i'm here!!!!

hello..this week is a hectic week...haha...just when i thot that i can finally finish rushing the HACCP project..stewart told me to make the admendments...haiz....already..this week..report + test + project...not much time already...still need to do amendments....hopefully i can get it done soon....and also study for the cell tech test that is coming....i really find it confusing to study for cell tech scale up...maybe i did not pay attention..or maybe ng chee wei just sucks in teaching...haha

you know...i'm always told that i'm a very generous person..the word selfish was never the word for people to describe me...but guess what..this week while doing my report...i'm actually being called selfish...haiz...i also dunno why...maybe i just dun want all my hard work by my group members to benefit those ppl that really did nthg to help us in doing our project..and yet use it to their own benefit...haiz....selfish...thats such a subjective thing...while other call it selfish...some might just say that it is being fair to protect their own rights...which side you are on?...that depends on you....well...anyway...i just hope that the darn HACCP can get over and done with so that i can concentrate on preparing my exams...i want to get better results this time...ok...thats all....bye..

p.s. after danielle and heather suggestions...i have increase the font...see ok not la....

i have two dark shadow spots on my face!!!!!!

i just came back from jo's bday party...hmm...its so short..haha..we just had dinner...and everyone just went off....hehe..but jo says its the thot that counts...well..i agree also la...but anyway...i knew i should have booked tickets if we were to watch movies in the weekends...end up...me and jo had to walk from cine to OG to meet glad then walk to grand cathay to watch the show...and we were like given super front seats la...but its not that difficult to lift our heads up and watch the movie..cos the chairs are rather comfy...

toking abt the movie...hmm..its not something i expected...its so...unfinished..and bloody hell...we waited for the LONG credits to finish just to watch the dog becomes the tribes' chief....but the show overall ok la...then i wanted to go new urban male and see see one..these days...the new urban male having more and more shops....but we did not went in after all..i also never bring money to buy things...so we walked to suntec to meet them...haha..and for the first time..all of them met up already...opps...that means we were late...but who cares...the bday girl came with us...and kenny totally pissed me off the dinner just now....argh...

dinner was at swensens....yeah..real normal..cos i thot hawa coming..in the end she did not turn up...if i had known..then we rather go sakura for buffet lor....but nvm la..its still food...after dinner..the boys said its very sian..and all went back...left me, glad, gigi and jo went esplanade for the sea breeze and tok some 'artistic pics'....haha..its fun la...after that..all of us went off liao...

just now when i was bathing...i was day-dreaming again..i was dreaming i became fit and with all the nice clothes..suddenly had an urge to work towards it...well..we'll see...haha..ok thats all for today..see ya...i'm tires and going to bed...

p.s. HAPPY BIRTHDYA TO JO AND DARIEN(my cuzzie)

reality...haiz..what a difficult thing to face...

just when i was happily at the pasar malam buying my favourite ramly burger...someone bumped into me and i was instantly reminded of a past...or to be exact...a past fantasy...ya..thats what i called it...a past fantasy..well...i shan't tell you the story..because no one...not even my closest friend knows about this...its is so classified that i have been so trying to forget...but guess what...i just admitted that i can never forget it...its a part of growing up....and i hate to admit it...but its already a part of my memories....

i know that i'm a person who always like to dream...but i'm always dreaming about lots of other things...being a supermillionaire....or a famous star...or a mad scientist....but the fact is...i seldom dreamt about falling in love...because deep inside...i know...i dunno how to fall in love...really....thats y i posted the last post that i am a difficult guy to fall in love with...but this person is a very exceptional case...well lets just say...i'm hooked...haha...but i know...its a dream that is never ever going to make its way to reality...which is a totally different world from what i dream....

nevertheless....i still like to dream...because it keeps me moving..sometimes...i dream abt things that can never ever happen...but sometimes..i dream abt things that can happen to me in reality...and so..i work hard to fufill that dream...i used to dreamed being a good student leader when i was in primary school...i was so happy to be the computer monitor of the class(a post that till now.. still dunno what is it abt)....then i realised that my dream can be fulfilled when i was sec school...so i work hard..no matter academically or socially or even with my character...and true enuf...i was the deputy head prefect...and getting into a dream course...ha...yeah...working hard is the key.....

but for this fantasy of mine...no matter how much i work hard...it is just not possible...and so..i can just keep in a secret with me..till the day i die...perhaps...

p.s. my darls...dun try to guess who is that person....you'll never make it....

the shoe that i can call it mine....weex

ok..my right foot has a huge blister on the heel because of my new custom made shoes...haha..they're beautiful...but a little small for me..well...no problem...i think i can make the shoe fit me..haha...just need a little of expanding...anyway..the shoe is beautiful..if you look carefully...the words in golden is acutally my name...nice isn't it...haha........



p.s...there is another post today....

its a happy week...yaya...thats is what it is..happy week

well...first of all...i'm still having some muscle ache on my arms after the fat busting activity i have done with my classmates 2 days ago....haha...we just went east coast cycling la..but its fun..i like that...this is the 2nd time i cycled on a bicycle throughout my whole life...weex...the last time i broke a pair of slippers...but this time....nthg was broken..and i am getting more pro...however the problem is...i haven't been excersing too much to a long time and wanting me to cycle for 3 hours is a litte problem especially when the cushioning for my butt is not very good...my butt practically wasn't mine when i got off the bike...haha....

but i was pissed when i just started the bike ride...we have one classmate who did not know how to ride a bike...so we have to teach her...then at the start point, i asker..."ni xu yao wo pei ni ma"...in english..do you need me to acc you....then 3 top naked bikers(guys of course) came at my back and said.."xu yao"...which means yes i do...and i was like...so pissed...i'll castrate them if i see them again....argh...how dare they make a pass on me...nvm..i shall be gracious and tok abt some thing else....

i got back all my results...yeah...i got 5As....the best i've got so far...wahahahahaha...i'm so happy....looks like my GPA will definitely break 3 this time round...wootx.....hahahaha.....anyway..tuesday we went sabrina's place for a mahjong game...but it wasn't a very idealistic kind of fun...becos....her dog was bugging me all the time....you know what is jack(sabrina's self aclaimed cutest dog in the world) did...he hugged my lower leg and trusted trusted his pelvis(if there is such a bone for the dog) forward...and it looks like he is very attracted doing that to my leg...i tried to run..he chased me...i tried to scold..he ignored me..even his owner(miss sabrina koh) also did nthg...in the end...i have to give up the game and let michelle play....all thanks to JACK!!!!!!!!!....

yesterday was a seeing doctor day for me...haha..we went to the chinese physician again..cos i was coughing non-stop and my mum wants me to go and see a chinese doc....so i went..to probably the most expensive chinese clinic in town...tong ren tang...haha..and spend my mum $130+....which she was happily enuf to spend..of course...i went with my grams...haha...then went carrefour to buy things...so many things to eat...cos they having a food festival...wahahahaha.....had my tummy filled in no time..and i went to packed some home too...what a nice day for me...

as to y am i here now instead of school...hehe...my school starts 11 today...so i got plenty of time to waste and type my blog...okok..thats all for today..see ya....

p.s. my shoe has arrived and i am picking them up!!!>....oh and...i'm gonna do something naughty today...haha..bye....

life is just that...choices...and making the right decision...

hello...hmm...maybe i should tell you all something...my mentor is leaving the school already...he is going back to join the industry..some vaccine plant which will take the next 4 years to be completed......he is a nice guy...a typical gentleman..one that you noe will take care of his family very well one...haha....actually...i dun really know him that well....i mean although it has been one over year already...but i dun really know him as a person...i just know he is my mentor...and he is a good guy....tells me stuffs so that i can tell the class...meet up with us occasionally...but other than that...i really dun noe him that well...i dunno his teaching methods...because he has never ever taught us in any subject before....or neither did he gather us alot of times....haha...but anyway....i wish him all the best in wat ever that may come to him life la.....

as for me...this week in school...well...is just that..usual stuffs...nthg much to say also....our teachers keep telling us that we are the better class out of the whole cohord...haha..that we know...its so obvious...haha....anyway...marketing teacher said we had 1 failure in our class for marketing..i wonder who is it...pls..pls...the results are going to be out next week.....give me some good news...i really hope...

ok..thats all for today...see ya....

i'm finally back!!!!!

hello hello.....i'm back blogging again...hehe...i didn't blog the past 2 weeks becos i was sick for the first whole week and the second week was packed with test and i need to study.......

so eventually...we went to glad's and shirley's bday chalet...prior to that..some tension was created...but after all the alcohol....its alright already....i had no appetite the whole day...cos i was a little sick...bbqing for the whole bunch of ppl for 3 hrs worsen it...at the end of the day...i was having cough and sorethroat already....i'm really not good in drinking you noe...i think i only had about.....4 cups...and i went googy....haha....but eventually i was awake to fine out that glad and ved went tipsy....and i have to send them home....haha...they were very quiet ppl when we take taxi...but that night...they started toking rubbish to the taxi driver...and ved keep claiming that he is not drunk when he can't even walk straight....haiz...haha..nvm la...it was the fun day...but the next day..i still had to go back school...with a little hangover...and sick...i had to go to the doc 3 times to finally get well...i'm still having a little cough now

the past week was just tests and tests...then just studying and studying...cos i had to catch up for what i missed during the week i was sick....of all the papers...i think IM...Cell Tech...and HBD..is rather manageable....think can get good results...ABC and MBT...maybe not that good..but won't be that poor also la.....i better not give myself too much confidence...cos sometimes things really never turn out the way you think they should be......

its going to be 2 postings today...so read the next one ok......

my 2nd post....for the day....

today is an important day....one place that i remember the most in my childhood memories is going to be undergoing renovation...but after that...its not going to be what it really was in my memory....that place is chinatown complex....my grandma used to bring me there and do marketing when i was young and we were all staying in a shophouse in chinatown....then my grandma will hire a trishaw and bring me home....those were the days...when i don't need to worry abt anything in the future..and just enjoy the love from everyone...i was the first grandchild in the whole family..so i'm showered with love....chinatown is the place i grew up in...the place where me and my grandma bonded the most....and the place where my childhood was with no worries....but now its fading away......in my memories...maybe its becos i grew up...or maybe becos the place wasn't what it was supposed to be then already....

my life was very simple then...going to my nursery...going home...eating my favourite food...enjoying the afternoon walk with me and grandma in raffles place...its was so easy and sweet then....i remembered that during the first day of my nursery day...i practically hugged my grandma's leg like a koala bear...not wanting to let go...cos its a place i have never gone before...but eventually i still went in...then there was once when i went raffles place with my grandma for the afternoon walk...and i wanted to go to the loo...my grandma had to carry me all the way back to nankin street where our old house was....its so funny yet so memoriable to think abt them...

i wasn't a person that favour the renovation projects in chinatown...chinatown wasn't suppose to be that modern....it loses all the rustic touch already....ya..it might not be very hygenic...but we can all just clean the area up and be responsible....anyway..they'll be moving to the outram park temporary market la...so i still can have my favourite food there....

you noe y i always like to tok abt the past times..the old times..when i was younger...thats because its already in the past..and very likely...they'll never come back anymore..so..i like to tok abt them...so that they will never fade away in my memory...and i can bring them to my grave till the last day of my life..........the another reason is...the past is the past...and its always the best...becos it had already happened...not like the future...so uncertain...right???

ok..thats all for the 2 posts....remember to read my 1st post just now ok??????
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