....Happy New Year...

hi there...this is the last day of 2005 already....hmm...maybe i can type my reflections of the year...this year has been a very meaningful year to me.....i have been moving from places to places for my academic studies....i met alot of new friends...learn alot of things...and of course gain alot of weight....though i didn't grow much taller.....

time really flies....i left my secondary school for 1 full year already and yet i feel that it has just been an yesterday thing....i always think that yesterday i was still at school bitcing around with all my darlings...but things are no longer the same now...our friendship did not change but the people around us have changed...for the better or the worse is another thing that is.....

toking abt my resolution for the new year....it think the first thing is to straighten out my life....all my years i have been trying to help my friends...but it is time now for me to straighten out my life....my studies too....poly is indeed different from secondary school...haiz...this time round hopefully i'll be able to do so much better than the past semester.....and also...my weight...haha...all this years...my weight has always been an issue...every year...i always tok abt my weight...hopefully i'll be able to really slim myself down this time round....

the past few days have been very fun for me...i went out almost everyday with my darlings....except when my com was down la...haha...ok..thats all for now...see ya...

p.s. have a wonderful NEW YEAR celebrations....tataz.....

its holiday in the atmosphere

hi there....how are you ppl.....christmas is coming....MERRY CHRISTMAS everybody......well...this week at school is rather boring....i did not go to school on monday....i came down with a bad flu and i had to stay at home....that results in me losing alot to the rest in organic chem...chem is already my worst subject...now that i have missed a lecture....its gonna be worse...haha.....

other than that...the rest of the week in school is rather peaceful....nthg much to tok abt....

my miss my darlings.....glad...leen...jas....gigi...jojo...jing..lynn...hannah..and lots more...haiz...when will i ever got to meet them again...soon i think...i'm going shopping with them next week....haha....hopefully all of us can get together ba....

ok...thats all for this week....see ya again..

p.s.be a good child durign christmas and may all your wishes come true....tataz...

its such peaceful....

hi there......i'm back to do my weekly postings...haha...well now where shld i start...oh ya....i didn't get to go out with jojo afterall the last week...hehe...i have to stay at home....and do my reports lor....hmmz....toking abt that...i am confirm going out on sunday....so you'll hear from me....

as for school this week, there is nthg much to tok abt la....just like that lor...school can never be that boring or that interesting...its always the in between....haha....take it from me.....

oh...i got a new song to recommend....this time is by rene liu....yi ci xing fu de ji hui...very nice song.....really....go and listen to it....k???

ok la...thats all i have for today....be back for more next week...tataz.....

hi there....miss me...???

hehe......after 12 hrs of sleep....i feel so refreshed....hmm...this week at school is quite fun....i get to go out to orchard for thursday and friday....becos of the time table la...so ridiculous.....actually this week....everything seems to be going on just fine for me....no sudden hiccups....no unhappy incidents.....really...this week is a very nice week....best of al...i only need to type 2 reports this weekend.....yeah...that means i can finish them today and go out with jojo tmr....still contemplating one la.....

abt my life this week hor...everything is fun....monday to wednesday are just boring school days...the happy part come on thursday when i get to have 5 hr break in between my timetable....me and some girls went to ochard for lunch and jalan jalan....saw jojo there at taka...so embarassing...i was practically screaming and shouting when i see her....all my etiquettes all gone...hehe...but very suprised to see her la....twice some more....at heeren again!!!!....the girls did not buy anything la....i just bought some mask for acne removal and mark removal lor....like i have always said....if you can't beat the guys in terms of the figure...beat them in terms of the complexion....hehe....

i went to orchard again yestersay....becos we went to kbox......omg...i have never spent so much time in kbox before lor....we went in at 11+ and only came out at 6.......haha....the weather outside turned from bad to worse then good again.....then i went to ngee ann city with elizabeth to collect her specs...she looks ok in that.....then went i took 162 home....i saw vedro!!!....haha....so suprised...seen two of my best friends in consecutive days at orchard...haha....then i saw my uncel who is taking the same bus as me also......haha...it is really very funny......

ok thats all for this week...if i really go shopping tmr...i'll let you noe next week k??...haha..tataZ...

p.s....i saw the collection for havannas....think i'm going to buy that....hehe

i'm so tired now....argh....

ok...this is a very very early morning which i'm suppose to be in bed and enjoying the morning fresh chilling atmosphere....but i got woke up by a series of commotion in my house......this is suppoose to be a morning for me to enjoy the comfort of my bed...anyway since i'm awake migtgh as well come here to update my blog.....

this week was such a peaceful week....nthg dramatic happened at all...at least not for me...when on an excursion on wed to IBN....you noe what is that....haha.....its Institute of Biotechnology and Nanotechnology....haha......think the name is this la....we have to go all the way to Buona Vista just to go there....its on a hilltop.....very nice architecture.....very mordern and trendy...very impressed by thier labs.....other than that....there is really nthg much to tok abt for this week liao...haiz...actually there is nthg to tok abt every school week one....its just that boring....haha..

its december already.....one year just going to pass....hmm...looking back....i have undergo so much change in this one year....hopefully next year will be a better year for me....christmas is around the corner too....haha....its just another reason the spend money cos its CHRISTMAS SHOPPING.....hehe.....need to get all my darlings out so that we can have a crazy shopping trip out....weeexxxx.....

oh yes....all my classmates are so involved in BGR now....not all la...like D******...Y*******.....opps...am i telling ppl lots of secrets.....haha....they dun noe my blog add also...they can't do anything to me....hahahahaha

ok...thats all for this week...see ya next week!!!!!!!!

another week.....of my boring life

hi there.......how are all my babies out there......its my weekly posting again....this week is so normal....really nthg much to tok abt.....but last week me and glad plus daniel went to harry potter movie.....yeah...its quite disappointing...somehow....i dun find that kind of feeling....something is just missing and i dunno y....anyway....when i step out of my house at 5+ last week....the day was still looking fine.....but 10 odd mins later....it just starts to downpour...like a hurricane struck singapore....the worse thing is there is no link way or shelter to the cinema which is at cineleisure.......so me and glad decided to meet at ps first......thanks goodness the rain stopped in time for us to take a train to somerset....phew.....manage to make it to the cinema undrenched.....we saw quite a few of our secondary school friends over there which....i dun want to tell haha......no la....just that i very lazy to type them out......haha......

anyway....i got a shopping list to be made for the christmas season....i just love this season sales and lots of free gifts....opps....dun i sound like a very typical singapore auntie....anyway....i'm meeting with all my friends to do some crazy christmas shopping.....think my wallet is going to blow a big hole again.....toking abt my wallet....i really need to buy a new wallet.....will someone tell me where to get one....haiz.......looking for a new one for few weeks already....still can't find one.....

ok...thats all for today...seeya again next week....tataz...muacks....
p.s. all my darlings out there if you wanna go shopping tell me kk?????

ahhhhhhh.........i'm so high now...

hihi......do you ppl want to hear the good or the bad news first....hmm...let me decide...the bad news first...and that is....i have been under a ladies crisis this whole week....actually only two la....one's from my family and other....better dun tok abt it...i have always try to be as rounded as possible when i face the ppl....but somehow...i think no matter how rounded a person is towards the outside world....torns are going to be there...thats life...the lady in my family is surprisingly not my mum....but my younger sis....i always knew that she was irritating and annoying but all along i thot she is just trying to get some attention....but now......she is practically getting out of hand....she used to listen to me when i sound fierce but now....she is not even paying me the basic respect for a brother....what on earth has got into her.....argh....she seriously need to get some discipline from me....but i'm not ready to do that until i can straighten out my life myself........another things is....for some reason..i'm getting lethargic and sometimes sick and tired of continuing my life as it is now.....maybe after all these years of studying....i'm getting less and less motivated...when i was in primary school.....i go to school just becos i was told to do so......then i begin to go to school becos of all the fun i can have in my lower sec days....when i'm in upper sec....i was motivated for my O levels(not to waste my previous years into the drain)......but now...i have found out that i got no more motivation to keep myself that paste i have....i feel tired and lazy....its definitely coming from the inside.....maybe i shld sit down and ponder abt it.....

but before that....let me tell you the good news....i'm going to watch harry potter later in the night....yeah......i'm so high now....haha.....i think this is going to be the best episode ever.....woo-hoo.....how i wish i can also live in a land of magic........i'm thinking and day-dreaming too much....but thats me isn't it????....the next movie i'm most interested in is the memoirs of a geisha.....i think i'll like that story...i better go and borrow the novel before i watch the movie itself....

well....thats all ii have for the moment.....tataz....

just some advice......for you....

hi there....i just wanted to give some advice to one of my friends who is facing quite a little bit of problem.....i thot that this might actually help you in some ways......

i think that whoever you are interested in now....do not be so pessimistic.....i mean you got all the qualities to have your own love also.....but the serious thing now is that you shld recognise whether you are really interested in him....if you are....then i suggest you keep your cool and start out as friends first......if you think that it is pure curious and infatuation.....dun ever let seep in this hole for too long......

the another thing is that even though your relationship may not be fruitful but you'll learn out of it......whether or not it is a "normal" relationship....its still going to be a learning trip for everyone......look at the friends around me and you are also learning thru it........nobody are so serious into a relationship that they actually have a fruitful result in mind.....ppl at our age needs to learn and this process maybe hurtful to one party......the important point is to enjoy the process in love and company of each other.....

i noe whatever i am telling you now maybe the 1001 times you have heard it...but it works for all the relationships.....if you are really in love...admit it....but that doesn't mean the you cannot be discreet.....if you think that he is not suitable for you.....then end the ties at the friend level...until you think that you are more suitable to carry on....dun be afraid of falling....learn how to fall gracefully and climb up again in dignity.....its not difficult.....no one can gurantee you that you willl not get hurt....but and the same time no one is guaranteeing that you will not enjoy.....

it's always no easy to take the first step....whether or not it is a BGR or BBR or GGR.....but learn how to cope with it...and you can have a beautiful life also.....

i'm not trying to encourage you in anyways....but i think your priority now is your O levels...which you shld be more concentrated in......you shld keep him at the back of your mind until you are ready to think abt solving it all over again....and always remember....if you think something is wrong....dun hesitate to say it out....dun be afraid....trust me.....

i think you'll get an idea what i really mean.....pls just concentrate on your studies first....the rest can come later....and i'll teach you how to solve them....all of us are learning also.....we do and we are learning how to cope it........dun think that you are alone cos you are not.....

i have confidence in you....the most important thing is you must have the confidence for yourself also........jia you......

tataz.....give me a call ok.....

weee..........fridays no need to go school anymore!!!!

hello.....i just started my new semester this week....erm...actually this week dun have anything to say cos its just any other routined and boring school days.......haiz.....when will my life have any dun...especially when i'm in one of the most no life(ing) course in the whole poly....haha...

but i got a good news....for this whole semester...i'm going to have long weekends already...yeah....cos we shiffted all the lessons on friday to other days.....haha.....i can go out on fridays already....finally has something good happening in my boring school life....

i'm going to watch harry potter next week...and i really have to get all my contacts going.....haha....

ok...thats all today....tataz.....

one last week..b4 my new semester starts...

ok....this week is has lots of public holidays so let me first wish all the indians and malays a happy Deepavali(belated) and Hari Raya Puasa.........

well....from monday and tuesday was a stay at home day....spend the time at home actually doing nthg.....haha......yesterday was fun....me and glad did some shopping at orchard....woo-hoo....i bought a cute printed tee and glad bought lots of other things....shirts..ear-rings....the ear ring was such a torture....we went into this shop in far east which was loaded(i really mean loaded) with ear rings and we have to pick 3 pairs so that it'll sum up to 12 bucks.....luckily glad went there with me....i was patient enuf to accompany her into the shop......help her choose that ear rings....omg....i think we spend around 30 mins in that shop lor.......(and now i think she's gonna ask me to go shopping with her whenever she wants to buy ear rings).....i bought a shirt on impulse yesterday...i did not even try and think abt it and then i bought it just like that....haha....then we did a little walking before heading for lunch at this fast-food resturant in ngee ann city.....the food was nice(but i dun like the bean sprouts......yucks)........then went to giordano(cos glad wanted to buy some tees)......and we waited for a long time at the cashier becos before us was an indonesian family who bought over 200 bucks of clothes and yet picking and changing right in front of the cashier......they really dun have any thought for the row of ppl behind them waiting to pay....................the shop staff also very stupid...see so many ppl also dunno how to open another cashier.......then we went to walk around at heeren.....nthg much over there.....that time my legs started to get sore.....omg....it really hurts....but we still manage to finish skimming around the shopping centre......then that glad wanted to walk the streets of orchard road.....oh my god.....have to go with her la....luckily i found TCC and we sat down had a drink before we continue(my treat of cos...she was practically broke buying so many things).....last stop of the day was ps....seen some of our juniors which made me feel like slapping them....then we went into mickey industry when my dear glad borrowed money from me to buy another t-shirt....haiz.....after that both of us got so tired and we went home......

my mums wants to change a new handphone and so i think we are all going out so that she can upgrade into another phone later.....that is my plans for today....but hopefully dun let me buy anything again....i'm getting broke and i need to save some money......haha.....

ok....thats all...see ya....tataz.....

one more week to go......

hi there.....i'm here to blog again......had a little bit of fun and anger this few days.........

i went shopping at bugis with glad on thursday.....both of us had fun....and very good buys....she bought 4 things for just 38 bucks....that is less than 10 bucks for each items in average....i finally bought a carrier bag...for 43....didn't bring enuf money....so i borrowed from glad......haha.....decided to borrow from her becos i was afraid of someone else buying the bag and when i return again next week...i may not see that bag there already..........but afterall we had a very nice shopping trip la........

yesterday was very down at first......actually glad told me abt going back srs for rc....and then i said...ok....i'll get vedro to go also....it turned out that halfway on our way there...someone told me that the activity was not confirmed at all and may very much be cancelled....i was very pissed of becos aren't these things suppose to be confirmed before notify the seniors....i'm going to make sure that when i go back again....i'll scold their heads off......then we go ps to kill some time...we are already out so might as well make it a shopping trip....at first....the 3 of us are so bored.....and we practically have no mood to do anything.....after a while we started to find that mood to have fun again.....but we were making lots of nice when we went to starbuck...the sugar made us high....then we start criticsing ppl then went pass the shop.....haha....went carrefour so that vedro can buy some luncheon meat....weird rite....but we had some fun la.....

one more week and my new semester will start....haiz.....so fast ar.....7 weeks of holidays is finishing off already...and looks like none of my dieting plans had worked out.....haha....but this time must really cut down my weight....or else...i'll never be able to..........and i noe what to do already......haha......hopefully it works this time...and i'm so going to look for someone to go to the gym with me.....i need a gym buddy......yeah...thats what i need now....anyone wants to apply this job....hehe.....going shopping again next week....i'll go and get my hair done.....then see if there is anything i missed out that i did not manage to buy.....

alrite thats all for now.............see you again....tataz

hi.....i'm back!!!!!

ok...last week i recommended an MTV rite.......this week i recommend a song....its a very nice song.....very sentimental and healing(lots of ppl out there may just need this song).....its called .........hmm....i give you ppl the URL first....http://www.520music.com/p.asp?id=62667....its very nice....now comes my review......acutally the first part of the song is telling the stories of alot of ppl.......getting hurt in love....but the chorus and the last part of the song really says it all.....

i think i noe of alot of ppl in life that really is in need of this song.....FOR THIS PPL: dun be afraid to try.....if once doesn't work....try twice....keep trying....love doesn't come easy for each and everyone of us....for some...getting loved maybe just that easy....but i noe that alot of my friends outside there dun....but pls dun give up.....all life is a puzzle....and it is really up to you to figure it out.....pls....try....i believe all of you can do it rite???......like what the last part of the song says....i'm here...always wishing you the best...and eventually all of you will be happy and loved......jia you!!!!!!



now....my daily routine....well i stayed at home the whole weekend last week.....didn't really do much things at home.....monday i went to explore the new bus route which is rite in front of my estate....sat for nearly 45 mins before we reach Jurong East and went IMM to do some shopping.....then yesterday....i spend the whole morning and early afternoon with my grandma in the polyclinic....just dun understand her....for alot of yrs in her life she has been seeing a private doctor.....but now she insist in going to a polyclinic to do a checkup.....haiz...its not that we can't afford it......aiya...dunno la....what i noe is that i spent a long time waiting for her....today is a fun day.......went to chinatown for breakfast and did some marketing for my so called....cousin's full month tmr.....i just dun understand y can't her own grandparents do it and want my grandma to do it.......its so troublesome lor.........i simply dislike them.....trust me...you will never noe the conspiracies in my family...haha....sound very chinese drama rite.....let me tell you....that is it......chinese drama......very confusing....haha.....

well...thats all for now.....back for more when i'm in the mood to write....seeya.....bye bye....

its a baby sitting week!!!!!!

well.......i have done lots of baby sitting this week....haha....its was PSLE marking day and all my cousins came over to my grandma's place so that i can take care of them and mean while giving them tuition to prepare for their EOY.......luckily all of them are only in primary school or else i'll have a hard time doing the tasks.......

monday was a usual day.....stayed at home and went to NTUC to do some marketing.....very normal.....at the same time very bored also......tuesday was the start of the nightmare.....i have to coach tommy and elizabeth english and math respectively for their Os and yet at the same time i need handle a bunch of kids at home whats more>>i still have rehearsal to go to for the school's play......woa...that was a busy day.....but i manage to scrape thru afterall....haha....i'm terence...right???

wednesday was less busy no more coaching...no more rehearsal just pure baby sitting and giving these kids some work to do......luckily i was once a deputy head prefect....i knew exactly how to handle those kids at home...or else...i'll be dead by now.......thursday was a little bit more busy....has to bring my grandma to a chinese physician to take a look at her backache...but its alright la......then i have to rush home to pick up those kids and make sure they dun create any trouble(or else...i'm in trouble)......after that i went to thomson plaza to buy some fastfood for the kids(just dun understand y they love fast food fo much).....then my day ends with a nightmare from my smallest cousin who is showing me tantrums....argh...have i said i hate stubborn kids.??...

lastly was yesterday......the kids went home early and then i went our for dinner to celebrate ved's bday(belated of course).....went to swensens at orchard......then we went to play pool at cuppage.....very nice night out...had fun also....hope all you them had fun too....the surprise of the day was seeing daniel(junrong).....omg!!!>.....i thot he went for an extreme makeover....3mths ago he was as meaty as me.....now he is as muscular as any kick boxer......yucks i hate this kind of man.......haha.....went home at 11.......got locked out...luckily i manage to get the keys from my father........or else i'll be sleeping outside the house liao....haha.....

well.....thats all from me for the week....seeya next time....
p.s. i am getting broke!!!!!!..........oh yes........HAPPY BELATED BDAY...TO VEDRO!!!!!

its a sad sad story!!!!!!

ok...let me tell you abt this sad mtv first....i watched it from daniel's(yi wen) friendster profile.......omg....its really very sad.......so sweet........you ppl shld not miss it....those that noes yiwen....u shld have his add for friendster........but if you dun.......you can find him in my friendster links under DearDaniel......its really very sad.......i cried!!!!!.......and peeps....if you want to noe this guy.....can look for me......haha.......go watch it first before you read the second part of my blog......

whats so nice abt this story that made ppl feel so touch is becos you can rarely find it in reality......so far.....i only noe of one true story(pierre png and andrea d cruz)....but if anyone will be willing to do this for you....this is the person you girls shld marry!!!!!!........becos they are really willing to give the unconditional love.........cos girls....man can tell you lots and lots of things abt loving you for eternity.........everlasting love.....but when it comes to anything else.....poof....it all disappears....i'm not saying that guys cannot say this or girls shld not believe the guys....like i said....enjoy all the process and feelings in love......surely....i hope....this guys does meant their words(unless they are coaxing you to go bed with them la).......haha.........

girls always like to think that they are the female characters of these shows in reality....but let me tell you this.....these stories are really very very rare in the actual world........i'm not saying that it does not happens....but it is really very rare......but still it is good to think abt them....who doesn't....rite??.....i'm touch by the story myself......

ok.....thats all for now...see ya.....

what a day.....

ok....let me give you a good piece news....i PASS my inorganic chem...haha....yeah....for once i can pass my chem.......haha.......for all you noe Dr Xu lowered his standard like hell before anyone could pass.....haha........

i went to celebrate my belated birthday with glad....leen....ved....jojo....gigi and yiwen at Fish & Co today....had a very fun and sinful day....i had like ice cream with waffle and a cup of super sweet cappucino b4 i had my dinner.......haha.......went to take a look at bags today....they really think that the addidas is nice......but i prefer others lehz......hahas........nvm......its my own money i'm gonna spend anyway........took some very funny pics also......its so much better than the formal dinner that my mum treated me to at Peach Garden.....the dinner is so awkward....i mean the food is nice la....but the atmosphere was very weird.....perhaps i'm not used to eating with that father of mine..........oh yes....we met lots of celebrities today....first was olinda...then one superstar contestant...then was slyvester....we saw alex du...they keep claiming that its not him until they really found out that it was him...haha....i knew i was rite all along...then say 2 mediacorp actor and actress(dunno their english names).......what a starry day....haha....

oh yes....monday...i went to the library with glad......i swear that i'll never go to the library at amk again......it looks big but all the books are not for us......argh.....took a long time before i actually find a book that i may like..........haven't start reading it yet.........tell you when i finish reading........then we went for lunch at jubilee.....very fulling also.....after that we went to cut my hair....still the same style....haiz....really need to do something abt it already...haha.....ok......then when to glad's place b4 i went to the resturant in the evening.........

sunday was a shopping day for me as i went to compass point with my grandma......as usual......she bought alot of things and the only thing i bought was new skin care products from watsons........haha.......saw my two juniors and chit chatted with them before i found that my grandma has left without me.....hehe....

ya...thats basically what i did for the past few days la......haha....seeya again.....

p.s. thanks for everyone that wished my a happy birthday and celebrated with me...love ya....

yeah............happy birthday to me!!!!!!

yeah........i've turn 17.........wow.....time flies........i'm 17 already....yeah.......haha....i really want to thank all the ppl that made me who i am today.......so....these are the following ppl.......

my family.....my dearest grandma who brought me up.....my beloved mum who brought me to this world....my father who gave me a life.....my sis who cheers me all the time....my aunties and uncles who loved me since i'm young.......

my dearest friends.....glad....leenz...gigi...jojo....jas.....vedro.....danielz...jing..lynn...hannah.....lots more...thank you for being there for me when i needed you ppl the most.....you ppl makes the best of the best friends i can ever find in the whole wide world....i love ya......

my schools....aiya all of you noe where i study....especially srs.....makes me such a wonderful person that i have never known i can be in the past.....

my NYP classmates and srs classmates....thank you for keeping me company and helping me.....

my teachers....miss ngo....mdm koh....miss phua.....mr ong......mr rafi......lots and lots lots more....thank you for guiding me thru these years....

and of course.....all the ppl that i happen to cross by in my life....whether or not you are impt or once impt in my life....i thank all of you who made me who i am today...........

and i really thank you all......i dunno what other words i can use other than thank you......a millon thanks to my family....friends...teachers.....work partners........thank you all for making my life so vibrant and wonderful......muacks...muacks.......

i'm dead bored.....haiz

hello ppl.......this is not in my regular posting to my blog........this is well......something for me to spend my time as i cannot sleep........today......i have decided to tok abt relationships again....haha....that happens to be my area of expertise you see.......

few years back....i read this article all abt love and i find it very interesting and meaning......there is this part when it reads.......when someone is deeply in love in you, dun doubt it.....similiarly when someone no longer loves you, they really mean it........i find this very true.....many of the couples i see.....they are forever thinking whether this love will last or not......this partner of mine really loves and suits me or not.........if you actually think abt this.......then i seriously think that this might not be the love for you........in every case enjoy the process of love.......feel the meaning of being loved and loving someone else..........this is the most important thing.......feel it.......but when the relationship cannot hold on to already.......think of it again.....do you stil have feelings for this person....if the answer is yes.......i suggest you go and tok things out with him/her.......understand what went wrong(that is if you can actually point it out)........if there is absolutely no more area to start anew again......then i suggest you end it now and then.....dun drag it.......and girls>>>>dun think of waiting for another chance with this person when it comes to this circumstances.....you can drag in alot of things in life......but when it comes to love, please dun........the longer you drag in your heart.....the harder it is to leave......

but what happens when you dun have the feeling anymore???? then that is the time is strongly suggest you to let go.......dun be so particular abt who got rid of who......trust me.......when it comes to this point in time.......no point doing this anymore........

i always sound like in any relationship, guys is always the wrong one......thats is becos most of the time girls are the ones that got hurt the most(even when sometimes the girls ask for it themselves).......guys are.....well....more rational in alot of things(although sometimes they tend to listen to thier penises and testorone more).........so guys>>>>let me teach you a secret in how to handle girls when they quarrel with you.....1st: Never try to fight back(it gets futile)....2nd: Make sure that you dun sound very rational(girls aren't that rational you noe).....3rd: Always try to let them noe how much you care for them(it really melts the girls).....4th: Whether you are right or wrong......apologise first(unless this happens alot of times).....well.......this shld get you out of trouble within 5 hrs......

the last thing i want to tok abt today.....really this is to scold the guys....particularly those that i noe(one of these guys likes to do alot of things to his hair...and the other loves to sing)....the thing i want to say is CAN YOU STOP SAYING THAT IT IS IMPOSSIBLE!!!!!!!..........guys love to tell me this when i introduce girls to them........well unless are gay or like me.........pls dun say this at the start of everythings....how can anything be possible when you already claim that it is impossible in the first place.......give it a shot will you?????.....when it comes to other things you guys are so daring....when it comes to this....always tell me cannot la......

ok...thats all i need to say for today....tataz....and yes....my birthdyay is just 1 more day ahead...byebye

what a week......

this is by far the most exciting week i have for my holidays....did lots and loads of catching up with my old pals and jie meis....sunday i went bugis with josephine(after everyone ps us)...did some market surveying but did not buy anything at all....while jojo had such a prodcutive trip...haha....i bought her a bag which i owe her as a birthday present long time ago...i was expecting to buy her something more expensive...but it seems like she cannot wait anymore and so...i bought it for her....

then monday i went k box with glad...ah joom...and ved....we sang for like 4 hrs and i got a little giddy when i got home that evening.....haha....the thing is ved did not sing a single song at all...he paid 15 bucks just to accompany the 3 of us singing.....haha....besides that i got a pleasant surprise...i caught up with my long lost daughter....hannah!!!....after all these days...she look more chirpy now...of course two freaking guy which simply annoyed me the moment they open their mouth(i shan't tell you who are they)........tuesday was a peaceful day for me at home....doing nthg....yesterday last afternoon i was summon to go dinner with glad and gigi...and of course leenz and her bf at chomp chomp...it didn't turn out that bad like i thot it would....well...lets just say we treated nthg had happen.......the food was ok though...reached home at 8...i went hungry in the mid night.....i can do nthg but suffer the hunger

this morning...i was intending to do some shopping with my jie meis....everyone started to have loads of stuff to do and i have to cancel it.....well...i sensed jojo's frustration but at the least i could do was to appease ther anger...haha....tmr will be a staying at home day for me...i think unless someone ask me out!!!!!(heard that???? ask me out!!!!!)........haha....

for saturday...i'll be going chinatown for breakfast and maybe a little shopping ba....not sure what will come up on sunday....i think my "god parents" are bring me out for steamboat....and........MONDAY is going to be my 17TH Birthday!!!!!!!.........

hopefully someone will celerbrate it for me........i think ppl will la.....lets keep our fingers cross...i sort of remembered what jojo told me....we try to gather everyone to meet to celebrate our friends birthday but it turns out that nobody really think of our own birthdays...haha...thats true though...for such a long time...i have been planning ppl's party but seems like no one else have planned my own party.....will this time be a change....lets hope so.....i really hope so......

ok...thats all for today.....be back for more next week when i tell you abt my birthday!!!!!!

its a very boring week.......

hi there.....this week is really a very boring week for me......i have rarely stepped out of my house for the whole week....haiz....maybe just going school to do some workout and rehearsal...oh yes....i'm acting in a musical from my school arts club....i have to be an indian boy...then a indian guy....finally an old indian man....poor me....how am i going go cope with that indian acent....and do i look like a kid in any way....haha....but the script is wonderful...very creative and original....its going to be fun....and that is what i'm going to have....fun!!!!!

the good thing is that i'm going out to bugis with jojo....jas...and gigi...today....yeah finally i can get to go out...haven't been going out with them for a long time already....today is going to be a very marketing day while i survey what i want in my shopping list.....

and also....have you all notice....its my birthday soon already....haha....i'm 17 in 8 days time....and i dunno who is going to celebrate with me...i dun think so la....nobody has been celebrating my birthday for years....well....ppl do sms me to wish me happy birthday....but its always my mum who will give me a good treat in a posh resturant and give me loads of cash.....well...maybe that is going to be birthday again this year(get the hint???..........hahahahahaha)

ok....thats all for today....tataz.....

yeah....holiday finally reached!!!!!!

woo hoo......yesterday was my last paper and i finally get to enjoy a 6 week break....hooray.....well....i dun really have plans for my holidays....what i noe is that i really need to rest and take a break from the hectic schedule i had for the past few months.....my top priority like i have been always saying is to cut down my weight....hope this time it can work....i have learnt to cut down my dinner...soon it will be my lunch....then i'll start the gymming process.....sound plan??? but dun be surprised if you see me sitting on my couch watch tv and munching some food at the same time....i'm like that......haha........

i also longed to go to the east coast park to cycle.....getting those ppl to go with me again....hopefully we can.....then i also want to borrow some books from the library to keep me occupied during the days i stay at home.....becos i got a feeling i'll be at home alot of the time.....and.....ya la....most probably that will be what i intend to do during my holidays....simple but yet fulfilling....and i think i'll be going shopping very soon....just manage to work out a shopping list for me to get the things i need...that includes a very cheap and sheek watch(that happens to be trendy this year).....a hand carry bag(many brands have launched these bags and i want to get one)........a pair of havannas(hopefully i still have money left after buying the above)......ya....maybe that is what i need(for now).....

begin to feel lonely this week already....should i get myself a partner(not a stead for now).....i really dunno....vedro kept saying i'm going very gay and i'll be attracting alot of guys soon enuf(to think that i actually believe him).........the rest are like...."terence, turn straight la...go get a gf"....but to think of it...have i ever been gay....i dun deny the fact that i'm attracted to ppl of the same sex but am i really going that way sexually.....honestly i dunnoe.....maybe i shld try to understand more abt myself....its funny isn't it....i actually noe the ppl around me so well yet i dunno myself at all....how ironic.......well....maybe i'm just like gladys....enjoying a single life now(at least she got suitors lor....i dun)........haha.....but it really gets lonely sometimes when you see ppl around you are all in love and you are like so single....life is like that isn't it....you can't always get what you want.....learning to accept the fact already......

well....done abt love...now abt my work....i got like 90% assurance that i'll be retaking my inorganic chemistry.....haiz....what to do....just try harder next time lor.....the rest is ok la....manageable.......ever since my upper secondary school days...i have not try a setback for a long time.....haiz....growing up is forever like that....first you worry you dun have a love...then you worry your school work....then you worry your money(which i dun need to alot la).....haiz...all the ppl at my age are like that now........

i think i have blogged enuf for the day.....bye....be back for more......

its ending already.......so soon

very fast ar......my first semester in NYP is going to end.....wow...so fast...i left my scondary school for nearly a year and i thot it was just something not long ago.....i noe alot of new friends in NYP of course.....my fame as usual.....miss my old bunch of friends also.....going out with them very soon.....finally...poly life can be very hectic.....not that kind of stressful hectic....it is the kind of busy hectic when you have so many things going on at the same time....but when it gets free....it is really very free....so i have a good 5 weeks of holiday for myself to rest and settle down before my next semester starts.....i got two more papers this coming tuesday and thursday then i'm free already.....i dun have much confidence in my inorganic chem....very worried...my math is still alright la.......got that A math background after all....

another thing i'm worried is my weight........i'm really growing side ways.....need to do something about it seriously.....and i got just the right plan to carry out.....going to the gym as often as ever is my task now.....really need to shed of the layers of fats in my body for the past few months.....after that my second agenda for the holiday is to prepare myself for the musical i'm going to stage...the script looks attracting...hopefully i can do it.....basically thats all for my holiday la.....get enuf rest....shed the fats....prepare for the musical....that all lor.....

i nearly forgot to tell you abt my schedule for the past week.....nthg much la...preparing for my exams....then i went mentoring yesterday....very touched...to hear the students saying thank you to you.....hope that they can do well for the end of year also....jia you.....well...thats all for today.....be back for more after my exams......hooray.....

its all my mouth's fault....i really didn't mean it...

SORRY.....this is definitely not my first time saying sorry to ppl becos of the words that came out of my mouth......i'm really terribly sorry....to the kind classmate that i just hurt this morning....i'm so sorry......i didn't mean to hurt you....it was meant to be a joke.....but i think i carried it too far and hurt you.....i'm so sorry.......please do not feel sad about it.....it really didn't mean to hurt you so badly....so sorry....i promise this is the last time i'm going to do something like that which hurt you so deeply....so sorry.......SORRY......

hi.....its going to be short one...

hi there....today is going to be a short blog.....cos two women are looking into what i type.....muznah and geraldine....haha....ok start the story....well...last week i went shopping with josephine in a rainy sunday afternoon...i waited her for more than half an hour in the cafe at scotts...whats the lesson learnt....dun be too puncutual...it was a nice day to shop...nobody at all....haha....feel like the whole orchard in deserted.....a very funny part.....me and jojo was looking for a good present to buy for aaron pang's birthday.....and we decided to buy him a g-string....grey colour semi transparent....he sure look sexy in it....we are going to force him to wear......oh yes...i bought a ring....40 bucks....looks nice.....but muznah says it sucks.....(and now...her mouth is open wide....waiting for an insect to fly in)....haha....just finish all my projects....need to engage in a battle of revision liao....jia you...same for everyone that is going to take your semestral...ok...now...better let geraldine have back her com...so see you.....bye....

hello....

well...its going to be long today.....lets start from last week....last week for schooling is rather dull....nthg much to tok abt....its just busy preparing for the semestrals exams......then went on to saturday when i had alot of fun....in the morning, i went to outram secondary school for my mentoring.....then i went home to change and went out to mandrian hotel for hi-tea with my mother and her friends....guess what...that resturant is situated at the 38th floor which is practically able to see the whole singapore....i had a headache when i reach there becos i just can't adapt to the height...moreover...the resturant is turning.....it turns so that people who sat there long enuf is able to take a look at the whole singapore(we counted nearly 2 hrs)....what fun!!!....the food was nice too.....i like their pork loin....olive shrimps....cottage cheese tart.....deserts....smoked salmon...and sashimi....toking abt sashimi....i really dun like to go buffet when you have a bunch of ppl trying to pick and choose from the buffet table...there is this china lady that practically flips each and every piece of the sashimi until she found the piece she like.....it is so ill mannered.....dun she noe what is buffet manners......and you still call yourself high-class ppl who go to big hotels when you can't even observe proper table manners......then we went jalan jalan at orchard road for a little while before we finally went home....i was so full that i can't even have space to have dinner....then sunday was a day for me to rest at home and do nthg....really..practically nthg....except going downstairs to teach that "godbro" of mine which i have already gave up hope in......then monday was school as usual and i had my inorganic chemistry practical test...which i think i got the confidence to pass......yesterday was a day of studying for me again..slept at 12.15 last night just to get my part of the report done so that i can send it to aloysius.....then today was my secondary's school teachers' day celebration.....i woke up...did a little preparation for my practical test today.....went school to meet gladys before we took a bus back to our alma-mater....whoo...that was fun...lots of ppl...seeing all the teachers...that i have missed....all the memories just once again flow back to me.....haha....then i finally join in SOSA as a ordinary member....haha...if i dun...Mrs Joan Tan will probably kill me.....spoke to some teachers for a while...many of them said that i've grown fat....(yeah...i KNOW THAT...trying very hard to shed them off now).......then mrs ess said that i look like an uncle...thanks to mr rafi who added fuel to oil.....after that we took a cab back to NYP and i started my practical test...it was an alright test la......not that difficult yet not that easy also....after that i came home....and here i am now finishing off my blog for today....well thats all....bye bye.....

hi there......its just another week

alloz....well, one week has pass again....haiz...so fast hor....coming to the end of augus aleady....nthg much happened this week.....its just that last sunday....i went for a shopping spree at causeway point and i bought quite alot of clothes and pants for school and casual use....but its only when i reach home that i found that i have too much of new clothes already....my wardrobe is practically over flowed....haha....then i went back to school as usual on mondays...nthg much happen the next few days also.....wed was the my phy chem presentation...haha....i manage through without too much difficulty and then i went for auditions for the SCL arts club also....quite easy entrance though...i can see that they are really in need of people....then thurs and fri was just like normal.....wanted to go on sat to catch a movie and jalan jalan...turns out that not many ppl can make it....so too bad lor....no choice have to stay at home and teach the "godbro" of mine....seriously make my blood boil...sec 5 still can even do sec three math properly.....haiz....yesterday...i went ikea with my mum, grandma and sis....did a little shopping...but didn't buy any furniture after all cos all not suitable for our place.....then went queensway shopping centre and bought a jacket that is real cheap.....not a branded one but a trendy one....and i found out about a new movie from china....it is classfied as forbidden over there.....ya la...its abt love between gays....but i like the story line though...very tragic love story....if you want to noe more just let me noe ya...haha...i can tell you the story...too bad...i watcht the first ten minute of the movie only......well...thats all lor....woke up early in the morning because i can't sleep anymore....few more minutes then i need to get ready to go school liao...ok...bye bye......

its time to wake up!!!!!

heloo....i'm back.....this week is rather normal for me...nthg much really happened....i went out with josephine last saturday after my common test...haha....its been a long time since i went town...i met her at orchard..then we went somerset first....the first stop of the day was heeren, nthg much to buy. In fact we didn't buy anything....we went off as soon as we came..then we went paragon to jalan jalan...explain to jojo the life of brands...haha...then we went tangs...found a bag that she like....i think i'm going to get that for her...dun tell her ar....dun you dare ruin the surprise.....afterthat we went far east when she found the piece of clothes that she wanted...but it was over the budget...$62 it think....she really wanted that very badly but i didn't really encouraged her to get that....haha....we went off but she is brooding over the clothes....we went wisma when i saw a ring that i liked but i didn't buy also....cos i want to wait for yi wen so that i can get discount.....haha.....we had lunch at taka that ajisen....i dun like that place...so cramp...can't even sit the 4 sits table...have to sit at a small 2 ppl table...becos we only have 2 ppl....and i find them so fake....when they call out welcome when you enter the place...so fake...haha....i tried their new ramen which turns out to be rather nice....after that...i finally cannot stand jojo....so we headed back to the shop at far east to get what she wants....eventually she didn't buy that cos it was a pants that she wanted skirts....so we tour around again until we found one shop that sells that piece which is a skirt...she bought it at a price of $49....haha...afterthat we when the cafe at the basement...went home after that...sunday, i did nthg at all just stayed at home....mon was schooling day again....just one lecture becos we had a celebration in the audi which was damn lame.....haha....had some discussions for the projects with the girls(yi ting...lydia...hui ling and jia wen)......tuesday was national day...but i didn't have any break...the girls came to my hse to do project for comm skills.....haha....i spent the whole day doing that....finally it was done..i can't even go watch fireworks with glad they all..and then wed was just abt presentation to Mrs Abraham...although it was not the best presentation i have done...but at least it was a good....thurs was like another day lor....but we had some plans to eradicate some ppl in the class....not kill the person la...but how to deal with him....didn't really worked out anyway.....finally yesterday...friday....i forgot abt my lab coat and i actually have to rush back home and pick it up...and took a cab back school....wa....everything in an hr...haha....took back my results....not the best....not the worst...something i expected....but i really need to push up my grades for my chemistry.....jia you...i actually planned a study timetable...hope it will work...and today...haha..i went mentoring...then chinatown with grandma....thats all for the week lor.....tmr still need to coach my "godbro"....he didn't do well for his O level MTl....hope that i can help him....but first he really need to change his attitude.......i'll see how it goes.....ok....thats all for today....be back for more!!!!!!!

its going to be a long one.....

hello there....i'm here to blog again...i have lots of things i want to write today...haha....lets tok about the schedule i went thru the last few days first.....well...last week was suppose ti be my study break to prepare for my common test this week(which i tot that it was absolutely ridiculous....isn't the other way round)....but i didn't really study....out of the 7 days...i only get in contact with my books for 2...haha....mon to wed was schooling days for me becos i need to do my project....thurs was too lazy to satred working...so i rested for one full day.....then fri i started to do work....saturday was the highlight if the week....me...vedro...jasmine and ramizah went miss phua's place to do some visiting(of course the main motive was to see her boy)....haha....we took along time to go to her place...then we found out that we actually alighted at the wrong stop...well nvm...eventually...we found our way to her place...had a fun time there with her...chit chatting and playing with her son...i think i really got appeal to kids haha.....we went off at 7(we reached her hse at 2.30)....then we actually wanted to have our dinner at compass point...but it was too crowded...so we went to j8...and went to secret recipe...the food was ok...but the service suks....trust me...then sunday was a studying day for me..... and this week...is all abt common test.....trust me...i got a strong feeling of failing my chemistry....yes...boy...is the feeling strong or what.....intended to go out with a whole bunch of jie meis this sunday but...it turns out eveybody can't make it...so i guess i'll watch a movie with leenz and aaron this sat....after my haircut that is....ok...done abt toking abt the schedule.

...now...some juicy stories....it just happen today to my classmate...she met her ex in school..and she felt miserable...and i got to help her out of this..as usual i started to tok to her...you noe something...i actually found out that girls at my age are actually very desperate....not for guys....but the concern and care they get from guys in love.....sometimes they found the rite one...sometimes they dun...and boy...the more they dun...the more they miss it...and the more hope they have...when that hope bursts off.....they too burst off.....what boys and girls(or shld i say young ladies and gentlemen) need is the self-esteem and confidence they can find within themselves...look at me....how many ppl outside are toking bad things abt me...but still....i'm here...as happy as ever.....dun let love erases all you have and makes you lost the ability to see the others......no doubt love is important and we need to have it but we are not trying to let this love we always hope to destroy us and our mind......another problem is that they are not sure when to accept the changes they can find from ppl around them.....things aren't always going to be like that forever.....we need to learn how to embrace it when it is here....and learn to let go when it no longer belongs to us.....its all about the ability to take and to put down....dun be afraid...try it....a whole new world is just outside......for the poor classmate of mine...what i want to tell you is that you can definitely led a life better off without him....learn your own meaning in this world....and take the chance to see the beauty of the world outside.....and that will definitely boost your self esteem and confidence......ok....you go girl!!!!!

bye!!!!!

hi there

hello.....i got too bored today or rather now...and i decided to blog....not toking abt my life for the past few days..cos there isn't anything to tok abt....very routine....but i want to tok abt something else....this week...i start to miss my sec school again...trust me...i got no idea y i miss them....maybe this is what you call missing the good old days.....just read thru all the testi my friends wrote for me in my friendster from last year till now.....

i really miss them alot....not that my life in NYP now is not good...but is the life that i have for the past years.....i really miss them alot....cos that was the days i actually start to noe the meaning of my presence.....really....i mean it.....my sec school is a place of rebirth for me....its there that i really find out what i am capable at.....and all the wonderful ppl i met at srs.....all the friends....all the time when we do things together.....somehow...i really miss them like hell.....

well....maybe i shld find something for myself to do tonite....or else....i'll start missing srs again...and this time....i dun think i can sleep well...tatax....bye!!!

helloooo

elloz....i'm back....haven't been blogging for two over weeks now.....too busy the past few weeks...so i didn't have the time to blog....well...nthg much these two weeks....two fridays ago went to watch fantastic 4 with eileen, aaron and yiwen(do you noe how hard is it to get him out
).....i met up with eileen first then we went tangs to jalan jalan to wait for the two slow coaches.....yiwen came first then we went scotts to wait for aaron....that aaron ar....road blind ar....dun even noe where is scotts....waited so long for him...took the time to gossip with yiwen....then we had pasta mania for dinner and then we went to Lido for our show....the movie story is rather predictable but the effects are nice.....after that eveybody went home....spend the whole sat doing my presentation....and the sunday for my reports.....hoo....here comes the hectic week.....mon was still alright....tuesday i had a presentation....wed i went back sr with glad and ved....haiz...eveything change so much....the security guard at the front gate showed me attitude when i first enter the school...but then mr tina came and chit chat with me....haha.....mr tina introduce them to me...and as usual...we chat like friends....then the stupid securty guards straight away change their faces.....(now they noe who i am).....had a fun day at sr....although many teachers i like was not in school....found mrs chong and had a happy time chit chatting with her...same old clothes and as usual without a phone....hahaha....then saw huang XX and that Mr lim....as usual suan me like siao....then mrs joan tan saw me and started nagging joining SOSA....no choice i took the form again but this time i intend to join as an associate member....after that i saw miss soh...omg...she look so much thinner now....and miss fu...still the same.....still miss sr...but at least not that much already...having an addiction you noe....took my cert also....i hate that C for combined humanities....look so ugly in that certificate....and then glad they discussed abt the rcy next yr committee...not that interested...cos i'm no longer one of them....then we went j8 for a little while before i went home....thurs and fri was the worse of all....i have to rush two reports...and i woke up 3 in the morning to do it ok....that was the most tiring two days in my poly life so far....then today went for CCA....i choose mentoring cos i have no friends in stage arts(now that lynn went dragon boat).....and i think i'll be going to the SCL arts club la....maybe jey and muznah will join me....toking abt today...yes....i went outram secondary school...its is built on a hill and has six storeys....one of kind...not to say the journey there....then the 4 of us....danielle, alex, muznah and alex went to banquet in chinatown for lunch....they are all complaining that the walk is very long....haha...especially danielle....i find ok actually.....maybe i'm used to it already la....took two hrs to went home...cos there is a practice for ndp and the blocked the road so waited an hr for the bus...another hr to go home...went home to sleep untill one hr ago....haha....haven't been taking a nap for a long time and expecially the rain makes it so much more comfy to sleep....tmr will be at home for me to do some last min touch up for my inorganic chem report and micro A report....tell you guys a good news....my sis can finally walk....thank god....she can finally go back school.....this week was busy but enjoyable for me la...what abt yours......wish you have a nice weekend....bye.....

i'm all screwed up.....

hello.....its me again....i found out that everything is sort of going against me this week......and of course....i'm down with flu....but before all the sad stuff...lets tok abt some fun stuff....well...last saturday...i went cycling with glad, jas, gigi, eileen, jojo and aaron....woo hoo i finally noe how to cycle after all these years.....boy was that fun or what....all thanks to this amazing friends of mine...without them teaching me...i would be so dead....especially jojo....she was the one giving me directions here and there....prevent me from falling or bumpping into the trees....toking abt falling....i broke my slippers....you have any idea how much that cost....but...a pair of slippers for a cycling lesson at east coast with my friends...i would say its all worth it....haha...then we went to watch <>...its a nice show....a love comedy....then we all happily went home....the sad parts comes in.....mon was still alright..so were tuesday....wed was the day i started to fall ill....things didn't get worse till yesterday nite when i completely loss my voice....omg....you have any idea how hard was it for me to tok.....this morning i went to the doctore and the doctor said it was the normal flu....(it had better be)....well because of this...i cannot sit for my micro A test today...and i have to retake it again next week....wish me luck....toking abt screwing up....yes....everything was so screwed up yesterday....i was toking bad things abt my classmate(as usual) and i said without noticing that he was just right near me!!!!!!!.....i feel so embarassed.....and i keep hitting on to things that much....what on earth is going....lets hope that i'll have a better next week....bye.....

hih.....i'm back....

hi ppl......haven't wrote my blog for 1 week plus already....somehow...i'm very lazy this week....maybe i need a break....so i have decided to do nthg this weekend except to enjoy myself in these two days....this week...alot of ppl came feeding me with alot of shocking news....but the thing is....i found out that i'm not at all surprise with all these news....of course...i can't tell you what are the news la....but if it was me 1 year ago, i would have reacted a whole lot of different way....there are news that i have guessed it out already(just waiting for someone to confirm)....there are also news that i have never expected.....but whatever they are....i need to think too much abt all of these close friends already....because they have all grown up already...sound so old right(told you that i my mentality dun belong to my age group).....and yesterday was gigi's birthday....but no one actually informed me with the location and time of celebration.....and the thing is...they each other tot that each of them have told me.....haiz....for all this time all the planning and contacting was done by me...so i dun blame them when they misssed me out......besides being very lazy this week...i also started to miss my secondary school....although i started school for one month already....but somehow i still feel that my secondary school is still my best kept memories for the 16 plus years of my life......too bad...i didn't got the time to write a poem...or else...i bet it'll me better than the last one i wrote.....nvm la....i noe that i'll always remember them in my heart.....oh yes....i also wanted to say that i ahve a wonderful bunch of classmates...really....they are all nice ppl.....and i hope we can have fun learning and playing together for the next three years......i'm still contemplating to go for the east coast trip tmr...nvm...i'll have a decision tonite....alright...thats all....bye.....

i feel so guilty......

hello.......haiz....yesterday we when to celebrate glad's birthday....but it turn out didn't really very well.....and it's all thanks to me.....it all my fault choosing that stupid resturant.....the food there sucks.....and i made everyone nearly vomit.....sobz....so guilt-ridden.....but luckily i didn't ruin glad's birthday completely.....but afterall....i still wish glad have a happy 17th year.........

what should i say????

alloz....i came back after a week...today is going to be a long blog....i got lots of stories to tell.....well...lets start with mon....it was a funny day....how should i say it....i went gym with heather(my classmate).....and at the gym....i saw nthg but guys that were there flexing their muscles.....omg....you have any idea how many ppl were getting the bells....me and heather feel like we were two fatso bumping into the region of body beauties.....we stayed for an hour and then we went of.....i say glad on the way back to the library......i decided to accompany her to play badminton(more like watching ppl play badminton).....then i toked to her for abt an hour ba......saw the guys in her class....i must say....none of them really look normal to me...either trying to act dao....or boasting around.....or...aiya just not my kind of friends.....a bunch of lamers.....the girls are ok...at least they are normal....hahaha....lets not push my luck too far in front glad.....then it was tuesday when i started to detest a classmate....not really detest la...more like dislike....but the closer classmates of mine dun really like him also.....then we went to wed...it was a smoothing sailing day for me.....nthg big to worry abt......me and heather had a deal we shall not spend more than 3 dollars per day.....hahaha.....see whether i can survive through that or not.......thurs was more of a fun day.....a big joker from my class.....mark....went all out to tease the classmate earlier....and we had lots of fun on that day......i usually take a bus home but when i was the teasing scene is so funny....i decided to take a train home to see how the scene when on....you noe what that classmate's friend said to him......he says"i pity you".....what the hell....you pity him having classmates like us....i say i pity the world for having ppl like you.....(well, of course i didn't say it out).......then comes the highlight of the week....fri.....that was yesterday....i went to club crawl to put up the final choice of the cca i'm joining...i'm joining....mentoring club....NYP pals.....and drama arts.....hehe....all of them are my special talents....hahaha...very bhb hor.....then i went to watch "Mr and Mrs Smith" with aaron and gigi....wow...that was a nice show....very nice indeed......its a combi of love....sex....action...and humour.....i recommend it to everyone....yesterday before we went to the movies we had dinner at aijisen.....there they saw the photo and video clips of our class ppl last year from my hp..and they continue on saying and saying that i also have a sudden surge of crying....i really miss those times we spend together....well guess that day may never be back again...and then it was here that i'm typing my blog...haha...oh yes...a little extra....i just finished a drama series from hk...."war and beauty"....very nice drama....i cried three times because of it......but the ending was tragic....none of the loves had a happy ending....i can't sleep the whole night because of that......that is how sentimental i am...well...thats all for now....back again next week...

hihi.............how are you ppl....

hello.....i'm back after one week....how are you ppl....miss me....hehe...no la...just came to blog again.....well my first week of school was very alright though....nthg much to worry abt....i was elected as the class rep...haiz....i tot i have already tuned down alot already...y am i still being pushed with responsiblities......it is not that i strongly dun like abt it or what...but maybe i really need a break from all the responsibilties......haiz....maybe that is my fate......my classmates are all very fun ppl.....i got along with them very well....nthg to complain at all....but i think i'm beginning to miss all my jie mei....what to do....i'm just that emotional.....well....i'm still trying very hard to do something to the class gathering....just waiting for somemore classmates to reply......very soon will be glad's birthday....must think of somethins to celebrate this daughter of mine......but cannot tell you ppl....it is suppose to be a surprise.....coming back to my first week in school.....the lectures are....well, boring......there are lectures where i have no idea what they are toking abt and there are some that i have learnt before.....so that makes all my lecture boring....but i did have some fun....that is the french lesson....haha....it is getting so interesting with all the learning.......oh yes....last week i called mr rafi....well i need to pass him a msg from my junior.....and he told me that he might need my help in july....and i am so excited to go back and take a look at all my juniors....i wonder how are they doing......and that bingshen....where ever i see him....he'll shout my name like no other business...already i'm famous in SCL....he still wants to push it further...haiz....can't stand him.....toking abt fame.....i'm really getting famous......ppl have been staring at me where ever i go.....die la...if this continue....there goes my peaceful life in NYP......well....thats all for this week.....oh yes....next mon...i'm going gym with my classmates(must start dieting liao).......so see you all next week.....bye!!!!

well....thats was how i spend my last day of the long break....

hihi....i had a wonderful last day of my official holiday after the o-levels.......i woke up at 9 in the morning and met up with bing shen at 11 at hougang....then we had breakfast and wait for glad till like 12 before we went to cut our hair at the salon....i had a nice hair cut(while gladys have been whining all the time abt her hair).....then we went to glad's house for her to change and put down the lecture notes she bought from school before she came to meet us......we spend another half hour at her auntie's place in boon keng.....finally we stepped foot to orchard at 3 plus....we headed straight to heeren's NYDC to eat cos glad kept complaining abt her hunger.....me and bingshen ordered some dessert and glad got herself a pasta(which didn't really suit her taste).....i have finally cleared my debt that i owe glad.....after that we shopped a little while at heeren before we make our way to far east.....and at far east...bingshen got himself a t-shirt(you have no idea how hard we tried to persuade him to try that on).....and then we left far east before moving on to wisma and head our way home......well...that was how i spend my last day.....no really rewarding but at least fun.....and from next week onwards....i'll have to start a whole new school experience....wish myself all the best.....byebye.....

well....thats the end...

hihi.....didn't blog for the past few days because i didn't have stories to write abt....well finally have enough stories to write abt....don't want to bore you ppl you noe.....fri was a very peaceful day for me.....nthg to do so i stayed at home to enjoy a whole day of facial spa......the interesting thing came during the night.....i was at my godpa's shop when he suddenly told me that he has a favour to ask from me and he used the word "beg"(making it a way that i can't say no)....he wanted me to help with his son math.....ppl to noe me very closely will noe that this "godbro" of mine is sec 5 this year and he can barely cope with his math...he failed his this time round and so his father asked me whether i can coach him or not......just because i gave him a few pointers in social studies and he got the top in class his father thinks that i'll be able to coach him....yes la....i can coach him but also must see whether i want or not....but things were pretty much obvious that i got no way but to say yes.....so i reluctantly promised him and we arranged to meet at 10 the next morning.......the next morning....i went down at 9.30 hoping to see him getting ready...it turns out that he is at the court playing basketball....when he comes back and get everything ready...its already 10.30.....thats much for punctuality......finally we got down to business.....the first look i took at his papers......there is only three words in my mind.....OH MY GOD!!!....his math is so poor........i think of all ppl i have coached...his was the worse....not beacause he don't noe....but because he is very careless and have never pay attention to what his teacher taught him......and so...i had a pretty hard time teaching him......and i cannnot finish it all in one day so i pushed to the next day(i thought i can end my suffering then)......the next day was even more hectic....already i need to go to the temple with my grandma in the morning(i don't mind it at all)......but the afternoon session teaching him was really bad.....and i got no choice but to push the time limit again.....that is this weekend.....i really dun mind teaching someone math but at least give me someone with better learning attitude....haiz....so today i told my auntie that i may not be able to coach him.....i gave some reasoning....and she straight away didn't bother me at all(maybe i'm sensitive but i think she is mad)......well thats all for those not so happy stuff.....lets tok abt the more positive ones.....well next week is the important day for me....my first poly day....finally...after a long break....i can finally break free from the boredom and enjoy some challenges.....oh yes....my sis is going back for a checkup this wed....hope that she can get rid of the cast soon.....(my mum is going bonkers).....and this fri is shopping spree.....i'm going out with
glad....finally some shopping.....ok....thats all for now......bye.....

its not that bad afterall......

elloz......haven't been blogging since sunday.....too busy with orientation the past three days......well.....i enjoyed it overall....and i made a new batch of friends and classmates from my school........and guess what.....just because of a talentime act that my class put up for the competition.....i became famous throughout the whole school already..the thing is i really dun find it that funny....haiz....when can i ever get rid of the popularity....pri school like that....sec also like that....now i come to poly also like that.....haiz....getting sick and tired of it you noe......actually when i heard abt the orientation that vedro has gone thru....i was kinda afraid that mine will be the same.....but it turns out to be very good....execpt for the lame emcee and the lag time.....other than that things are alright.....yesterday glad call me and tell me how bad her orientation was.....haiz....y is everyone complaining their orientation to me......nvm la......at least i get to hear some gossips......maybe their orientation really sucks.......oh yes....i took french as an elective.......finally get to learn an foreign language....hope that i can do wel.....and i found our that my course is not that easy afterall....lots of things to learn...but i think i can be able to handle it fairly well la.......i'm terence chui afterall.....haha.....i got no plans for today and tmr...so if anybody wants to call me out...i think i shld me able to make it......ok...thats all for today........bye.....

i can't wait......

haven't been blogging for a few days now.....well...the past few days was pretty much alright la.....except that there are some disturbance here and there......i went to watch house of wax with gigi, jas, aaron. jojo, glad on fri....this movie....make me can't sleep the whole night...it is not that scary but the scences were disgusting....and i can't help but to keep allowing that to appear in my mind....that afternoon....i got pissed off by the same guy that made me fed-up again....if i did offend him earlier.....and he wants to take revenge i dun mind.....but i didn't and he jus started to offend me in anyway he could.......i get really pissed off.......what on earth has gotten into him......fine....lets not tok to much abt things that make me feel unhappy......i'll start my orientation tmr.......woo-hoo...finally my peaceful and boring life have some hope.......although i noe exactly what they are going to do for those boring orientation....i still want enjoy as much as possible......afterall...that is the only thing i can do.....isn't it......well.....thats all for now.....i'll be back for more....bye.....

ok....we had some fun.....

alright.....the past two days was very much fun......i had a good rest on mon after all the shopping from the shopping last week....we all went to celebrate jasmine and hawa's bday at the seoul garden(ngee ann city)......we had a fun night although i'm a little fed up becos of some things......first was the planning....i tot we have everything done up when end up i have to do all the deciding......and contacting which is like......i dun mind doing the planning but not at the last min like this...ok...then as i was abt to go out....i met some guy online and i got pissed off by him.....he has been telling me all about how rich i am and how poor he is......which is like.....i just feel like slapping him....i mean...i have never tell anyone how rich i am or how good my life is....i am like anyone....live in a HDB flat.....take bus or mrt to everywhere i go......i got so pissed off.....fine...i stand up with that....set off to taka....and then ppl are all so late....from like 5.30 to 6.15........can you imagine that......fine.....ok..afterall we had a good time at the dinner......after that.....they wanted to play pool.....but it is all too late....so we didn't play pool in the end afterall....then i and vedro and yi wen went to lucky plaza to buy calling cards for vedro's mother...then we all went home....ok..that all for now....

Well.....same old thing

ok....i'm back here...how was the poem...nice and touching rite...ya...i think so...that was the most touching poem i have ever written so far........here is what i did for the past few days....thursday was the jail breaking day for me as i finally got to go out and shop....so i met up with eileen and gladys to shop at bugis......i got quite alot of catches that day....just as we are about to go home....we bumped into joanna and bingshen.....since eileen and gladys need to go off first...i followed joanna and bingshen after taking a neoprint with eileen and glad.....(i found out that gladys is getting more and more photogenic)......we follow joanna to get a swatch watch for mothers' day.....then we went bugis village to get a pair of slipper for bs......then we went to grab a bite at one of the resturant i recommended.......after we went town again at 8 and i go home at 9....that is for thursday.....as for fri.....i meet up with glad again to go eileen's place again to pick up some books.....as we were half way there.....it started to rain and me and glad ran all the way to eileen hse.....but we were still drenched....we stayed at eileen's place to dry up and chit chat before we leave for eileen's auntie place.....we left eileen's auntie place very quickly and went compass point captain's cook for lunch......then we all went home after i buy a pair of pants......yesterday evening...i went to vedro place to play pool with yiwen and junrong which i have never play before.....at first it was difficult but slowly i got the hang of it.....after the pool we go to ved's hse and play game cube until 8 before we go thomson for dinner.......dunnoe who's idea was it but i find myself at bishan park late at night.....it started to drizzle and then i went home while yiwen and junrong stay overnight at ved's place.....today......they call me up again to go to j8 with them for a short while.....and there i am now finishing my blog.......ok....thats all.....bye

how i miss the good old days......

i have nothing to do this afternoon......so i decided to pack my own stuff.....just i finish tidying my stuff....i found a box where i use to put all the things that is related to my secondary school......i decided to take a look at the things inside.....as i read browse through my school magazines.....things start to flow into my mind.....from a nerd in sec one.....to someone that is attracting attention of everyone in the school at sec two....till the deputy head prefect in sec three and four.......happy memories, sad memories al come into my brain....i start to miss the time when one whole bunch of friends study together...play together.....gossip together...and get scolded together.....how nice is it.....it all just seem to be yesterday when i found out that i can hardly go back to that old times again......so i have a surge of inspiration.....and i wrote this poem......MY PALS.....enjoy......

How I miss those days
When we play and wept in company
How I miss the times
When we gossip and chat and fool around

As i walk down memory lane
Pictures of fun reappeared in my mind
It all seem to be yesterday when I found out
" It is no longer then"

Can you still remember the moments when
You need the rest of us the most
Oh, yes, how can you ever forget that

I hope we can stay together
Like we have never been separated
I pray we can keep connected
So that we can never be parted

We can age
Time can fly
But my dear friends.....
My love for you will be like a running river..........It never runs dry

when will this ever end.....

ellox.....i'm back here today to cry out my feelings again.....one piece of good news is that i'm going out tmr.....woo-hoo.....finally.....after all these days of staying at home.....i can finally take a break out of my boring days of look after my sis.....i read this short story today abt the different mentality when man and woman carry out their life duties of love.....when a couple are having sex......they aren't really thinking abt the same thing.....the girl have gone thru much consideration before she goes to bed with a man.........and she has confirmed that she do really love this man......but the guy.....he is just trying to test all the possibilities he can have with a woman before he comes to a final conclusion whether he loves her or not......that is when lots of things happens to couples....well whether it is true or not....it all depends on you.....afterall beauty is in the eyes of the beholder doesn't it.......sometimes i really wonder is it really the emotional affection that bring couples down the aisle of the church or is it the pleasure of passion that make couples enter the graveyard of love......maybe sometimes it is a mixture....but what truly counts is that when couples are together......they really enjoy each other's company and love but when that love tears out.....it is all over.....when a person tells you that he loves you.....he/she really loves you at that moment in time....but when he/she says that he/she dun love you anymore......he/she really meant that......whether love tears out or not....is the important thing is how the couple manage this relationship......that is what i call love......other than that....well...you can call that like or infatuation........i remember i said this to someone before......love is like diamond....it is everlasting in one's heart....but infatuation and like is a dream....when you wake up...it is all over........ok...thats all for today.....bye....

my life.........

hihi.....i'm here again...well....blogging has sort of form a routine of my boring life....my mum went to seiyu and bought me a pair sandals that is not very much to my liking and guess what....i can hardly wear in....so i'm told to bring it back to the department store and exchange for something that i like........so i wanted to get a few of my daughters to go with me.....but i'm too late...all of them seem to be occupied today.....so i have to push it back to thurs....when eileen can come...hopefully gladys can make it also......and i'm so happy that i can finally go somewhere after a few days of "imprisonment"......but i have absolutely no idea of what i'm going to exchange for......so i think glad and eileen will be of some help here.....then we can go shopping.....finally....somewhere to spend my money......haiz......my school still have 27 days before it opens......boy...am i excited......after months of staying at home....i really need some work to do.....you have absolutely no idea of what i did to kill the boredom.....i have read abt the whole life of Alexandar the Great.....the european mecidi family.....read abt my course i'm going to take....and some reading on and off....i'm pretty weird among my friends though....at least they dun read abt history stuff.....but i like them....come to think of it....i'm actually a versatile person...a little bit of everything....hehe......very bu yao lian hor.....thats me....ok...that is all for today.....see you again.....

Good Day..........people.....

the first time i had such a nice sleep for days was yesterday.......woo-hoo...you have no idea how good i feel........i didn't alot things yesterday....i went to the market with my grandma and then i came home....took a bath and then i started using the computer till quite late in the evening....well that is how bored i am.....i really got nthg to do except facing the computer and the tv........haiz...this is what happen when you have a long 3 months holiday.....the good thing is....its going to end soon....yeah....finally going to be busy......thats the result of being very tense and busy for the past 3 years after being a prefect in school.......trust me......this is what i call speaking from experience......today is going to be another one of this boring day......so i really hope someone can come and keep me company.....at least tok to me thru the msn la............make me feel better ma.....i'll be not that bored then.....ok.....i dun have anything to write for today anymore.....bye.....and do come back for more.....

i'm here again...........

hello there.........i'm back here blogging after a few days......my sis was discharged from the hospital on wed and since then......i have been taking care of her........actually......i'm suppose to be able to go out for mother's day shopping today but too bad i can't cos of my sis who needs my attention all the time........give me a break...........so my mum will not be expecting any mother's day gift this year..........i'm gonna stay at home for quite a long time becos i'm needed to stay at home.....what to do..she is my sis afterall.........and so......i'm going to be rich...........money keep pouring in but i got nowhere to spend......i really dunno whether this is a good or a bad news..........haha..........i went to the bank this morning to open an tx account.......where i got my own credit card(need not be scared of my mum cancelling the card she gave me)......they'll send me the card soon.....i saw my pri school guys a few days back.....omg..........they are all so lean and well-kept......not like me............i feel like i'm the only fat graduate from my pri school...........well..i'm now currently planning a chalet party this sep for my secondary school class............guess what....we are going to a resort bungalow chalet...........yeah.....its going to be fun...............woo-hoo............we are all looking forward to that.......oh yes.....i change a new series of skincare product...........garnier....very effective......at least its better than the one i had before.........well thats all i have to say for now..........i'm going back to that boring life of mine...........see you.......and stay tuned..........

I'm Back....haha....

this is terence chui reporting live from sin ming court blk 448.....my sis is alright now.......she'll be discharged from the hospital next wed....whew....now that my sis is finally alright...i can have a good night(s) sleep...........well very soon my family will be famous throughout the neighbourhood.............we are going to sue the guy who knocked down my sis......using a bicycle....whoo....a good show is going to happen very soon......coming back to my life for the past few days.......visiting my sis in the hospital everyday is my task.....i can soon put down this task.....the next thing i have to do is to fix my face.............its a CATASTROPHE....i'm going to go shopping for skin care products tmr....i have the brand in mind already.....lets cross our fingers and hope it works.........hehe......or else next time they go out and have steamboat that time i cannot go again........sobz.......i'm going to start detoxicating myself tmr already.....i feel like my body is a garbage thash now..........i went GNC and bought a three weeks detoxicating pills...the last time i used...it works...i did slim down a little.....hope it does this time........well if anyone want to go skin care shopping....pls find me...i can recommend you the brand of the pills and the product...oh yes...today i went market with my grandma at amk..she made a big fuss because of a lotus root...but i got a feeling that she is going to the stall next time...cos the young boss looks very good and very considerate...can you imagine that aunties are actually more pervertic than youngsters..haha...ok...thats all.....bye.....

Its so scary..................

as i thought today is going to a very peaceful day....something happened to my younger sis.....omg.....it was coming to the end of the day....when....haiz......the first time i sat on an ambulance.....the first time i went to the emergency room.....it's all so scary......i really pray my sis is going to be well..........................and i'm gonna pray very hard.......please..........she better be.....luckily she has no life threatening situations on her now....god........i'm so worried.......lets hope tmr will be a better day........i really hope.......................................................................

one down...........how many more to go.....

i'm back.......haha.....today isn't very exciting for me............i met up with glad....wewent to collect our report.....and then we headed straight to NYP.....to hand up our form of course.....haha.....when we are going off.....we saw keith and boon leng.....nthg much really.....but this have again prove my hunches are very accurate......i knew someone i noe will come from the opposite escalator...and i was rite!!!......i have finally formulated the psychological quiz out already.......according to the results....this quiz is very accurate.....anybody interested can come and find me.......i'm available.......no la.....just joking......the next few days will be the usual cool calm and boring days......nthg to do....stay at home.....ironic though....when we are busy...we wanted a long break so much......but when we are having a long deserved break.....we wants to go back to the busy life.........that are human i guess.......ok....thats all for now....but stay tuned.....bye.....

What a day.............

it me again..........yesterday's shopping trip with aaron wasn't that bad afterall...........we covered 3 shopping malls in 2 hours time...........and i help him saved a lot of money.........haha...then we went burger king where we sat down and i started deciphering his thoughts and mentality.....haha........found out that he suits one of my daughters alot..........he is a MCP swan..............haha..............after that we went home...........i didn't noe i was so good at shopping.........when i go out shopping with the girls.......it takes me the whole day and yet i still can't buy what i like.....but yesterday was quick...........we went to a cosmetic shop also becos i need to buy a mask for my recently pimple infested face...............didn't work that well also.....nvm..........i'll go for better ones the next time round.........that was yesterday..........but today......i think i'll return back to the same old........quiet day of mine......need to plan how to save my face.........hehe......tmr i'll meet glad to take the report and tuesday we'll go NYP.....the stupid clinic give us the report so late...we can't even mail it.....we need to bring it to NYP....argh.......lucky glad is going to acc me...........i guess i'll be sitted opposite the com and wait for some kind soul to tok to me................ok...thats all for today.......bye...........

What's going on.......

well............today.......it is not going to that boring afterall...........i'm going shopping with aaron......haiz...not that i dun like him or shopping with him....i just feel that it is a little weird going with him..........i mean....i have never been shopping with a guy alone before...hey..i dun really noe what to expect.......weird isn't it.....i got a feeling i'm gonna to scold him non-stop again......haha.......the worse thing is.....what if he ask me questions that i cannot ans him...............dotz.......wadeva.....not going to care.............let nature takes it own course...............my blog suddenly give me a blank page yesterday nite.....omg....i tot what happen.........but it came back again...jas told me to upload my own pic........so i'm going to find her again to teach me how to do it.....................haha.....................i'm such a nerd when it comes to technology....................i dunnoe how other people feel......i'm really excited to go to school....but i still have to wait for 1 more month............haiz.........guess i just have to wait................ok..........i leave you with this poem that i wrote ages ago.......this is for my parents......though they'll never see it....i still hope they like it.............................................

For that I thank you

You gave me life, for that I thank you
You showed me the world, for that I thank you
You taught me how to survive, for that I thank you
You guided me through, for that I thank you
You gave me a family, for that I thank you

For all of life, I thank you…

Another day................

i got a feeling that today is going to be another boring day..........haha........no programmes and nothing of any sort......i guess i'll be staying at home again to enjoy another quiet and peaceful day of my life................maybe i'll go to the clinic later to see whether my medical report is ready or not...............i guess my life will be pretty much the same for the next whole month.........i can finally have a holiday that really belong to myself..........no holiday homework....no going back to any school................but i have a hunch that i am going to miss the good old busy days......time really flies.....4 years in serangoon has just past just like that.......it just seem to be yesterday's thing.....haha....maybe it is becos with my attachment with the school...........i remember one teacher told me this before.........each of our lifes has many stages and i have completed one stage and it is time for me to move to another stage to face new challenges and face new life..........only this can make me grow up............guess what she told me is pretty much true...........if we continue to live in the past.......we'll never continue and we'll never grow up...............ok...thats all for today.........bye..........