Monday, March 09, 2009

down...sick....haiz....

oh wells....just when i thot i have evaded the cycle of falling sick every 3 months....haha....it hit me again...so...yeah...i fell sick on a dismount day...and....i dun even have MC...haha...ok la..i did reject getting one.....

in anycase....it was a very sucky dismount today....erm...i think as compared to the last sucky dismount (when i got scolded by everyone on the mounting day)....this is much worse...cos..this time...it was someone within us that doubt me....which i seriously think that the intention that is more humiliating than saying it out....especially when after some childish ppl got into childish fights...and decided that...ok...now to confuse everyone else...and to make everyone seem as childish and evil as he is...he shall pick on everyone else.....and..erm...well...lets start with terence....

i mean...if its really my fault...just say la....and pls...dun beat around the push...and for fuck sake....(yes...i'm using the word fuck).....dun confuse things la....and....the way you guys say it....especially...after the opening of doubting someone's integrity.....and then frame me up like that........its not fair to me at all lor...its really not........

if you think that it could be my fault, just tell me straight lor....pls dun beat around the bush..and wait for me to admit, becos...it has never occured to me that i might be the one who spoil it...i really didn't think its me.....and it really wouldn't hurt to mention it straight in front of my face and not go 1 big round......really u know.....that feeling sucks...becos u just got pushed to the execution table without knowing really if its you or not.....

and i'm beginning to think that this place is full....really really full of politics.....oh wells....you guys want to play politics...fine...i'll do that.....but beware....i'm no stranger to politics....i'll be the most scary bitch u guys have ever seen..........lets see who shall outwin who...!!!!!!!

p.s. its not a good day to fall sick....or should i say..its a blessing in disguise.....