things are breaking down in my house...can't stand it...

things have been breaking or spoiling in my house...haha....first the bed...then the lights...now the fan...oh gosh...argh...tonite i'll have to go without the fan and use the air con...its going to be so cold tonite...and my nose is definitely going to be blocked....my nose have been giving me so much trouble since i was in primary 4....but now...i can basically handle the problems my nose can bring to me now already....

anyway...thanks to my auntie...hehe...i got my first victory in GSS this year...my first pair of levis...and its not jeans...haha..its a pair of shoes....weird rite....but hey..at least the shoe is made of denim material you know....so..it works on similiar way as well....okok....and as to why my auntie...cos she paid for it...hehe..so..of course...i have to say thank you to her la....and oh..i also got myself some facial supplies....haha...but not discounted...so doesn't really made it an item that i got during sale....and oh...abt sale...i went tangs with my grandma...and once we reach the 2 level..its like all hell break loose...haha...things are definitely going cheap...and its crowded with girls everywhere...thank god..i got a breather upstairs at the men's department...guys dun really react to sale as much as girls do...yeah..you never see guys frantically going crazy when there is sale at the men's department..they still manage to keep their cool....funny isn't it....

okok...enuf abt the sale...now abt school...haiz...i dunno school can be best describe as....erm....i guess...in 4 words...work, work and more work....i definitely see deadline coming close and things piling on my desk...but somehow...my body is not reacting for me to start clearing those things so that i can meet the deadlines....haiz...i guess...after in MB for 2 plus years...this is the syndrome you will develop...haha...i stil remember the school slogan for taking in new ppl this year...choose it, live it, love it....well initially...i thot so...i mean...i got these feeling too....but when the really thing gets going and you soon find that you are losing grip is other aspects of your life becos of school work that you have...you find yourself finding the next 2 phrases....hate it and regret it....haha....i'm now already at the regretting stage...so...its ok...i'll just continue on...besides...i'm in year 3 already..haha..there's nthg i can do also....

okok..thats all for today..see ya...

GSS is just around the corner!!!!!!

the weather now is definitely getting warmer...god...even when i'm sleeping..i can still sweat...haha...that is how warm the weather is now...anyway...just got scolded by my mum...she ar...always threathen to chase me out of the house...haha..like i care...i dun even live with her lor...i'm in my grandma's place....cannot fix the bulb herself...ask me to do it..then i can't...and go off...she just start shooting at ppl...like as though as i care....haha...she can scream all she wants...i'm so used to it already...nthg to be afraid off...wahahahaha....

and oh...25th may is a very impt day..yeah..the opening of GSS...haha...well..other than..CNY..bdays...mother's day..and festivals with good food....this is the next most impt thing in the calendar...and oh..not forget...exams...is before GSS....haha...i have a short shopping list of my own...hmm...let me see...i want to buy a sunspec...and erm...maybe a new wallet...and soem supplies...thats all...haha...see..this year...my shopping list very short rite...yeah..

ok..thats all for today..tmr have to bring com to school to do my project..argh..so tiring..and sickening...so many projects...most of them are meaningless lor....tataz..

p.s. lecturers in my school really have alot of work to do...they not only teach..they've got so many other things to do...no wonder so many of them are leaving....

bored...so blog...

okok...i'm bored...except chatting with danielle...i basically got nthg else to do...and since..i still have half an hour before i go and accompany the tv...i guess...i'll just come here and blog abt everything and anything under the sun...first of all...i told danielle that...if...anyone is able to finish compiling the 'things not to say to make danielle puke' and 'things to reflect (someone's) blurness'......haha...who's that someone...i guess everyone should know la hor...but lets not make her angry...in any case..if anyone manage to compile the 2 lists....haha...that gal/guy deserves an award...altough...i'm not quite sure who is in the right state of mind to do it...hahaha...

anyway....watched american idol yesterday...melinda is out!!!...godd...i liked her alot...blake should be out...i guess she's really the old time girl...so..she appeals to me...jordin is great too...but not blake...just no blake for me...haha....but i understand why is it so..i mean..its an idol contest...melinda is not that idol kind of girl.....so...i pretty understand why she go voted out...as for blake...i wonder why is he voted in...i think sab is right..cos he is the only guy..and normally girls will want to vote for them more....but i'd like to see jordin win..she's young..talented..and has a beautiful voice....and i think melinda shouldcome out and make a record of her own..i think it'll be pretty nice too...

haiz...days in singapore is really boring...i guess...becos of our size...we aren't really that into doing so many other things...haha....so..that makes us...bored working freaks...haha...in some way..we are very much predictable....so..no suprises for singapore..if you tell singaporeans that something big is going to happen tmr...they'll most probably run away first...haha...but singaporeans are nice...i mean...look at us..we are capable..and we manage to forge out a whole new nation without natural resources...all by ourselves...for that..i think singaporeans are pretty amazing in that sense already....haha..yeah...we adapt to changes quick too i guess....maybe too quick..lots of things are fading away...like the old shenton way that i use to go to when i was young...now the harbour is closed as well....lau pa sat...no longer sell those food that used to be famous over there...even chinatown is changing...haiz...all the childhood memories that i have in my mind is gone...i guess...those things in my parent's time should have been gone up to 80% already...but...all in the name of modernisation...old things have to go to make way for the new ones...so...we'll just have to accept that then....

i think one of these days..i should make a trip to pulau ubin....my grandpa use to bring me there when i was young....but now..i can no longer remember what is it like already...i guess..i should make a trip there..and see how those old kampong dwellers live...then i can know how my grandparents and parents live when they are young...take a look at the wild boar they have over there..i've never seen one i real life over there...take a look at how is the laid back feeling of the place like...maybe.it'll become a getaway for city ppl like us...who are so used to high rise builidings..and technolog...we have to do it fast though...before..everything clears for the new estate over there again...but i think 1 thing can never be taken away from the ppl who stayed there..their lifestyle and their philosophy...yeah...simplicity..and contentment...nthg much..just these 2 things..will make a person life much more happy and lively....

modern ppl now are too forward in some sense that..we have forgotten that happiness need not be found only in materialistic wants....fame and wealth...we can always find happiness when we go back to the very basic and essence of living....simple and contented...thats all everyone need to feel happy....haiz..i think..we are instilling too much materialistic education to the young generation..i wonder..what is going to happen to these ppl....

in anycase...i'm signing off..so..tataz!!!!!

welcome to my new blogskin...

hello..i know i know..danielle and sabrina must be thinking why am i adding music to my blog again...haha...just for a little fun lor..in anycase...after using my blog for like the past dunno how many years...i have decided to change one...and since i'm a complete idoit with computers..i have decided to use those ready made ones from blogger...the good point about it is...its easy to work with...no need to use those html codes which i can never ever understand...haha...

ok...and oh..just to update my post...erm...i had a great time with the rest at jas bday..although not many ppl come...and there are ppl who are late...but nevertheless...i still enjoyed the whole day...singing kbox...haha..tried some new songs lor...hehe..so i'm not that old when i come to kbox also hor...haha...

in any case...workload is definitely piling up...god save me...how i wish its like the old times..only need to worry about tests and exams..so no need...to get project done...argh...ok..thats all for today..see ya!!!!

p.s. my ulcer one the underside of my tongue hurts...even eating also give me trouble...go away la...

how considerate are we to be called as a citizen of a first class city....hmmm

something happened today that make me want to come here and blog....well...this afternoon..i brought my grandma and sis to marina square for a meal..and also buy a mother's day gift for my mum(which i'll tok abt it later)...so..after that..we went back home and boarded the bus 162..everything was fine until a man came abroad the bus..and wanted to take a sit diagonally across me(the senior citizens one)....1 lady around 40+ already sat there...and she placed her bag on the empty seat...so the guy cannot sit down..normally under this circumstances...anyone will be automatic to place their own bag at their lap so that the empty seat can let be taken by other passengers boarding...guess what..the lady refuse to lift the bag away...so the guy had no choice but to move other seats in front...but kept looking at the lady...immediately..my grandma and i thot that that was a very inconsiderate and rude thing to do....

but wait..thats not the end...not long after at novena stop...a young lady boarded the bus...she wanted to take the same seat that what the guy wanted to take...as the bag did not really cover the whole sit...so she sat down...then the lady beside her..told her to move to other places and sit...that was like..freaking rude and inconsiderate...so the guy just now got fed up and told that lady to give up the seat...the lady got angry and started to scold him saying that she had is not having a good time..and don't push your luck too far....and she started scolding all the fucks...all along the way.....after that...the guy alighted..and the young lady got herself a seat infront of me....

that is by far the most inconsiderate thing i have ever seen....i mean..so what you are having a bad time...who does have bad times....and that doesn't entittle us to the sits that we are having...we are just passengers of the bus and all of us paid the bus fares...the bus is neither own by you nor did you pay the bus fare for the seat beside you...i wanted to say it out..bu eventually i didn't say it..cos i thot i better not join in the fight between the adults....but i think that just makes her a real inconsiderate person...

that made me think of a few hours earlier..when a young girl in her twenties offered to give up her seats to my grandma when the bus is crowded with ppl as we were on our way downtown...i think..in this first class country...there are lots of first class citizens with their graciousness and consideration as a human being...but nonetheless there are also some other black sheeps and just make ppl feel disgusted..and ugly....

ok..thats all for today...tataz

p.s. and oh..we had lunch at asian kitchen in citilink mall..very nice!!...and i bought a leather card holder/money clipper for my mum!!!...wezzz...