reflections...reflections...and more reflections

well..today...i'm not going to write abt wat happened the passed week..cos there is really nthg to write abt so far...so this time...i'll write abt some reflections i had the past few weeks....its been ages since i did a reflection here already.....

first of all...its the girl that has succesfully pissed me off alot of times....haiz...you noe...sometimes ppl dun really have a choice to become what they want or what they are now...but i think bitches and bastards really have a choice and they made themselves the ones that everybody dislikes.....so is that classmate of mine....i seriously think that ever since young she has been very neglected by her family...thats y she seek all the attention when she comes to school...hell yes....they way she tok..the volume...the bitching..its all so different from us...trust me...i know girls better than a lot of girls noe themselves...and after so many years of bitching..i can tell she is really weird...haiz..thats her life...and very sadly...its going to be there for as long as her heart continues to pump....

then is abt relationships again...haha...the one that i'm very good at...well..its comforting to noe that a friend of mine..so hurt by love is finally falling in love again...whether or not its the right girl...it really doesn't matter...at our age...falling in love is just like taking up lessons....cos thru that we keep on figuring out abt ourselves...the ones we love...and the ones we want to spend our whole life with....and that is all going to come in handy when you finally want to get married or settle down with the person for the rest of your life when you grow older....

ppl ask me when am i going to find my love...the answer is...i dunno...guess different ppl really love differently...for some..its their family...some is their career...some is their sweet hearts...but for me now...i love my life..myself and my friends...which is very good enuf for me already....my life since born was much more luckier that many ppl...at the very least...i need not worry abt when is my pocket money going to come...i also no need to worry abt..whether i'll have the money to continue on my studies....for that i thank loads of ppl...my family...my friends...my teachers....but as for my love...i dunno...maybe its also time to learn that fact that its very difficult for me to fall in love...and getting married....

i always like to imagine...how is life going to be like when i grow older...very old...i dunno...maybe i'll adopt a child...learn what kind of life it is to really bring a child up...maybe i'll force all my darls kids to be my godson or daughters...in that case...i at least no need to worry abt my life when i'm old....haha...i guess i'm really thinking too much....

ok..thats all for today...see you...and hope you like my reflections...tag me if you got comment!!!

my cute pics!!!!!

believe or not...after all these months of blogging..this is the first time i noe how to post photos...haha...anyway...they are cute right??....weeee!!!!!!

okok...i'm here already!!!!

well...i'm supposed to be doing my reports now but somehow...i dun have the mood...cos i'm not in the mood for babbling...which is really what you need to get the report writing...haiz...

anyway...this week is a short week for me...nthg to do..haha...had 5 days break in all...and loads and loads of good food to eat...wahaha....went for buffet in swissotel on friday after going to the temple with my grandma....haha..the food there is nice..better than the last one that we went...the very very sweet one??..remember???.....its nice la...then yesterday went to ramen ten for jas and hawa's bday...elaborating more at the later part.....was supposed to go for lunch at suntec city today cos its mother's day and we are celebrating with my grandma....but some how...we didn't go...we will be having a make up one next week...haha...but tonight is another day eating out..trying the new restuarant at thomson plaza....

yesterday we went celebrating la...for jas and hawa bday this week...after so many places...we finally settled down on ramen ten....loads of ppl went....but zi xian was the most shocking one...haha...his hair...suddenly so...pokey...hehe....and we all get to see yiwen's new stead...sweet gurl...

after the dinner...the guys and the girls splited up...the guys went for movies..while me and a few girls went to do some last min shopping for mother's day.....jing jing went off first..then me...jojo..hawa..jas and the guys went tangs la...the guys decided for movies...yiwen and his gf went alone...so as usual...i'm with my darls...helped jojo and hawa picked their gifts for their mother...haha..so fun...from booths to booths in tangs...then trying and trying...jo got a eye serum while hawa got her mum a lipstick....then we went wisma...then taka...haha...hawa went off first....then the 4 of us played catching in taka...and the shoe fair....its like back to the old sec school days....so fun...and of cos we bitched a little...exchanged our views of yiwen's new stead...haha..dun ask me anything...i dunno anything....hahahaha....that ved came to meet us cos the guys did not catch the movie afterall and all went home...we walked around a little while more and thats it...we went home..me..jas and ved..took 162..glad and jojo took the train...

back to today..mother's day..i got the presents long time ago....i gave my mum a leather coin purse...cos the old one is disgusting...then i treated my grandma to thai food the other monday...haha...so i dun have last minute worries abt the prezzies....

tmr i'm going back to school for a little while...then its mahjong time again at geraldine's place...haha...i'm getting the hang of it....so cool....ok..thats all for today..see you again!!!!