now........

i think i have blogged enuf for the day.....bye....be back for more......

its ending already.......so soon

very fast ar......my first semester in NYP is going to end.....wow...so fast...i left my scondary school for nearly a year and i thot it was just something not long ago.....i noe alot of new friends in NYP of course.....my fame as usual.....miss my old bunch of friends also.....going out with them very soon.....finally...poly life can be very hectic.....not that kind of stressful hectic....it is the kind of busy hectic when you have so many things going on at the same time....but when it gets free....it is really very free....so i have a good 5 weeks of holiday for myself to rest and settle down before my next semester starts.....i got two more papers this coming tuesday and thursday then i'm free already.....i dun have much confidence in my inorganic chem....very worried...my math is still alright la.......got that A math background after all....

another thing i'm worried is my weight........i'm really growing side ways.....need to do something about it seriously.....and i got just the right plan to carry out.....going to the gym as often as ever is my task now.....really need to shed of the layers of fats in my body for the past few months.....after that my second agenda for the holiday is to prepare myself for the musical i'm going to stage...the script looks attracting...hopefully i can do it.....basically thats all for my holiday la.....get enuf rest....shed the fats....prepare for the musical....that all lor.....

i nearly forgot to tell you abt my schedule for the past week.....nthg much la...preparing for my exams....then i went mentoring yesterday....very touched...to hear the students saying thank you to you.....hope that they can do well for the end of year also....jia you.....well...thats all for today.....be back for more after my exams......hooray.....

its all my mouth's fault....i really didn't mean it...

SORRY.....this is definitely not my first time saying sorry to ppl becos of the words that came out of my mouth......i'm really terribly sorry....to the kind classmate that i just hurt this morning....i'm so sorry......i didn't mean to hurt you....it was meant to be a joke.....but i think i carried it too far and hurt you.....i'm so sorry.......please do not feel sad about it.....it really didn't mean to hurt you so badly....so sorry....i promise this is the last time i'm going to do something like that which hurt you so deeply....so sorry.......SORRY......

hi.....its going to be short one...

hi there....today is going to be a short blog.....cos two women are looking into what i type.....muznah and geraldine....haha....ok start the story....well...last week i went shopping with josephine in a rainy sunday afternoon...i waited her for more than half an hour in the cafe at scotts...whats the lesson learnt....dun be too puncutual...it was a nice day to shop...nobody at all....haha....feel like the whole orchard in deserted.....a very funny part.....me and jojo was looking for a good present to buy for aaron pang's birthday.....and we decided to buy him a g-string....grey colour semi transparent....he sure look sexy in it....we are going to force him to wear......oh yes...i bought a ring....40 bucks....looks nice.....but muznah says it sucks.....(and now...her mouth is open wide....waiting for an insect to fly in)....haha....just finish all my projects....need to engage in a battle of revision liao....jia you...same for everyone that is going to take your semestral...ok...now...better let geraldine have back her com...so see you.....bye....