that is life...what can i say....

i woke up very early in the morning to bid goodbye to a very good friend of mine...she is going back to her home country...that is my godparent's maid...auntie vivian....she practically watched me grew up from K1 to now....and now she is gone...y??...cos my godpa retrench her....and wats more...they have all kinds of bad comments and reason to send her back...she really did not do anything wrong....just because you want to get her home.....you said all kinds of things....13 yrs of her life was spent to your family....and she is not even married...now...thats what you give her...anyway...i still thank auntie vivian for taking care of me for so many years....

i went bugis with glad and my 'godbro'....argh thats the last time i'm ever going to bring him along....he has been trying to impress ppl but guess what...he failed la...so too bad....no use...and you noe..sometimes...i really have to look down on him....he needs to seek opinion from his mum to buy a t-shirt that cost less that 20 bucks....how henpecked can her get....whatever...

i got my results back....not too bad la....not good either...GPA 2.569...haiz...i can do better....this sem..i'll work hard...

my grandma got cataract...but its not a big problem....nthg to worry...

ok..thats all for today...see ya...

p.s. I WILL REMEMBER YOU ALWAYS......!!!!!!!!

revamping starts now!!!!

now..for frequent visitors...you'll notice a change in the background music...yeah..thats the first step to my new blog...haha...just got one skin down...i intend to start doing the things tmr...but i got a feeling i'm going to seek help from glad...hehe...thats the price she have to pay for getting me to accompany her shopping...haha..

toking abt going out with her...didn't go out la..cos she la..this minute say want to go leenz place...the next..say go with me when i already promise my grandma to see doctor....haiz...so in the end going out next week lor...anyway...my grandma is suspected to have cataract..which is..aiya..so common..and so i'm going to every of her appointment and the laser op that she is going to do for the next few weeks ot come or even next month..so if you want me to go out with you better ask me first ar...

this week is a very quiet week...so nice to get to rot at home...haiz...just wish that this kind of days can last longer(although i'll get bored very soon)...but its better that slogging the guts out for school work...haha...

ok...i need to take my chinese medicine that is suppose to clear all the heat in me...see ya..

weee...i got a new com...

ok...now i have this really weird feeling...in fact...i'm worried...and the worse thing is that i dunno y am i so...haiz...i think i am just over reacting...this is the problem about me...i always let my imagination fly and makes me very feel that bad things are always going to befall on me....well..i do think of good things too....haha...but trust me..those are fantasies....

and...i got my new lappie...yeah..acer...not the slimest one i can find....but its sheek and nice...the most important thing is that its light...and whats more...the storage space is huge...80GB...haha...i can do whatever i want with this new com...no more lagging already...haha...

i bought that on sunday after i sent my father on to the plane that is going to bring him straight back to hongkong and not coming back for at least half a year.....y did he go there for??...well u can say that he went on a busines trip but to be more exact he went back to help my eldest uncle with his factory over there...i think he is going back to his roots...a goldsmith factory....my mum and my sis were like showing me that 'i dun care face' when my dad left...but deep inside..i noe that they are so going to miss him...as for me...its fine la...i didn't really build a strong bond with him ever since my sis was born....i dun really blame him nor did i blame my sis....he dote my sis..while my mum dotes me....hehe....anyway...he is going to come back after six months..and if things are good over there???...who noes..he might be there working for my uncle....but he said that he will come back at least once every half a year la....

and oh..let me finish the story on my com...you see...when my dad left...he sort of gave my mum 7000+ bucks for me in singapore...haha..and i have convinced the both of them that i need to get a new com...thats when i used up 2000 of the money...the rest....they are going to be for my allowance for 4 semesters in poly....hehe...of cos...my mum is going to add on top of this money...haha...

now...of the shopping list to be done, one is done..but the next question is...what is the next thing....my new hp...if things go well...i can psycho my mum to get it for me b4 april...but it all have to wait cos my mum i busy trying to finish all her accounts now....let us all pray hard...shall we????

and oh...my complexion is going from bad to worse...and i swear that i am not going to step out of my house to embarass myself (unless nessescary)..so...darlings...if you are thinking of dating me..let me noe first....hehe....

ok..thats all for today..tataz...

p.s. for all my worries....i command you to get out of my mine now!!!!!

the drama was a big success...hahahaha

hello...today is post is all dedicated to the drama...CUPID'S CURRY...wahahahahaz....it is a wonderful show...i simply love it...cos i was part of it wat.....

it started out like 6 months ago...and after so many difficulties...finally we have staged it out in the TFA...although it was not a full house kind of situation...but i think i am very happy with the numbers already....maybe becos i was really engross in the play...instead of the realistic numbers...haha...isn't drama all abt that..leaving the reality and looking for a story outside of it...wahaha...i'm speaking like a guru now...weeee

of cos....like many awards(although i didn't get any)....i still have to have a thank you speech...haha...i must very first thank my partner a.k.a my wife..abi(maziya)...she really made me go into that indian husband mood la...haha...then the directore(irfana)...she really told me how to improve my techniques...then there is mash(gad)..she help me alot la..and she is the saviour of my 'family heirloom'...haha...for those who dunno...its for me to noe and for you to find out....and of cos the rest la...chris..lilah..trisna..bhindo..parveen..gwen...palvin..sas...kumaran.. nadia..siti..yoges..choo ying..yasmine...su zhen...and of cos lots lots more...they are a really fun batch of ppl and very nice to work with...

hopefully we can get to do one more drama again...like what the holy voice in the drama says...BEWARE OF WHAT YOU WISH FOR...IT MIGHT JUST HAPPEN...MUAHAHAHAHA...

ok..thats all for today...seeya....
p.s. thanks danielle and weijie for coming!!!!!!

rehearsals really makes you wear out...haha

hello...if you take a look at the time that i blogged...its 12.51 a.m....i just woke up after being shocked by the hp ring...and i am trying very hard to get back to sleep...haha...anyway...since i have nthg to do...i might as well come here and do my bloggings rite...haha

last week went to seoul garden to celebrate a few of my darlings bday..all combine together...but i didn't really enjoyed the day la....i planned for like 3 persons bday..in the end...only 1 manage to come and stay thru the whole dinner....rather pissed off that day la...ppl...can you just use your mind and think...if you noe you are going for a buffet at night..jolly well dun go and have heavy late lunch and for goodness sake...bring more money la....anyway...its over..and i dun want to brood over that anymore.....

i went back mentoring the next day...that is saturday...a few familiar faces but lots of new and naughty faces also...those young boys ar...haha..they just dunnoe who i am la...i come from a secondary school that is notorious and pls...i was a head prefect then la...if i can't control you ppl...how to keep the crowd in peace....in the end...got scolded and shouted by me la...serve you rite...haha...

afterthat i rushed to chinatown to meet my auntie and grandma for some porridge...haha...long time never go there already...actually..only 1 month la...but its nice to have breakfast there again la....hehe...after that we took a train to ps...cos i need to go carrefour and buy a new telephone for the house la...the old one is spoilt and ppl forever never put the phone down properly....and ppl can call in...got very irritated and so..i went to buy a new one.....

sunday..i stayed at home to rot...the feeling was great...i haven't been rotting for a long long while already....haha....monday which was yesterday...i went back to school in the morning for the orientation planning camp...played some really silly games and i got into OGL...muznah is my partner...haha...still have to go back then do a trial run on the 27th....

after the camp..i went to the TFA for the rehearsals...omg...you have no idea how tiring it is to act out a stage drama....the flow...the props coming in and out.....the lines, the actions and the voice projection...haha...it is really tiring....whats more...when i went back to school today...i have to have a one whole day of rehearsal including moving of tables and sofa from block Q all the way to TFA...

its so tiring...but it was fun...i love the acting...haha...it gives my life a little more colours....besides my boring science modules...haha.....and the performance is this thurs...so if you are interested..come ok???

ok...thats all for now...be back for more next time....

p.s. HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!

i screwed my last paper for the semester...haha

ok...today is my last paper...biostats...argh...i think i can only reside for a C or D for it..and all along i was hoping a B...the paper totally change..it was no longer what it used to be in the revision...haiz...but the rest was ok la...i'm still hoping all the best for organic chem...pls just let me get a damn C....my cell bio and bio chem and micro B..still not that bad...i think i can at least get a B for the 3 of them...pls...i really need to get better grades than my last semester...pls pls pls pls...

anyway...my phone bill shot up..and i got scolded by my mum..becos she was the one that is paying..anyway..i'm going to pick up the tab from this month onwards...so dun expect me to call you ppl anymore...cos i will not....i need to keep my cost as low as possible...i really need to...

and anyway...my holidays are coming..or i should say reached already..but i still have to go school for the first 4 days of the week....and i still have NE project to do...y like that one..so many things...i guess i only left with 4 weeks for me to rot and shop...i also not that reach to shop also...haiz...but i need to spend money..the new semester means new things for me...and my mum is going to buy me a whole new lappy....haha...and hopefully i can trick her to buy me a new phone also....weeee....

tmr is going to be the first real day out for me...going to shopping and have dinner with one whole bunch of ppl.....haha...its going to be real fun...yeah!!!

ok..thats all for today..see you again....and happy holidays for my friends in poly!!!!!