Friday, September 23, 2005

yeah....holiday finally reached!!!!!!

woo hoo......yesterday was my last paper and i finally get to enjoy a 6 week break....hooray.....well....i dun really have plans for my holidays....what i noe is that i really need to rest and take a break from the hectic schedule i had for the past few months.....my top priority like i have been always saying is to cut down my weight....hope this time it can work....i have learnt to cut down my dinner...soon it will be my lunch....then i'll start the gymming process.....sound plan??? but dun be surprised if you see me sitting on my couch watch tv and munching some food at the same time....i'm like that......haha........

i also longed to go to the east coast park to cycle.....getting those ppl to go with me again....hopefully we can.....then i also want to borrow some books from the library to keep me occupied during the days i stay at home.....becos i got a feeling i'll be at home alot of the time.....and.....ya la....most probably that will be what i intend to do during my holidays....simple but yet fulfilling....and i think i'll be going shopping very soon....just manage to work out a shopping list for me to get the things i need...that includes a very cheap and sheek watch(that happens to be trendy this year).....a hand carry bag(many brands have launched these bags and i want to get one)........a pair of havannas(hopefully i still have money left after buying the above)......ya....maybe that is what i need(for now).....

begin to feel lonely this week already....should i get myself a partner(not a stead for now).....i really dunno....vedro kept saying i'm going very gay and i'll be attracting alot of guys soon enuf(to think that i actually believe him).........the rest are like...."terence, turn straight la...go get a gf"....but to think of it...have i ever been gay....i dun deny the fact that i'm attracted to ppl of the same sex but am i really going that way sexually.....honestly i dunnoe.....maybe i shld try to understand more abt myself....its funny isn't it....i actually noe the ppl around me so well yet i dunno myself at all....how ironic.......well....maybe i'm just like gladys....enjoying a single life now(at least she got suitors lor....i dun)........haha.....but it really gets lonely sometimes when you see ppl around you are all in love and you are like so single....life is like that isn't it....you can't always get what you want.....learning to accept the fact already......

well....done abt love...now abt my work....i got like 90% assurance that i'll be retaking my inorganic chemistry.....haiz....what to do....just try harder next time lor.....the rest is ok la....manageable.......ever since my upper secondary school days...i have not try a setback for a long time.....haiz....growing up is forever like that....first you worry you dun have a love...then you worry your school work....then you worry your money(which i dun need to alot la).....haiz...all the ppl at my age are like that now........

i think i have blogged enuf for the day.....bye....be back for more......

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