Wednesday, May 21, 2008

i've finally GRADUATED!!!!!

hihi...after 1 tormenting sleepless nite..and 1 hr of nerve wrecking nervousness....i've finally graduated from NYP....whoooshz......i can't believe it....haha....yesterday all the lecturers came asking me how i feel...my first reaction is....yes...I MADE IT!!!!!!.....hahaha...but too bad i didn't get to take pics with alot of lecturers and classmates though....manage with AK and Micheal...but the rest of the lecturers...oh wells..too bad la...haha..next time when i come and visit...i'll take....hahaha....then there's with muznah and heather...haha..as for the rest..they just...erm...disappeared....hahaha.......

my mum and grandma came for my grad...haha...when we entered the audi..my grandma is trying so damn hard just to try and find me.....hahaha...but i'm sitted at the front row and she keeep straining her eyes all the way to the last row...hahaha...but at least she manage to get a shot of me before i go up the stage and get my dip...haha....i kept imagining what might go wrong on the stage...falling down...tripping over...haha...or fainting???....haha..but it turn out ok la...hahaha...i hope my pic taken is nice though....i think i'm gonna but a pretty box like what i have for my sec school...then i'll put all the memoriable things abt poly into them....wah...10 or 20 years down the road...it'll be so fun to bring them out and see them again.....hahahaha

now that grad is over...my next big thing is enlistment...ppl keep trying to remind me its 2 wks time...and i keep trying to forget that....but oh wells...whats gotta come still gotta come....so lets just hope for the best la....hahaha....yup....

ok..thats all for now...seeya

p.s. my lovely honeys in MB0503...and MB....congrats...and the best of luck to wherever you might go.....

love,
your nanny always

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

i'm gonna kill myself if i turn out ugly tmr!!!

hihi...so....its nearly 3.30 a.m. in the middle of the night and here i am doing my blog post....argh..i wished i could be sleeping away on my bed rite now but unfortunately...it just seems like something is keeping me from sleeping....if i turn out ugly for tmr grad's ceremony...i'm am so so gonna kill myself...

so anyway....tmr is my big day.....3 years mounting and boiling down to just 1 day...1 moment...for me to officially graduate with my diploma in hand...oh wells.....very fast actually...everything seems so current..its like the feeling i have when i'm getting out of sec school...hahaha..i think i just went from my freshman orientation last month.....haha....and tmr...i'm finally graduating from NYP with a DIPLOMA IN MOLECULAR BIOTECHNOLOGY....phew....thank god i survived it.....

haha...alrite...i think thats it for now...

Thursday, May 15, 2008

man v.s. nature....

ok...its very unusual for me to make 2 posts in a day...but oh wells...this post is just an immediate feeling i have.....over the past few days...i know of the different natural calamities over asia.....the cyclone in myanmar....the earthquake in china....and yes...i'm sure we have all heard of it...but when i saw a special report made for the earthquake just now...my nose felt sour...and i felt like crying.....(yes...my sentimental-selve is in control again)......

there is abt this news where a young school boy was stucked waist down rite under a pile of debris yesterday and there is no way for them to save the young boy by moving away the large slaps of concrete...a little mistake can cost that young boy his life...so the doctors made a painful but necessary decision...they decided to amputate the boy then and there....there goes a possible healthy life and disable free life of a children less than 10...this i'm sure...is not going to be the only child that would suffer from the same fate....the whole province of sichuan is so devasted that they actually called some parts of it totally demolished into piles and piles of debris......there are old grandmothers for the sake of trying to keep their grand kids alive...digging under the debris to find bits and pieces of food to feed them......local hospitals are also resduced to dirts and dust and ppl have to lie down on the ground to await medical help.....newborns were delivered rite then and there in the and placed on the dirty floor......

hell...would be the word or perhaps even an underestimation to describe the sight.....

ppl say in times of death....the very true fundamentals of love can be seen.....there's a couple who used their own bodies to block a wall slamming down just so that their precious daughter can be saved and by then....exchanging their lifes for that of their daughter right in the face of death....

we human beings always try out very best to be in the top of the world...to rule over all other species and even our own kind...but in the face of mother nature....we are just spawns......i can't help but wonder....how many people's life would be changed right from then.....perhaps...in sichuan....their lives would never be the same again.....

p.s. life is so precious...yet so fragile... and while you still have one...cherish it.....

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

i finally got my computer back....

hihi....now if you ppl have been wondering why i haven't been online for the past week...thats becos i went to service my computer that took that 1 week to get fixed...finally...after all the turmoils...i finally got it...hahahaha...but first..let me go thru wat happen last week....

thurs...its out with little rascals to go back school and collect our robes for grad.....while i was trying to fit into one of them...i suddenly got a feeling to sing the church songs...hahaha..cos i look so much like those ppl in the church choir in that robe....but anyway...we went to marina square to have out dinner..and of cos on the way...we all joked and laughed.......at marina square....we were so lost at what to eat...then we went into secret recipe....hahaha...we were so turned off by the menu that we just stood up and left already.....hahaha...then we went to swensens...which obviously have a much better range of menu....then we left off from there...and i went off alone after parting with the rest.....

fri...it was a busy day...went to SGH with my grandma for her checkup....then to chinatown for snacks...then brought my uncles laptop to hp for servicing (yes....2 laptops were spoiled almost at the same time).......then vivo to meet my darls to celebrate jas bday...dinner was at....secret recipe (so kill joy rite...after what i had the day before)....but still we chatted and bitch around...ppl were late all over nite...haha..nicholas held the record..cos in the end...we dissuaded leenx and hawa to come.....we went home str8 after that...cos everyone wasn't in the mood of doing other things...hahahaha....

sat...was nice...celebrated mother's day with my grandma at ah yat...the food...although spicy but not bad.....then we went suntec and shopped around...and bought a present for my grandma...hahhaa....after that...went carrefour to shop around..and then home...then to a new restaurant at thomson road to continue out mother's day rendevous....hahah..then went home...bored again by the fact that i have no com...haha...watched tv..and went to bed....

yesterday....went to temple in the morning and pray..accidently made a huge mistake...swap the divinations of my sis with mine...and therefore everything that was said yesterday weren't right...hahaha....oppps...sorry...so i guess...i'll have to do it all over again the next time i go bugis.....then i went to collect my com at jurong....while i was trying to press the button to cross the street...a stupid honda SUV...9678 i think...drove pass at high speed and spattered all the water over to my clothes.....i was fuck all the way....i got so pissed....that i actually used all the vulgar words i have and start swearing....hahaha....thankfully....no one heard me....hahaha....then..i went home...to go to ubi from there...to help a very very distant related person to take over a shift at a tuition centre....everything ended at 8...and i finally got to go home....hahahaha....

okok..thats all i have to say for now...seeya!!!

Monday, May 05, 2008

another phase of my life....wow...

ok...i'm in my mum's office now blogging....yup..i know its wrong...but oh...no one is in the office except me and my mum's boss becos everyone seems to have gone out for lunch....although i'm getting paid to sit here and do nthg...i reckon that doing a little blogging won't hurt...besides its not that i dun want to work...there is nthg for me to work...haha...is it time for me to feel a little guilty???

anyway...the past week have been kinda ok for me...lots of anxiety stress...but nthg much...most of the things that i should do has been solved..so in some way..its a relieve for me as well...the only last thing in my list is NS....today i have finally manage to plot it as something in my life...not as something horrible....but as something more netural....another phase...a new phase that everyone (i mean every singaporean guy) has to go thru....oh wells...maybe seeing things this way would be a much better way for me to accept the fact that less than 1 month time...i'd be going into that phase which will last 2 years....its a good thing you know there's a deadline to that phase...at least you know that no matter what....you only need to suffer for 2 years and u can come out of it....hahaha....

you know its like taking O levels....before you take it you are so damn nervous...and you find everything so difficult....but after the O levels you look back and you find out that its actually quite ok at the very least...its over already....hahaha....maybe NS is like that for me....once i'm over it....i can look back and tell myself all that worrying is really uncalled for....hahaha...lets hope so....

oh wells...now its time for me to really enjoy that final holidays i have before NS...becos after that....i dun think i'll ever have a chance to take such a long break in the next 2 years......

tataz

p.s. i'm finishing most of the dramas i want to watch...anymore recommendations???