its a little late..but anyway...MERRY CHRISTMAS..

hi there...i should have posted this yesterday nite...haha..but i was busy watching the online movie that i forgot abt it...and what is the movie abt??...hehe...its a chinese movie la...called lan yu...hmm...i think my classmates should have heard abt this b4 rite...the movie that i have been repeating and repeating all the time...i found this cool china website that allows me to watch the movies and not worrying abt getting caught at the same time....haha....

lets tok abt the christmas spirit first b4 the movies...well...christmas....i think it has been very very commercialised in this world we live in...just think abt that the resturants and their christmas sets...shopping malls with the christmas sales...but actually christmas is abt sharing...sharing the happiness and love for each other in this sacred night...and not only just to celebrate the birth of christ...but celebrate the love and sharing spirit of everyone...thats more like christmas...kids nowadays..including myself years ago...thinks that christmas is all abt getting the presents from the adults...well at least my younger sisters and cousins think so...i think its high time that we teach them christmas is actually abt sharing...and not only just giving...that is why..less and less kids are believing in the existence of Santa Claus now...haha...

anyway...back to the movies...okok..i have watched 2 movies from the website so far...one is lan yu..and the other...is i think...sweet 17...haha...first of all...i must tell you that these two is not the normal movies you find outside...well...its stories abt gays...but not what you think...both of them are love stories...well..maybe the idea of gay love stories doesn't really appeal to you..but hey...ann lee's brokeback mountain made its mark...haha..anyway...lan yu...is a tragic love story..cos the 2 main characters did not get together in the end..cos one of them died in a car accident...i dun really like the ending..not becos its tragic..but becos its a little too slip-shod...at least come up with a better reason to die la...haha..

the next movie is called shi qi sui the tian kong...when translated directly...meant the sky of a 17 year old..haha..but i'm sure the proper tittle is not that...but anyway..this turned out to be much more decent as i expected..haha..its a comedy actually...and i liked it alot...i found one of the phrase to be very true...."in this world, there is a thing called love. But only those with the courage can see it and own it."...yeah...sometimes loving someone needs lots of courage...the courage to trust that person...that courage to suffer with that person...its a nice movie...if you want to watch...just let me know..i'll give you the url...

oh..i also want to recommend a song..its an oldie..called "carry on till tomorrow"...i think the melody and the lyrics is nice...enjoy...ok..thats all for today..tataz....

p.s i've got so many things i want to buy..but no time to get them all...argh..

its a nonsense post..haha

hi ppl...tmr is christmas eve...so i decided to come blog first b4 i blog for tmr's christmas blog...haha..if there is actually such a thing la...

anyway...this week..is a cocktail of busy and lazing around for me...i went back to school for 4 days for meeting of my projects..but after that...i went home and did nthg...opps..so much for being hardworking...i went for mahjong session at heather's place...haha..took 3.5 hrs to play one round...haha..we are so slow...but we chatted and played with the stuff toys at the same time la...so i manage to relieve my addiction for mahjong over that 3 plus hours....

today..i was suppose to go aloy's place for christmas party...but then i have to stay at home for the furniture guy to send the new furniture...haiz..can't go..or else i'll be there enjoying myself instead of sitting here blogging...

ok..thats all for today..see ya...

its only the beginning....

hi there...whoo...i finally finished my last of the 7 papers i have for this sem's common test...haiz...and i ain't got a very good feeling..cos i think i'm not going to score full As...what to do..this sem's common test has no 1 week break for us to study...its like straight after that, we'll plunge into the horror of the common test..no time to prepare also...and..i got a feeling..this is only the beginning...more has yet to come....

anyway...my holidays are 2 weeks long..but i'm not going to enjoy it either...i've got loads of work to do for my project...its like one after the other...never stops..i guess only after this sem can i really take a break...thank god my class is going for the attachment later...or else...i'll never get to have a break to rest....

ok..thats all for today...see ya...

p.s. i really want to confront her and tell her to stop pissing the rest of us off....

common test is coming..and i have never really start studying!!!!!!

hello..i know i was suppose to blog..but i have been too lazy to do that..since i cannot find my bioinfo past year paper this morning to do...i figured i'll spend some time here blogging....anyway...the past few days was simply boring...both in school and at home..i didn't went out...in school..its all abt projects...reports...studying...now that is overwhelming me..but still..i haven't really started studying yet...haha...but i'm certain somehow..i'll do better this time round la....its improving every sem...thank god...or i'll be dead....but i think by the time i graduate...the highest GPA i can score is around 3.5...but i'll definitely be putting in more effort to achieve higher goals....

something nice was my sis bday dinner at nyny...hmmz...the elders didn't really like it..but me and my sis enjoyed alot..after that we went shopping..and my mum keep asking me to buy new shoes when i dun really find anything i like to buy...haha...i just didn't had the mood to buy anything...

now for a little reflections of life....sometimes..some people..they really piss you off....haiz...they are really those ppl that will resort into any means just to get what they want and they have never in their life think abt others....this particular person...i shan't say who is it..really manage to do that...i mean..throughout my entire life..i only hated 2 person and i swear that i'll never be true friends with them...one is vacuum in sec school..the other one is this....they ask stupid questions which obviously showed that they did not use their brains to think b4 they speak...and the have no sense of decency....hahaha....

if there is a eighth wonder in the world...they can very much be it...this person try their very best to assimilate into one group of close friends that i know...just to tap in into their expertise...haha...and the thing is...that person totally cannot fit in...cos she is not using her true heart to make friends...if everyone in this world make friends becos of materialistic benefits...this such a dark world.....relationships are never measured...just like you can never ask how much your parents love you....becos..they love you so much that they sometimes...are willing to give their life for you....friends likewise...if you make friends..only calculating how much benefits you can get...then i must say..in your whole life...you'll have no true friends...becos...relationships in this way can never work.....

i dare not say that i'm a saint...and i know i have gain benefit from my friends, my family or even just mere acuquintance....whether is it from school...from work.....but the fact is...gaining benefits was never my first intention when i make friends or start a relationship of any form...my first intention is to help one another....i'm sure many people are...but there are always some ppl who thinks that relationships is about exploiting the next party...which i think..its pathetic...and for these people...they'll never fit into the circle they want to be in becos they are not the at the rite level with the rest...and for me...i'm not jealous...neither am i going to be worried that these friends will be lost...becos i truly believe that when i put my true heart in managing every relationships i own..they'll never be gone..even its decades later...in fact i'm more worried for these friends...becos they are getting exploited on...and i dun want my friends to be treated that way....in any case...i simply just despise such low level human beings...

ok..thats all for today..see you soon...

p.s. for all my friends out there...in life...you can only gain what you want only when you put in your whole heart and soul for it....you reap what you sow!!!>>>>and i'll always love you and be there for you!!!!!