hmmm...this is a question that i have been pondering all day.....lets hope one day i'll find the answer....
meanwhile.....i just pray that my honesty will bring me something good in the end....good begets good...rite???
Tuesday, December 09, 2008
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
the moral of the story is....take, suck & go.....
ok...5.22 a.m. in the morning...and i still have sometime before i get ready to leave back to camp so that i can move to my new working (permanent) jobsite for the next 1 years and 7 months(guelling 19 months).......
was rather anxious abt getting the posting order yesterday.....and when i got it....the first thing that came into my mine was..."ok...within the 2 that i anticipated".....hmmm....shift work is going to be a little weird now....that i dun really have my full weekends.....still...i want to work out something with my new place...and see if i have save up my off days...haha..then take them like...3 days in a row...haha.....but in anycase...i'll be working in weekends as well...haiz...looks like i have to get used to it already.....
wonder how will it be like for the first few days...good thing is that most ppl in my bunk are also going there...so at least i have some familiar faces over there.....not like tekong and training school all over again....when you know no one except yourself....haha....
ok..i should get going and get ready to leave my house already...tataz...
p.s. hopefully..its going to be easy for me to adapt....
was rather anxious abt getting the posting order yesterday.....and when i got it....the first thing that came into my mine was..."ok...within the 2 that i anticipated".....hmmm....shift work is going to be a little weird now....that i dun really have my full weekends.....still...i want to work out something with my new place...and see if i have save up my off days...haha..then take them like...3 days in a row...haha.....but in anycase...i'll be working in weekends as well...haiz...looks like i have to get used to it already.....
wonder how will it be like for the first few days...good thing is that most ppl in my bunk are also going there...so at least i have some familiar faces over there.....not like tekong and training school all over again....when you know no one except yourself....haha....
ok..i should get going and get ready to leave my house already...tataz...
p.s. hopefully..its going to be easy for me to adapt....
Saturday, November 08, 2008
i'm bored...so...here i am....
its been almost a month since i last entered a post.....wow....that was how lazy i am to write up a post here...haha...not that anyone really reads it...everyone and anyone seems so busy now...haiz....
in anycase, my life have been more or less the same so far. nothing special came about, still the same old same old except for the fact that i'm going to get POP again and get into another sub-unit which i hope its going to be a good one, cos i really look forward to a 8-5 kind of job so that at least i dun need to face up with all the regimentation and discipine plus all that crap.....
tok abt that, which brings me to the point of some people that i've met in camp.....trust me, its much worse than what i have back in tekong, this time, i seemingly dislike some of my superiors more over here....especially 'THE TRIO'...gosh.....how i describe them....hmmm..one of them is still ok..at least he does things with a reason(although that doesn't rule out the fact that i dun like him)....the other guy...is just someone whose barks are more painful than bites....and one final one....whom....i seriously doubt his function in the organisation....
in anycase..this guy.....is erm......let's see...where do i begin...has limited vocabulary as he only uses the F*** word to scold ppl.....no brains.....lack manners....behave like a gangster more than a soldier......low EQ (not to say IQ)....and oh...have i also mentioned that he likes to pick on stuffs?????........yeap...in short....let me just say that my stay in that training school will be a much better without the presence of some ppl around...then again....the world will be so much more perfect without this ppl too.......i hope i'm not going too overboard...cos this was exactly the same kind of feeling he made me feel that he is such a person.....
well...now after the venting of anger...my feel slightly better to go back camp later and get started on my area-cleaning...just in case someone wants to pick up some other faults again......
end of the year is around the corner again...haiz...normally....i would be very very happy as its time to reflect on what i have done over the past year...and plan for what i want to achieve in the next....but seriously...this time round....not particuarly interested at all....cos...i'm in NS...like...2 years void from my life....hahaha...so...who cares to plan or reflect over a voided period of your life??....rite??......hahahahaha...yeap......
ok..thats all for today...i hope i didn't infuriate too many ppl over this post....hehehe
in anycase, my life have been more or less the same so far. nothing special came about, still the same old same old except for the fact that i'm going to get POP again and get into another sub-unit which i hope its going to be a good one, cos i really look forward to a 8-5 kind of job so that at least i dun need to face up with all the regimentation and discipine plus all that crap.....
tok abt that, which brings me to the point of some people that i've met in camp.....trust me, its much worse than what i have back in tekong, this time, i seemingly dislike some of my superiors more over here....especially 'THE TRIO'...gosh.....how i describe them....hmmm..one of them is still ok..at least he does things with a reason(although that doesn't rule out the fact that i dun like him)....the other guy...is just someone whose barks are more painful than bites....and one final one....whom....i seriously doubt his function in the organisation....
in anycase..this guy.....is erm......let's see...where do i begin...has limited vocabulary as he only uses the F*** word to scold ppl.....no brains.....lack manners....behave like a gangster more than a soldier......low EQ (not to say IQ)....and oh...have i also mentioned that he likes to pick on stuffs?????........yeap...in short....let me just say that my stay in that training school will be a much better without the presence of some ppl around...then again....the world will be so much more perfect without this ppl too.......i hope i'm not going too overboard...cos this was exactly the same kind of feeling he made me feel that he is such a person.....
well...now after the venting of anger...my feel slightly better to go back camp later and get started on my area-cleaning...just in case someone wants to pick up some other faults again......
end of the year is around the corner again...haiz...normally....i would be very very happy as its time to reflect on what i have done over the past year...and plan for what i want to achieve in the next....but seriously...this time round....not particuarly interested at all....cos...i'm in NS...like...2 years void from my life....hahaha...so...who cares to plan or reflect over a voided period of your life??....rite??......hahahahaha...yeap......
ok..thats all for today...i hope i didn't infuriate too many ppl over this post....hehehe
Friday, October 10, 2008
how i've spend my 20th bday.....
well..i've spend my 20th year living on this planet in the most peaceful way compared to wat there is in the past few years.....not much presents....no parties and celebrations...just a simple meal with my family with a price tag that i didn't need to pay for....hahahaha.....
hmmm...this year is a shifting year for me....went from studying as an occupation into becoming a NS man...haha..from using my brains to work for me....to using my muscles to work for me...hahaha....have i also mentioned that after so many many years of crying and screaming to slim down...i finally did it...hahaha....14kg to date......wow....this year...shifting year....hahahaha....i guess what was hardest for me is adapting...hmm...maybe its something everyone have to go thru...and it relaly put my self-proclaimed independence character to the test...and oh wells....haha.....
for my bday wish...nthg much actually....just hope that my family and i can have a fun and healthy time ahead of us for as long as i want it to be....and for everything to fall out in place eventually.....and of course...for my 3 secret goals to come true....hahaha...of cos...one of them...involves a particular date....hahahaha.....some ppl will know what i toking abt....hehehe....
p.s. to those who have wished me a happy bday....and if i never get to reply you....thank you so much!!!!
hmmm...this year is a shifting year for me....went from studying as an occupation into becoming a NS man...haha..from using my brains to work for me....to using my muscles to work for me...hahaha....have i also mentioned that after so many many years of crying and screaming to slim down...i finally did it...hahaha....14kg to date......wow....this year...shifting year....hahahaha....i guess what was hardest for me is adapting...hmm...maybe its something everyone have to go thru...and it relaly put my self-proclaimed independence character to the test...and oh wells....haha.....
for my bday wish...nthg much actually....just hope that my family and i can have a fun and healthy time ahead of us for as long as i want it to be....and for everything to fall out in place eventually.....and of course...for my 3 secret goals to come true....hahaha...of cos...one of them...involves a particular date....hahahaha.....some ppl will know what i toking abt....hehehe....
p.s. to those who have wished me a happy bday....and if i never get to reply you....thank you so much!!!!
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
my 'want'...'wish'...and 'need' list...hahahaha
my needs:
1. 1 decent belt*
2. a few standard pair of raw jeans or 1 tone pants*
3. some polos......or shirts*
4. good reads
5. MONEY!!!!!!!!!
***haha...these are needed...becos of some stupid rules on wat ppl should wear....argh....stupid ppl and their stupid rules.....hahaha...then again...think of who i am in the first place...haha.....
my wishes:
1. Get thru my training and go to a lovely 8-5 posting!!!!
2. Erm....get my bday wish to come true...haha...its for me to know but for you to find out....
3. Get my 3 'the secret' goals reached.....
4. Attain a body that makes me look healthy and fit...by....erm...say....next CNY??? (haha..for the shopping spree ma)
my want:
1. Get some nice outfits and purge my wardrobe...god...i got so many things to get and altered...
2. get another bank account.....and have my credit card...haha..at least i can attain some financial freedom from my mum's clutches........
3. nice pair of loafers...and one other shoe...
4. no outfit is complete without the accessories....
5. erm...my white leather case wallet and its full set of items...hahah
6. for all my needs...wants...and wishes to come materialise......
YES YES....i can feel them....all coming...and i feel goood abt them....yes................here they come!!
1. 1 decent belt*
2. a few standard pair of raw jeans or 1 tone pants*
3. some polos......or shirts*
4. good reads
5. MONEY!!!!!!!!!
***haha...these are needed...becos of some stupid rules on wat ppl should wear....argh....stupid ppl and their stupid rules.....hahaha...then again...think of who i am in the first place...haha.....
my wishes:
1. Get thru my training and go to a lovely 8-5 posting!!!!
2. Erm....get my bday wish to come true...haha...its for me to know but for you to find out....
3. Get my 3 'the secret' goals reached.....
4. Attain a body that makes me look healthy and fit...by....erm...say....next CNY??? (haha..for the shopping spree ma)
my want:
1. Get some nice outfits and purge my wardrobe...god...i got so many things to get and altered...
2. get another bank account.....and have my credit card...haha..at least i can attain some financial freedom from my mum's clutches........
3. nice pair of loafers...and one other shoe...
4. no outfit is complete without the accessories....
5. erm...my white leather case wallet and its full set of items...hahah
6. for all my needs...wants...and wishes to come materialise......
YES YES....i can feel them....all coming...and i feel goood abt them....yes................here they come!!
Monday, September 15, 2008
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Wednesday, September 10, 2008
POP lo.....hahaha.....call me PVT Chui.....
yeah...POP lo....hahahaha...thats been the word that i have been wanting to say and meant if for weeks....but guess what...i made it thru...and so....naturally....5 hours ago...i can shout it out loud for the whole world....or at least the whole tekong to hear....hahahahaha.....
and so...finally got my 11 days of block leave....and yes....said goodbye to 1 impt phase of my life...to another phase in NS...thats called unit life...let's hope it'll be good for me...and i get to get something out of it...hahaha..
okok...i've got to go....but...i'll upload some photos in the next post...hahaha...tataz...
and so...finally got my 11 days of block leave....and yes....said goodbye to 1 impt phase of my life...to another phase in NS...thats called unit life...let's hope it'll be good for me...and i get to get something out of it...hahaha..
okok...i've got to go....but...i'll upload some photos in the next post...hahaha...tataz...
Saturday, August 30, 2008
1 more week to 11 days of freedom....yes!!!!
ok..if you happen to drop by for the past few days...you'll notice that i took away some of the entries cos i was advised not to post anything abt my BMT training...hahaha...and so i took them away....
and yes....just to give an update on how i look...hahaha...i'm still botak....and i'm just less that 5 kg to my perfect weight....and then i can start training up my shape (or muscles)...hahaha..if things goes well...by CNY next week...i'll be a totally different guy (from the outside of cos)....hahahaha....have i also mentioned that...i'm just 1 more week to my pop....to be exact....in 10 days time...then i'll have my 11 days of block leave...can't wait to enjoy that 11 days of freedom as a civilian and doing things that i've been craving to do....like going shopping on a weekday....watching afternoon shows....just lying and doing nthg...and of cos...meeting up with all of my friends...whom i haven't got a chance to meet for the past 15 weeks......hahaha......
in anycase....for the past few weeks...i've come across several interesting ppl...and boy...its been a long time since i've got this chance to meet ppl that i dun wanna include in my social circle in such a short period...hahaha..the last time this happen was 4 -5 yrs ago in sec school...but then...i was much more bitchy than now...haha...not to say i'm not one now la....hehehe.....
in anycase...these days...i've came upon some very interested ppl....some good...some not that good...and some...let's just say..i prefer them to stay out of my social circle....hahahaha...ask me abt them next time...i'll fill you in every single dirty details...hahahaha....
ookok...thats all...i'll fill you in more details when i POP...hahaa...tataz....
p.s. one day...i really want to tell this guy this: 'Confidence and arrogance will be your greatest downfall leading your man'.......hahaha...
and yes....just to give an update on how i look...hahaha...i'm still botak....and i'm just less that 5 kg to my perfect weight....and then i can start training up my shape (or muscles)...hahaha..if things goes well...by CNY next week...i'll be a totally different guy (from the outside of cos)....hahahaha....have i also mentioned that...i'm just 1 more week to my pop....to be exact....in 10 days time...then i'll have my 11 days of block leave...can't wait to enjoy that 11 days of freedom as a civilian and doing things that i've been craving to do....like going shopping on a weekday....watching afternoon shows....just lying and doing nthg...and of cos...meeting up with all of my friends...whom i haven't got a chance to meet for the past 15 weeks......hahaha......
in anycase....for the past few weeks...i've come across several interesting ppl...and boy...its been a long time since i've got this chance to meet ppl that i dun wanna include in my social circle in such a short period...hahaha..the last time this happen was 4 -5 yrs ago in sec school...but then...i was much more bitchy than now...haha...not to say i'm not one now la....hehehe.....
in anycase...these days...i've came upon some very interested ppl....some good...some not that good...and some...let's just say..i prefer them to stay out of my social circle....hahahaha...ask me abt them next time...i'll fill you in every single dirty details...hahahaha....
ookok...thats all...i'll fill you in more details when i POP...hahaa...tataz....
p.s. one day...i really want to tell this guy this: 'Confidence and arrogance will be your greatest downfall leading your man'.......hahaha...
Saturday, July 05, 2008
qns: how sweet is home??
hi ppl....well....i'm here to update again.....actually..there's nthg much i can blog abt over here since i'm mostly bounded by so many other things...haha....
in anycase...my weight is getting down...yes!!!...haha..or the first time..in like 4 years...my weight finally dropped...and by that i dun mean by faking the figures or using some underhand means(note: not that i have done that in the past anyway).....hahaha....yeah...my fitness is picking up...but still..there's alot more to work on..or one thing....my muscle power...whoosh...its really really weak...hahaa....thats what happens when 1 gets too dependent on the brain....hahahaha.....
also...i really look forward to go home now....its like...i finally understand the meaning of home-sweet-home....haha....i really started to cherish this time more...and really..understanding how hard it is to really depend on yourself for most things....which i am very very grateful for my family to be able to provide for me.....
yeah...basically..thats all i have...cos..the rest...aren't really that good to be publicised out..so...hahaha...if you really wanna know..come to me!!!
tataz....
p.s. ans: its so sweet...its almost diabetic....
in anycase...my weight is getting down...yes!!!...haha..or the first time..in like 4 years...my weight finally dropped...and by that i dun mean by faking the figures or using some underhand means(note: not that i have done that in the past anyway).....hahaha....yeah...my fitness is picking up...but still..there's alot more to work on..or one thing....my muscle power...whoosh...its really really weak...hahaa....thats what happens when 1 gets too dependent on the brain....hahahaha.....
also...i really look forward to go home now....its like...i finally understand the meaning of home-sweet-home....haha....i really started to cherish this time more...and really..understanding how hard it is to really depend on yourself for most things....which i am very very grateful for my family to be able to provide for me.....
yeah...basically..thats all i have...cos..the rest...aren't really that good to be publicised out..so...hahaha...if you really wanna know..come to me!!!
tataz....
p.s. ans: its so sweet...its almost diabetic....
Saturday, June 21, 2008
my first 2 weeks in BMT....or rather...my first 2 weeks of 2 years in army....
ok...hi everyone...i'm back after 2 weeks of enforced isolation on the island of Pulau Tekong for my BMT training....hahaha...and so...here i am blogging abt some interesting things that i have come across over there for the past 2 weeks....
disclaimer: i was told to practice discretion on what i blog and therefore...dun expect too much juicy details.....
oh wells...the first few days of fitting into communal life was abit not so easy...especially having to leave home and spend it with 12 other different man living in the same bunk....so when i called home the first few nites...things got a little emotional for me...but things got better after the initial phase...and i began to adapt to the communal living part of life la....hahaha....
then the training started really gradually...and so..its not that difficult as i thot it would be for me..and so...really...again...glad is rite...i'm just worrying too much......its not that difficult to get used to the military lifestyle of having to greet everyone higher ranking than me and having to march here and there....haha..cos 4 years in RC has erm....kinda equipped me for that....and so....the footdrills are really i should say...chicken feet for me la...haha...
other than that, the food there was alright too....and yes...despite all the food i have in there...i did manage to slim down...haha..not alot...but at least i did slim down..so...its an accomplishment for me already...considering the fact that its just 2 weeks in BMT.....hahahaha.....
basically....thats all la...nthg much..since most of my life in BMT now is devoted to slimming down....haha...so..there's really nthg much to blog abt la....haha...like i promised...no juicy gossips for anyone at all...i suppose??....hahaha...
okok..thats all...till i blog again.....ciao!!!
p.s. life is so precious and so fragile...therefore...cherish it...every single minute of it!!
disclaimer: i was told to practice discretion on what i blog and therefore...dun expect too much juicy details.....
oh wells...the first few days of fitting into communal life was abit not so easy...especially having to leave home and spend it with 12 other different man living in the same bunk....so when i called home the first few nites...things got a little emotional for me...but things got better after the initial phase...and i began to adapt to the communal living part of life la....hahaha....
then the training started really gradually...and so..its not that difficult as i thot it would be for me..and so...really...again...glad is rite...i'm just worrying too much......its not that difficult to get used to the military lifestyle of having to greet everyone higher ranking than me and having to march here and there....haha..cos 4 years in RC has erm....kinda equipped me for that....and so....the footdrills are really i should say...chicken feet for me la...haha...
other than that, the food there was alright too....and yes...despite all the food i have in there...i did manage to slim down...haha..not alot...but at least i did slim down..so...its an accomplishment for me already...considering the fact that its just 2 weeks in BMT.....hahahaha.....
basically....thats all la...nthg much..since most of my life in BMT now is devoted to slimming down....haha...so..there's really nthg much to blog abt la....haha...like i promised...no juicy gossips for anyone at all...i suppose??....hahaha...
okok..thats all...till i blog again.....ciao!!!
p.s. life is so precious and so fragile...therefore...cherish it...every single minute of it!!
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
ok....3 months of holidays now comes to an end...
oh wells...i guess by now...everyone will know that i am going into NS tomorrow....and first stop in NS....is tekkong island for BMT....15 wks in all...and by the time i come out..i would have already missed most of my friends' bday....
these few days...everyone has been telling me abt NS...the bad and the not so bad side...i guess...all i need is time to adapt...time to tune myself into the clock of military life....and fit myself into that lifestyle...upon doing that...i guess..i would be fine with alot of things already.....
i seriously dunno what to say abt going into NS...i'm not excited...not too sad...not too anxious...and not too depressed.....just...no feeling....you know...sometimes the calmness you feel before something big happens...thats those feeling....but like glad says.....eventually i still have to get in..unless i can change my sex into a girl...or become an cranky old man....NS...is one detour that i must take no matter what.....so....goodluck to me i guess......
ok.thats all for today's post...nthg too anti-govt or mindef i hope....hahahaha....the next post will be in 2 weeks time when i come out of my confinement period.....tataz.....wait for the juicy details....
p.s. like i told glad...if i can get thru NS....then i really really believe that...actually there aren't alot of things that are impossible for me.....haha
these few days...everyone has been telling me abt NS...the bad and the not so bad side...i guess...all i need is time to adapt...time to tune myself into the clock of military life....and fit myself into that lifestyle...upon doing that...i guess..i would be fine with alot of things already.....
i seriously dunno what to say abt going into NS...i'm not excited...not too sad...not too anxious...and not too depressed.....just...no feeling....you know...sometimes the calmness you feel before something big happens...thats those feeling....but like glad says.....eventually i still have to get in..unless i can change my sex into a girl...or become an cranky old man....NS...is one detour that i must take no matter what.....so....goodluck to me i guess......
ok.thats all for today's post...nthg too anti-govt or mindef i hope....hahahaha....the next post will be in 2 weeks time when i come out of my confinement period.....tataz.....wait for the juicy details....
p.s. like i told glad...if i can get thru NS....then i really really believe that...actually there aren't alot of things that are impossible for me.....haha
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
i've finally GRADUATED!!!!!
hihi...after 1 tormenting sleepless nite..and 1 hr of nerve wrecking nervousness....i've finally graduated from NYP....whoooshz......i can't believe it....haha....yesterday all the lecturers came asking me how i feel...my first reaction is....yes...I MADE IT!!!!!!.....hahaha...but too bad i didn't get to take pics with alot of lecturers and classmates though....manage with AK and Micheal...but the rest of the lecturers...oh wells..too bad la...haha..next time when i come and visit...i'll take....hahaha....then there's with muznah and heather...haha..as for the rest..they just...erm...disappeared....hahaha.......
my mum and grandma came for my grad...haha...when we entered the audi..my grandma is trying so damn hard just to try and find me.....hahaha...but i'm sitted at the front row and she keeep straining her eyes all the way to the last row...hahaha...but at least she manage to get a shot of me before i go up the stage and get my dip...haha....i kept imagining what might go wrong on the stage...falling down...tripping over...haha...or fainting???....haha..but it turn out ok la...hahaha...i hope my pic taken is nice though....i think i'm gonna but a pretty box like what i have for my sec school...then i'll put all the memoriable things abt poly into them....wah...10 or 20 years down the road...it'll be so fun to bring them out and see them again.....hahahaha
now that grad is over...my next big thing is enlistment...ppl keep trying to remind me its 2 wks time...and i keep trying to forget that....but oh wells...whats gotta come still gotta come....so lets just hope for the best la....hahaha....yup....
ok..thats all for now...seeya
p.s. my lovely honeys in MB0503...and MB....congrats...and the best of luck to wherever you might go.....
my mum and grandma came for my grad...haha...when we entered the audi..my grandma is trying so damn hard just to try and find me.....hahaha...but i'm sitted at the front row and she keeep straining her eyes all the way to the last row...hahaha...but at least she manage to get a shot of me before i go up the stage and get my dip...haha....i kept imagining what might go wrong on the stage...falling down...tripping over...haha...or fainting???....haha..but it turn out ok la...hahaha...i hope my pic taken is nice though....i think i'm gonna but a pretty box like what i have for my sec school...then i'll put all the memoriable things abt poly into them....wah...10 or 20 years down the road...it'll be so fun to bring them out and see them again.....hahahaha
now that grad is over...my next big thing is enlistment...ppl keep trying to remind me its 2 wks time...and i keep trying to forget that....but oh wells...whats gotta come still gotta come....so lets just hope for the best la....hahaha....yup....
ok..thats all for now...seeya
p.s. my lovely honeys in MB0503...and MB....congrats...and the best of luck to wherever you might go.....
love,
your nanny always
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
i'm gonna kill myself if i turn out ugly tmr!!!
hihi...so....its nearly 3.30 a.m. in the middle of the night and here i am doing my blog post....argh..i wished i could be sleeping away on my bed rite now but unfortunately...it just seems like something is keeping me from sleeping....if i turn out ugly for tmr grad's ceremony...i'm am so so gonna kill myself...
so anyway....tmr is my big day.....3 years mounting and boiling down to just 1 day...1 moment...for me to officially graduate with my diploma in hand...oh wells.....very fast actually...everything seems so current..its like the feeling i have when i'm getting out of sec school...hahaha..i think i just went from my freshman orientation last month.....haha....and tmr...i'm finally graduating from NYP with a DIPLOMA IN MOLECULAR BIOTECHNOLOGY....phew....thank god i survived it.....
haha...alrite...i think thats it for now...
so anyway....tmr is my big day.....3 years mounting and boiling down to just 1 day...1 moment...for me to officially graduate with my diploma in hand...oh wells.....very fast actually...everything seems so current..its like the feeling i have when i'm getting out of sec school...hahaha..i think i just went from my freshman orientation last month.....haha....and tmr...i'm finally graduating from NYP with a DIPLOMA IN MOLECULAR BIOTECHNOLOGY....phew....thank god i survived it.....
haha...alrite...i think thats it for now...
Thursday, May 15, 2008
man v.s. nature....
ok...its very unusual for me to make 2 posts in a day...but oh wells...this post is just an immediate feeling i have.....over the past few days...i know of the different natural calamities over asia.....the cyclone in myanmar....the earthquake in china....and yes...i'm sure we have all heard of it...but when i saw a special report made for the earthquake just now...my nose felt sour...and i felt like crying.....(yes...my sentimental-selve is in control again)......
there is abt this news where a young school boy was stucked waist down rite under a pile of debris yesterday and there is no way for them to save the young boy by moving away the large slaps of concrete...a little mistake can cost that young boy his life...so the doctors made a painful but necessary decision...they decided to amputate the boy then and there....there goes a possible healthy life and disable free life of a children less than 10...this i'm sure...is not going to be the only child that would suffer from the same fate....the whole province of sichuan is so devasted that they actually called some parts of it totally demolished into piles and piles of debris......there are old grandmothers for the sake of trying to keep their grand kids alive...digging under the debris to find bits and pieces of food to feed them......local hospitals are also resduced to dirts and dust and ppl have to lie down on the ground to await medical help.....newborns were delivered rite then and there in the and placed on the dirty floor......
hell...would be the word or perhaps even an underestimation to describe the sight.....
ppl say in times of death....the very true fundamentals of love can be seen.....there's a couple who used their own bodies to block a wall slamming down just so that their precious daughter can be saved and by then....exchanging their lifes for that of their daughter right in the face of death....
we human beings always try out very best to be in the top of the world...to rule over all other species and even our own kind...but in the face of mother nature....we are just spawns......i can't help but wonder....how many people's life would be changed right from then.....perhaps...in sichuan....their lives would never be the same again.....
p.s. life is so precious...yet so fragile... and while you still have one...cherish it.....
there is abt this news where a young school boy was stucked waist down rite under a pile of debris yesterday and there is no way for them to save the young boy by moving away the large slaps of concrete...a little mistake can cost that young boy his life...so the doctors made a painful but necessary decision...they decided to amputate the boy then and there....there goes a possible healthy life and disable free life of a children less than 10...this i'm sure...is not going to be the only child that would suffer from the same fate....the whole province of sichuan is so devasted that they actually called some parts of it totally demolished into piles and piles of debris......there are old grandmothers for the sake of trying to keep their grand kids alive...digging under the debris to find bits and pieces of food to feed them......local hospitals are also resduced to dirts and dust and ppl have to lie down on the ground to await medical help.....newborns were delivered rite then and there in the and placed on the dirty floor......
hell...would be the word or perhaps even an underestimation to describe the sight.....
ppl say in times of death....the very true fundamentals of love can be seen.....there's a couple who used their own bodies to block a wall slamming down just so that their precious daughter can be saved and by then....exchanging their lifes for that of their daughter right in the face of death....
we human beings always try out very best to be in the top of the world...to rule over all other species and even our own kind...but in the face of mother nature....we are just spawns......i can't help but wonder....how many people's life would be changed right from then.....perhaps...in sichuan....their lives would never be the same again.....
p.s. life is so precious...yet so fragile... and while you still have one...cherish it.....
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
i finally got my computer back....
hihi....now if you ppl have been wondering why i haven't been online for the past week...thats becos i went to service my computer that took that 1 week to get fixed...finally...after all the turmoils...i finally got it...hahahaha...but first..let me go thru wat happen last week....
thurs...its out with little rascals to go back school and collect our robes for grad.....while i was trying to fit into one of them...i suddenly got a feeling to sing the church songs...hahaha..cos i look so much like those ppl in the church choir in that robe....but anyway...we went to marina square to have out dinner..and of cos on the way...we all joked and laughed.......at marina square....we were so lost at what to eat...then we went into secret recipe....hahaha...we were so turned off by the menu that we just stood up and left already.....hahaha...then we went to swensens...which obviously have a much better range of menu....then we left off from there...and i went off alone after parting with the rest.....
fri...it was a busy day...went to SGH with my grandma for her checkup....then to chinatown for snacks...then brought my uncles laptop to hp for servicing (yes....2 laptops were spoiled almost at the same time).......then vivo to meet my darls to celebrate jas bday...dinner was at....secret recipe (so kill joy rite...after what i had the day before)....but still we chatted and bitch around...ppl were late all over nite...haha..nicholas held the record..cos in the end...we dissuaded leenx and hawa to come.....we went home str8 after that...cos everyone wasn't in the mood of doing other things...hahahaha....
sat...was nice...celebrated mother's day with my grandma at ah yat...the food...although spicy but not bad.....then we went suntec and shopped around...and bought a present for my grandma...hahhaa....after that...went carrefour to shop around..and then home...then to a new restaurant at thomson road to continue out mother's day rendevous....hahah..then went home...bored again by the fact that i have no com...haha...watched tv..and went to bed....
yesterday....went to temple in the morning and pray..accidently made a huge mistake...swap the divinations of my sis with mine...and therefore everything that was said yesterday weren't right...hahaha....oppps...sorry...so i guess...i'll have to do it all over again the next time i go bugis.....then i went to collect my com at jurong....while i was trying to press the button to cross the street...a stupid honda SUV...9678 i think...drove pass at high speed and spattered all the water over to my clothes.....i was fuck all the way....i got so pissed....that i actually used all the vulgar words i have and start swearing....hahaha....thankfully....no one heard me....hahaha....then..i went home...to go to ubi from there...to help a very very distant related person to take over a shift at a tuition centre....everything ended at 8...and i finally got to go home....hahahaha....
okok..thats all i have to say for now...seeya!!!
thurs...its out with little rascals to go back school and collect our robes for grad.....while i was trying to fit into one of them...i suddenly got a feeling to sing the church songs...hahaha..cos i look so much like those ppl in the church choir in that robe....but anyway...we went to marina square to have out dinner..and of cos on the way...we all joked and laughed.......at marina square....we were so lost at what to eat...then we went into secret recipe....hahaha...we were so turned off by the menu that we just stood up and left already.....hahaha...then we went to swensens...which obviously have a much better range of menu....then we left off from there...and i went off alone after parting with the rest.....
fri...it was a busy day...went to SGH with my grandma for her checkup....then to chinatown for snacks...then brought my uncles laptop to hp for servicing (yes....2 laptops were spoiled almost at the same time).......then vivo to meet my darls to celebrate jas bday...dinner was at....secret recipe (so kill joy rite...after what i had the day before)....but still we chatted and bitch around...ppl were late all over nite...haha..nicholas held the record..cos in the end...we dissuaded leenx and hawa to come.....we went home str8 after that...cos everyone wasn't in the mood of doing other things...hahahaha....
sat...was nice...celebrated mother's day with my grandma at ah yat...the food...although spicy but not bad.....then we went suntec and shopped around...and bought a present for my grandma...hahhaa....after that...went carrefour to shop around..and then home...then to a new restaurant at thomson road to continue out mother's day rendevous....hahah..then went home...bored again by the fact that i have no com...haha...watched tv..and went to bed....
yesterday....went to temple in the morning and pray..accidently made a huge mistake...swap the divinations of my sis with mine...and therefore everything that was said yesterday weren't right...hahaha....oppps...sorry...so i guess...i'll have to do it all over again the next time i go bugis.....then i went to collect my com at jurong....while i was trying to press the button to cross the street...a stupid honda SUV...9678 i think...drove pass at high speed and spattered all the water over to my clothes.....i was fuck all the way....i got so pissed....that i actually used all the vulgar words i have and start swearing....hahaha....thankfully....no one heard me....hahaha....then..i went home...to go to ubi from there...to help a very very distant related person to take over a shift at a tuition centre....everything ended at 8...and i finally got to go home....hahahaha....
okok..thats all i have to say for now...seeya!!!
Monday, May 05, 2008
another phase of my life....wow...
ok...i'm in my mum's office now blogging....yup..i know its wrong...but oh...no one is in the office except me and my mum's boss becos everyone seems to have gone out for lunch....although i'm getting paid to sit here and do nthg...i reckon that doing a little blogging won't hurt...besides its not that i dun want to work...there is nthg for me to work...haha...is it time for me to feel a little guilty???
anyway...the past week have been kinda ok for me...lots of anxiety stress...but nthg much...most of the things that i should do has been solved..so in some way..its a relieve for me as well...the only last thing in my list is NS....today i have finally manage to plot it as something in my life...not as something horrible....but as something more netural....another phase...a new phase that everyone (i mean every singaporean guy) has to go thru....oh wells...maybe seeing things this way would be a much better way for me to accept the fact that less than 1 month time...i'd be going into that phase which will last 2 years....its a good thing you know there's a deadline to that phase...at least you know that no matter what....you only need to suffer for 2 years and u can come out of it....hahaha....
you know its like taking O levels....before you take it you are so damn nervous...and you find everything so difficult....but after the O levels you look back and you find out that its actually quite ok at the very least...its over already....hahaha....maybe NS is like that for me....once i'm over it....i can look back and tell myself all that worrying is really uncalled for....hahaha...lets hope so....
oh wells...now its time for me to really enjoy that final holidays i have before NS...becos after that....i dun think i'll ever have a chance to take such a long break in the next 2 years......
tataz
p.s. i'm finishing most of the dramas i want to watch...anymore recommendations???
anyway...the past week have been kinda ok for me...lots of anxiety stress...but nthg much...most of the things that i should do has been solved..so in some way..its a relieve for me as well...the only last thing in my list is NS....today i have finally manage to plot it as something in my life...not as something horrible....but as something more netural....another phase...a new phase that everyone (i mean every singaporean guy) has to go thru....oh wells...maybe seeing things this way would be a much better way for me to accept the fact that less than 1 month time...i'd be going into that phase which will last 2 years....its a good thing you know there's a deadline to that phase...at least you know that no matter what....you only need to suffer for 2 years and u can come out of it....hahaha....
you know its like taking O levels....before you take it you are so damn nervous...and you find everything so difficult....but after the O levels you look back and you find out that its actually quite ok at the very least...its over already....hahaha....maybe NS is like that for me....once i'm over it....i can look back and tell myself all that worrying is really uncalled for....hahaha...lets hope so....
oh wells...now its time for me to really enjoy that final holidays i have before NS...becos after that....i dun think i'll ever have a chance to take such a long break in the next 2 years......
tataz
p.s. i'm finishing most of the dramas i want to watch...anymore recommendations???
Sunday, April 27, 2008
there is something about my life that i really dun like now....
i dunno if anyone of you have got this kind of feelings before...that you just think your life is so stuffy...so trapped...so not going accordance to your way....and you just want to jump away and hide from it all.....
well for me...it has been especially like that since 2 years ago......something i've done made me go very very paranoid...and frankly until now...i'm still feeling so...and its not getting any better....sometimes i just wish that if time can be turned back...i would so never do the thing i did...and perhaps...that would make my life much much more carefree......
i loved my life the best when i was in secondary school...things were so simple and perfect that....nthg much to worry abt...no money troubles...no growing up fears....no resentment in going to NS and spending 2 freaking years there......no paranoia.....no stress...nothing..nothing at all....the only thing that i need to worry is study well to get good grades....and i still get to do carefree things that i want to do.....
but now...life is increasingly getting on my nerves...and i dun like it.....i know its part of growing up...but i dun want to grow up...i want to be able to still lead my carefree life and just enjoy it all....worries...worries....its something that i would have never want to ask for in the first place....
the more i go into this post...the more i felt like crying....there are far too many things i want to take in now....as much as a strong and matured person i am in the outside....i do still deeply want to be that 15, 16 year old child where life was easy and fun.....but i guess...its all not going to come my way.......
i read thru the posts that i started writing when i'm just fresh out of sec school..waiting for my results....the way i tone...the writing is so cheerful...so lively...so happy and so no worries....but now....just look at this post...isn't it getting a little too sad...too pathetic....
i seriously dun look forward to my 20th bday...cos that means i'm 1 year older...and 1 year into my freaking journey of my life......
p.s. growing up has its perks....but they do not come cheap.....
well for me...it has been especially like that since 2 years ago......something i've done made me go very very paranoid...and frankly until now...i'm still feeling so...and its not getting any better....sometimes i just wish that if time can be turned back...i would so never do the thing i did...and perhaps...that would make my life much much more carefree......
i loved my life the best when i was in secondary school...things were so simple and perfect that....nthg much to worry abt...no money troubles...no growing up fears....no resentment in going to NS and spending 2 freaking years there......no paranoia.....no stress...nothing..nothing at all....the only thing that i need to worry is study well to get good grades....and i still get to do carefree things that i want to do.....
but now...life is increasingly getting on my nerves...and i dun like it.....i know its part of growing up...but i dun want to grow up...i want to be able to still lead my carefree life and just enjoy it all....worries...worries....its something that i would have never want to ask for in the first place....
the more i go into this post...the more i felt like crying....there are far too many things i want to take in now....as much as a strong and matured person i am in the outside....i do still deeply want to be that 15, 16 year old child where life was easy and fun.....but i guess...its all not going to come my way.......
i read thru the posts that i started writing when i'm just fresh out of sec school..waiting for my results....the way i tone...the writing is so cheerful...so lively...so happy and so no worries....but now....just look at this post...isn't it getting a little too sad...too pathetic....
i seriously dun look forward to my 20th bday...cos that means i'm 1 year older...and 1 year into my freaking journey of my life......
p.s. growing up has its perks....but they do not come cheap.....
Friday, April 25, 2008
i'm worried....and i dun noe what i'm worrying abt....
i am worrying abt things i dun even know why i'm worrying...in fact i'm worrying things that are not even known to me.....argh...i HATE GROWING UP....sometimes...i'm just so jealous of sab...its always nice staying in sec school stage....
p.s. i am having PNS too....Pre-National Service Stress......and i had the most horrible 24 hours!!!!
p.s. i am having PNS too....Pre-National Service Stress......and i had the most horrible 24 hours!!!!
Thursday, April 17, 2008
6 weeks to enlistment.....haiz...mixed feelings...
oh wells...this morning...my mum gave me a shocking news....hahaha....all my hopes in finding a job to suffice my shopping desires have just been pronounced gone......becos i'm getting enlisted in 5th June 2008.....gosh....this 2 months i've been complaining about when's the letter coming...i want to now....so that i can i can plan my work schedule.....but now that the date is here...its kinda weird....you know...mixed feelings...thats what i will call it....
its kinda scary....exciting...lost...confused...nervous...feeling unprepared all at the same time.....oh wells...i guess....thats pretty normal rite??....hahaha..or am i the special 1???....2 years without having to think what clothes to buy for whichever function i'm going...hahaha...or 2 years without buffet hi-tea cos i ain't going to have the time to do that.....no lazying around at home watching tv...cos i'll be getting as much sleep as i could.....god...those 2 years...i feel like crying now..but i got no tears....hahhaha...
i think i've been telling everyone that....NS is those kind of things that you are already being instilled into the mind since the very very start....and hence....it like a slient blow....you know something big is happening for yourself....but yet....it doesn't impact you as strong as it should be......haiz...well..the only thing i can do now is to get prepared for NS by training up...hahhaa...so..next week onwards...i'm starting my training.....
ok..thats all...tataz...
p.s. 2 years of my life....devouting to emptiness....hahahaha
its kinda scary....exciting...lost...confused...nervous...feeling unprepared all at the same time.....oh wells...i guess....thats pretty normal rite??....hahaha..or am i the special 1???....2 years without having to think what clothes to buy for whichever function i'm going...hahaha...or 2 years without buffet hi-tea cos i ain't going to have the time to do that.....no lazying around at home watching tv...cos i'll be getting as much sleep as i could.....god...those 2 years...i feel like crying now..but i got no tears....hahhaha...
i think i've been telling everyone that....NS is those kind of things that you are already being instilled into the mind since the very very start....and hence....it like a slient blow....you know something big is happening for yourself....but yet....it doesn't impact you as strong as it should be......haiz...well..the only thing i can do now is to get prepared for NS by training up...hahhaa...so..next week onwards...i'm starting my training.....
ok..thats all...tataz...
p.s. 2 years of my life....devouting to emptiness....hahahaha
my very first public video debut.....hahahaha
guess what...i'm going into big screen now....hahahaha....went back to school today to do a video for the graduation ceremony...hahaha...had 3 takes in there....rather funny....so hopefully the effect will turn out well....hahahaha....
this week is a week of interviews for me...hahaha....i have gone to 3 interviews already...erm...there's a job that i'm really interested in which is at outram that side....hopefully i'll land that job down ba....
ok..thats all....
p.s. dan: i manage to save some reputation afterall
sab: haha...sorry..i didn't land the tutoring agency's job......
this week is a week of interviews for me...hahaha....i have gone to 3 interviews already...erm...there's a job that i'm really interested in which is at outram that side....hopefully i'll land that job down ba....
ok..thats all....
p.s. dan: i manage to save some reputation afterall
sab: haha...sorry..i didn't land the tutoring agency's job......
Tuesday, April 08, 2008
i thot i should blog this down....
for a person who spent his entire childhood in chinatown.....i'm used to seeing old aunties and uncles collecting cardboard or newspapers along the roads of chinatown...for me its something that i have seen too many times.....and thats why...i dun feel anything weird or peculiar becos that was what i've seen since i'm small....and hence..i never wanted to know the actual story behind it cos its just a plain normal sight...all i know was that these elderly have no kids take care of them and they depend on the money from selling the cardboard to keep themselves alive...sometimes i pity them..but seldom would i feel like there is something that i can do to help them.....
but today...something in me told myself that maybe perhaps...i could do something...i was watching channel 8 program about the story on these old ppl going around to collect cardboards....and then i started to see the familiar sight that i've always seen since i'm a little kid.....and the story behind them....sometimes...i really wonder...what if i'm not born into a family that i am in now...what would my life have been in different.....i look at the tv screen..seeing those elderly going around collecting the cardboard...i asked myself...if i'm them..would i be able to do it as well....my answer is very simple....I CAN'T....
they do not accept any help from the government...becos they believe that as long as they are still able to work...then they can take care of themselves....but for me..i dun think i would be able to survive one day in their shoes....not to say their entire life....hmmm....maybe when i go back to chinatown the next time...i'll a good look and these ppl...and admire their will power and perserevrence....who knows...i might even lend a helping hand (monetary wise)....
k..thats just a small little thot...
but today...something in me told myself that maybe perhaps...i could do something...i was watching channel 8 program about the story on these old ppl going around to collect cardboards....and then i started to see the familiar sight that i've always seen since i'm a little kid.....and the story behind them....sometimes...i really wonder...what if i'm not born into a family that i am in now...what would my life have been in different.....i look at the tv screen..seeing those elderly going around collecting the cardboard...i asked myself...if i'm them..would i be able to do it as well....my answer is very simple....I CAN'T....
they do not accept any help from the government...becos they believe that as long as they are still able to work...then they can take care of themselves....but for me..i dun think i would be able to survive one day in their shoes....not to say their entire life....hmmm....maybe when i go back to chinatown the next time...i'll a good look and these ppl...and admire their will power and perserevrence....who knows...i might even lend a helping hand (monetary wise)....
k..thats just a small little thot...
my shopping list....
ok..i'm bored at home..and i've been browsing thru the different catalogues i have...so with that i have came up with a list of things i would so love to have before the end of this year....yeap!!!!
1. Casual Loafers (one that fit..yiwen and jo will understand my agony)
2. New Scent (Hugo Boss is getting out of my league...haha)
3. A nice polo-tee with details that i saw in Haji Lane (but first..i have to slim down)
4. Cool Shorts (there're my best companions)
5. New Accessories (its been ages since i bought new ones but i would have to slim down first)
6. Bag (Still torn if i should go for high-end or the middle ranges...)
7. Slimming pills (if i can't slim down even after NS...haha..just an extra precaution)
8. Wallet (something chic but not overly luxurous..hehe....)
9. Straight cut jeans (err...but i doubt my fat thighs can fit into it)
10. t-shirts (something body-hugging i hope...again...my figure is a pre-requisite)
11. dirty button shirts (like the one i have from pull and bear....yeap..)
12. I-phone?? (i may not be able to fully utilise it...haha..but it makes a great fashion accessory)
13. A.O.T (i.e Anything Other Things.....)
hahaha...ok...as all of you can see...most of these cost a bomb..so i'd have to go get a job to support my desire of these items...haha..looking for one now..so if there is any lobangs that you have..pls tell me!!!!!.....
ok..thats all...now lets hope someone can help me fulfill this shopping list...if you want to buy me presents...this would be the gage...hahaha....
p.s. ppl who visits my blog...hehee...go back to yours and write a shopping list down as well...yeap..that include you who is reading this!!!!!
1. Casual Loafers (one that fit..yiwen and jo will understand my agony)
2. New Scent (Hugo Boss is getting out of my league...haha)
3. A nice polo-tee with details that i saw in Haji Lane (but first..i have to slim down)
4. Cool Shorts (there're my best companions)
5. New Accessories (its been ages since i bought new ones but i would have to slim down first)
6. Bag (Still torn if i should go for high-end or the middle ranges...)
7. Slimming pills (if i can't slim down even after NS...haha..just an extra precaution)
8. Wallet (something chic but not overly luxurous..hehe....)
9. Straight cut jeans (err...but i doubt my fat thighs can fit into it)
10. t-shirts (something body-hugging i hope...again...my figure is a pre-requisite)
11. dirty button shirts (like the one i have from pull and bear....yeap..)
12. I-phone?? (i may not be able to fully utilise it...haha..but it makes a great fashion accessory)
13. A.O.T (i.e Anything Other Things.....)
hahaha...ok...as all of you can see...most of these cost a bomb..so i'd have to go get a job to support my desire of these items...haha..looking for one now..so if there is any lobangs that you have..pls tell me!!!!!.....
ok..thats all...now lets hope someone can help me fulfill this shopping list...if you want to buy me presents...this would be the gage...hahaha....
p.s. ppl who visits my blog...hehee...go back to yours and write a shopping list down as well...yeap..that include you who is reading this!!!!!
Sunday, March 30, 2008
weex.....redang trip report.....
hi ppl....its been a while...haha..anyway...i just came back from a 3 day trip to redang island in malaysia..with my darls...ved...yiwen..glad..jas..gigi..jo and her bf....erm...overall out of 10...i'll give it a 7 cos 3 points were deducted due to some unhappy incidents such as getting seasick and puking....taking a bumpy ride to and fro from there...etc.....haha....
the highlight of the trip is the snorkelling ride...you really get to swim next to the fishes....and its not like those kind of feeling in underwater world...its really the very shiok feeling.....haha....i tried to swim all the way to the deeper region where the gang are...but water keep getting into the equipment so i gave up...haha..becos i feel very very uncomfortable when water gets into my eyes and nose...so i swim at the shallower waters....but i walked all the way to the jetty where the deeper waters are to take pictures...haha..and oh..jas had to practically drag me back when i'm done taking the pics...hehehe....jas..its a nice workout rite???
other than that...its basically very relaxing..i get to read a book at the balcony with sea view...some mahjong game with i won 3 times in a row....hahaha...so shiok although i eventually lost a little to jo.....all the meals were included in the package and its buffet style...but its not exactly those buffet you expect in hotels in S'pore...the food is not really that fantastic...but still edible..and there are malaysians who gorge like hell over there...haha.....the rooms are very decent...clean..and everything is working...so its not that bad....i bunk in the same room with yiwen and ved....and i finally know how slow guys can be when getting ready....haha..imagine the girls all done waiting for 2 guys to kick start the activities....hahahaha.....i didn't sleep alot cos i still miss the bed at home..but i got decent sleep...and i missed the sunrise over thaer...the first time was becos i had no one to go with...and the second was becos the clouds blocked the sun...so sad....
its really fun enjoying that days with my darls....we toked alot...joked alot...and its really relaxing...maybe we should do something like that every year...but pls...lets so somewhere where we can take a very relaxing flight.....hahaha
p.s. i strongly recommend ppl who can take long hours and travelling...able to take the risk of getting sea-sick to go there....the snorkelling trip is worth it!!!!!
the highlight of the trip is the snorkelling ride...you really get to swim next to the fishes....and its not like those kind of feeling in underwater world...its really the very shiok feeling.....haha....i tried to swim all the way to the deeper region where the gang are...but water keep getting into the equipment so i gave up...haha..becos i feel very very uncomfortable when water gets into my eyes and nose...so i swim at the shallower waters....but i walked all the way to the jetty where the deeper waters are to take pictures...haha..and oh..jas had to practically drag me back when i'm done taking the pics...hehehe....jas..its a nice workout rite???
other than that...its basically very relaxing..i get to read a book at the balcony with sea view...some mahjong game with i won 3 times in a row....hahaha...so shiok although i eventually lost a little to jo.....all the meals were included in the package and its buffet style...but its not exactly those buffet you expect in hotels in S'pore...the food is not really that fantastic...but still edible..and there are malaysians who gorge like hell over there...haha.....the rooms are very decent...clean..and everything is working...so its not that bad....i bunk in the same room with yiwen and ved....and i finally know how slow guys can be when getting ready....haha..imagine the girls all done waiting for 2 guys to kick start the activities....hahahaha.....i didn't sleep alot cos i still miss the bed at home..but i got decent sleep...and i missed the sunrise over thaer...the first time was becos i had no one to go with...and the second was becos the clouds blocked the sun...so sad....
its really fun enjoying that days with my darls....we toked alot...joked alot...and its really relaxing...maybe we should do something like that every year...but pls...lets so somewhere where we can take a very relaxing flight.....hahaha
p.s. i strongly recommend ppl who can take long hours and travelling...able to take the risk of getting sea-sick to go there....the snorkelling trip is worth it!!!!!
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
well....i guess...thats it....
hey yo...i know i'm known for being an earlier waker...but today is far to early for me to wake up under normal standards....its like 5.30 a.m. in the morning now...and i woke up just to check my final sem results...thats all....hahaha....
well...i thot my IAP itself would be considered as a module for the module credits computation and it turned out that it didn't...and i thot they should...cos IAP performance is really also an reflection of how did we perform in the organisation and is a reflection of what we have learnt in school....but well...since they decided to only use my FYP results...hmm...i guess...i can't do anything much abt it rite??....as to how did i do for my final sem....i would say...well within expectation.....slightly higher than average but still considered lower when you compare me with the brainy ones...haha....but at least my GPA look very very very much nicer now compared to what i had in yr 1.......
i was looking at the results for all my sem, it turned out that actually...my yr 1 dragged my results the most....if i hadn't scored so poorly for both of my chems...then my GPA would not have been that difficult to raise for the past 2 years.....haiz...but i guess...i only have myself to blame ya...i studied chem like how i studied bio...and just like how you cannot learn math by reading...i scored poorly like nobody business....oh wells...i guess...i would have to repeat that chemistry nightmare again when i take U....which now....i got a strong feeling that i'm going to take overseas one...or a local private U (cos i just cannot survive outside without my family)....hahahaha.....anyways..i kinda decided which one to go already....PSB academy ba...get a degree from UWA....not too bad as well....hahaha...at least the position in the world's ranking is higher than NTU...hahaha....64 v.s. 69....haha..so..hmm..i guess..i'll go take that degree ba...something abt genetics perhaps..cos rite now...its my strongest subject......
anyways...studies aside...i've been rotting at home quite alot..and i think i'm just beginning to be very lazy...haha...so i'd need to start to look for a part-time job with flexible hours...cos i dun want to spend too much time in working at offices which needs me to spend my full day there...flexible hours are good...haha..at least i can have some personal time in between.....
ok...thats all for today....see ya....
p.s. if you want to know my results..haha..have to come ask me personally...and if you want to know the ranking of the UNIs in the world....come find me also.....
AND....NYP...I'M FINALLY DONE WITH YOU!!!!!!!!!......YEAH!!!!!!!
well...i thot my IAP itself would be considered as a module for the module credits computation and it turned out that it didn't...and i thot they should...cos IAP performance is really also an reflection of how did we perform in the organisation and is a reflection of what we have learnt in school....but well...since they decided to only use my FYP results...hmm...i guess...i can't do anything much abt it rite??....as to how did i do for my final sem....i would say...well within expectation.....slightly higher than average but still considered lower when you compare me with the brainy ones...haha....but at least my GPA look very very very much nicer now compared to what i had in yr 1.......
i was looking at the results for all my sem, it turned out that actually...my yr 1 dragged my results the most....if i hadn't scored so poorly for both of my chems...then my GPA would not have been that difficult to raise for the past 2 years.....haiz...but i guess...i only have myself to blame ya...i studied chem like how i studied bio...and just like how you cannot learn math by reading...i scored poorly like nobody business....oh wells...i guess...i would have to repeat that chemistry nightmare again when i take U....which now....i got a strong feeling that i'm going to take overseas one...or a local private U (cos i just cannot survive outside without my family)....hahahaha.....anyways..i kinda decided which one to go already....PSB academy ba...get a degree from UWA....not too bad as well....hahaha...at least the position in the world's ranking is higher than NTU...hahaha....64 v.s. 69....haha..so..hmm..i guess..i'll go take that degree ba...something abt genetics perhaps..cos rite now...its my strongest subject......
anyways...studies aside...i've been rotting at home quite alot..and i think i'm just beginning to be very lazy...haha...so i'd need to start to look for a part-time job with flexible hours...cos i dun want to spend too much time in working at offices which needs me to spend my full day there...flexible hours are good...haha..at least i can have some personal time in between.....
ok...thats all for today....see ya....
p.s. if you want to know my results..haha..have to come ask me personally...and if you want to know the ranking of the UNIs in the world....come find me also.....
AND....NYP...I'M FINALLY DONE WITH YOU!!!!!!!!!......YEAH!!!!!!!
Monday, March 03, 2008
well....really how gracious are we????
hello...i'm dropping by just to blog abt something i saw today.....i was with my grandma having lunch at a cafe in my neighbourhood....it was during lunch hour and so the place is crowded with ppl.....so as i was sitting down enjoying my fried rice with chicken cutlet and my grandma enjoying her curry chicken (she didn't like it at all)......i saw something very very....erm lets just say ungentlemen....
there is a table for 4 that is empty and no one is took it cos the ppl just finished their food and left...and so it empty....so there came by this old lady(around my grandma's age) walking towards the table and just as she wanted to put her bag down....this middle age man come walking and placed his butt so ever fast that the lady can hardly react...the poor lady tried to reasoned out with him that she really did want to sit but the guy just refuse to give up that seat to that poor lady.....the lady said that she has 3 ppl seating down for lunch and would really appreciate if she can have the seat even though that guy really did sit down first....but guess what...that uncle said....well i've got 3 more others joining him later...so look for a seat somewhere else........that lady had no choice but to hunt for another seat by which fortunately...she found one...rite at the table beside me....thank god....
this made me really think....that uncle...dun have that little sense of empathy or even that little gentlemen like in him to call himself a man......so what he sat first...so what he had 1 more person taking the table than the old lady......the old lady did walk all the way and when she wanted to sit down...you just happily place your god damn butt to the chair and claim the seat rightfully yours no matter how the lady reason...you just refuse to give up that seat.....haiz...i guess that wat the modern society taught the ppl....fend for yourself no matter what.....
but really is there such a need...sometimes...giving ppl a little leeway...or just giving up a little bit won't hurt...in fact it can even make a great day for another person....haiz....selfishnesss...i guess....thats what its called...
thats all...bye...
p.s. the old lady made a very very true comment at the end...'i hope he'll not enjoy his meal'.....yeah...god damn he won't!!!!!!!
there is a table for 4 that is empty and no one is took it cos the ppl just finished their food and left...and so it empty....so there came by this old lady(around my grandma's age) walking towards the table and just as she wanted to put her bag down....this middle age man come walking and placed his butt so ever fast that the lady can hardly react...the poor lady tried to reasoned out with him that she really did want to sit but the guy just refuse to give up that seat to that poor lady.....the lady said that she has 3 ppl seating down for lunch and would really appreciate if she can have the seat even though that guy really did sit down first....but guess what...that uncle said....well i've got 3 more others joining him later...so look for a seat somewhere else........that lady had no choice but to hunt for another seat by which fortunately...she found one...rite at the table beside me....thank god....
this made me really think....that uncle...dun have that little sense of empathy or even that little gentlemen like in him to call himself a man......so what he sat first...so what he had 1 more person taking the table than the old lady......the old lady did walk all the way and when she wanted to sit down...you just happily place your god damn butt to the chair and claim the seat rightfully yours no matter how the lady reason...you just refuse to give up that seat.....haiz...i guess that wat the modern society taught the ppl....fend for yourself no matter what.....
but really is there such a need...sometimes...giving ppl a little leeway...or just giving up a little bit won't hurt...in fact it can even make a great day for another person....haiz....selfishnesss...i guess....thats what its called...
thats all...bye...
p.s. the old lady made a very very true comment at the end...'i hope he'll not enjoy his meal'.....yeah...god damn he won't!!!!!!!
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
haha...that would so explain myself to all of my friends.....haha
Your Brain is 80% Female, 20% Male |
 Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you! |
Friday, February 22, 2008
its over...or at least i think so
its still awhile more before dinner..and so..i thot i should come here and just blog down how i feel now before i forget it later on....
less than 2 hours ago, i officially ended my IAP in EHI...which means...yep...i have finish all my curriculum in school.....it was really nice working in EHI..there's the all tastes of life...the spicy..the bitter..the sweet and the sour....although it does not make up a part of my fondest memories...it left a deep mark somewhere in my heart...my first job...my first ever job that does not have any family members as my boss....so..its really a special kind of experience for me....
today..i had lunch with my colleagues...its very sweet of them to treat me to lunch at crystal jade...and i really thank them not only for the lunch...but also for all the fond memories i have.....then i rushed back to school...spoke to dr. liang and dr. mao...then rushed back to office to hand up the official report...and just tie up the loose ends....so its no before long that i said goodbye to everyone....one of the senior staff actually gave me an angbao...and she said, "take it..its for good luck"....oh wells...i'll keep the packet...at least it reminds me of my life there.....then i said goodbyes to everyone...and left....i turn back...and everyone looked at me...waved...and i turn back lifting forward again...in my heart...some strong emotions just urged up....i guess...i'll miss this place....cos i've worked 6 months there afterall....and it does holds a special place in my heart....so...yeah...
i took the shuttle bus..just when i reach my bus-stop..i found out that my thumbdrive is still in the office...god...i scramble to call my friends to keep the thumbdrive for me...haha....see la...wanted to make a great exit...then become so forgetful....haha....i just found out that i left my calculator there as well....hahahahaha.....
now that its over...i have to hate but to think abt my grades....i wonder how did my supervisor grade me...i hope its good...but i also know that my boss have her very own principles and standard which i must say...its not easy to get...so...ha...ok la...maybe i'll have some slight chance of getting A.....
alright thats all for now...see ya!!!
p.s. ruth...yee ling....sook cheng...jes..ade...grace...irene...chin han...vivien...li kiang...kwoon yong...swee ling...sharon(s)....christina...lao ban...jennifer...hui leng..bevs...monica...zainab...joe...mrs lam..mdm foo...john..calvin...mr png...goran...relus...chenny...auntie and uncle...plus the bibis......thank you for those 6 months that i've worked with......i'll always remember that...THANK YOU!!!!
less than 2 hours ago, i officially ended my IAP in EHI...which means...yep...i have finish all my curriculum in school.....it was really nice working in EHI..there's the all tastes of life...the spicy..the bitter..the sweet and the sour....although it does not make up a part of my fondest memories...it left a deep mark somewhere in my heart...my first job...my first ever job that does not have any family members as my boss....so..its really a special kind of experience for me....
today..i had lunch with my colleagues...its very sweet of them to treat me to lunch at crystal jade...and i really thank them not only for the lunch...but also for all the fond memories i have.....then i rushed back to school...spoke to dr. liang and dr. mao...then rushed back to office to hand up the official report...and just tie up the loose ends....so its no before long that i said goodbye to everyone....one of the senior staff actually gave me an angbao...and she said, "take it..its for good luck"....oh wells...i'll keep the packet...at least it reminds me of my life there.....then i said goodbyes to everyone...and left....i turn back...and everyone looked at me...waved...and i turn back lifting forward again...in my heart...some strong emotions just urged up....i guess...i'll miss this place....cos i've worked 6 months there afterall....and it does holds a special place in my heart....so...yeah...
i took the shuttle bus..just when i reach my bus-stop..i found out that my thumbdrive is still in the office...god...i scramble to call my friends to keep the thumbdrive for me...haha....see la...wanted to make a great exit...then become so forgetful....haha....i just found out that i left my calculator there as well....hahahahaha.....
now that its over...i have to hate but to think abt my grades....i wonder how did my supervisor grade me...i hope its good...but i also know that my boss have her very own principles and standard which i must say...its not easy to get...so...ha...ok la...maybe i'll have some slight chance of getting A.....
alright thats all for now...see ya!!!
p.s. ruth...yee ling....sook cheng...jes..ade...grace...irene...chin han...vivien...li kiang...kwoon yong...swee ling...sharon(s)....christina...lao ban...jennifer...hui leng..bevs...monica...zainab...joe...mrs lam..mdm foo...john..calvin...mr png...goran...relus...chenny...auntie and uncle...plus the bibis......thank you for those 6 months that i've worked with......i'll always remember that...THANK YOU!!!!
Sunday, January 27, 2008
time to clear some dust....
hello....i guess i haven't been blogging often (sab must be saying...yaya)...in anycase..today i'll do a long post....
counting down to my final 4 weeks here in EHI....time flies ya....going to be 24 weeks over there already....learnt quite alot....but now..its time to settle down to do concentrate in doing my reports and all....let's hope its going to be a good one cos i'm depending on this final sem to pull up my GPA grades...haha...crossing my fingers....
been very good boy....haven't been spending these 2 weeks despite all the new year sales....haha...i guess some of my friends will know why i'm not spending...haha....in anycase...i guess i still have to go shop for 1 or 2 pair of shorts.....and maybe one more pair of show....i'm going to buy a little more this year cos its like going to enter NS....buy more clothes cos i dun think i'll have that much opportunities to go shopping as often as i am now already...haix...tok abt NS....i dun think i'm really ready for it though...its those kind of things that you know is ineminent...and its going to come...but you just dunno what to do abt it....i guess...now...its start to slim down first...then see what happens after all of that....
anyway...this few days....my paranoia self is taking most control of myself...haha..dunno why...but its like that la....can't help but think abt bad things that are going to happen to me and my family....but i guess my optimistic self is taking control back already..so its not going to be that bad afterall....haha...afterall...i'm still an optimistic person...i guess....
i'm sure you know human beings always going for things that was never meant to be yours....like the grass is greener on the other side....and so you keep hoping to go over and take what was never meant to be yours????....i guess...as i grow older..i really have this feeling....trying so hard to take or possess things that was never meant to be....and even though i know its was never meant for me....and never will it ever be meant for me...but i still want to try....i still grasp that little hope that someday...what is not mine might be able to become mine.....what i need is for this grasp to loosen.....and in a way....letting it go....cos letting others go in your heart...is letting yourself go.....letting yourself off this vicous cycle....only then its the way to freedom in the maze.....
i know all these things...i really do....but what happens when the grasp is harder than you think it is???...what happens when you dun even want the grasp to loose....becos you so dearly struggle to not let it slip away.???......sometimes i really wish someone can just come and take that thot away from me...cos really...i'm telling you..its not a good thot....its not something nice....its something silly...something that you never ever want to in your life to appear again.....but still you want it....you want that thot to realise....haix....thats how bad the thot is....now...i guess...selective memory loss would proof to be a very good illness to have in this context...haha....so can someone go try to develop this technology???
ok..thats all today...hope its long enuf.....
ah bao...next time i free then i relink you la....
p.s. its hard to quit....not quitting is even harder
counting down to my final 4 weeks here in EHI....time flies ya....going to be 24 weeks over there already....learnt quite alot....but now..its time to settle down to do concentrate in doing my reports and all....let's hope its going to be a good one cos i'm depending on this final sem to pull up my GPA grades...haha...crossing my fingers....
been very good boy....haven't been spending these 2 weeks despite all the new year sales....haha...i guess some of my friends will know why i'm not spending...haha....in anycase...i guess i still have to go shop for 1 or 2 pair of shorts.....and maybe one more pair of show....i'm going to buy a little more this year cos its like going to enter NS....buy more clothes cos i dun think i'll have that much opportunities to go shopping as often as i am now already...haix...tok abt NS....i dun think i'm really ready for it though...its those kind of things that you know is ineminent...and its going to come...but you just dunno what to do abt it....i guess...now...its start to slim down first...then see what happens after all of that....
anyway...this few days....my paranoia self is taking most control of myself...haha..dunno why...but its like that la....can't help but think abt bad things that are going to happen to me and my family....but i guess my optimistic self is taking control back already..so its not going to be that bad afterall....haha...afterall...i'm still an optimistic person...i guess....
i'm sure you know human beings always going for things that was never meant to be yours....like the grass is greener on the other side....and so you keep hoping to go over and take what was never meant to be yours????....i guess...as i grow older..i really have this feeling....trying so hard to take or possess things that was never meant to be....and even though i know its was never meant for me....and never will it ever be meant for me...but i still want to try....i still grasp that little hope that someday...what is not mine might be able to become mine.....what i need is for this grasp to loosen.....and in a way....letting it go....cos letting others go in your heart...is letting yourself go.....letting yourself off this vicous cycle....only then its the way to freedom in the maze.....
i know all these things...i really do....but what happens when the grasp is harder than you think it is???...what happens when you dun even want the grasp to loose....becos you so dearly struggle to not let it slip away.???......sometimes i really wish someone can just come and take that thot away from me...cos really...i'm telling you..its not a good thot....its not something nice....its something silly...something that you never ever want to in your life to appear again.....but still you want it....you want that thot to realise....haix....thats how bad the thot is....now...i guess...selective memory loss would proof to be a very good illness to have in this context...haha....so can someone go try to develop this technology???
ok..thats all today...hope its long enuf.....
ah bao...next time i free then i relink you la....
p.s. its hard to quit....not quitting is even harder
Friday, January 04, 2008
still learning....so...pls...guide me along the way and keep it coming...
these few days was demoralising at work...maybe its becos i'm working side by side with my boss...and so..it makes it seems like i'm very stupid at times...haha....but in anycase....today...my grandma and my boss told me something about myself that perhaps i myself didn't know abt as well....
they both told me to learn how to listen to other ppl advice at times.....let down my own prejudice or opinions and really process what other ppl tell me....i always deemed myself as a good-listener.... but perhaps..i'm not that good at listening as well...or perhaps...i should really start listening and actually think about what other people say to me....
i think...ever since i'm in secondary school...somehow...i'm too trained to listen to myself only...and so when ppl give me advice that i do not sought for...i shut out those words.....i guess...i must really learn how to listen to others and really.....process them before making any other mistake.....
come to think of it...i think i really learnt alot during my attachment...not only abt the science techniques...but also the way a working life is....i think i'm too protected already...i have never ever in my life work for someone else...all the part-time jobs i take are either at my auntie's company or my godfather's shop....haha...so...they didn't really expose to me the world outside....its really now that i'm doing my IAP that i understand what is it like to have a real boss...listen to instructions...and working....the human aspect which i have never ever encounter before....and so i guess..i'm still learning along the way....for now...i need to learn how to listen....what comes next..i dunno...but i'm happy to learn them all.....
haha..okok..thats all..tataz!!!!
p.s. sab...see i also got update my blog one hor....
they both told me to learn how to listen to other ppl advice at times.....let down my own prejudice or opinions and really process what other ppl tell me....i always deemed myself as a good-listener.... but perhaps..i'm not that good at listening as well...or perhaps...i should really start listening and actually think about what other people say to me....
i think...ever since i'm in secondary school...somehow...i'm too trained to listen to myself only...and so when ppl give me advice that i do not sought for...i shut out those words.....i guess...i must really learn how to listen to others and really.....process them before making any other mistake.....
come to think of it...i think i really learnt alot during my attachment...not only abt the science techniques...but also the way a working life is....i think i'm too protected already...i have never ever in my life work for someone else...all the part-time jobs i take are either at my auntie's company or my godfather's shop....haha...so...they didn't really expose to me the world outside....its really now that i'm doing my IAP that i understand what is it like to have a real boss...listen to instructions...and working....the human aspect which i have never ever encounter before....and so i guess..i'm still learning along the way....for now...i need to learn how to listen....what comes next..i dunno...but i'm happy to learn them all.....
haha..okok..thats all..tataz!!!!
p.s. sab...see i also got update my blog one hor....
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