Saturday, September 23, 2006

i'm sick again...haiz..but i have happy stuffs to tok abt...


hey...its 9.58p.m. and at normal times...i am suppose to be watching the tv..but here i am blogging...that is becos..i am sick and i have been coughing non stop...due to this..i cannot have an early nite and after taking some tcm for cough...i am here waiting for the medicine to take its effect....i dunno y...everytime i come back from chalet..i'm always sick..is it becos of the heaty food...the alcohol..or the overnight thingy..and one common thing...i'm always feeling a little sick when before i go to the chalet..so the chalet will only aggravate my situation....haha...

ok..toking abt the chalet...after so much trouble...my class finally has its own gathering..but guess what..only 15 ppl came..can you believe it..the rest all didn't come...haiz..no choice lor..but we still had fun la....started off pretty well..until jiawen's bf came from downtown east and brought along a group of guys...haiz..the moment that happened...one of the guys saw sabrina and yiting(the 2 most pretty girl of the day) and start trying to get close..and the whole bunch of guys happily sat down and played "the strawberry card game" (which no one in our group wants to play with sab).....chasing a large number of us out of the room into our own territory and heather they all went out to get some alcohol..i followed at first..but then the cheers at downtown east was closed and so..me and michelle headed back...no choice..we waited for the gang to came back..and we chatted outside...finally the guys notice that their presence was a nuisance and finally want to leave...but then..the guy that 'flirted' with sab and yi ting saw heather drinking and was saying..so tempted...and heather was like finish the whole bottle if you dare la(there was one bottle that no one wanted to drink)...and so..he happily finish the whole bottle..still trying to act cool after that..and they finally departure...yiting and alec and baocheng left leaving me and wilson and a bunch of girls...we went to took our shower..and those that are tired slept...those played mahjong played mahjong..and me....well..just watched the tv..feeling very tired..that was like around 1...then i started to have energy...woohoo...i played a little mahjong..and that was time to have the sunrise...turned out that there was no sunrise to be seen from the beach that we had...so..oppsy..they all came back..and most of them fell back to sleep...once the morning light came...wilson went off...then jiawen also went off...then geraldine was unwell..so michelle and elizabeth took off with her together..leaving me and fiona still awake...haha...then fiona started to took a nap..then i all by myself..cleared up the bbq...the chalet inside..took care of all the rubbish..and then waited for them to stay awake...and i left...to the beach at round 7 plus..just sitting and looking around..lydia woke up..and she had to leave for work..so i sent her off..and return the bbq pit..after everyone woke up..we left the chalet..and went mac for breakfast..then all of use went back home..i reach home at around 12 in the afternoon..slept all the way till 6...by then i was feeling sick..and oh dear...it got all the way worse till now...

last saturday also went pasir ris park...for mentoring..had a fun time with the kids too....yeah...took some photos...show you next time...


p.s. i saw joanna as well..yeeps..nana!!!!

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

not bad grades...but low GPA....

hi..sorry for not blogging for so long...cos i cannot bring myself to it...today..i'll first tok abt the most saddening thing for the week...MY RESULTS....haiz....the only good thing is...my MBT miraculously got B+...the rest not bad...cell tech..ABC and IM..also got B+...only A is marketing..haha...i can still get A for that...but my GPA...just fails to rise abt 3 you know..cos my first 2 sem's gpa is really low..so it just pulls everything down..or else my GPA for this sem got 3.428 one lor...so whats my lesson learnt...dun ever ever flunk your first year..its going to set you into a big chaotic vacumm that will make you work like siao to get good grades...really..and no matter how hard i work..i still cannot get thru to the 3.5 mark i want for the yr 3....haiz...so sad...but nevertheless...i'll still be working very very hard for that..yeap..i promise!!!!!!!

ok..thats all for today..i'll come again soon to tok abt the rest..see ya..

p.s. wish me all the best for all the sems to come!!!!!

Saturday, September 09, 2006

i hate stories with this kind of endings la...open and tragic!!!!

yesterday just finish watching a hk drama series...its canto..and abt the olden days..concubines of the emperor...haiz..its the 3rd time i watch this drama...but i still cry for the 3rd time nevertheless...the storyline is very captivating..in fact..its so good rather than the other ones you find in the market...those other stories are predictable..so boring...but this one..the storyline is nice and there a lots of suprises along the way...but there is a very bad ending...out of 4 main characters...2 died..1 stucked in the palace...1 living but lover dead...i hate this kind of endings lor..its so..SAD...haiz..now you know y i cried rite...and the songs they have also very nice...if i can..i'll upload for you ppl to hear...

the other kind of ending is the open one..dun you just hate it...so...so...disgusting..just like the channel 8 series that ended yesterday..so stupid rite...in the end...melissa also never go with norman..argh..out of the 3 male lead..norman's story attracted me the most one lor...in the end like that...wth....

anyway..my holidays was alright la...all along trying to slack..haha..having fun..and i started my diet already so..hope that i can slim down..and all the best for my results also...!!!!!

Saturday, September 02, 2006

let it go

i told myself i'm letting it go
but i didn't know it was so hard
i told myself to forget it
but it just keeps coming back

how i wish i'm a child again
then my life can start all over again
how i wish i'm a dying man
then all the things will soon have an end

if the stars can hear me out
please just take this suffering away
if the sun can shine on me
please give me hope to renew again

it was never meant to be
so please take it away from me
let me cast this thought away

so i can live my life again ...