i like all the old ladies in korean dramas...just like my grandma...haha

well..i just finish another korean drama...the very hot GONG... haha...seriously...i find the second male lead better looking than the first lead...the crown prince...i dun really like the crown prince la...maybe becos his eyes are too small...hehe...

i pity the second prince in the drama actually...he has the worst fate out of all the characters....haiz..lost his love...gave up his career(throne)....had such a wicked and selfish mother....in the end still become the scapegoat for his mother's crime....how sad...haiz...

anyway...i dun really like the ending of all the korean dramas that i have watched...maybe they ran out of budget when they come to the end...so they had no choice but to give such sloppy ending..that kim sam soon like that...this princess also like that....it just gives you a very frustrated feeling....like you didn't really watch till the last episode....haha....

i found out a very weird thing...i seem to like the old ladies in the korean dramas...like that zheng shang gong from da chang jin and the empress dowager from this drama...i find them very wise and very nice..basically..makes me think abt my grandma...so..i really liked them alot...hehe...

ok..thats all for today..seeya!!!!

p.s. i took less thatn two days to finish this drama..fast rite????...hahaha

its the start of my 4th sem in NYP....

hello...my school started for the first week.....haiz...so fast ar...i've been in NYP for 1.5 yrs already...time flies...well...remember i said that this sem is very packed for me in school.... but after the first week...i found out that its not really packed...its super busy and stressful...6 modules and 5 projects..all have heavy weightage...looks like this time...i must really jia you already!!!!!

anyway...i've got a suspicious feeling that i am being avoided by someone....haha...ya...that someone...well..lets just say we have a special relationship ba....dun think wrong ar...its definitely what you are thinking...haha....and i shan't tell you what is it as well...hehe......

ok..thats all for today..see ya...

p.s. i really hate downloading lecture notes from CMS...can't we just buy it?????

its my BIRTHDAY!!!!!

weex....finally...i have been living in this world for 18 years already...haha...i still have lots of years to come....

my bday wishes are...get very good grades for my next semesters to come....loads of money for me to shop...a healthy & fit body...haha...yep...thats the 3 wishes i'm having....

ok..thats all for today...see ya...

p.s. a big thanks to all my friends who wished me happy birthday...thanks!!!!

part I....my bday party...

hi there...just finish taking a shower after i came home from my party...its very nice..hehe....

met ved first at the common bus-stop then took a cab to newton b4 changing to mrt train....saw jojo...then we went to tcc for a bite cos vedro was complaining abt how hungry he was...haha...he took a sandwhich...jojo had cake pudding..yummy...i drank sea of gold(favourite drink at tcc)....then half-way thru...hawa came...then we quickly finish off and went to suntec to meet eileen and glad who has already reach long time ago...while walking into suntec...met my other daughter...lynn..end up..she is working in a travel agency...for attachment or something...had a little chat then went off already....i was trying to hard to spot glad and eileen..but they spotted me first...so we decided to watch a movie at marina square....more abt the movie in part 2...haha....

b4 we watched movie...we walked around and then i spotted a bag at new-world-order...looks quite nice...but cos 50 bucks...me and glad thinks that thing cost too much so...didn't buy...then went for the movie already....after the movies..eileen went off first to meet her mum...then we went to new york new york for dinner since hawa not joining us so no need to go seoul garden....when we reach nyny...straight away we had sits...it was a box sit la....wasn't that comfortable but its nice la...sitting in there...waiting for the 3 guys(nic, yiwen and jia xian)....mean while we took our orders and have them serve the appetisers first while waiting for them...ved went to get some candy floss and we had some fun with the machine...finally the guys came..and we are ready for dinner...had fun during the dinner..the food not bad...then the price also very reasonable...i was so full when i left there....then we went offf...at first we wanted to go jalan jalan at raffles city...in the end everyone was so bored..then we went off...that gladys khoo..keep pesterin me to take the train in stead of the usual 162 i could have took...anyway..had fun beating yiwen and ved in the train also la...haha..then took bus home with ved...and here i am now....hehe....stay tuned for part 2...next entry!!!!

p.s. thanks all my darls for the wonderful party...and glad for organising!!!!!!!

part II....the movie!!!!

ok...thanks for staying tuned...haha...anyway..this part is for the movie...WORLD TRADE CENTRE...for me..i think its a must watch....cos its really touching..i'm gonna tell you abt the thoughts i have after the movie....

the movie touched me in such away than it made me think of life as a strong fighting warrior instead of just a fragile being that we die off after a few decades....you see..the story was abt the lifes of the survivors of the crash of the world trade centre....its abt this bunch of cops that were going into the building to evacuate the ppl after the planes bang into the world trade centre when the building came collapsing down...how they were stucked in the debris...how they survived..and the family of these ppl...its not that kind of hollywood movie that leaves you an impression becos of the storyline..the cast...or the actions...this movie touch you in such a way that its sets you thinking abt life in a greater aspect....

for many ppl...911 was nthg more than the day marked in history that caused the once tallest builings on earth down...or the terrorism threat in the world...and how many ppl were killed..but this movie tells you the whole story in shoes of the ppl that lived thru that moment...the real heros of the incident....which i think gives me a whole new lot of thinking.....seeing how strong is the human's will to keep surviving thru all odds...and how things can change the life of so many ppl directly or indirectly....911 is a lesson for all of us...in a whole lot of different ways....and this movie makes me think abt 911 in a positive way...the will to survive in human beings.....actually..all of us has that instinct..being nthg but animals for millions of years b4 evolution that gave us the brain..our body was built in that way....but for many of us...its lost....

another thot i have was actually looking at the bright side of live...i watch on episode of oprah show where they featured the miracles of live than makes ppl think abt how wonderful live is..and no matter wat is coming thru...never give up..which i think is really true and this movie is a living testiment of it...these ppl are at the brink of death and they can survive thru it...when you compare it to the troubles we have in out life that makes us give up...our problems are really nthg....

ok..thats all for the move....stay tuned for part 3...my past week...

part III...my past week...

ok...this is the last of the sequels i have for today's blog....today was the first time i have 3 blogs all together in one day...or to be exact..in an hour..haha...anyway..this final part is about my past week la..so its pretty short and sweet...

this week was a not that busy week for me...cos i only have to go out to help my cousin..troy..to get his final preparation for his PSLE....he grown so much...next year..he'll be going to secondary school already...wow...how time flies...isn't it...in 2 more days...i'll be here in this world for 18 years already...haha....i wonder how many more years do i have...but i hope the number will be around 70 la...its the best time to finish my mission on earth...hehe....for now is this number la..maybe when i get old..i want a higher number....

anyway..back to the topic...yesterday..i went bugis with glad...bought only 1 shirt...haiz..but never mind la...i'll have more in the future shopping trips...after shopping....i went off to meet my family for dinner at the resturant in novena for my bday...cos tuesday my mum can't make it..so..celebrate yesterday lor...i was so full yesterday la...haha....

ok..thats all for now...see ya....make sure you read part 1 and 2 of my sequels....tataZZ

my bday is coming!!!!!!!

hi ppl....last week at home was so shiok...haha...cos i didn't at all went out shopping...partly becos i'm sick and also..i wanted to stay at home to rot...anyway....my timetable came out...it sux....really....i'm packed from monday to friday..and most of the days...i only have 1 hr break...oh god....so many practicals...haiz...i wonder what will happen to me at the end....i think i'll really get to slim down becos i am to go be stressed out....sem2 is a horrible sem...

anyway..my bday is coming....weez...finally i'm 18...and its legal for me to drink already....woohoo..... my darls and my family is going to celebrate for me..i wonder will my classmates do.....get the hint?????...hahaha.....

i want to go shopping already...anybody wanna come along???????

i'm sick again...haiz..but i have happy stuffs to tok abt...

hey...its 9.58p.m. and at normal times...i am suppose to be watching the tv..but here i am blogging...that is becos..i am sick and i have been coughing non stop...due to this..i cannot have an early nite and after taking some tcm for cough...i am here waiting for the medicine to take its effect....i dunno y...everytime i come back from chalet..i'm always sick..is it becos of the heaty food...the alcohol..or the overnight thingy..and one common thing...i'm always feeling a little sick when before i go to the chalet..so the chalet will only aggravate my situation....haha...

ok..toking abt the chalet...after so much trouble...my class finally has its own gathering..but guess what..only 15 ppl came..can you believe it..the rest all didn't come...haiz..no choice lor..but we still had fun la....started off pretty well..until jiawen's bf came from downtown east and brought along a group of guys...haiz..the moment that happened...one of the guys saw sabrina and yiting(the 2 most pretty girl of the day) and start trying to get close..and the whole bunch of guys happily sat down and played "the strawberry card game" (which no one in our group wants to play with sab).....chasing a large number of us out of the room into our own territory and heather they all went out to get some alcohol..i followed at first..but then the cheers at downtown east was closed and so..me and michelle headed back...no choice..we waited for the gang to came back..and we chatted outside...finally the guys notice that their presence was a nuisance and finally want to leave...but then..the guy that 'flirted' with sab and yi ting saw heather drinking and was saying..so tempted...and heather was like finish the whole bottle if you dare la(there was one bottle that no one wanted to drink)...and so..he happily finish the whole bottle..still trying to act cool after that..and they finally departure...yiting and alec and baocheng left leaving me and wilson and a bunch of girls...we went to took our shower..and those that are tired slept...those played mahjong played mahjong..and me....well..just watched the tv..feeling very tired..that was like around 1...then i started to have energy...woohoo...i played a little mahjong..and that was time to have the sunrise...turned out that there was no sunrise to be seen from the beach that we had...so..oppsy..they all came back..and most of them fell back to sleep...once the morning light came...wilson went off...then jiawen also went off...then geraldine was unwell..so michelle and elizabeth took off with her together..leaving me and fiona still awake...haha...then fiona started to took a nap..then i all by myself..cleared up the bbq...the chalet inside..took care of all the rubbish..and then waited for them to stay awake...and i left...to the beach at round 7 plus..just sitting and looking around..lydia woke up..and she had to leave for work..so i sent her off..and return the bbq pit..after everyone woke up..we left the chalet..and went mac for breakfast..then all of use went back home..i reach home at around 12 in the afternoon..slept all the way till 6...by then i was feeling sick..and oh dear...it got all the way worse till now...

last saturday also went pasir ris park...for mentoring..had a fun time with the kids too....yeah...took some photos...show you next time...

p.s. i saw joanna as well..yeeps..nana!!!!

not bad grades...but low GPA....

hi..sorry for not blogging for so long...cos i cannot bring myself to it...today..i'll first tok abt the most saddening thing for the week...MY RESULTS....haiz....the only good thing is...my MBT miraculously got B+...the rest not bad...cell tech..ABC and IM..also got B+...only A is marketing..haha...i can still get A for that...but my GPA...just fails to rise abt 3 you know..cos my first 2 sem's gpa is really low..so it just pulls everything down..or else my GPA for this sem got 3.428 one lor...so whats my lesson learnt...dun ever ever flunk your first year..its going to set you into a big chaotic vacumm that will make you work like siao to get good grades...really..and no matter how hard i work..i still cannot get thru to the 3.5 mark i want for the yr 3....haiz...so sad...but nevertheless...i'll still be working very very hard for that..yeap..i promise!!!!!!!

ok..thats all for today..i'll come again soon to tok abt the rest..see ya..

p.s. wish me all the best for all the sems to come!!!!!

i hate stories with this kind of endings la...open and tragic!!!!

yesterday just finish watching a hk drama series...its canto..and abt the olden days..concubines of the emperor...haiz..its the 3rd time i watch this drama...but i still cry for the 3rd time nevertheless...the storyline is very captivating..in fact..its so good rather than the other ones you find in the market...those other stories are predictable..so boring...but this one..the storyline is nice and there a lots of suprises along the way...but there is a very bad ending...out of 4 main characters...2 died..1 stucked in the palace...1 living but lover dead...i hate this kind of endings lor..its so..SAD...haiz..now you know y i cried rite...and the songs they have also very nice...if i can..i'll upload for you ppl to hear...

the other kind of ending is the open one..dun you just hate it...so...so...disgusting..just like the channel 8 series that ended yesterday..so stupid rite...in the end...melissa also never go with norman..argh..out of the 3 male lead..norman's story attracted me the most one lor...in the end like that...wth....

anyway..my holidays was alright la...all along trying to slack..haha..having fun..and i started my diet already so..hope that i can slim down..and all the best for my results also...!!!!!

let it go

i told myself i'm letting it go
but i didn't know it was so hard
i told myself to forget it
but it just keeps coming back

how i wish i'm a child again
then my life can start all over again
how i wish i'm a dying man
then all the things will soon have an end

if the stars can hear me out
please just take this suffering away
if the sun can shine on me
please give me hope to renew again

it was never meant to be
so please take it away from me
let me cast this thought away
so i can live my life again ...

its going to be a long long blog....

hihi...i'm back after 2 weeks!!!....everyone got miss me??? hahaha....nvm....i'm officially having my holiday as of yesterday 10.15 after i finish my last marketing paper.....for my papers...its seems that things are going not really as good as i thot it will be but its not that bad after all...i may not be getting As for all my subject...but there is a high chance that i can pull up my GPA pretty high...i'm quite happy with my IM, Cell Tech, MBT and ABC......but HBD didn't really turned out that good for me...cos i did really expect them to give such questions..anyway...i won't score too bad either....as for marketing..i really dunno how to do one of the 10 marks questions..but heck care it..cos i did pretty good for common test and my tuts...so..i should be able to pull it off....results coming out 2 weeks ahead...lets pray for the best....

when i was having my exams...i seemed to be very stressed out..even i have problems with my bowels...haha...but nvm...its going to be ok...i'm feeling much better now...my health is really deterorating..i can practically fill it...omg...its just like what the zodiac speacialist said dragons will be this year...but next year will be a much better time for me....

anyway...after exams yesterday..i went back to srs...wah...its so kiddy now..no matter from the interior to the exterior....i visit practically all the teeachers i can know in the school...thats practically all la...haha....i went back with jo and zixian...then the security dun let zixian in becos of his hair..he scared mr tina or mr rafi say anything...i told him is the two of them say anything i can handle...haha...he was so shocked..he still dunno who the hell i am...haha...want to talk mr rafi in terms..you are far far behind...in the end we all still went in together....chat with lots of teachers...mr rafi...mr tina...mdm loh...mrs chong...miss phua..miss ong...mis low...mdm xuan..mdm duan...mrs tan...lots and lots more...haha..renewed my sosa membership also...dunno y...but i just did that...me and jo also went back to our old classroom..its so dirty now...all the tables are vandalised...haiz...all these made me think back those days...life was much easier and carefree for me then...i wonder wat happened to my old self already....i think it slowly going away..thank god i still have all my darls to remind me of who i was....

speaking of darls...after srs..me and jo had lunch at the ramen resturant in hg mall..food not bad for me...but jo didn't like it that much..then she ordered more..i paid for it..cos i owe her the teachers' day present gift....glad came and meet us..then we chated and went marina for shopping...wah..i walked till my legs were sore....jo told glad where she made her accessories...haha...then glad keep pestering me to go chinatown with her yesterday..omg...from marina..we took train to chinatown and we gave glad lots of ideas..she finally made her necklace...and she stop pestering me already(for the moment)....then jo got lots of chinese novels...haha..finally..we all went home...my legs was full of blisters becos my shoe was soaking wet becos of the rain yesterday...

as for my holidays...i still dunno what i am going to do...maybe i'll decide later la..for now..just let me rot...i miss doing that....ofk...o'm done today..see i told you..its a long blog...haha...bye bye....

p.s. happy teachers day to all my teachers!!!!!!!!!...i love you..and thank you!!!!!!

exams are coming...study for your life!!!!!

hello...while other polys students are enjoying their holidays or at least their coming holiday...i have to study cos my sems exams starts next tuesday...haiz....me and exams is in a love-hate relationship...i used to like exams in sec school..cos i noe i'll score well without studying alot...now i hate it..cos i really have to study to score well...and thats what i am doing now...studying and studying...hopefully i can do as well or even better for my exams like my common test....

ok..abt this week in school...well..nthg much..just went back school for 2 days for revision only...haha..it turned out that only my class acutally asked the teachers' for a revision..haha..i admit what dr. chan thinks la...we are kiasu...okok...that i dun deny....my class is a competitive class....or else...how can we be the top class in the whole of the cohort...haha

nthg to write abt this week acutally...and i dun think i will be coming next week to blog...cos that is my exam week...you'll hear from me the week after..when i report abt my exam...stay tuned..haha...tataz..

p.s. i want to enjoy my holiday already!!!!!!

sometimes we really hope we can stop doing it...but we just get addicted...

oh hihi...its a very easy lazy week for me..i only had to go back school once on tuesday for matthew's makeup lecture and the national day celebration...i was one of the few that wore black..hehe..got reprimmanded...but who cares...patriotism is in our hearts...not on our clothes...rite...haha...pass the mug and the card to mr koh after the celebration...finally got it done during the 5 hr break...and i also got a hair cut..now my hair is the shortest ever since i entered poly..i'm so secondary school now...haha....

the rest of the days are basically slacking time lor..didn't really studied until thurs...finally touch my HBD..cos i got a revision coming up..and i want to be prepared for that tutorial...haiz...i'm so worried abt my MBT...i got a C last time round...hopefully this time can at least get a B...i won't lose my face so much...hehe...

my face has a weird patch of pigmentation..went to the doctor and gave me some bleaching cream...haiz...hopefully it will go away..it makes my face look really very dirty lehz...eeee..beautician said my it was allergic reaction but doctor said it was pigmentation...dunno whose rite or whose wrong..whatever la..as long as i can get rid of the marks on my face...i'll believe whose ever words...

ok..thats all for today....seeya

as promised....the class photos....

its the last day of school....theoretically speaking of course....

hihi...i finally hand up my completed HACCP project as well as my HBD report...and i am free of assignments for the semester already...weex....haiz....but exams are coming..and i'm so so so....not in the mood to take the exam...

lets tok abt the happy stuffs first....i went for my last shopping trip before i go into retreat for my exams....my legs were sooooo sore by the end of the day when i reach home..haha...all thanks to our dear sabrina la...she wanted to buy the addidas jacket for her bf...haha..but she just cannot find the correct one..and i keep telling her to go to the next store....oops...its my fault also la.....hehe...but i know that i went suntec twice and 3 times to citylink mall...and bugis and marina square...haha...no wonder my legs are sore la...plus we walked from bugis back to suntec somemore..haha...but sab's is worse than mine la....we had 7 when we start shopping...but at the end...only left 3..thats me..sab and michelle....haha...we had a wonderful time la....i wanted to buy a MYUK bag at first..but i didn't like it in the end cos i saw a kappa bag...then keep asking me to go bugis village to buy the imitation goods...haiya...i dun like to buy fake goods ma...hehe...in the end also never buy la.....hehe...next time then buy lor..after my exams...

now a little sad stuff...haiz...mr koh going...hmm..actually...i dun feel that sad initially when i heard the news..cos i thot i was over that emotional stage of mine(remember those sec3 times when i cried when miss ngo left).....but now...i'm having that feeling..maybe its because...he's really to good mentor...yup..he is a really good mentor..a kind person too...but i'm not going to be so sad la..cos afterall...we'll still be able to meet..we are going to be in the same sector next time also ma..and who knows...i may be working in the same company as him lehz...haha....ok...i took some class photo....i'll post them tmr...ok..see ya...

i'm here!!!!

hello..this week is a hectic week...haha...just when i thot that i can finally finish rushing the HACCP project..stewart told me to make the admendments...haiz....already..this week..report + test + project...not much time already...still need to do amendments....hopefully i can get it done soon....and also study for the cell tech test that is coming....i really find it confusing to study for cell tech scale up...maybe i did not pay attention..or maybe ng chee wei just sucks in teaching...haha

you know...i'm always told that i'm a very generous person..the word selfish was never the word for people to describe me...but guess what..this week while doing my report...i'm actually being called selfish...haiz...i also dunno why...maybe i just dun want all my hard work by my group members to benefit those ppl that really did nthg to help us in doing our project..and yet use it to their own benefit...haiz....selfish...thats such a subjective thing...while other call it selfish...some might just say that it is being fair to protect their own rights...which side you are on?...that depends on you....well...anyway...i just hope that the darn HACCP can get over and done with so that i can concentrate on preparing my exams...i want to get better results this time...ok...thats all....bye..

p.s. after danielle and heather suggestions...i have increase the font...see ok not la....

i have two dark shadow spots on my face!!!!!!

i just came back from jo's bday party...hmm...its so short..haha..we just had dinner...and everyone just went off....hehe..but jo says its the thot that counts...well..i agree also la...but anyway...i knew i should have booked tickets if we were to watch movies in the weekends...end up...me and jo had to walk from cine to OG to meet glad then walk to grand cathay to watch the show...and we were like given super front seats la...but its not that difficult to lift our heads up and watch the movie..cos the chairs are rather comfy...

toking abt the movie...hmm..its not something i expected...its so...unfinished..and bloody hell...we waited for the LONG credits to finish just to watch the dog becomes the tribes' chief....but the show overall ok la...then i wanted to go new urban male and see see one..these days...the new urban male having more and more shops....but we did not went in after all..i also never bring money to buy things...so we walked to suntec to meet them...haha..and for the first time..all of them met up already...opps...that means we were late...but who cares...the bday girl came with us...and kenny totally pissed me off the dinner just now....argh...

dinner was at swensens....yeah..real normal..cos i thot hawa coming..in the end she did not turn up...if i had known..then we rather go sakura for buffet lor....but nvm la..its still food...after dinner..the boys said its very sian..and all went back...left me, glad, gigi and jo went esplanade for the sea breeze and tok some 'artistic pics'....haha..its fun la...after that..all of us went off liao...

just now when i was bathing...i was day-dreaming again..i was dreaming i became fit and with all the nice clothes..suddenly had an urge to work towards it...well..we'll see...haha..ok thats all for today..see ya...i'm tires and going to bed...

p.s. HAPPY BIRTHDYA TO JO AND DARIEN(my cuzzie)

reality...haiz..what a difficult thing to face...

just when i was happily at the pasar malam buying my favourite ramly burger...someone bumped into me and i was instantly reminded of a past...or to be exact...a past fantasy...ya..thats what i called it...a past fantasy..well...i shan't tell you the story..because no one...not even my closest friend knows about this...its is so classified that i have been so trying to forget...but guess what...i just admitted that i can never forget it...its a part of growing up....and i hate to admit it...but its already a part of my memories....

i know that i'm a person who always like to dream...but i'm always dreaming about lots of other things...being a supermillionaire....or a famous star...or a mad scientist....but the fact is...i seldom dreamt about falling in love...because deep inside...i know...i dunno how to fall in love...really....thats y i posted the last post that i am a difficult guy to fall in love with...but this person is a very exceptional case...well lets just say...i'm hooked...haha...but i know...its a dream that is never ever going to make its way to reality...which is a totally different world from what i dream....

nevertheless....i still like to dream...because it keeps me moving..sometimes...i dream abt things that can never ever happen...but sometimes..i dream abt things that can happen to me in reality...and so..i work hard to fufill that dream...i used to dreamed being a good student leader when i was in primary school...i was so happy to be the computer monitor of the class(a post that till now.. still dunno what is it abt)....then i realised that my dream can be fulfilled when i was sec school...so i work hard..no matter academically or socially or even with my character...and true enuf...i was the deputy head prefect...and getting into a dream course...ha...yeah...working hard is the key.....

but for this fantasy of mine...no matter how much i work hard...it is just not possible...and so..i can just keep in a secret with me..till the day i die...perhaps...

p.s. my darls...dun try to guess who is that person....you'll never make it....

the shoe that i can call it mine....weex

ok..my right foot has a huge blister on the heel because of my new custom made shoes...haha..they're beautiful...but a little small for me..well...no problem...i think i can make the shoe fit me..haha...just need a little of expanding...anyway..the shoe is beautiful..if you look carefully...the words in golden is acutally my name...nice isn't it...haha........



p.s...there is another post today....

its a happy week...yaya...thats is what it is..happy week

well...first of all...i'm still having some muscle ache on my arms after the fat busting activity i have done with my classmates 2 days ago....haha...we just went east coast cycling la..but its fun..i like that...this is the 2nd time i cycled on a bicycle throughout my whole life...weex...the last time i broke a pair of slippers...but this time....nthg was broken..and i am getting more pro...however the problem is...i haven't been excersing too much to a long time and wanting me to cycle for 3 hours is a litte problem especially when the cushioning for my butt is not very good...my butt practically wasn't mine when i got off the bike...haha....

but i was pissed when i just started the bike ride...we have one classmate who did not know how to ride a bike...so we have to teach her...then at the start point, i asker..."ni xu yao wo pei ni ma"...in english..do you need me to acc you....then 3 top naked bikers(guys of course) came at my back and said.."xu yao"...which means yes i do...and i was like...so pissed...i'll castrate them if i see them again....argh...how dare they make a pass on me...nvm..i shall be gracious and tok abt some thing else....

i got back all my results...yeah...i got 5As....the best i've got so far...wahahahahaha...i'm so happy....looks like my GPA will definitely break 3 this time round...wootx.....hahahaha.....anyway..tuesday we went sabrina's place for a mahjong game...but it wasn't a very idealistic kind of fun...becos....her dog was bugging me all the time....you know what is jack(sabrina's self aclaimed cutest dog in the world) did...he hugged my lower leg and trusted trusted his pelvis(if there is such a bone for the dog) forward...and it looks like he is very attracted doing that to my leg...i tried to run..he chased me...i tried to scold..he ignored me..even his owner(miss sabrina koh) also did nthg...in the end...i have to give up the game and let michelle play....all thanks to JACK!!!!!!!!!....

yesterday was a seeing doctor day for me...haha..we went to the chinese physician again..cos i was coughing non-stop and my mum wants me to go and see a chinese doc....so i went..to probably the most expensive chinese clinic in town...tong ren tang...haha..and spend my mum $130+....which she was happily enuf to spend..of course...i went with my grams...haha...then went carrefour to buy things...so many things to eat...cos they having a food festival...wahahahaha.....had my tummy filled in no time..and i went to packed some home too...what a nice day for me...

as to y am i here now instead of school...hehe...my school starts 11 today...so i got plenty of time to waste and type my blog...okok..thats all for today..see ya....

p.s. my shoe has arrived and i am picking them up!!!>....oh and...i'm gonna do something naughty today...haha..bye....

life is just that...choices...and making the right decision...

hello...hmm...maybe i should tell you all something...my mentor is leaving the school already...he is going back to join the industry..some vaccine plant which will take the next 4 years to be completed......he is a nice guy...a typical gentleman..one that you noe will take care of his family very well one...haha....actually...i dun really know him that well....i mean although it has been one over year already...but i dun really know him as a person...i just know he is my mentor...and he is a good guy....tells me stuffs so that i can tell the class...meet up with us occasionally...but other than that...i really dun noe him that well...i dunno his teaching methods...because he has never ever taught us in any subject before....or neither did he gather us alot of times....haha...but anyway....i wish him all the best in wat ever that may come to him life la.....

as for me...this week in school...well...is just that..usual stuffs...nthg much to say also....our teachers keep telling us that we are the better class out of the whole cohord...haha..that we know...its so obvious...haha....anyway...marketing teacher said we had 1 failure in our class for marketing..i wonder who is it...pls..pls...the results are going to be out next week.....give me some good news...i really hope...

ok..thats all for today...see ya....

i'm finally back!!!!!

hello hello.....i'm back blogging again...hehe...i didn't blog the past 2 weeks becos i was sick for the first whole week and the second week was packed with test and i need to study.......

so eventually...we went to glad's and shirley's bday chalet...prior to that..some tension was created...but after all the alcohol....its alright already....i had no appetite the whole day...cos i was a little sick...bbqing for the whole bunch of ppl for 3 hrs worsen it...at the end of the day...i was having cough and sorethroat already....i'm really not good in drinking you noe...i think i only had about.....4 cups...and i went googy....haha....but eventually i was awake to fine out that glad and ved went tipsy....and i have to send them home....haha...they were very quiet ppl when we take taxi...but that night...they started toking rubbish to the taxi driver...and ved keep claiming that he is not drunk when he can't even walk straight....haiz...haha..nvm la...it was the fun day...but the next day..i still had to go back school...with a little hangover...and sick...i had to go to the doc 3 times to finally get well...i'm still having a little cough now

the past week was just tests and tests...then just studying and studying...cos i had to catch up for what i missed during the week i was sick....of all the papers...i think IM...Cell Tech...and HBD..is rather manageable....think can get good results...ABC and MBT...maybe not that good..but won't be that poor also la.....i better not give myself too much confidence...cos sometimes things really never turn out the way you think they should be......

its going to be 2 postings today...so read the next one ok......

my 2nd post....for the day....

today is an important day....one place that i remember the most in my childhood memories is going to be undergoing renovation...but after that...its not going to be what it really was in my memory....that place is chinatown complex....my grandma used to bring me there and do marketing when i was young and we were all staying in a shophouse in chinatown....then my grandma will hire a trishaw and bring me home....those were the days...when i don't need to worry abt anything in the future..and just enjoy the love from everyone...i was the first grandchild in the whole family..so i'm showered with love....chinatown is the place i grew up in...the place where me and my grandma bonded the most....and the place where my childhood was with no worries....but now its fading away......in my memories...maybe its becos i grew up...or maybe becos the place wasn't what it was supposed to be then already....

my life was very simple then...going to my nursery...going home...eating my favourite food...enjoying the afternoon walk with me and grandma in raffles place...its was so easy and sweet then....i remembered that during the first day of my nursery day...i practically hugged my grandma's leg like a koala bear...not wanting to let go...cos its a place i have never gone before...but eventually i still went in...then there was once when i went raffles place with my grandma for the afternoon walk...and i wanted to go to the loo...my grandma had to carry me all the way back to nankin street where our old house was....its so funny yet so memoriable to think abt them...

i wasn't a person that favour the renovation projects in chinatown...chinatown wasn't suppose to be that modern....it loses all the rustic touch already....ya..it might not be very hygenic...but we can all just clean the area up and be responsible....anyway..they'll be moving to the outram park temporary market la...so i still can have my favourite food there....

you noe y i always like to tok abt the past times..the old times..when i was younger...thats because its already in the past..and very likely...they'll never come back anymore..so..i like to tok abt them...so that they will never fade away in my memory...and i can bring them to my grave till the last day of my life..........the another reason is...the past is the past...and its always the best...becos it had already happened...not like the future...so uncertain...right???

ok..thats all for the 2 posts....remember to read my 1st post just now ok??????
tata

its a brand new me...a brand new start..

ok...if you see my msn nick...you'll see that i have changed my nick...into a brand new me...yaya...thats what i am going to do...i'm going to be a brand new me....

may all the mistakes vanish and begin a whole new me in a whole new world of mine...things that were good in the past of my life...i shall keep...those ugly...naughty...bad things will all stay in the past...and yes....i meant it...i really do...

thats all see ya....

p.s. sorry...sorry to my old self for being so naughty...but its no longer there now...really!!

happy bday to glad btw.....hehe

my legacy...for a young man like me....

i know...its maybe too young for me to write something like this...but i'll just get it down anyway...who noes...my blog may still be here when i'm old and feeble......

i've just watch the final episode of charmed...and i think i want to follow them...write a short memoir in the book of shadows on their lifes....i dun have a book of shadows but i surely have a blog...so here it goes....

a legacy to continue....
i maybe a young person...in fact so young that i'm not even married(if i ever do) and have kids...but throughout that 18 years of my life...i've learnt lots of lessons...there were happy moments...and of course sad moments....but if anyone will ever want my advice and read it...my legacy that i want my future generations to have is two things....courage and optimism...because with these two things...even the darkest moments of the lifes will be enjoyable for anyone to life in...really...i want this to be a lesson to ppl....courage is not something that you are born with it...its something that you'll acquire through the course of life...and the reason i want them to have it...is to make sure that they'll have the responsibilities and tasks that they will have so that they will all become good man and woman.....one that is daring to risk and learn from their mistakes

optimisim is because i need my generations to come to know that even in the darkest time of their life...there will always be a light that will shed upon them...and with that light...they'll find hope...in hope...they'll be able to suvive down and continue forward....

but if there are mistakes in my life that i dun want them to learnt is sensitivity........yes...being sensitive and consider other ppl before yourself is good...but too much of that...makes you think too much...in turn...the ones who suffer is your ownself....learn from me...i've got plenty of experience.....

well...for a young person like me...i'll end my legacy here....until i have more to cover when i get older.....

i shan't wait for next week...

okok...its a little irregular but i'm gonna make my second post of the week here...some reflections again..cos..i think i'll forget it by the time i come to next week.....

remember the last reflection post i wrote something abt me not falling in love....ya..i really think so too....i dunno...i have been trying to find a kind of food to describe my inner self....and i guess i found it...its cabbage...really...layers and layers before coming to the very centre of it all...ya..i guess...i have been building fortress over fortress....to protect myself...its kinda stupid and ironic sometimes...i give my good friends advice on love...yet myself...such a disappointment in it...haha....ever since i'm a small kid...i dun really have much self-esteem...so i have to find different ways to protect myself...and i really managed it out...protecting myself so securely such that nthg can come in..and nthg can go out....i may be very friendly....helpful...fun...sociable and capable....but when it comes to that inner blank..oh god...i'm as good as nthg...haiz.....

but nvm la...i still have lots of things ma...a family at the very least....and very good relationship with them....last week..i was watching this news on tv....oh god...this mum left the child with the nanny...and never came back...and that poor child...was alone then...and so unsociable....how irresponsible...i mean...if you cannot cope with a new kid...with whatever reasons...then dun let them be born to this world...they have not offended anyone nor commit any mistakes to suffer in this kind of world....haven't those ppl heard the song...天下的妈妈都是一样的....a child without love from the family is the poorest thing in the world.....it all boils down to the word....responsibility....really...a moment of foolishness may cause you to make a grave mistake...but still..running is definitely not the way....you should stick to what you pick..and make the best out of it....even i can understand...y can't those parents understand that....

ya...thats all for now...see ya again...tataz

holidays are finally here....yeah!!!!

okok...sorry for not blogging for so long...i'm really not in the mood to do so...but i think its forgivable la hor...but this time...i have saved quite a few juciy things before i start blogging...well...the first stop....my movie date and shopping trip with jojo...haha

after so many months...i think the last movie i watched was memoirs of a geisha...haha...i went to watch another movie...hehe....X-men III...its nice...very sexy...haha...i'm refering to the part where wolverine and jean make out...wooo...but i only watched the last 1/4...you noe y...cos the prior scenes when jean made out with cyclops.....she sucked him dry...i was afraid the same thing might happen...so...i closed my eyes...when i finally notice she is not going to suck wolverine's powers dry...i then started to put attention on the making out scene...haiz..haha..nvm la...i thot hugh jackman made a good part in wolverine though..he has that hairy...fierce yet sexy look...hmm...nice...nice...y didn't i took note of him before...anyway...the women who played jean was very attracting also...yeah...to be exact...desperate...hahahahahaha.....

after the movie...me and jo went to hunt for the gifts for the bday girls...after so many shops and turmoil...we finally got them...phew...we made them in time...haha...this minute we are in this shop...the next..we are on the next floor already..weee...that is that i call crazy shopping...i like...and we did not burst our pockets afterall...got them nice and very nice things...branded and in our budget...haha...i'm not gonna tell you what it is...cos its not going to be a surprise anymore...hahaha.....

yesterday...i met this new lecturer...from the food science...he is in charge of my class for the HACCP(a very very important) project....called stewart tan...haha...dun tell him this ar...okok...i'm admitting i'm a little pervert...but...i really think he's butt is cute....concise and very curved...haha...that was the very first look i have on his physique..then i found out his eyes are very electrifying also...haha..its was sab that reminded me of him have a look alike with the hk actor....i have to meet him one on one...later part of the day...he was standing so close to me...but i just no dare to look at his eyes..scared kana shocked also....hahaha....but he got a little bad breath la...and oops..never put perfume or cologne also...haha...dun mistake ma huh...i may not be very straight...but i'm definitely not that gay too....haha....

ok..thats all for today...see ya
p.s. next week..is a little reflection...dun miss it...

reflections...reflections...and more reflections

well..today...i'm not going to write abt wat happened the passed week..cos there is really nthg to write abt so far...so this time...i'll write abt some reflections i had the past few weeks....its been ages since i did a reflection here already.....

first of all...its the girl that has succesfully pissed me off alot of times....haiz...you noe...sometimes ppl dun really have a choice to become what they want or what they are now...but i think bitches and bastards really have a choice and they made themselves the ones that everybody dislikes.....so is that classmate of mine....i seriously think that ever since young she has been very neglected by her family...thats y she seek all the attention when she comes to school...hell yes....they way she tok..the volume...the bitching..its all so different from us...trust me...i know girls better than a lot of girls noe themselves...and after so many years of bitching..i can tell she is really weird...haiz..thats her life...and very sadly...its going to be there for as long as her heart continues to pump....

then is abt relationships again...haha...the one that i'm very good at...well..its comforting to noe that a friend of mine..so hurt by love is finally falling in love again...whether or not its the right girl...it really doesn't matter...at our age...falling in love is just like taking up lessons....cos thru that we keep on figuring out abt ourselves...the ones we love...and the ones we want to spend our whole life with....and that is all going to come in handy when you finally want to get married or settle down with the person for the rest of your life when you grow older....

ppl ask me when am i going to find my love...the answer is...i dunno...guess different ppl really love differently...for some..its their family...some is their career...some is their sweet hearts...but for me now...i love my life..myself and my friends...which is very good enuf for me already....my life since born was much more luckier that many ppl...at the very least...i need not worry abt when is my pocket money going to come...i also no need to worry abt..whether i'll have the money to continue on my studies....for that i thank loads of ppl...my family...my friends...my teachers....but as for my love...i dunno...maybe its also time to learn that fact that its very difficult for me to fall in love...and getting married....

i always like to imagine...how is life going to be like when i grow older...very old...i dunno...maybe i'll adopt a child...learn what kind of life it is to really bring a child up...maybe i'll force all my darls kids to be my godson or daughters...in that case...i at least no need to worry abt my life when i'm old....haha...i guess i'm really thinking too much....

ok..thats all for today...see you...and hope you like my reflections...tag me if you got comment!!!

my cute pics!!!!!

believe or not...after all these months of blogging..this is the first time i noe how to post photos...haha...anyway...they are cute right??....weeee!!!!!!

okok...i'm here already!!!!

well...i'm supposed to be doing my reports now but somehow...i dun have the mood...cos i'm not in the mood for babbling...which is really what you need to get the report writing...haiz...

anyway...this week is a short week for me...nthg to do..haha...had 5 days break in all...and loads and loads of good food to eat...wahaha....went for buffet in swissotel on friday after going to the temple with my grandma....haha..the food there is nice..better than the last one that we went...the very very sweet one??..remember???.....its nice la...then yesterday went to ramen ten for jas and hawa's bday...elaborating more at the later part.....was supposed to go for lunch at suntec city today cos its mother's day and we are celebrating with my grandma....but some how...we didn't go...we will be having a make up one next week...haha...but tonight is another day eating out..trying the new restuarant at thomson plaza....

yesterday we went celebrating la...for jas and hawa bday this week...after so many places...we finally settled down on ramen ten....loads of ppl went....but zi xian was the most shocking one...haha...his hair...suddenly so...pokey...hehe....and we all get to see yiwen's new stead...sweet gurl...

after the dinner...the guys and the girls splited up...the guys went for movies..while me and a few girls went to do some last min shopping for mother's day.....jing jing went off first..then me...jojo..hawa..jas and the guys went tangs la...the guys decided for movies...yiwen and his gf went alone...so as usual...i'm with my darls...helped jojo and hawa picked their gifts for their mother...haha..so fun...from booths to booths in tangs...then trying and trying...jo got a eye serum while hawa got her mum a lipstick....then we went wisma...then taka...haha...hawa went off first....then the 4 of us played catching in taka...and the shoe fair....its like back to the old sec school days....so fun...and of cos we bitched a little...exchanged our views of yiwen's new stead...haha..dun ask me anything...i dunno anything....hahahaha....that ved came to meet us cos the guys did not catch the movie afterall and all went home...we walked around a little while more and thats it...we went home..me..jas and ved..took 162..glad and jojo took the train...

back to today..mother's day..i got the presents long time ago....i gave my mum a leather coin purse...cos the old one is disgusting...then i treated my grandma to thai food the other monday...haha...so i dun have last minute worries abt the prezzies....

tmr i'm going back to school for a little while...then its mahjong time again at geraldine's place...haha...i'm getting the hang of it....so cool....ok..thats all for today..see you again!!!!

another week.....

hihi...after 2 weeks of my new semester..i found out that my schedule seems packed...but actually...it isn't...lots of e-lectures and practicals....haha...not that much of things to worry abt also...so far....things are going on just fine for me....whahas....hope this carries on.....then i'll have no worries whatsoever

i went out with glad after school on wednesday....haha...went to bugis to ge that shirt again....i actually wanted to get the green colour one...but then i look fat in it...so as usual...i got a black...while glad got the white colour.....then very swiftly we all went home....

remember abt the girl that offended me?.?.?ya...i finally confronted her the first time that day in lab....as usual..she started to insult me in some of her very casual remarks...cos i am blocking the way...then i said...at least i get things done fast....not like somebody...haha..that really blew her top....so shuang...whaha...make me think of the days i used to love destroying the vacuum in my class.....that would teach that girl a lesson......

okok...thats all for today...see ya....

its my first week of school...and it ain't that nice...haiz

hi ppl....i just started my school for 1 week already....my class..people came and people went...but basically the same kind of people exist la....i've attended all the lectures...and i so got a feeling that this time...my GPA is definitely going to go well.....cos all the modules are my specialty...hahaha....bio...yes!!!...thank god...finally something i am good at for me to show my skills.....

but even though i still dun like this week in school...cos i just heard from one friend that my classmate has been bad mouthing me...haiz...i really feel so angry...i've done you nthg wrong and y must you say me in such a way...when ppl say bad things abt you...your cry and act so pathetic...when ppl treat you well...you think that they are nthg...when ppl are more superior than you in other things...you start to insult ppl....what the hell are you then...you are nthg...nthg at all in ppl's eyes lor...cos you have never really traded real friendships with other ppl...and you'll never ever go far with that personality of yours....thats why you are always trying to outwin ppl....guess what...you can win others in alot of materialistic things...but you'll never get the most important thing in everyone's life....relationships that will treasure and last.....

ok..and i'm done toking abt you....anyway...sometimes i really wonder how will people lives be if their fantasisies come true....and if it really comes true...how real will it be...haha...just some food for thought....maybe most of my fantasisies may never come true...but its always good to keep it a fantasy in my dreams....i dream alot you noe...haha.....

ok..thats all for today...tataz

OGL rocks.......wweeeee

hi there....i haven't been blogging for a long time...well...but today i am going to compensate for it....for the first few days of the week....i went for orientation for the freshies...i was an OGL....me and muznah was assigned to the group mb0604....haiz...i dunno whether is it lucky or unlucky...but i think out of all the groups...mine was one of the quietest of all....getting them to tok is as difficult as moving a rock.....haha..so wat to do...me and muznah try our best to make them tok lor..in the end...both of us got no voice by the end of the second day....

but overall it was fun la..i get to know lots of new friends and ppl....especially the OGLs....haha..we rock...haha....have lots of fun with them....hmmz...we all should be one whole class....surely lots of fun.....weeeeeee......

lets come back to the orientation...haiyo...the first day was water game...my OG class and the runners all sabotage me....make me so wet....i dun even now how to go home...thank god...i have extra piece of shirt...but too bad lor the bottom part have to be wet throughout the journey home.....the second day was lighter....just the talent time....aiyoyoyo....my class ar...ask them do this no reply...do that also no reply....in the end me and muzzie still need to go on stage and act....haiz.....already...SCL i not much reputation...now..its worse...but never mind la....things still went on well....

i found out that my class..is very enthusiastic for only one thing..their studies...when i go through CMS and student login with them that time...thats the only time i hear them say so many things....haiz...my dear MB0604.....pls go and learn how to get a life!!!!!!!!!!!

done abt orientation...yesterday i went out with gladys..having in mind of buying that t-shirt we saw few weeks ago...then when we go there...the auntie say...haven't arrive yet...what to do...wait again lor...then me and glad walk from bugis to marina square.....in between we shop citylink mall and a little bit of raffles city la....while we are at citylink...me and glad went into new urban male lor...guess who we saw...haha...my sec school enemy's ex lehz.....haha...didn't do much staying there...just keep laughing at the t-shirts...cos the prints all very cute....then we went to marina square liao.....

at marina square....topman...we saw this jacket that i have been searching for a long long time...i look so good in it la....but too bad...you know how much it is...123 bucks lehz....no choice lor....have to wait a little while longer before i can get it.....in the mean time..i can go and look for similar ones and cheaper price what rite?????

then we come to today...haiz..i'm staying at home the whole day to do my project....wish me luck....tataz....

p.s. fantasies are really for fantasizing when they have no hope of coming true....

i paid for my own handphone for the very first time....

hi people...i got a very good news... finally change into a new phone...sony ericsson w550i...weee...i'm paying it thru monthly instalment...wahahaz...ever since i have my first handphone when i was in late pri 6...i have never paid a single cent from my own pocket to buy a phone....but now...i actually paying for my own..although my mum wants to pay for me...but i think..its time that i take some responsibility with the things i have.....

how i got the phone...haha...its actually a very funny story....remember i told you in my last post abt the high tea in swisshotel??...yeah..after that..we went to paragon cos my mum wants to buy something over there....but then there is a m1 shop over there...we went in and see...then tok about the phone that i want...but my contract haven't up yet...and it totals quite alot of money to buy one...so..i told my mum dun want la...i also never bring the charger also...so we went home lor.....but then the next day morning i took a look at the newpaper last page...i found out abt the sony ericsson phone sale in carrefour and my old phone trade-in price is so much higher than in any places...so then i told my mum abt that...she ask me to meet her the next day?(monday) after she finish working so that we can take a look at my phone...then later she ask me to cash out one cheque and use the money to buy that phone....haha...i dun even now how to cash out cheque also...eventually we went over there straight away after our conversation....and viola...there i have my new hp...weeeee....

anyway...this is the mid of the 2nd last week b4 my holiday ends...haiz..its so fast...i just started on my NE project also....today having meeting with my mates to discuss about certain things....

i'm still very broke...can't really go out..haiz...hopefully...i can go out soon...

ok..thats all for today....see ya....

p.s...who can recommend me some nice soothing english song that you think i'll like??...tag me in the chat box!!!!!!!

its such a long and sinful day for me!!!!!!

hello...today i went to oss for mentoring...haiz...i think i am really getting old...how can i be so stupid to leave my games plan at home while i happily walk out the house...thank god...i'm fast and i can whip up something fast when i reach the school....haha...

after mentoring i went to my auntie's place to give tuition to my two younger cousins...when i reach boon keng that time then say that they want to have it tmr...but too bad...i'm already there...so what to do....go there lor...then the two boys show tantrums...kana whack by their mother...oppsy....what can i say....next time want to push the date to a later time pls just tell me...so that i no need to take the trouble again....i'm so worried for the elder cousin of mine...he is taking his PSLE this year and the results is still so poor...if by SA1...he still cannot improve...i think i better tell my auntie get a real professional to come and teach his son.....

after the tuition i went city for high tea buffet....at the swisshotel....omg...unless you really love their chocolate and sweet pastries...pls dun ever go there...cos the food there are really not meant for anyone with the right appetite to eat it...no wonder caucasians can attain that size....haha...anyway..i was so glad that i can have some salty food after the high tea thing la....haha....next time i must bring leen...glad and jojo over there for the sweet stuffs...they'll love it.....

then i went orchard to meet my mum...she wants to cancel her m1 line...in the end also never cancel...but she is interested in buying me the new phone....wahahahaz...just tahan for 1 or 2 weeks...and the phone is mine...weee....

ok...now about the past few days...nthg much la...just try to past my time staying at home lor....
oh yes...jojo..if you can read this..i'm so sorry...next time want to date me...date me earlier la...sorry for not acc you today!!!!!

ok..thats all for today see ya....

p.s. nana..joom and glad...congrats for your new double promo rank!!!!!!

that is life...what can i say....

i woke up very early in the morning to bid goodbye to a very good friend of mine...she is going back to her home country...that is my godparent's maid...auntie vivian....she practically watched me grew up from K1 to now....and now she is gone...y??...cos my godpa retrench her....and wats more...they have all kinds of bad comments and reason to send her back...she really did not do anything wrong....just because you want to get her home.....you said all kinds of things....13 yrs of her life was spent to your family....and she is not even married...now...thats what you give her...anyway...i still thank auntie vivian for taking care of me for so many years....

i went bugis with glad and my 'godbro'....argh thats the last time i'm ever going to bring him along....he has been trying to impress ppl but guess what...he failed la...so too bad....no use...and you noe..sometimes...i really have to look down on him....he needs to seek opinion from his mum to buy a t-shirt that cost less that 20 bucks....how henpecked can her get....whatever...

i got my results back....not too bad la....not good either...GPA 2.569...haiz...i can do better....this sem..i'll work hard...

my grandma got cataract...but its not a big problem....nthg to worry...

ok..thats all for today...see ya...

p.s. I WILL REMEMBER YOU ALWAYS......!!!!!!!!

revamping starts now!!!!

now..for frequent visitors...you'll notice a change in the background music...yeah..thats the first step to my new blog...haha...just got one skin down...i intend to start doing the things tmr...but i got a feeling i'm going to seek help from glad...hehe...thats the price she have to pay for getting me to accompany her shopping...haha..

toking abt going out with her...didn't go out la..cos she la..this minute say want to go leenz place...the next..say go with me when i already promise my grandma to see doctor....haiz...so in the end going out next week lor...anyway...my grandma is suspected to have cataract..which is..aiya..so common..and so i'm going to every of her appointment and the laser op that she is going to do for the next few weeks ot come or even next month..so if you want me to go out with you better ask me first ar...

this week is a very quiet week...so nice to get to rot at home...haiz...just wish that this kind of days can last longer(although i'll get bored very soon)...but its better that slogging the guts out for school work...haha...

ok...i need to take my chinese medicine that is suppose to clear all the heat in me...see ya..

weee...i got a new com...

ok...now i have this really weird feeling...in fact...i'm worried...and the worse thing is that i dunno y am i so...haiz...i think i am just over reacting...this is the problem about me...i always let my imagination fly and makes me very feel that bad things are always going to befall on me....well..i do think of good things too....haha...but trust me..those are fantasies....

and...i got my new lappie...yeah..acer...not the slimest one i can find....but its sheek and nice...the most important thing is that its light...and whats more...the storage space is huge...80GB...haha...i can do whatever i want with this new com...no more lagging already...haha...

i bought that on sunday after i sent my father on to the plane that is going to bring him straight back to hongkong and not coming back for at least half a year.....y did he go there for??...well u can say that he went on a busines trip but to be more exact he went back to help my eldest uncle with his factory over there...i think he is going back to his roots...a goldsmith factory....my mum and my sis were like showing me that 'i dun care face' when my dad left...but deep inside..i noe that they are so going to miss him...as for me...its fine la...i didn't really build a strong bond with him ever since my sis was born....i dun really blame him nor did i blame my sis....he dote my sis..while my mum dotes me....hehe....anyway...he is going to come back after six months..and if things are good over there???...who noes..he might be there working for my uncle....but he said that he will come back at least once every half a year la....

and oh..let me finish the story on my com...you see...when my dad left...he sort of gave my mum 7000+ bucks for me in singapore...haha..and i have convinced the both of them that i need to get a new com...thats when i used up 2000 of the money...the rest....they are going to be for my allowance for 4 semesters in poly....hehe...of cos...my mum is going to add on top of this money...haha...

now...of the shopping list to be done, one is done..but the next question is...what is the next thing....my new hp...if things go well...i can psycho my mum to get it for me b4 april...but it all have to wait cos my mum i busy trying to finish all her accounts now....let us all pray hard...shall we????

and oh...my complexion is going from bad to worse...and i swear that i am not going to step out of my house to embarass myself (unless nessescary)..so...darlings...if you are thinking of dating me..let me noe first....hehe....

ok..thats all for today..tataz...

p.s. for all my worries....i command you to get out of my mine now!!!!!

the drama was a big success...hahahaha

hello...today is post is all dedicated to the drama...CUPID'S CURRY...wahahahahaz....it is a wonderful show...i simply love it...cos i was part of it wat.....

it started out like 6 months ago...and after so many difficulties...finally we have staged it out in the TFA...although it was not a full house kind of situation...but i think i am very happy with the numbers already....maybe becos i was really engross in the play...instead of the realistic numbers...haha...isn't drama all abt that..leaving the reality and looking for a story outside of it...wahaha...i'm speaking like a guru now...weeee

of cos....like many awards(although i didn't get any)....i still have to have a thank you speech...haha...i must very first thank my partner a.k.a my wife..abi(maziya)...she really made me go into that indian husband mood la...haha...then the directore(irfana)...she really told me how to improve my techniques...then there is mash(gad)..she help me alot la..and she is the saviour of my 'family heirloom'...haha...for those who dunno...its for me to noe and for you to find out....and of cos the rest la...chris..lilah..trisna..bhindo..parveen..gwen...palvin..sas...kumaran.. nadia..siti..yoges..choo ying..yasmine...su zhen...and of cos lots lots more...they are a really fun batch of ppl and very nice to work with...

hopefully we can get to do one more drama again...like what the holy voice in the drama says...BEWARE OF WHAT YOU WISH FOR...IT MIGHT JUST HAPPEN...MUAHAHAHAHA...

ok..thats all for today...seeya....
p.s. thanks danielle and weijie for coming!!!!!!

rehearsals really makes you wear out...haha

hello...if you take a look at the time that i blogged...its 12.51 a.m....i just woke up after being shocked by the hp ring...and i am trying very hard to get back to sleep...haha...anyway...since i have nthg to do...i might as well come here and do my bloggings rite...haha

last week went to seoul garden to celebrate a few of my darlings bday..all combine together...but i didn't really enjoyed the day la....i planned for like 3 persons bday..in the end...only 1 manage to come and stay thru the whole dinner....rather pissed off that day la...ppl...can you just use your mind and think...if you noe you are going for a buffet at night..jolly well dun go and have heavy late lunch and for goodness sake...bring more money la....anyway...its over..and i dun want to brood over that anymore.....

i went back mentoring the next day...that is saturday...a few familiar faces but lots of new and naughty faces also...those young boys ar...haha..they just dunnoe who i am la...i come from a secondary school that is notorious and pls...i was a head prefect then la...if i can't control you ppl...how to keep the crowd in peace....in the end...got scolded and shouted by me la...serve you rite...haha...

afterthat i rushed to chinatown to meet my auntie and grandma for some porridge...haha...long time never go there already...actually..only 1 month la...but its nice to have breakfast there again la....hehe...after that we took a train to ps...cos i need to go carrefour and buy a new telephone for the house la...the old one is spoilt and ppl forever never put the phone down properly....and ppl can call in...got very irritated and so..i went to buy a new one.....

sunday..i stayed at home to rot...the feeling was great...i haven't been rotting for a long long while already....haha....monday which was yesterday...i went back to school in the morning for the orientation planning camp...played some really silly games and i got into OGL...muznah is my partner...haha...still have to go back then do a trial run on the 27th....

after the camp..i went to the TFA for the rehearsals...omg...you have no idea how tiring it is to act out a stage drama....the flow...the props coming in and out.....the lines, the actions and the voice projection...haha...it is really tiring....whats more...when i went back to school today...i have to have a one whole day of rehearsal including moving of tables and sofa from block Q all the way to TFA...

its so tiring...but it was fun...i love the acting...haha...it gives my life a little more colours....besides my boring science modules...haha.....and the performance is this thurs...so if you are interested..come ok???

ok...thats all for now...be back for more next time....

p.s. HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!

i screwed my last paper for the semester...haha

ok...today is my last paper...biostats...argh...i think i can only reside for a C or D for it..and all along i was hoping a B...the paper totally change..it was no longer what it used to be in the revision...haiz...but the rest was ok la...i'm still hoping all the best for organic chem...pls just let me get a damn C....my cell bio and bio chem and micro B..still not that bad...i think i can at least get a B for the 3 of them...pls...i really need to get better grades than my last semester...pls pls pls pls...

anyway...my phone bill shot up..and i got scolded by my mum..becos she was the one that is paying..anyway..i'm going to pick up the tab from this month onwards...so dun expect me to call you ppl anymore...cos i will not....i need to keep my cost as low as possible...i really need to...

and anyway...my holidays are coming..or i should say reached already..but i still have to go school for the first 4 days of the week....and i still have NE project to do...y like that one..so many things...i guess i only left with 4 weeks for me to rot and shop...i also not that reach to shop also...haiz...but i need to spend money..the new semester means new things for me...and my mum is going to buy me a whole new lappy....haha...and hopefully i can trick her to buy me a new phone also....weeee....

tmr is going to be the first real day out for me...going to shopping and have dinner with one whole bunch of ppl.....haha...its going to be real fun...yeah!!!

ok..thats all for today..see you again....and happy holidays for my friends in poly!!!!!

what i'm afraid of is finally over....phew...

ok...becos of the organic chem paper today...i got 3 more new pimples on my face over night...haha...well...i think it is worth while la....i think i can pass my organic chem...hope so....crossing my fingers now and praying hard....haha....

now one more week and i'll be free for a long time...haha...3 more papers to go...and i will be free...yeah...haha...then i'll start to plan time to rot...shopping...and slim down(yes..again)....in my 6 weeks holiday...haha...but that comes later....

oh ya...i watch the NYP scandalous video already...got it from heather...haha....but its not very nice also la...cos no head no tail...cos what i watch was the middle part....haha...not that poor quality as i thot la....i got heather to help me look for the rest of the parts....haha...maybe i can get the whole version next week....hahahaha.....

hmm...i think that is all i have for you this week....and be back for more when i really summarise my whole exam experience....tataz...

ok...its finally over...but the worse is coming!!!

hello....i finally finish my last lesson in the whole semester just 2 hours ago....haha....well...that also means that my papers are going to come...haiz...well...these few days...i have to go into seclusion to really study for my exams la...that means no going out...not anywhere at all...unless really necessary....wish me luck!!!

and i have been sick since the new year till now...still coughing non stop and my nose is so damn blocked at night la....argh...i have to go see the doctor again..this time really must get well....or i can forget sitting for the exam in a healthy condition...

valentine's day just passed a few days ago...haha...had a singles night out that day la...went to pizza hut...then went to walk walk for a little while then all of us go home...and i could have taken a bus home...that would save me all the trouble...but i listened to vedro went to take the train...then he cannot get into it cos he was stuck taking things from junrong...only me and jas got into the train la...so damn pissed off....but now i'm ok already la...

i had a very nice valentines' day gift....i got A for biochem practical test...haha...first time i got A for chemistry lehz....but i dunno organic chem can pass or not...hopefully can la hor...cos this time already open book...and i was so pek cek la...my micro B...2 more marks and an A for e-quiz...haiz...guess i have to pin alot of hopes on my exams now...must do better than the last sem...really must!!!

ok..thats all...see ya next week...or after my papers!!!!!

one more week to my exam....ahh!!!!!

hello...i'm late for my blogging dates...haha....guess i just dun have the mood to blog the last two days.....

O level result was released on fri...many ppl that i noe did really do as expected except for a few of my friends who manage to get into where they want to go....well...what can i say???.....i guess i dun really noe what to say...cos i am really running out of words already....

i went to pray yesterday cos my zodiac sign clashes with the god this year....haha...that was my first time in so many years...well...its definitely a new experience for me...anyway...hopefully i will be able to have a properous new year...cos i already had some signs of bad luck for the first few days of the new year already...haha...i'm getting superstitous....anyway..i went to bugis with my grandma after that and i bought this really cute pair of glasses...and i went to the billy bombers at bugis for lunch...my oh my is that serving huge or what...i was so full and the bill did not gave me a shock...it was rather reasonable actually....haha...then i went home and laze around the whole day yesterday....

as for today...well...pretty normal..went to my godpa's shop in the morning for some gossips...then i went home and got change to my auntie's place to give tuition to her two young kinds...and i tell you...the papers are really getting tougher and tougher each year....haha...thank god i'm out of the pit already....

one more week and it'll be my exam...hopefully i can do better this time and show that woman of my class my cut too....for those of my friends...hopefully you noe who is this person...haha....

well...thats all for today...tataz....

memoirs of a geisha..i've watched it!!!

hello....how was your new year...was it good..got lots of ang bao....if you read my titile fot he blog..you'll noe that i have finish watching memoirs of a geisha....its a nice show but maybe it is because i have already read the novel...its wasn't that shocking for me...but the actings are good....they 3 ladies...i liked gong li the most..she really brought out the other side of hers in drama....

i went mdm koh's place with ved..yiwen..junrong and jojo yesterday....guess what....she is 4 months pregnant...haha...she really sisn't change much...she is still her old her...like that...but uits always good to see her again...i haven't been seeing her for months already....her place was very nice...though its small...but it is sheek and simple....very nice....she went to order sakae sushi and delifrance for us....haha..that was very nice of her..i got her a small little gift....and the next gift i'm going to get for her is for her small little baby....anyway...i'm going to miss phua's place later to take a look at her small zachary.....haven't seen him for half a year...think he is grown taller and should be able to walk now....haha...of course miss phua too la....haiz...the good old days back in secondary school...

ok..thats all for now...be back for more next week!!!!!

happy chinese new year....

haha...ok...now let me thank someone first...that person is daniel...haha...thank you for accompanying me to go and do my shopping yesterday night...haha..i gave him some love tips so we are even...hehe....

these few days at school is fine la...got my organic chem result...haha..i failed...i dunno y i am so not sad abt it...maybe its becos i already knew that i would fail ba....well...anyway...my school days was alrite la...compared to glad's school which is full of projects and things...i'm considered lucky...

now...i must do some reflection to all the things i bought for chinese new year...actually not much la...just 5 new shirts...3 new pants...thats all only...haha...there are lots of things in my shopping list that i have not cleared yet...but i'll get the chance to clear all of them during my semester break...hehe...haha...thinking of it also makes me feel like laughing out loud...but that is provided i mangae to survive my school la....

oh yes...my hp...i have heed so many people's advice that i am not going to change my phone so soon..at least not within these 2 weeks...i'll wait until all the prices drop already then i go and buy...i get to save some money and spend them on clothes also haha....i'm becoming shopaholic...trust me...its very contagious...very very....

its new year eve today....and my house is so going to be crowded with people...a total of 14 i think...haizz....its so busy now...really...you must prepare one reunion dinner to noe how many things are there to do...thats alot alot of stuffs to do...from the marketing...to the cooking...to the entertaining...to the cleaning up...oh god...it will make it go busy throughout the night....alot of things to do...

ok...i need to go...but before i go...i want to wish everyone a properous chinese new year ahead...gong xi gong xi....

i got this weird feeling...and i can't explain y....

ok...this is not my usual blogging dates but i just came here to blog abt the past 3 days before i forget any of the important points....ok...lets start with friday...i finally manage to go out...wee....did not buy anything....cos i dunno what to buy...but had a fun time...except when that vedro open his mouth to suan me...this vedro ar...he spend so much money buying things on fri...i can't say how much...but its alot...i really mean alot....haha....

yesterday went chinatown to buy things...more like last minute shopping with my grandma and auntie...had a fun time....spent lots of money...haha...all on food..and i got a feeling...they are all for me...hehe..haha...hehe..haha

today...was the most lousied day for the week...my mum wants to buy a phone for me...and i go lie...yeah(cos i spend a long time psychoing her)....then we went to the shop at thomson plaza...the person say i have to wait for like another 5 more months before i can upgrade my plas...and get a new hp...my face turn black straight away...i came home...check with M1 and found out that i can change one new phone long time ago already..and i go like(what the hell)....argh...then i persuaded my mum to go j8 to buy the phone...it took me so long time and asking glad to help before i find out that the shop only sells nokia phone...argh....i am so damn pissed off....but my mum say next friday we going to buy at bugis la...haha...so i also not that angry anymore...

ok...its time for me to go to bed.....hmm....next time i blog will be the new year eve...ok...bye

i got this weird feeling...and i can't explain y....

ok...this is not my usual blogging dates but i just came here to blog abt the past 3 days before i forget any of the important points....ok...lets start with friday...i finally manage to go out...wee....did not buy anything....cos i dunno what to buy...but had a fun time...except when that vedro open his mouth to suan me...this vedro ar...he spend so much money buying things on fri...i can't say how much...but its alot...i really mean alot....haha....

yesterday went chinatown to buy things...more like last minute shopping with my grandma and auntie...had a fun time....spent lots of money...haha...all on food..and i got a feeling...they are all for me...hehe..haha...hehe..haha

today...was the most lousied day for the week...my mum wants to buy a phone for me...and i go lie...yeah(cos i spend a long time psychoing her)....then we went to the shop at thomson plaza...the person say i have to wait for like another 5 more months before i can upgrade my plas...and get a new hp...my face turn black straight away...i came home...check with M1 and found out that i can change one new phone long time ago already..and i go like(what the hell)....argh...then i persuaded my mum to go j8 to buy the phone...it took me so long time and asking glad to help before i find out that the shop only sells nokia phone...argh....i am so damn pissed off....but my mum say next friday we going to buy at bugis la...haha...so i also not that angry anymore...

ok...its time for me to go to bed.....hmm....next time i blog will be the new year eve...ok...bye

i like my new hair.....haha...and the hair stylist...

ok...first of all...i want to announce to everyone that i absolutely love my new hair...its nthg much...just triming what i have before...but what is more amazing is that the hair stylist who styled my hair did it like god...omg...its so nice and cute when its on my face...too bad i dun think i can reconstruct the effect again...haiz...me and my clumsy hands....haha....well...its was a sudden visit to the salon..so i have to wait like 1+ plus just to reach my turn...haiz...but its ok la...nthg much to do at home also.....haha....

have all of you did your CNY shopping already...hehe...i have not finish yet...i think i'm not going to buy too much this time...i think i am going to get 2 sets only la...cos i think after CNY the price will drop even further....my mum convinced me so...haha...so i think i'm gonna put all my money on the new semester wear...haha...i'm getting my shopping(more like wish) list ready...hahaha....

going out tmr for some shopping with all my darlings(like what glad would most prob say)...haha...its going to be a fun time out....hehe...

and...my school open house!!!!!....its fun and i am contemplating whether i should go and help out sab..dan..heather...muzzie they all tmr or not....hmm...we'll see abt that...must come...it end this sat...if you coming tmr...can come find me...i bring you around...ok???

alright...thats all for today....peeps...bye...and have a nice CNY shopping...tataz

p.s. to that guy who just got a stead...i wish you all the best hor....

what a good way to relieve stress.....

hello....i'm here after a week....weee...yesterday went shopping with gigi, her sister and glad in bugis....hah...its such a good way to relieve stress you noe..everything is so good..i bought a shirt from freshbox...although thats all cos i didn't bring much money also....next week when we go shopping again then i continue buying...i may even have to borrow some money heez....all my darlings...can la hor....haha......yesterday..me and glad had chu lian feeling...hahaha....not between me and her...butus and the mango desert that we had...i hadn't been exercising for so long and yesterday we had to run to sim lim square just to buy dvd-rw last minute....omg...it was sure a very hectic task...hehe

before i went shopping with them...i met glad in school cos she needs to go to her classmates's place for projects....like what she said...she really squeeze out each and every new psychological questions i have lor...hahahaha...but all the results for her turn out quite bad la...she kana suan by me also.....just as i boarded 162....i forget that i need to top up bus card for my grams....argh...i have to stop with glad at j8 that side just to top up her bus card...she needs to meet her classmate over there also.....then we all took bus home until glad told me to get ready to go off....

this past week was all about common test...i got a good feeling although i dun have much confidence in organic chem...but i think i can pass la....pls pls...just let me pass....

as to what i am gg to do to spend my weekends...today i'm gg shopping with my grams at suntec today....she wants to find a bag that goes with her shoes...haha....tmr..i'll be stuck at home doing my reports also.....haiz...my life....reports..study..reports...i hardly can find a good way to find back my life....thank god i got a great hobby i call shopping a.k.a spending my money...hahaha....

ok...thats all today...see you next time...tataz

no mood for CNY

haiz...Chinese New Year is coming and yet i dun feel the atmosphere at all...argh..i think the tests are blinding up my senses...its just around the corner and i also haven't get fully prepared for the test....haiz...guess thats me....

chinese new year was such joyous for the pass few years of my life...but now...there is nthg to be joyful abt..and i dunno y.....i got nthg in ready for chinese new year....in the past...i would have got ready all my clothes and accessories...but now...i dun have a single thing...so i must really get to shopping after my tests....god bless me that i'll pass that...pls!!!!!!!!

ok...i dated all my darlings out already....so i think i'll have plenty of shopping partners....this week at school is just boring...nthg much except when i need to rush home just to get my lab coat and lab manual and my clothes just becos i thought it was an tutorial....argh....thank god miss ng let me go home or else...i'll be dead.....

ok...thats all for the day...see ya