yeah....holiday finally reached!!!!!!

woo hoo......yesterday was my last paper and i finally get to enjoy a 6 week break....hooray.....well....i dun really have plans for my holidays....what i noe is that i really need to rest and take a break from the hectic schedule i had for the past few months.....my top priority like i have been always saying is to cut down my weight....hope this time it can work....i have learnt to cut down my dinner...soon it will be my lunch....then i'll start the gymming process.....sound plan??? but dun be surprised if you see me sitting on my couch watch tv and munching some food at the same time....i'm like that......haha........

i also longed to go to the east coast park to cycle.....getting those ppl to go with me again....hopefully we can.....then i also want to borrow some books from the library to keep me occupied during the days i stay at home.....becos i got a feeling i'll be at home alot of the time.....and.....ya la....most probably that will be what i intend to do during my holidays....simple but yet fulfilling....and i think i'll be going shopping very soon....just manage to work out a shopping list for me to get the things i need...that includes a very cheap and sheek watch(that happens to be trendy this year).....a hand carry bag(many brands have launched these bags and i want to get one)........a pair of havannas(hopefully i still have money left after buying the above)......ya....maybe that is what i need(for now).....

begin to feel lonely this week already....should i get myself a partner(not a stead for now).....i really dunno....vedro kept saying i'm going very gay and i'll be attracting alot of guys soon enuf(to think that i actually believe him).........the rest are like...."terence, turn straight la...go get a gf"....but to think of it...have i ever been gay....i dun deny the fact that i'm attracted to ppl of the same sex but am i really going that way sexually.....honestly i dunnoe.....maybe i shld try to understand more abt myself....its funny isn't it....i actually noe the ppl around me so well yet i dunno myself at all....how ironic.......well....maybe i'm just like gladys....enjoying a single life now(at least she got suitors lor....i dun)........haha.....but it really gets lonely sometimes when you see ppl around you are all in love and you are like so single....life is like that isn't it....you can't always get what you want.....learning to accept the fact already......

well....done abt love...now abt my work....i got like 90% assurance that i'll be retaking my inorganic chemistry.....haiz....what to do....just try harder next time lor.....the rest is ok la....manageable.......ever since my upper secondary school days...i have not try a setback for a long time.....haiz....growing up is forever like that....first you worry you dun have a love...then you worry your school work....then you worry your money(which i dun need to alot la).....haiz...all the ppl at my age are like that now........

i think i have blogged enuf for the day.....bye....be back for more......

its ending already.......so soon

very fast ar......my first semester in NYP is going to end.....wow...so fast...i left my scondary school for nearly a year and i thot it was just something not long ago.....i noe alot of new friends in NYP of course.....my fame as usual.....miss my old bunch of friends also.....going out with them very soon.....finally...poly life can be very hectic.....not that kind of stressful hectic....it is the kind of busy hectic when you have so many things going on at the same time....but when it gets free....it is really very free....so i have a good 5 weeks of holiday for myself to rest and settle down before my next semester starts.....i got two more papers this coming tuesday and thursday then i'm free already.....i dun have much confidence in my inorganic chem....very worried...my math is still alright la.......got that A math background after all....

another thing i'm worried is my weight........i'm really growing side ways.....need to do something about it seriously.....and i got just the right plan to carry out.....going to the gym as often as ever is my task now.....really need to shed of the layers of fats in my body for the past few months.....after that my second agenda for the holiday is to prepare myself for the musical i'm going to stage...the script looks attracting...hopefully i can do it.....basically thats all for my holiday la.....get enuf rest....shed the fats....prepare for the musical....that all lor.....

i nearly forgot to tell you abt my schedule for the past week.....nthg much la...preparing for my exams....then i went mentoring yesterday....very touched...to hear the students saying thank you to you.....hope that they can do well for the end of year also....jia you.....well...thats all for today.....be back for more after my exams......hooray.....

its all my mouth's fault....i really didn't mean it...

SORRY.....this is definitely not my first time saying sorry to ppl becos of the words that came out of my mouth......i'm really terribly sorry....to the kind classmate that i just hurt this morning....i'm so sorry......i didn't mean to hurt you....it was meant to be a joke.....but i think i carried it too far and hurt you.....i'm so sorry.......please do not feel sad about it.....it really didn't mean to hurt you so badly....so sorry....i promise this is the last time i'm going to do something like that which hurt you so deeply....so sorry.......SORRY......

hi.....its going to be short one...

hi there....today is going to be a short blog.....cos two women are looking into what i type.....muznah and geraldine....haha....ok start the story....well...last week i went shopping with josephine in a rainy sunday afternoon...i waited her for more than half an hour in the cafe at scotts...whats the lesson learnt....dun be too puncutual...it was a nice day to shop...nobody at all....haha....feel like the whole orchard in deserted.....a very funny part.....me and jojo was looking for a good present to buy for aaron pang's birthday.....and we decided to buy him a g-string....grey colour semi transparent....he sure look sexy in it....we are going to force him to wear......oh yes...i bought a ring....40 bucks....looks nice.....but muznah says it sucks.....(and now...her mouth is open wide....waiting for an insect to fly in)....haha....just finish all my projects....need to engage in a battle of revision liao....jia you...same for everyone that is going to take your semestral...ok...now...better let geraldine have back her com...so see you.....bye....