food fight...with choc cake...at muzzie's bday...

yesterday was a surprising day..got a present from my boss early in the morning which kinda surprise me a little...haha..for a moment i thot it was a prank...but anyway...thank you so much for the christmas gift....then...we had a year end party yesterday...lots of food...i was so so bloated that i could puke....haiz...sometimes i just can't stop doing things that i have to stop doing...eating for instance is one of them...haha...

at night we went out to celebrate muzzie's bday at simei yesterday...have to go all the way from buona vista....but since its where the bday girl wanted..then ok lor...haha...when we were there..we had 2 choices...steamboat or western food...i happily supported western food..cos i was still very full from the previous meal..and didn't feel like having steamboat that is going to ruin my throat....haha....so....in the end...we had western food....now...hold on to your seat..cos i'm abt to say what i ate....i ONLY ATE A CLUB SANDWHICH...can you believe it???...haha...its like one of those few times i ate so little for dinner...yeah...then was choc cake for the bday girl...which in the end became a food fight...i thot i was save for the day..until they came and attack me..or to be exact..muzzie and heather came to attack me and ah bao actually helped them to block my way...argh...thank god i got strength and i broke off the bundle very soon...but i still got choc on my face...and arms...i'll rmb that...next time...its my turn to attack!!!!

haha..thats all...seeya...

p.s. have a great 20th bday muzzie!!!!

my "CNY...or rather...adding to my wardrobe" shopping list...

now lets see.....i've got a few new tops...4 to be exact...maybe i'll just get 2 more...1 polo..and 1 button...that should do for my CNY...haha..if they survive not being worn by me for that long that is.....

then bottoms...i need to get perhaps....4???.....2 jeans...and 2...well...lets just say...not decided yet...but definitely those those khaki colour schemes that i have in my existing collection....

some new accesories might me good...perhaps...a necklace or 2...and a new ring....haha....ohoh...a new messenger bag will do quite well as well.....haha....

okok..thats my shopping list so far...so if anyone wants to buy me anything...just work along this line la....hahaha

lalalala...i'm in a very good mood!!!!

ok...so today..i went back school to do my first FYP presentation....dr.guo's my assessor..and she told us that all 3 of us did very well....means...we'll get to have As....yeah!!!!

and..down at the atrium...they had a tangs bazaar...bought a pair of onitsuka shoes...yeeehhheee....weee!!!!!

i thot i should come here to blog for a while...

hi ppl....i thot its time for me to do some serious blogging so here i am....well...this week...nthg much at work...i didn't do any serious labwork...and i've been skiving off and i got caught by my boss...she told me off a little...but its still ok...haha....got my presentation done...letting her see tmr..and see how will i fair....

in anycase...yesterday was so shiok...i was at tiong bahru having breakfast and marketing....oooh...so many things to eat...but i choose....lor mee...with shark meats.....so nice....made my trip so worthwhile....then i went to bugis to meet up with my colleagues (or shld i say co-workers)....to buy a farewell gift for one of my colleague who is going to NY....as usual...i was early..this time by like..erm...45 mins...so i went to starbucks first....then i waited and waited and waited...finally...ppl start to come...haha...then we went chilli padi for some good nonya hi-tea before going on our shoppin spree....with 200 bucks budget in hand...we started roaming at raffles city....walked and walked...but nthg to our real liking...so we hit marina....there again...nthg much..and i found out that..not only ppl like me(i meant big size) have trouble buying clothes...the smaller ones as well...some international shops only have M as their smallest size...haha..so ironic...but in any case...we got to nautica and bought a navy blue pullover....then...muji for a pair of gloves....with the majority of the budget still at hand, we went to suntec....finally at suntec...we blew the rest of the budget...

went to crocodile...now..i know..many ppl thinks its a brand for older man...but it turned out that its really trying to get to the younger crowd...went to the store...saw a shirt that really got a lot of meanings..its like pictures of poverty on the shirt...and at the back with very wise words from mother theresa....and best of all...the amount of money we paid for the shirt...goes to the children's foundation directly...so..its like....of course we'll buy...haha..got one for him...and one for me as well....and then...2 shops down...lacoste...haha..we got a scarf for him that goes with the pull over....and then....at precious thots...we met yee ling, chin han and swee ling....so...we decided that we'll meet for dinner after the shopping...they got ahead to get their ipod while me and ruth went to find the perfect box....at citilink mall...we got our box...and we felt so complete...haha...finally everything in the list that we are suppose to get is completed....haha..then we went to magic wok for dinner....by the time we got there..its already coming to 8 plus....we quickly settle down and ordered first....time goes by...food is served..and i'm still chatting with ruth without knowing when the rest will come...cos its very weird when you are occupying a table for 5...when theres only 2 sitting there for a long time...haha...thank god they finally came...well..after dinner....we went back to raffles city...now at there....ruth went off first to get carrots for her rabbits...while me and the girls went a little walking until they are all so tired and i went home....the bus back home sucked....no sits...jerky..and a man that keeps playing hp game and everytime i knock to him and he lose...he'll say f***....not like its my business anyway....

got home..bathed..and slept...

p.s. shopping is fun when you dun have to pay for most of the merchandise

i think i'm suffering from paranoia....

i dunno if anyone noticed abt me....i'm always double or even triple checking everything i do you know.....and if i dun do that...i'll go and think abt the worse case scenario that can happen should i not do that checking.....i all along didn't had a term to explain that until one day someone from my lab saw me checking the same thing for like the 5th time...then she said...you paranoid ar....

haha...and that was then that i know what is it abt me...yeah..i think i'm a little paranoid you know...haiz....i'm always letting my imagination run wild...things are supposedly or 100% alright kind of things...i'll go and wander with my imagination until it gets very very ugly and someting bad can happen...sometimes i even propose the scene forward until i die becos of it you know....aiyo...my imagination is certainly giving me things that i love and hate....its like a muse to keep me inspired to do things and make ppl laugh...on the other hand..it keeps instill in my those bad omens....

argh...how i wish if i can only have the good part only....i dun suppose that will mean that i'm suffering from any psychological disorder rite....haha....

tataz...

dialogue gossiping.....

ok...first of all, i need to as a rheotorical qns.....its our course really that difficult????....or did we just manage to survive and live thru it.....haha....i'm asking that becos...that had been the main topic of debate for yr 1 and 2....they are like complaining that there are too many things to do at one time....life is definitely not easy....but think of it....whose life is easy????....

i guess...its just life la...things only gets more and more diff as you go ma....thats why this place is call poly....not sec or pri school what.....how can you ever grow up to a better person if you dun pass thru those hurdles......its like only mid sem...and you ppl are complaining like hell...just imagine the end of the sem...when all the reports and projs start crashing to you...not to say preparing for the exam....haha....aiya...just learn to live thru it la...so many of us did.....no matter how much you complain...you are not going to change the fact that its going to be like that...reports...projs...and heavy modules...if complains actually work.....trust me....all of the complains i made is enuf to waive off the projects already.....so...just live with it la...and you'll get thru and become a better person....and oh...stop comparing us with other polys...cos we are just different....in case you dunno....we are NYP...and they are not....besides..we are better than them in alot of ways....hahaha.....

today...some lecturers got shot as well....surprisingly...i didn't shoot anyone this time...the other did.... guess....one of the MBID lecturer got shot the worse la....but i think the fault is not entirely hers also...its definitely not something she wants anyway....the other modules went very well with her also what....cut her some slack la......at the least....tell her personally....then tell the senior ppl...get her mentally prepared anyway.....haha....i dun think she is going to take it into heart so deeply anyway.....hehe.....

okok...thats all for my dialogue gossiping....tataz...

p.s. there are other things i want to blog...but not really in that good mood...so..next time la huh

my stars...from glad's blog

Lets101 Quizzes - blog quizzes

while waiting....here to blog...

blogging has seemed to be a more increasing thing that i'll do only when i'm free...haha...yeah...especially after starting on my IAP....i only use my com only during the weekends....its been a chore for me to on my com after i get hom from work....in anycase...here i am to blog....

its a sunny day today...haha...a perfect day for furniture shopping...if anyone ever rmb...how i have manage to break my bed...so this time...i'm going to IKEA or COURTS to get a bed...and shun bian look for some inspiration for redecorating my room in the near future....haha....

anyway...i'm very well suited into the crowd at work already...ppl are nice...and i've got to know a few close co-workers...haha...now they have manage to get me to do something that neither my darls...my classmates..or family has gotten me to....that is to exercise...somehow...haha...yaya...i've been playing squash....going jogging with them already...haiz...i guess..this would be a sign from the divine intervention to get me started on exercising...haha....

i think its last week...i went out with the little rascals...was suppose to go sakura but in the end went ramen tan..and took super super long to get seats...finally...we ordered and thankfully despite of the full house, our food came pretty fast....we ate..and walked our way to heeren, balcony...which i did 2 things to embarass myself....ordered virgin magarita when all of the first are drinking something alcoholic....haha...then....making mistake that i actually tendered a 100 dollar note when its only 50 and in the end...dan had to save me....haha...oops...never mind la...it was so dark there...i can hardly see a thing ma....hehe.....

haha...okok..thats all for now...see you again...soon!!!!

cleaning up my blog....haha....this is a very very very long post....

while i'm waiting for my face cream to take effect and my show to load....i shall do a little bloggin to clear my the dust for the past 17 days that i have left it here......

alrite...lets start of with work....things are going along fine....getting more and more adapted to it already....but still finding it hard to resist lying in bed than waking up to go to work every morning....haha....in any case....i've got to know all of my colleagues at work better already....which is a good sign until i offended one with my words again....opps...i didn't really mean it...haiz...but its all over now...so...nthg much to think about rite???....wore a perfume to work yesterday..and my colleague told me it stinks and smell like a middle aged man....god...i have to go and get a new one already...to think that i have been using it for so so long....haha....

last week was heavy...really heavy partying for me....went to alec's place last fri for some partying....god...its like liberation after one day of work....haha...all the bitching and seeing ppl drink...played a little mahjong(not very shiok though)....haha....stayed around until 12 plus when geraldine's dad came and i got a ride home....thanks uncle(again)......by the time my whole pre-bed ritual (if there is such a thing) is done....its already like 1....haha...its been a long long time since i slept so late....

the next morning...i woke up around 10...got ready to leave the house and met glad(with someone else)....to go get presents for ppl whom we are celebrating bday and late-bdays for....got jo her tee that she wanted from mango....and well....as for ved...let's just say....it ran out of stock...so...we'll have to go hunt for another one....but dun worry ved...i already have in mind what i want to get for you already...haha...and its not a book....ok....so...after that...i did a little shopping of my own and bought the mr tee that i have been looking for since dunno when...got it...so its one item lesser on my shopping list....okok...then met up with ved and drove to pasir ris...things were so funny in the car...haha....missed an exit at TPE...but still manage to arrive at the place....aiya...jo's bf left just when i reach..can't even get to say hi and see him in real person...what shocking is that i saw a very slim and fit kenny.....and he became so gentlemen and matured....and i'm so not used to it.....haha....with everyone beginning to slim down...looks like i'll have to to...haha...so lets go for it together jas!!!!!.....and jo got me a massager for my day...so sweet...thanks!!!!

after that was usual bbq stuff....untill after that....me...ved...glad...shikai...jia xian and kenny get on board and go see the night life of singapore...haha...since we are all at pasir ris....of course...the first stop is changi village.....and yes...it is the FIRST time i've gone there at night...so...for ved and those suspecting individuals who thinks that i practically live there...you are wrong......anyway....toured around...but only saw one....haha...very scary already....since there is no more show there....we went to the next night spot...at geylang...haha...we were laughing and joking around there....saw the...erm..what i would call the 'practicioners' there...haha..and i saw some young guys...not bad looking..and i would guess eligible guys going there as well.....the point is...are they really that in need to go there to seek their relief....haiz...i guess...thats what are men detoriating to be...so ladies.....beware!!!!.....haha....then...we went to beach road to see...but there's no show there...so too bad....finally it was clark quay where we have a drink and ved sent us home 1 by 1.....passed by our secondary school.....and all that chatting with our ex-classmates(now good friends)....makes me think of my sec days....those good old days...that we all regretted not treasuring it and appreciating it better then.....really...if you let me choose a part of my life for me to re-live again....that will be it...my 4 no worries years at sec school...things were much more simpler and innocent then.....and then i can do things more carefreely and fun.....its like....as i grow up...i started to miss those time....i can bitch, gossip, command and most of all....live freely then.......well....i know...that that is a part of my life that i can never go back to again....but i'm always grateful becos at least i have all the years in the future that i can use to saviour the memories i have in those days and good friends to share it with......ok...back to blogging....so..of course i reached home very late with all the partying...and went to bed at 3.....haha....thank god there isn't much for me to do on sunday...and i took the monday off as well...so...its kinda good afterall....

it was working on all day.....until thurs that i took a little short jog with my colleagues chin han and swee ling after work around the biopolis area....haha....we made fools out of ourselves that day....god....but we discovered quite a few places...and its nice...so...its kinda enriching for me...although the way back was alittle eerie la....haha....yesterday..went out with yeeling and chin han after work...walked around....spent money buying masks again...i just can't restrain myself....god.....hehe....i dun understand why does all of them keep looking after me like i'm their little brother....i'm old enuf...ppl are calling me uncle already(i shall talk about that when ppl start asking me).....today..went buffet (there goes my diet) with my auntie and grandma with sis.....after that went to walk around at suntec....haha....bought a ring...at a good price...and went carrefour to buy ingredients to cook up the lunch on monday....yes...i'm bring some to my work place...haha.....alrite...then....went home....all the way...until now i'm blogging...

thats all for now...see ya!!!!

i've been walking on the earth for 19 years already...can you believe me???

hihi....as of today...i have been living and breathing on this earth for 19 years already...haha...well..let me start with some thank you speech shall i???....hmmm..let me see...first of all, i would like to thank my parents for concieving me 19 years and 40 weeks ago....haha...without them...i wouldn't even be here.....haha...then of course my mum...who has been putting me and my sis always b4 herself....and my grandma....she has been taking care of me for all of my life....my sis...for the laughing and angry moments that we had when we are growing up together....my aunties who dotes me alot....and of course...all my friends...classmates and darlings out there.....all of you make my life complete.....!!!!...yeah!!!!!!!

anyway....i have been working at EHI for 1 month already......well...i didn't really learn any hardcore lab skills or techniques for the past 1 month...in fact...i haven't even used a micropipette for all of my stay at EHI....haha...but well...i know alot of other friends and learn alot of other things that is rather challenging for me...hahaha....you all have to know that i haven't been working in the real world for a long long time....in fact...its not at all b4 lor...haha....

okok...thts my bday post...haha...tataz...

thank you everyone who had wished me bday...one way or another either by sms....msn...friendster...mail...phone...or in person...thank you so so so much.....love ya!!!

haiz...troubles troubles...and more troubles...

blogging in my office now...just got allocated with a laptop of my own in the office that i can use to do some of my work.....in anyway...i'm not here to blog abt this com la...its abt the troubles i face at work...or as my auntie will put it....fumbling at work...the first 2 weeks of work was nice...nthg much to do...so its kinda free for me...my for the past few days at work..i've got into some troubles...ok la..not some..only 2...and one of supervisor colleagues just scared the hell out of me by saying some nasty things to me becos i forget to wear gloves....haiz...i know its not really her fault that she is scolding me...but its not entirely my fault either....its like...i didn't even know that there is serum in there and when i found out that there is serum...i have already picked the vial up.....in anycase...still..she started to scare me by saying what if the person have HIV...then how...i was like...argh...okok...sorry!!!!....haiz...my supervisor came in later and tells me she always exaggerate things...so...dun worry too much...in anycase...the serum is from a child...i dun think the child has HIV yet so early...and there are no open wound on my hands as well....besides...i washed my hands super long after that....haha....but i still need reassurance...hehe...my colleagues helped me out la...thanks to them....

ok..thats all i want to say...so....tataz...

p.s. i'm hypnotising myself that i love my job alot now...haha.....

finally my goal has reached....

wow....this morning woke up at 6...just in time to view my results...haha...my GPA is finally good now...3.040...ok la...compared to alot of others...its really the lower end of the average...but after my chems in yr 1...they drag me down alot...really alot...like..0.5 of my GPAs....so..it took quite awhile to get up...exactly 2 sems later...i finally got over 3....haha....my goal has seems like its reach...now...i have to work hard and see how my FYP and IAP goes....maybe can get 3.3???...then i'll be really really happy...at least i know i can still stand a slight chance to study in local U....if not...haha...i'll get an absolute sit in the aust. Us.....those that I choose la...haha....

and oh....i was staying with the copier and labelling machines for the past working days of my life...haha...can't start lab work until samples comes in next week....which i'll have to go and collect over the weekends...and today...going to bukit batok (study site)...to give pamphlets....haha...okok....thats all...have to go now..tataz!!!!!

p.s. whoever is up there...thank you for letting me reaching my goal!!!!!! ....now i got a new goal...help me out ya????

work...work..work...i'm like a working adult now!!!!!

something i wrote last sat....but posted it now...

hihi....wooo...1 week of finish working in EHI...i'm very contented in working with all the experts in epidemiology...haha...actually...i think i'm really better in working real life than studying in school....i've got really nice colleagues to work with and my supervisor is really cool....at least from what i've heard from other ppl....my supervisor seems like the best...haha....grace(my supervisor) will be so delighted if she sees this....

anyway...this week...i didn't really begin in too much lab work...thats becos partly my whole place is busy with the Cubans that came here on a work trip and to attend the seminar and that my supervisor just came in on wednesday so there is nothing much i can do.....so what did i really do??......erm...how about labelling 500 tubes for 4 days...and then reading all about dengue epidemiology....haha...yeah...and on top of that...attended a seminar for like....the whole day...by half of it...i'm all about to sleep already...haahaa....but next week...i'll get to really start work...real lab work...woo hoo...

okok....yesterday i went out with lots of classmates...had Manhattan fish and chips...not really that fantastic...haha..they went clubing later...i went home...hehe...have to sleep la...

p.s. there are other posts also...

my first day of actual..actual work...

alritey...today i started work...first day of really working in the adult world...and not fun and enjoying my life in my auntie's office or godpa's shop....haha...so..this morning..was a gosh...dreadful morning....firstly..i wore the wrong pants...so i had to go home and change...then when i came out..i missed the bus..have to wait for like 20 mins for the next bus to come....then on the way....it was supposed to be express way ok...but the traffic moves super slowly...gosh...i took the bus that alot of NP students took...haha...now i know why is everyone dosing off..cos they know the bus really takes a long time to travel...the good thing is...i was at the back of the bus and there is this cute guy that sat beside me...very good at dressing himself...haha...his chest muscle is as big as my breast...just that his is muscle...mine's fat....haha....

then it rained...gosh...made the bus even more slow...no choice lor...alighted at the place i'm suppose to alight and took a cab...hail for super long before the cab came...gosh...in the end...instead of being early...i became late..thank god my supervisor is on leave..haha..no one to scold me...

at work..4 of us...one more guy working temp sat together on 1 tiny round table....gosh...so cramped..and the 3 of us..yoges..deng lu plus me have to study biosafety and SOPs all day round...at the end of the day..we still have to take a test lehz...if we never pass...cannot go into the lab...guess whats they passing mark???....80%....haha...tmr i'll know the results...hehe....

okok la..thats basically all for my first day of work...haha...bye!!!!!

shopping makes my world go round....

my biggest lesson learnt from going shopping with my darls...glad and jo yesterday is that....whereever you go...as long as you are going shopping...never ever wear a pair of uncomfortable shoes...or at least..wear a pair of fitting shoes...haha...glad and jo can testify the fact that i have been complaining abt my pair of shoe for like....the entire shopping trip....

so..in any case...i've finally meet up with jo and glad to do some shopping.....but...eventually i went home empty handed...haha...cos i didn't want to buy and didn't dare to buy....i met up with glad first...went to jalan jalan around bugis junction..and then went to tcc for a drink..they change their menu and now...they dun have anymore sea of gold...i loved sea of gold...now they dun have anymore..looks like its time for me to start looking for another signature drink of mine at tcc....haha...so...jo met up with us after that....and then...we went to bugis village for the shopping spree...with my already screaming feet....haha....so..we walked around..and went to the sunday shop (by now..i've got 6 of their tees already)....jo and glad each bought their own pair of jeans while i didn't think of buying any..cos i didn't really like jeans...but i think i'll buy a pair or two next time i go there.....i want to get the tee that everyone is wearing now..the one on litte miss..and mr tee....argh...they just dun have the guy size at bugis for the mr collection....they only have the guy size for the little miss collection...looks like i really got no choice but to go to heeren mambo and buy from there....then...our stomachs start to grumble...so me and glad brought jo to ice monster to try their mango ice...that is so exotic...and its to die for....after that..we aren't done with the snacks so we moved to long john and had a little platter before going to haji lane....

so..you know...haji lane and ann siang hill now its like the place where to coolest and hippest underground brands are....with lots of nice little boutiques there....so..it was at one of the boutiques that i found those bermuda shorts that i have looking all around..which is not at the high priced end...abt 40plus per pair..and its really nice...but eventually i just didn't have the courage to ask if they have my size..haha...cos i thot..such boutiques..its sure that all of them are going to be clothes that is suited for the fit and lean...haiz...so eventually..i didn't even bother to ask and i left...but i at least know where i can find such places to buy clothes already....and they have all sorts of cafes and resturants there...they even have a egyptian resturant there...haha..next time we can go and try...there...i find lots of nice places to shop...and i think it'll be a heaven for ppl like sab..you can find all your dresses there!!!...haha..next time i bring you there....

so..after haji lane we decided to go back to bugis and walk a little round more before going for dinner...and i am telling you...the dinner food there..is really just ok la...but jo's ramen looks very very not appetising...and then..we went to OG...oh god...jo at OG...keep wanting to get the guess bag...me and glad kinda sucessfully persuaded her to get something else...eventually..she bought a carlo rino bag at 20% off...and it sheek..white...and best of all....cheaper than the guess bag...haha....after that...my bus came..and off i went...haha...so jo and glad have to walk themselves to the other bus stop to take the bus home....

today...i'm at home..watching some shows...enjoying my last day of holiday by rotting...haha...okok...thats all...tataz!!!!!

huge lesson in life...never ever judge a book by its cover...

hello...i came acrose a RD article that really got me thinking...its abt a girl...1 year older than us....with a very very rare skin genetic disease....harlequin icthyosis(HI)....only 1 in 250,000 babies can have a chance of getting it....basically..this disease causes the skin of the body to grow 14 times faster than normal skin and then you'll be shedding thick thick loads of skin cells...your skin can dry up so fast..that if your skin is allowed to dry...you can't even bend your fingers...so..this poor girl had this disease...and miraculously she survived...having to survive so many ordeals and even get a college degree...most imptly...she is not afraid of being judged...not afraid that people will get disgusted by her and how she looks like....and that she is willing to open herself up to help children of other diseases...and those kids dun ostracised her....how brave and courageous this woman is...i mean...if i were her...i would have locked myself up like a hermit..and never ever get out of the house at all.....

sometimes...its not the disease that is scary..its the way and state of the people's mind that thot about it....and unfortunately...i'm afraid..thats just not something that all of us are born with...we have learnt to developed this sceptical eye at everyone else....those kids dun despise her in anyways...becos their innocent is in the heart and they look at the others with the heart..not their eyes....and that is why children are the most honest and angel like being ever on earth.....which by the way...many adults can't even do that...and i personally...admit that..i'm one of those ppl....haha....especially on the you-know-who.....

ok...enuf abt my values on life...now for something on the more personal level....well..these 2 days...i have been staying at home clearing up all the vids that i haven't got a time to watch them when i am in school...haha..who else has the time to watch them when you are in school..especially when you are in my course....the most scary course anyone could ever attend in NYP...haha...okok...opps...i dun want to get sued....ha...so...i'm on this new series...queer as folk....well..its kinda...erm...not very well known...but its basically a gay version of sex and the city....where they really toked abt the different views and things in life...

so...that was how i spent my last hol week for school....cos next week...i'm starting a 6 mths work attachment at NEA-EHI....haha....and the truth is...i'm not at all prepared for anything...not at all...haha..cos i dunno what is there to prepare....well..i guess...i'm kinda ready for it mentally...and socially...i'm always ready in meeting new friends..and from what i heard abt this place...haha...i'm going to really expand my circle of friends...on some particular side...haha....well...and honestly..i dunno how are things going to be like there...cos for starters...its real life work...not experiments in school...you cannot afford to make mistakes...haha..well...its not that i make alot of them in school...but its just that you know...i dun wanna ruin thousands of dollars worth of experiments....haha....

ok..thats all for today...see ya!!!!

mahjong...east coast..haha....physically and mentally tiring...

okok...let me start of by reaccounting what i did for the past few days...haha...erm...i was at home all day for thurs thru sun...haha...it was nice staying at home to rot...so shiok..haha..guess it was something that i desperately need after the exams....hahaa

then yesterday morning...made a trip back school..to collect reports and information abt the modules..haha..see i'm such a good nanny....haha...better buy me something for graduation...haha...okok...moving on..after that..i went to geraldine's place for mahjong..i was suppose to meet all of them..heather..geraldine..and sab at northpt....well..as expected...heather and sab was late...why is it that it appears that only a handful of ppl around has the idea of time management....haha...in any case..after everyone came...we went to the foodcourt at northpt to buy food back to geraldine's place so that we can have lunch there and straight away start with the mahjong....haha....and so...mahjong...wooohoooo...it was one of the most glorious victory i've ever won...4 rounds in a row...haha..of course la...it wasn't very professional way of playing that made me won...so..they decided to raise the bar so that i will need to play professionally...then of course..i started losing...but still...geraldine was the biggest loser...at home ground somemore....and oh...before we left at around 7.30...i stole sab's wallet becos she left it lying around...and made her go all the way back to geraldine's place to search for it...haha...me and heather were laughing hysterically...haha...then it was home sweet home...

today....we went to east coast park....gosh...we were suppose to meet at 12.30...and i reached quite at the exact time....then...dan appeared 10-15 mins later...after i finished my big mac meal with upsize....haha...then...by the time..the guys and girls come...it was 1.30...and we finally left at 2 when everyone finished eating...and then we went to rent the bicycle..dan and anwar didn't want to cycle..so they sat there and chit chat while the rest of us go for the main activity of the day...cycling....oh god..the person...who gave me my bike...he is either trying to make me work real hard and lose weight..or he simply hate me...gave me a super short one...and made it so difficult for me to ride..i had to use up all my energy...haha...took some pics at certain stops....and i was totally wasted during the last bit..and i simple gave up riding and started walking instead...haha..then heather called that everyone is now waiting for me..so i had no choice but to ride that slow pace and finally reached for the sugarcane drink...before starting off early so that we will not miss the time to return the bicycle..becos of me of course...haha...

so i had to slowly ride..and finally...gathered myself to return the bike...when i got down the bike...my butt hurts like nobody's business...and my legs were sore...sweat was dripping down my forehead while half of my shirt is wet becos of my sweat..haha...you should have see me then...the word to use on me...was wasted!!!!....haha...so...i dragged my very weary body and went to parkway for dinner...i ordered kauy chap...actually wanted to have 2 bowls of that kuay with at 1 person's share...in the end...haha...something else came out of my mouth..and it became 2 person's share...haha...i had to like...force ah bao to eat some so that i won't look too big like a glutton...haha....and we of course had some fun chat...and then..we walked around the mall....played a stupid drum game..and failed utterly...and had discs with yufang..haha..it was so exciting...in the end..i won!!!!

then..i took bus with yufang...sab...geraldine...elizabeth...heather and her bf...changed 2 buses thereafter..and here i am blogging...haha...

okok..thats all for today..see ya....

lalalalalala.....hehehehehe...hahahahaha...thats my title

hello...its 9.26 at night and i've got nthg to do around....while waiting for my show to load...i decided to come here and blog abt something....honestly...i dunno what thing am i suppose to blog abt...but i guess...i'll just rattle on like i always did....

i was watching law and order on the hallmark channel just now...that is one hell of a good series...and i've got to say...the deepest heartfelt feeling i had watching the show was not abt the criminals...its abt living with the rightoeus courage that everyone had...i always watched the lawyers trying to get their way thru the attorneys...which is like...hello...your client just killed someone...and you are trying to get him away....is that even..ethical...which by the way...it is...under the law...everyone reserves the right to have a lawyer to defend for them...and the lawyer is suppose to defend their clients...but still...where did all the lawyer's ability to distinguish right and wrong...evil and good go???...is this what they are suppose to do?...helping people who broke the law to get away free...i dun think so...haha..so much so for my childhood dream of becoming a lawyer...looking at those lawyer going into unscruplous means to save their clients....gosh...it just shattered my dream...

toking abt values...i wonder what values are still left on the face of earth that is worth being praised...what has the world become....didn't everyone after WW2 decided that there should be no more war already....and that everyone should be in peace and harmony...then can someone explain to me why is there vietnam war...and the iraq war...actually...this kind of war is something that is the least scary..at least you know where your enemies are...and what are they going to do...but the war against the terroist is totally opposite...we are in the light when they are completely out of sight...and within a moment...boom...there it goes...some car just exploded in the streets of iraq...pakistan..and somewhere else in the world....sometimes i wonder...what the hell is wrong with these guys..who on earth gave them the idea that sacrificing their life to do such idiotic things is meaningful enough....i guess..its something they have been taught and brainwashed with the very day they are born.....but i think...the bottomline is..they are not bad people...they are just trying to protect themselves from being bullied...its just that they way that they engaged in is just to extreme....maybe someday...someone will be able to teach them that actually they can use their life to do something great and good...not by being suicide bombers...but by perhaps..educating or doing businesses and then using their abilities to help their people...isn't that much better....i guess...that someday might never come...but at the very least...there is this piece of hope around....and as long as there is hope...there is still a chance of this world being a better place.....

suddenly...this reminded me of a song by barbra streisand...SOMEWHERE...and maybe i shall leave this song for me to conclude it all....

freedom...lost...lovey birds...

ok...first of all...i want to make this post shout out loud.....I AM FREE!!!!!!.....yeah...kinda that meaning la...i finally finish my excruciating 2.5 years in NYP...MB course....well...my experience in NYP...is something bitter-sweet...haha...but the sweet part came in more than the bitter ones....studies aside...i've met and know lots and lots of new friends and classmates...of course...all my boys and girls in the class...hope that i've been a nice nanny and took care of them well....haha....not to forget my pal in class... heather...sab...elize...yufang...muz...geraldine and dan...haha....its nice having them as my pals in class...killed alot of boring time in lectures....and definitely...those sweet people from other classes...can't name all of you...but you know who you are...haha...

actually...the thing abt this course is that you must really have the gift for it...and that you are must be persistent enough...haha...if not...its really a dead and dry track to take...really...looking back...thats is the idea that i can gather...each and every component counts..and that you must really work hard for all of them....any slacking...everything is gone...so...my advice to those ppl left...is...hang on...and stay focus...haha...yeah....thats the thing in our line...

other than my classmates and work...i think...i have also know some very wonderful lecturers...a.k...vanaja...jay...micheal...dr.liang...dr.xu..henry..william..miss lim...miss diong...miss tai..miss tan..miss lai...miss chia...dr.chan...miss leong..alvin..and so so much more...thank you for all your lessons...good or bad...exciting or boring...haha...thanks to all of you!!!!!

suddenly...now that all exams comes to an end..and we have to go for attachment...i'm sort of in a mixed feeling...on one end...happy that all the studying in NYP is over and that we can take a break in IAP...and on the other...a little lost..empty and of course...going to miss the school a little...haha...but in whichever case...this is part of my life that i'll remember...always...those bitter and sweet...yes...haha

toking abt my IAP...its really confirmed...NEA...haha...at least quite a few of us are there and we can go and have lunch together...haha...and i get to gossip with them as well...and oh..one thing...haha....my pay...is 440........haha...i think sab and muz must be so jealous now...haha....

and oh...love is definitely in the air...suddenly all my close friends are attached...and also...some couple just formed rite under my nose and yet..i have no sense of detection at all...haha...really...it never occured to me at all...haha...but still...its nice..and hope they'll have a unforgetable memories together...remember to invite me to your wedding dinner ar...haha..dun worry...i sure give a big angbao one...haha....

okok..thats all for today...see ya!!!

p.s. thanks for the card daniel..its nice having you as a wonderful classmate as welll

and

all the best to prawn noodles with agar agar...haha....

all of life's...what if and if only...

halfway thru the day...and i was getting very sentimental and didn't want to do my revision..decided to come here and vent it out a little....

in any case....maybe its just me...always asking myself what if...and if only...haha...yeah...for everything i do...i'll always ask myself...sometimes...i always think..did i make the wrong decision...did the wrong thing...or simply speak the wrong stuff....i guess...i'm always asking myself that..cos i'm always lack of that sense of security....

i love to day dream...and most of the time..i always imagine what would have happen to me if i have done the thing the other ways...or choose another life....but slowly after all this while...i've sort of come to the understanding that....no point thinking of them anymore...becos...its all over..and since i cannot go back in time to make the decisions all over again...its best that i give up those little thots that things will be different....and just let it go...

i know that we are just like a big jug of stuffs...in our mind, if we keep pouring things in and not getting things out...we will go bonkers...but sometimes..i just feel that its so hard letting something off...letting it go and forgetting it is by far the most difficult thing i've ever encountered....i know that..nthg can come in unless i take something away...but in terms of this...i'm a very greedy person...all i want is to put the things in and not taking anything or anyone out of my life...haha...sounds stupid isn't it...but its really like this....

i do hope that someone that eventually find out a way to selectively get rid of certain memories of certain things...then...i can choose what i want to stay and what i want to forget..then perhaps...i'll not daydream of those impossiblities already......

ok..thats all...vented it out a little...bye!!!...

p.s. someone teach me how to forget????

oh..foodie guys...

kinda getting too tired and lazy with my revision..so..i decided to respond to wil..haha..and blog abt the guys and food...hmmm..which one shld i blog abt first...haha..i know..my favourite boy in class..dun get me wrong....



bao bao...now..what food do i think he is...lets see...hmm..for him..looks is very decieving..tall and dark as he might seem...haha...he is actually a gentle puppy (as someone will put it)...haha...so..i think..the food that represent him will be...a nice array of sashimi...haha...looks like there's alot of things going on in the plate...but actually..its nthg more than the natural sweetness and flavour of the ingredients only...



bao's friend...haha..who i termed..gay partner..ah zhong...hmmm..lets see abt him...actually he is really the opposite of bao..haha...looks simpler and cool from the outside...but inside...i think..he is a very very..explosive person...its not difficult to think of a food for him...haha...i think..he will make a nice bowl of prawn noodles...hehe...looks plain and normal...but really...everything there is so flavorful and with that tinge of chilli...that kinda makes up ah zhong...haha



aloy...is the joker of the class...haha..always with his boy's school kind of tricks...i think for him...he is something sweet and nice...haha...choclates truffles....haha...girl's bestfriend...other than diamonds and shopping la...hehe...he is really for everyone actually...and i'm sure his gf will have no problem forgiving him if he makes her angry..haha...becos..he never fails to make ppl laugh....haha...



wilson..the guy who wanted me to write abt this...i think..for him...he is...your very typical guy...haha...but with attitude...and always know where is his turf and limits..for him...i think...he'll make a very nice bowl of...haha..wanton mee....or fishball noodles....you know why...its really those kind that can be found everywhere...but yet...its something..that you will kinda notice it everytime...it gives you a very down to earth feeling...just like wil...and with that spicy kick..thats all the attitude it needs to show you....



now...who's next...hmm...nantha..the big cool guy...for him...definitely...ice cream...peppermint with chocolate chip...haha...makes everyone's heat cools down immediately...really..even the hottest summer craze can't do anything to his cooling effect...i guess..he is a friend that you really need..to cool down your excitement...haha...yeah..thats nantha....and very reliable also...



haha..i know who's next...edwin ang...hehe...well this 10 o'clock king...haha..and the guy i always like to bully...hehe...for him..i think...he always give a dreamy feeling...i wonder is it just me..or is he always dreamy...dreaming..i mean...haha....okok...well for him..of course something dreamy la...yes...cream puffs...those japanese ones...filled with thick thick cream...haha...that is dreamy enuf...rite girls???



okok...now..its daniel...well daniel..i think he is really someone very fun to be with...and so..of course...something fun for him...haha...i actually thought of those biscuits that i used to eat when i was young..those with sugar icing on tops...with different colours...haha...but now..i think he'll make a nice really nice tub of cookies..yes...funny...cracky...and once you start..you can't stop!!!haha...



alrighty..who else...hmm...alec...well...i guess...he is someone...always sitting around at the corner...haha..looks innocent..but always engaging and looking out what is happening around him...and oh..appears when you need his help...haha...that..i think..he is going to be a cup of green tea...haha...always somewhere there..and always there to give a little anti-oxidant help...haha...



ohoh...there is one newcomer....yong cai...hehe...i guess...he is a really mr nice guy..always so polite and nice...haha...so..from what i think..he is going to be a nice set of english afternoon tea...haha...always reminding me of how gentlemen and how nice he is...haha...

ok..its lunch time for me...haha...bye!!!

wow...schooling is over....i meant...in NYP...

as of 10th aug 07.....my days of tutorials and lectures in NYP is officially over at 3.30 p.m. with henry as my last lecturer for the years in poly..whats left is my FYP and IAP which i'll be doing together at NEA....haiz...next week going over for the interview..shld be ok..i think...well...



abt my recent outing..haha..last week i went out with jo to raffles and then bugis to do a little retail therapy which i have not been able to do for the past weeks....haha...but i had to wait for this big missy for like 45 mins...thank god i went to the fruit juice bar..ordered something and finish reading the straits times and thank god..at that time..she's finally there...i like the ambience at the juice bar...next time...whenever i'm waiting for someone in that vicinity...haha..that will be the meeting place...cos..i got a strong feeling...i'm always going to wait for ppl or something...haha...in anycase...i bought a shirt while jo...haha...bought a kappa tee for the sake of buying something....hehehe....



and yesterday...after my presentation(i'll talk abt it later)...i went out with my mum and we had buffet at the equinox...haha...at raffles swiss hotel in case you dunno...at the 70th floor...wow..this time...i had a hard time in that 45 secs in the lift....the pressure difference just made my ear cracked...haha...but i survived the ordeal...the place was nice there too...you can over look the whole CBD area at the place...woooo hooo...so nice view and nice food too....my mums and aunties really know how to enjoy life and pamper me after all my suffering in school...haha...thank you!!!...after that..i had to teach my another auntie how to use excel...yes, your eyes are not playing a trick on you...haha...this computer nerd here is actually teaching someone how to use the computer..haha..so funny....



well...as for school matters...some projects came back..got quite good results...although proteomics might not be that good...i think...had several tests...turned out to be pretty manageable...i will not say its easy..but at least...i think i should be able to get Bs...as for my business...finally i finish my last presentation...all that work for the elective...but miss tan is really nice and helped out alot...thank you...i'm so gonna buy you chocolates...haha...and oh..thanks for the chocs...racheal..eugene..edwin..daryl...haha..its nice being your class rep for that 1 sem also!!!!



ohoh...one last thing....national day celebration in school...haha...i think its nice...erm..although the thing was a little rough but overall...hmm..i think its something fresh and new...haha....well..of course...i'm in charge you know...hahaha...okok...i'm leaving you with some pictures....

My chocs....its nice...haha...

Me and jo...

The watermelon 'thank you card'..haha

me and my yima at the equinox...

sleeping has got me into troubles again....

ok...now...my past week...was erm...termed as ever so....i dunno what words to use...its just sucks....so...i'm going to just highlight the impt parts....

very very firstly....i want to say a BIG BIG SORRY...to muznah, sabrina, michelle and most imptly danielle whom i guess is still very angry with me(and hopefully after your sleep, your anger will be appeased)....its my sleeping gene's wrecking havoc and cause all of you to stay up so late to do the work alone...its my fault and so....DUI BU QI...i'll find ways to make it up to you all one day.....promise!!!

miraculously, we are able to complete that project from scratch in 2 days...and most of the efforts really go to them...all i did...was like the minimal 5%..and paying the expenses...haiz...well...its definitely not nice being irresponsible for once..and i thot..its a chance for me to remember to ask things clearly and make sure i'm that i'll be there....gosh...

haiz...after this friday...finishing up all my stuffs...i'll be so so free....finally..and i get a chance to watch harry potter...with my sister...and...some little long needed rejuvenating shopping...

ok...i'm going to hand up the reports now...tataz....

p.s. SORRY...DANIELLE...FORGIVE ME..K???

10 weird things about myself...

danielle tagged me to do this...so...here it is...10 weird things abt myself that you ppl dunno of...

1. I cannot stand insects...any kind...i absolutely gets goosebumps looking at them...

2. I cannot allow anyone to go on my bed...not unless they are cleam by my standard...not even myself...so...if this happens...i'll change my bedsheet all over again...

3. I've got my very own spoon that i use at home...and its absolutely big....its actually a serving spoon

4. I've got a thing for buying weird stuffs(like condoms/underwear) to my close male friends..haha

5. Sometimes...i got sick and tired of toking too much and too loud that i can dun tok to anyone for 1 day...and coup in my room...

6. Although i like to shop...but i love to stay at home and do nthg also...haha..

7. I like to imagine myself slim again and wearing all my clothes that are too tight to wear already...

8. I cannot stand couples smooching directly in front of me...especially in the bus..they should do it at the back...not in front!!!!!!!!

9. I love to match make my friends together...haha...but i dun like my friend(particularly 2 crazy girls)...toking abt me and another girl...

10. I WAS SLIM ONCE ALSO!!!!!

haha..ok..thats all...5 person tagged to do is are:

1. gladys
2. vedro
3. heather
4. fiona.
5. daniel

my ever so 'fun' week....more like weekend post....

hihi....i'm here to update my posts....so...school this past week is best termed as....nothing happened...haha...i guess thats the best thing to describe school...cos..its those kind of weeks that nthg really happen when it comes to school work...but something exciting happened on wednesday...haha...my NAPFA...first of all...i've already got this mentality that i'll never going to be able to make it...so...its just fun time for me...and thats how i thot....so...instead..i went there and cheer ppl up...and make those ppl that can pass...pass!!!....haha...yeah...thats what i did...but boy..the next day...my muscles are having screaming aches....i remembered that i had to groan all my way up the bed...haha..thats how painful my muscle aches are...i had so much trouble going up and down the stairs....hehe...

with all that hard work i put it....hehe...i went to had steamboat with danielle...sabrina...geraldine...yufang...elizabeth...heather and her bf at beach road after their presentation for PCT the next day....so...i enjoyed the food overall la...but somehow..i like the one resturant beside the one i'm having actually...haha..maybe becos they have free flow of drinks..and their meat is nicer...but the one that i went to...the fishballs are really nice too....hehe...i think i ate the most...geraldine and elizabeth was full very early in the nite..it is was me that kept eating and eating non-stop...before we went off...haha..a disaster happened...i accidentally dropped 1 slice of watermelon into the soup...haha...thank god no one is actually drinking the soup anymore...haha...then we went off....so...before that sab left her laptop with me and asked me to carry for her...so..when i was going off...the rest of us wants to see if she'll actually remember her laptop...haha...true enuf...when i left and said bye bye..she not at all thot of her laptop and actually said bye bye to me...haha...then i walked away very fast...then she suddenly realised her laptop is with me...haha...blur girl....super blur....

and yesterday...i went to have porridge in chinatown...haha...yes...chinatown...my hometown...i grew up from there in my early years you know....hehe...so...very yuckily...i had a housefly in my porridge and i immediately gave up eating that bowl..that was a very very nice bowl of porridge ok...haha..thank god i nearly finish already..and i have eaten all the nice nice ingredients in the porridge...then...me..my grandma..sis and auntie went to the buddha tooth relic temple...the newly opened one to visit...gosh..its so big over there....very big you know...when i walked around..its like...so grand...serene and big...of course...thats when all the tourists went away la...haha....then the 3rd floor was the exhibition on the buddha's life...wow...its so amazing at all the exhibits and all the stories that they have...my grandma felt like fainting halfway thru cos she's not used to the lights...so..we went up to the rooftop to the orchid gardens...so nice...we stayed for a little while b4 going down again to pray to the tooth relic...and then...me and my auntie asked my grandma to wait outside while we went back to the exhibition to finish it off....but it was an overall nice experience....and then..we walked over to the chinatown square for a soak of the ever commercial atmosphere...and i was looking at the aunthentic italian pastries they had in 1 resturants when i remembered that i have to watch wat i eat..so..i gave it a pass...but i bought my sister some gelato before i went off....haha...of course..i tasted it a little to see if it meets my approval or not....then a little shopping and home sweet home...

as for today...i woke up pretty late...and just when i was about to get started to do some work....my mum asked if i want to go out shopping with her....of course...between work and shopping...hehe...i gave up work...and went shopping with my mum at IMM...bought 2 pairs of slippers there cos mine's a totally slippery one..and i had enuf of fearing to fall each and everytime i wear mine...then it was giant...gosh...its like everyone is stocking up in advance for a war like that....ppl were squeezing everywhere to get the stuffs....i dun even get a chance to get a cart and had no choice but to use baskets....they had lychees there when everyone including my mum when to snatched for....aunties and sales...haha...a deadly combination...believe or not...it took us 20 mins to queue up at the cashier so that we can pay for our merchandise even with all the counter open!!!!....

and then...here i am bloggin about what happened...haha..ok thats all...tataz!!!!!

my common test results...lets hope it will be the same for exams as well....

ok..i've got back all my results for my common test...at the moment...things are going rather satisfactory....3As...2B+ and 1B....i think i'm happy with them cos i know the work and effort i put in is not as much and so...i'm happy to see my results like that..so..more or less....i have no complains to my results...lets just hope that my exams...i'll have the same performance standard and its even better...then i'll be so so so happy!!!!!

ok..thats all..tataz...

Dim Sum Dollies...so funny....hahahaha...its a good way to destress...

hi ppl...yesterday nite...i went to watch Dim Sum Dollies with my auntie and my uncle in the esplanade...its was so so hilarious...haha..its about the history of singapore...so..they talked about...sangnilautama...british rule...japanese occupation..independence..all these stuffs...but in a very very funny manner....

i went to by auntie's place to give tuition to my cousins first...then my uncle..auntie and I set off to the esplanade amazingly early...becos we were afraid of not finding any parking lots...haha...so..we reach super duper early...and then we looked for a resturant over there where we can have our dinner.....so..we walked..saw pernarakan food...saw japanese...saw indonesian...saw korean BBQ....but then...my uncle was attracted by the asian bistro...haha...cos there was this lady around 20+ standing there...and so..you know what men do when they see pretty girls...so..we went in...haha...it was really a big mistake in the making....we called for dishes to go with rice....the fish is not tender...the vegetables is over cook.....the chicken, still ok...but the black pepper beef...is ehz....not black pepper enuf....haha...the keropok is nice though....the ice lemon tea i had..is...gosh..i think they used sugar syrup instead of honey because...it was so no nice...the tea is so bitter..and the lemon..is so.....well...erm..sour....haha..its just not nice....then we went off.....after dinner..we still had like an hour left...and so..we walked around citilink....and on the way there...we saw my aunt's and my mum's friend...in case you mistaken..its 1 person....haha...with her daughter.....erm...i think....my mum's friend...lets call her..auntie T....thats what i always call her....is a super super super super nice person..everytime she'll ask us our to different hotels for buffet...but...mother and daughter really dun have alot of fashion sense....what her daughter is wearing...oh gosh...some cream tube dress with beige heels and its with a pokle dot strap..its just wrong...haha...

then at citilink..i had yucky ice cream..and we went to the theatre...it started..and its just like laughter after laughter with more laughter...they are so good..and hilarious...i never miss their shows at all...compared to the last time i watched...this time round..its more musical than stand-up....which in some ways...is better than the previous years...but also...a little less funny.....i laughed especially loud when ghandi from india met mao zedong from china...haha...they said that india and china will become world superpower and india can takeover all the call centers in the world...while china cna manufacture anything and everything under the sun...that was so funny...and also when the british girl met her maid...who knows no english...its another whole lot of hilarous stuff.....i was thinking that they will tok about japanese occupation....but they didn't really mention much...cos...we took a recess and...when we came back..the war is over....haha....the brothel...gambling den and opium shop.....the funny parts about how singapore is founded...also all very funny....

for once...i was destressed from so much school stuffs....ok..thats all for today...i have to go back to my stressful life now...tataz...

p.s. thanks auntie carly and uncle rodney for such a wonderful nite out!!!!!!!!

a long long post on my past weeks....

hello...i haven't been blogging about my past weeks for a long long time....let me start with something fun...last sat...our class went to marina south for steamboat to celebrate the bdays of the july babies....before that..i was suppose to meet some of them go buy the presents for the july babies...sabrina..fiona...mich...wilson..ah bao..and edwin....so..i reach city hall first...and waited like...at least 30 mins until danielle finally appear..then i found out that we are the only 2 person going to buy the presents for the 6 of them in less than 1 hours time...haha...the both of us are like in a reality show...in a whirlwind shopping trip...and bought so many presents for them...i hope they like it....

then it was dinner...its ok la..although the place is a little too crowded...a little to far away..a little to warm..but the rest...i guess..its still no problem...haha...then we start to get food...i didn't really eat alot though...i guess this is what normally happen when i go for buffet steamboat dinner...the place is so oily and there is smoke in all directions that when we all left the place...we smell like oily smoky food haha....then daniel came with cake...and you know what ppl likes to do with cakes...hehe...i thot only the bday ppl will kana some chocolate face mask...but that alec also made it one me...argh...thank god its only a little bit..or else...i'll kill him....haha..after that..its home sweet home....

and for my next few days and weeks...its school and projects...haiz..lets hope we can get it over and done with....and oh...this sat...i'm going to watch Dim Sum Dollies with my auntie and uncle..yeah...haha...now i'll get a good laugh....hehe...ok..thats all for day...seeya...

p.s. thank you so much heather...you know what i am toking about....

just something random

How do you mend a broken dream
when everything is set to be over in the beginning

How can you fix a broken heart
when its is broken to a million pieces in a deep abyss

How you can heal a broken soul
when all of it is never complete without you

How can you repair a broken lamp
when there's no power to light up again

How can you rejoin a broken land
when you have a torn it apart with your very hand

How i wish time time will reverse and happy moments will be relived again......

p.s. For all of love is just a dream...a beautiful dream that everyone holds...when the dream is over...its really over...for then...you can only wake up..and face the reality......until you fall asleep to another dream....to experience love all over again

pissed off...fed up..stressed...and a little sad...

as of today, there is a total of 6-7 lecturers leaving or left the school already..some of whom i really enjoyed learning and working with although i dun know that long enuf...as to why they leave...hmmm..i somehow got a feeling its about their work...in any case...i wish them all the best...

today is a day full of negative feelings to me...its one of those days that it just bad things just follows each other one by one...and the truth is...it sucks...it really does...i dun even know why do i have to do things that are so redundant and useless yet getting accessed by those things...school is just getting more and more unbearable for me...stress level is just about to go over the top...and its definitely not going to come down anywhere in the near future....

sometimes i just dun understand the fact that why ppl can be so blunt when they tok to lecturers....maybe its becos no one has in their life...thot them abt...manners....

p.s. i find that we SCL students are so much more professional that those professional SBM students when it comes to being professional for a professional report....might as well give me their diploma cert as well when i graduate together with mine....

Samsui Woman NDP' 07 Filmlets

you know...i'm so so in awe with these ppl...look at them...worked so hard just for 50cents a day and look at the foundation they built for singapore...i mean..they are the most hardworking ppl i ever seen...working hard to scrimp and save for a future...look at us now...wanting to reap without sowing...and look at them...sweat and blood all into building this country so that they next generations like us ppl and have all these things to use and thank for.....i just want to say...THANK YOU FOR ALL YOU PPL HAVE DONE FOR THIS COUNTRY!!!!!

Ode To Life

to display how weird my choice of songs genre are...haha..here is one that i particularly like...the lyrics and the melody is nice..besides...i like the drama itself also...i think its the last one i watched before taking my Os...haha

my last common test in NYP....

ok...i've just finish my common test in school...haiz...6 papers in 5 days....well...some i know how to do..some not very confident...but i think i should be able to make it after all...i think...haha...

hmm...i found out that i haven't been updating..so here it goes...i finally went out with glad after all this time she's in china..and i'm busy...didn't do alot of thinks...just the usual shopping and stuffs like that...started out quite cold and boring..haha..cos 2 of us not really in that mood also..but as time goes by...it got better...so...yeah..we had a nice time...

then it was abt my first business opportunity..haha...doing test marketing for my project..and the best part is...i get to reap some part of the profit...haha..so thats nice...and for the rest of that week...its just studying...

ok..thats all for today..nthg much to blog abt either...tataz

what do i really want in life....

since...i've got nthg to do now...so i thot about coming here and do some blogging....hmm...so since i'm out of topic to blog...i shall blog abt a subject that i think most of us would have thot of b4 and must have in some point or another written abt them in their primary school compositions...haha...i remember long long time ago...i wanted to be either a lawyer or a teacher when i grow up...haha..thats true...i think lawyer at that time was cool...cos i was a tv drama fanatic then and i find lawyers so authoritative...so good at speaking...and since i was in my childhood a very experience liar by then...i thot i would do a good job....haha...but i guess..its rather impossible now already....since i'm in a discipline so far away from law....

then i wanted to be a teacher....i was a teacher's nightmare in primary school...and i find teachers have alot of control and power...haha....i guess...i'm an authoritative freak...haha...but as i go into secondary school..and now in poly...i find teaching very noble...imparting knowledge to the ppl who wants to study...and of course...the power comes as an incentive la....haha...so..when i was in secondary school...i'm obsessed with being a teacher...and i got it all planned out....you know....going to JC...then NIE..then a teacher...HOD...finally principal...hahahaha....i even adopt my studying strategy as teaching...now..when ever i do my revision....i automatically becomes a teacher and start toking to the wall...haha...yes...i'm like that...haha...i think...i may end up having a job like this when i get sick and tired in the industry....

but all these are just the more idealistic and occupational part of what i want to be...but practically...erm...i guess...i'm a really simple person...haha..although i like to have branded goods alot....but...i gues...i'm really a very versatile person...i can have dinner that cost like 100 but at the same time..i can get it a equally delicious at $3 in a coffeeshop....haha....i think thats what my mummy and grandma instill in my when i was young....you know...good life doesn't really necessary comes with a high price....and i guess...quality life doesn't too....so...next time...i dun need to be like a millionaire or something....i just need to have a comfortable life...you know...like...a nice home...a wonderful job that pays well...a happy family..some wise investments to slowly build up my wealth...erm...occasionally holidays over the world....thats...all i need really...haha...i guess...its not too much to ask is it...although...sometimes...a little gucci...LV..Prada seems nice to me as well...haha....and oh....parties and high tea too!!!...fiona will relate to how much i love high tea buffet....hehe...

see...thats all i need...hmm...i noticed...i never write abt love...haha..i guess...its not something necessary....haha...i mean...love is good...is very good...but not an essential to me...i think...i can get that equal much of love from other ppl as well...haha..but that doesn't mean i'm not afraid of loneliness...a little is good...but too much...its digusting...thank god...i'm sociable...and i have tons of friends....

ok..thats all for today...before i go...just a thot for you...whats your life you want??...blog it!!!

p.s. i'm a happy person....haha....

The 'Do you really know Terence Chui' Test

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what do you call a holiday...packed with school work....

its thursday today...4th day of my common test break...but guess what...i didn't get to enjoy any break at all for the past 4 days....all stuffed up by school work....project...meeting...report... revisions...totally just took up all my time....argh....i think the whole thing about break is a big mistake....and dialouge session....see how i shoot it to the management.....hahahaha....i'll show my prowess....some lecturers actually look forward to hear from me at the session ok....hehe

anyway...i have a very weird haircut...oh gosh....its weired...now...i look like...something i dun like...haha...but all my friends say look better than b4...oh wells...lets just see how it goes....hmm...

thats all for today...see ya

p.s. IMM got factory outlet for branded clothing....i want to go!!!!

poly life...is all about learning how to juggle different components in life

well...first of all..i would like to say sorry to my teammates for my presentation yesterday...i screwed the structure up...but in anycase...the teacher told me that the presentation was good..so...everything should be fine...and oh..yesterday i got my proteomics results for test 1 back...sucks..i only got a C...OMG...y???...i thot i did pretty well...i think its the trickiness of the questions...haiz...next time must be prepared for such tricky qns already....yesterday..i defended a teacher from being grilled and tortured by one of the boys from another class...he himself fail...just simply means that he didn't make it for the grade...just becos the teacher had a question that is very vague..and needs a second opinion to check for the correct answer...doesn't mean that its you time to start coercing the teacher to give you the marks....thank god i was there to help...if not...she might be eaten up...she's so helpless there...and yet..you just rudely start questioning her and not even letting her to have a chance to take a breather...for goodness sake..she is your teacher afterall....if you are in my class...i'll make sure i'll scold you and scold....really....thank god he belong to the other class....is this really what students are becoming??...its so disappointing....

anyway....i was at the living room just now...when i saw the a programme from china...they were toking abt this 17 year old girl who becomes a mistress of a rich man just becos she wants to live a good life...and still wants to become a famous designer one day.....even if she made it...she just just going to be a 2 or 3 class designer...never will she be able to become one of the master of designs....that the most disgusting is that..there are actually companies who help these girls to a a so called virginity pass to prove that they are virgins...and actually help them to make contract when they want to get themselves to become a rich man's mistress such that these girl's right will be protected....yeah...rights might be protected...but dignity and moral values of such a person..is totally gone...and i guess...she'll be looked down at for the rest of your life...dun she ever know that..a human most impt value is to love thyself...and lead a life with dignity...dun she ever know that??...its the most simplest virtue anyone can have....and yet...i guess...your's is corrupted....

ok..thats all for today...see ya...

p.s. having buffet tmr...yeah!!!!

NAPFA test is coming...dreading it now....

ok...had johari's window with the class again...this time...its just collecting comments and pasting them on my paper...haha...someone describe me as powerful....hmm...i wonder what makes them say that....powerful....i don't remember churning out great whirlwind in class or hurricanes in the lab...but still i gladly accept my status of being powerful...haha....

after that..we went to celebrate heather's bday at PS....as usual...i gave the secret away....aiyo...how would i know she didn't know lehz....so..i just blurted that out lor....suddenly....everyone plunged into silence....i knew...i said things that i am not suppose to...hehe....but nvm la....heather knew we were planning something already...so...its not exactly letting out a big surprise...and next time...if there is a big surprise...just dun tell me anything...just tell me to bring the money and i'll be there can already lor....haha...so..we had lunch at swensens....oh god..their bake rice was really nice but a little too small serving for me..so i took some of muznah's chicken..and sab's fries...i wanted to call for dessert....but i knew something was coming....haha....so...i stayed calm....then after swensens..it came...a huge bday cake....made of nthg but chcocolate fudge and chocolate and marshmallow....at secret recipe....then heather had to had the greatest serving...1/4 of the cake...i barely finsihed mine..cos it was too chocolaty for me....hehe...but heather manage to finish the fudge part la...as for the think chocolate icing....i guess no one can ever finish that...so we let her off....

after that...we went to the arcade and watch heather and sabrina play games....muznah left first...me and danielle just sat there and watch the ppl play games....yu fang and geraldine went to play basketball...as for elizabeth...i didn't know where she go to...haha...but we had fun la...sab was practically stomping on that dance machine lor.....so...we went shopping after arcade..i saw this nice t-shirt going at 50% off in P.O.A....haiz...fit me in the shoulder...but made my tummy look...ever..ever..so big....so...i had to give it up..then..its walking around...and home sweet home

over the weekends...i'm gonna stay at home..to clear up my work....projects...reports...and resume...so...after that...its 1 last week of school..and hols for me....but the sad thing is...after that...i have to go for my common test already...haiz...

things are breaking down in my house...can't stand it...

things have been breaking or spoiling in my house...haha....first the bed...then the lights...now the fan...oh gosh...argh...tonite i'll have to go without the fan and use the air con...its going to be so cold tonite...and my nose is definitely going to be blocked....my nose have been giving me so much trouble since i was in primary 4....but now...i can basically handle the problems my nose can bring to me now already....

anyway...thanks to my auntie...hehe...i got my first victory in GSS this year...my first pair of levis...and its not jeans...haha..its a pair of shoes....weird rite....but hey..at least the shoe is made of denim material you know....so..it works on similiar way as well....okok....and as to why my auntie...cos she paid for it...hehe..so..of course...i have to say thank you to her la....and oh..i also got myself some facial supplies....haha...but not discounted...so doesn't really made it an item that i got during sale....and oh...abt sale...i went tangs with my grandma...and once we reach the 2 level..its like all hell break loose...haha...things are definitely going cheap...and its crowded with girls everywhere...thank god..i got a breather upstairs at the men's department...guys dun really react to sale as much as girls do...yeah..you never see guys frantically going crazy when there is sale at the men's department..they still manage to keep their cool....funny isn't it....

okok...enuf abt the sale...now abt school...haiz...i dunno school can be best describe as....erm....i guess...in 4 words...work, work and more work....i definitely see deadline coming close and things piling on my desk...but somehow...my body is not reacting for me to start clearing those things so that i can meet the deadlines....haiz...i guess...after in MB for 2 plus years...this is the syndrome you will develop...haha...i stil remember the school slogan for taking in new ppl this year...choose it, live it, love it....well initially...i thot so...i mean...i got these feeling too....but when the really thing gets going and you soon find that you are losing grip is other aspects of your life becos of school work that you have...you find yourself finding the next 2 phrases....hate it and regret it....haha....i'm now already at the regretting stage...so...its ok...i'll just continue on...besides...i'm in year 3 already..haha..there's nthg i can do also....

okok..thats all for today..see ya...