well..today...i'm not going to write abt wat happened the passed week..cos there is really nthg to write abt so far...so this time...i'll write abt some reflections i had the past few weeks....its been ages since i did a reflection here already.....
first of all...its the girl that has succesfully pissed me off alot of times....haiz...you noe...sometimes ppl dun really have a choice to become what they want or what they are now...but i think bitches and bastards really have a choice and they made themselves the ones that everybody dislikes.....so is that classmate of mine....i seriously think that ever since young she has been very neglected by her family...thats y she seek all the attention when she comes to school...hell yes....they way she tok..the volume...the bitching..its all so different from us...trust me...i know girls better than a lot of girls noe themselves...and after so many years of bitching..i can tell she is really weird...haiz..thats her life...and very sadly...its going to be there for as long as her heart continues to pump....
then is abt relationships again...haha...the one that i'm very good at...well..its comforting to noe that a friend of mine..so hurt by love is finally falling in love again...whether or not its the right girl...it really doesn't matter...at our age...falling in love is just like taking up lessons....cos thru that we keep on figuring out abt ourselves...the ones we love...and the ones we want to spend our whole life with....and that is all going to come in handy when you finally want to get married or settle down with the person for the rest of your life when you grow older....
ppl ask me when am i going to find my love...the answer is...i dunno...guess different ppl really love differently...for some..its their family...some is their career...some is their sweet hearts...but for me now...i love my life..myself and my friends...which is very good enuf for me already....my life since born was much more luckier that many ppl...at the very least...i need not worry abt when is my pocket money going to come...i also no need to worry abt..whether i'll have the money to continue on my studies....for that i thank loads of ppl...my family...my friends...my teachers....but as for my love...i dunno...maybe its also time to learn that fact that its very difficult for me to fall in love...and getting married....
i always like to imagine...how is life going to be like when i grow older...very old...i dunno...maybe i'll adopt a child...learn what kind of life it is to really bring a child up...maybe i'll force all my darls kids to be my godson or daughters...in that case...i at least no need to worry abt my life when i'm old....haha...i guess i'm really thinking too much....
ok..thats all for today...see you...and hope you like my reflections...tag me if you got comment!!!
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