ok...if you see my msn nick...you'll see that i have changed my nick...into a brand new me...yaya...thats what i am going to do...i'm going to be a brand new me....
may all the mistakes vanish and begin a whole new me in a whole new world of mine...things that were good in the past of my life...i shall keep...those ugly...naughty...bad things will all stay in the past...and yes....i meant it...i really do...
thats all see ya....
p.s. sorry...sorry to my old self for being so naughty...but its no longer there now...really!!
happy bday to glad btw.....hehe
Thursday, June 15, 2006
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
my legacy...for a young man like me....
i know...its maybe too young for me to write something like this...but i'll just get it down anyway...who noes...my blog may still be here when i'm old and feeble......
i've just watch the final episode of charmed...and i think i want to follow them...write a short memoir in the book of shadows on their lifes....i dun have a book of shadows but i surely have a blog...so here it goes....
a legacy to continue....
i maybe a young person...in fact so young that i'm not even married(if i ever do) and have kids...but throughout that 18 years of my life...i've learnt lots of lessons...there were happy moments...and of course sad moments....but if anyone will ever want my advice and read it...my legacy that i want my future generations to have is two things....courage and optimism...because with these two things...even the darkest moments of the lifes will be enjoyable for anyone to life in...really...i want this to be a lesson to ppl....courage is not something that you are born with it...its something that you'll acquire through the course of life...and the reason i want them to have it...is to make sure that they'll have the responsibilities and tasks that they will have so that they will all become good man and woman.....one that is daring to risk and learn from their mistakes
optimisim is because i need my generations to come to know that even in the darkest time of their life...there will always be a light that will shed upon them...and with that light...they'll find hope...in hope...they'll be able to suvive down and continue forward....
but if there are mistakes in my life that i dun want them to learnt is sensitivity........yes...being sensitive and consider other ppl before yourself is good...but too much of that...makes you think too much...in turn...the ones who suffer is your ownself....learn from me...i've got plenty of experience.....
well...for a young person like me...i'll end my legacy here....until i have more to cover when i get older.....
i've just watch the final episode of charmed...and i think i want to follow them...write a short memoir in the book of shadows on their lifes....i dun have a book of shadows but i surely have a blog...so here it goes....
a legacy to continue....
i maybe a young person...in fact so young that i'm not even married(if i ever do) and have kids...but throughout that 18 years of my life...i've learnt lots of lessons...there were happy moments...and of course sad moments....but if anyone will ever want my advice and read it...my legacy that i want my future generations to have is two things....courage and optimism...because with these two things...even the darkest moments of the lifes will be enjoyable for anyone to life in...really...i want this to be a lesson to ppl....courage is not something that you are born with it...its something that you'll acquire through the course of life...and the reason i want them to have it...is to make sure that they'll have the responsibilities and tasks that they will have so that they will all become good man and woman.....one that is daring to risk and learn from their mistakes
optimisim is because i need my generations to come to know that even in the darkest time of their life...there will always be a light that will shed upon them...and with that light...they'll find hope...in hope...they'll be able to suvive down and continue forward....
but if there are mistakes in my life that i dun want them to learnt is sensitivity........yes...being sensitive and consider other ppl before yourself is good...but too much of that...makes you think too much...in turn...the ones who suffer is your ownself....learn from me...i've got plenty of experience.....
well...for a young person like me...i'll end my legacy here....until i have more to cover when i get older.....
Sunday, June 11, 2006
i shan't wait for next week...
okok...its a little irregular but i'm gonna make my second post of the week here...some reflections again..cos..i think i'll forget it by the time i come to next week.....
remember the last reflection post i wrote something abt me not falling in love....ya..i really think so too....i dunno...i have been trying to find a kind of food to describe my inner self....and i guess i found it...its cabbage...really...layers and layers before coming to the very centre of it all...ya..i guess...i have been building fortress over fortress....to protect myself...its kinda stupid and ironic sometimes...i give my good friends advice on love...yet myself...such a disappointment in it...haha....ever since i'm a small kid...i dun really have much self-esteem...so i have to find different ways to protect myself...and i really managed it out...protecting myself so securely such that nthg can come in..and nthg can go out....i may be very friendly....helpful...fun...sociable and capable....but when it comes to that inner blank..oh god...i'm as good as nthg...haiz.....
but nvm la...i still have lots of things ma...a family at the very least....and very good relationship with them....last week..i was watching this news on tv....oh god...this mum left the child with the nanny...and never came back...and that poor child...was alone then...and so unsociable....how irresponsible...i mean...if you cannot cope with a new kid...with whatever reasons...then dun let them be born to this world...they have not offended anyone nor commit any mistakes to suffer in this kind of world....haven't those ppl heard the song...天下的妈妈都是一样的....a child without love from the family is the poorest thing in the world.....it all boils down to the word....responsibility....really...a moment of foolishness may cause you to make a grave mistake...but still..running is definitely not the way....you should stick to what you pick..and make the best out of it....even i can understand...y can't those parents understand that....
ya...thats all for now...see ya again...tataz
remember the last reflection post i wrote something abt me not falling in love....ya..i really think so too....i dunno...i have been trying to find a kind of food to describe my inner self....and i guess i found it...its cabbage...really...layers and layers before coming to the very centre of it all...ya..i guess...i have been building fortress over fortress....to protect myself...its kinda stupid and ironic sometimes...i give my good friends advice on love...yet myself...such a disappointment in it...haha....ever since i'm a small kid...i dun really have much self-esteem...so i have to find different ways to protect myself...and i really managed it out...protecting myself so securely such that nthg can come in..and nthg can go out....i may be very friendly....helpful...fun...sociable and capable....but when it comes to that inner blank..oh god...i'm as good as nthg...haiz.....
but nvm la...i still have lots of things ma...a family at the very least....and very good relationship with them....last week..i was watching this news on tv....oh god...this mum left the child with the nanny...and never came back...and that poor child...was alone then...and so unsociable....how irresponsible...i mean...if you cannot cope with a new kid...with whatever reasons...then dun let them be born to this world...they have not offended anyone nor commit any mistakes to suffer in this kind of world....haven't those ppl heard the song...天下的妈妈都是一样的....a child without love from the family is the poorest thing in the world.....it all boils down to the word....responsibility....really...a moment of foolishness may cause you to make a grave mistake...but still..running is definitely not the way....you should stick to what you pick..and make the best out of it....even i can understand...y can't those parents understand that....
ya...thats all for now...see ya again...tataz
Friday, June 09, 2006
holidays are finally here....yeah!!!!
okok...sorry for not blogging for so long...i'm really not in the mood to do so...but i think its forgivable la hor...but this time...i have saved quite a few juciy things before i start blogging...well...the first stop....my movie date and shopping trip with jojo...haha
after so many months...i think the last movie i watched was memoirs of a geisha...haha...i went to watch another movie...hehe....X-men III...its nice...very sexy...haha...i'm refering to the part where wolverine and jean make out...wooo...but i only watched the last 1/4...you noe y...cos the prior scenes when jean made out with cyclops.....she sucked him dry...i was afraid the same thing might happen...so...i closed my eyes...when i finally notice she is not going to suck wolverine's powers dry...i then started to put attention on the making out scene...haiz..haha..nvm la...i thot hugh jackman made a good part in wolverine though..he has that hairy...fierce yet sexy look...hmm...nice...nice...y didn't i took note of him before...anyway...the women who played jean was very attracting also...yeah...to be exact...desperate...hahahahahaha.....
after the movie...me and jo went to hunt for the gifts for the bday girls...after so many shops and turmoil...we finally got them...phew...we made them in time...haha...this minute we are in this shop...the next..we are on the next floor already..weee...that is that i call crazy shopping...i like...and we did not burst our pockets afterall...got them nice and very nice things...branded and in our budget...haha...i'm not gonna tell you what it is...cos its not going to be a surprise anymore...hahaha.....
yesterday...i met this new lecturer...from the food science...he is in charge of my class for the HACCP(a very very important) project....called stewart tan...haha...dun tell him this ar...okok...i'm admitting i'm a little pervert...but...i really think he's butt is cute....concise and very curved...haha...that was the very first look i have on his physique..then i found out his eyes are very electrifying also...haha..its was sab that reminded me of him have a look alike with the hk actor....i have to meet him one on one...later part of the day...he was standing so close to me...but i just no dare to look at his eyes..scared kana shocked also....hahaha....but he got a little bad breath la...and oops..never put perfume or cologne also...haha...dun mistake ma huh...i may not be very straight...but i'm definitely not that gay too....haha....
ok..thats all for today...see ya
p.s. next week..is a little reflection...dun miss it...
after so many months...i think the last movie i watched was memoirs of a geisha...haha...i went to watch another movie...hehe....X-men III...its nice...very sexy...haha...i'm refering to the part where wolverine and jean make out...wooo...but i only watched the last 1/4...you noe y...cos the prior scenes when jean made out with cyclops.....she sucked him dry...i was afraid the same thing might happen...so...i closed my eyes...when i finally notice she is not going to suck wolverine's powers dry...i then started to put attention on the making out scene...haiz..haha..nvm la...i thot hugh jackman made a good part in wolverine though..he has that hairy...fierce yet sexy look...hmm...nice...nice...y didn't i took note of him before...anyway...the women who played jean was very attracting also...yeah...to be exact...desperate...hahahahahaha.....
after the movie...me and jo went to hunt for the gifts for the bday girls...after so many shops and turmoil...we finally got them...phew...we made them in time...haha...this minute we are in this shop...the next..we are on the next floor already..weee...that is that i call crazy shopping...i like...and we did not burst our pockets afterall...got them nice and very nice things...branded and in our budget...haha...i'm not gonna tell you what it is...cos its not going to be a surprise anymore...hahaha.....
yesterday...i met this new lecturer...from the food science...he is in charge of my class for the HACCP(a very very important) project....called stewart tan...haha...dun tell him this ar...okok...i'm admitting i'm a little pervert...but...i really think he's butt is cute....concise and very curved...haha...that was the very first look i have on his physique..then i found out his eyes are very electrifying also...haha..its was sab that reminded me of him have a look alike with the hk actor....i have to meet him one on one...later part of the day...he was standing so close to me...but i just no dare to look at his eyes..scared kana shocked also....hahaha....but he got a little bad breath la...and oops..never put perfume or cologne also...haha...dun mistake ma huh...i may not be very straight...but i'm definitely not that gay too....haha....
ok..thats all for today...see ya
p.s. next week..is a little reflection...dun miss it...
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