reality...haiz..what a difficult thing to face...

just when i was happily at the pasar malam buying my favourite ramly burger...someone bumped into me and i was instantly reminded of a past...or to be exact...a past fantasy...ya..thats what i called it...a past fantasy..well...i shan't tell you the story..because no one...not even my closest friend knows about this...its is so classified that i have been so trying to forget...but guess what...i just admitted that i can never forget it...its a part of growing up....and i hate to admit it...but its already a part of my memories....

i know that i'm a person who always like to dream...but i'm always dreaming about lots of other things...being a supermillionaire....or a famous star...or a mad scientist....but the fact is...i seldom dreamt about falling in love...because deep inside...i know...i dunno how to fall in love...really....thats y i posted the last post that i am a difficult guy to fall in love with...but this person is a very exceptional case...well lets just say...i'm hooked...haha...but i know...its a dream that is never ever going to make its way to reality...which is a totally different world from what i dream....

nevertheless....i still like to dream...because it keeps me moving..sometimes...i dream abt things that can never ever happen...but sometimes..i dream abt things that can happen to me in reality...and so..i work hard to fufill that dream...i used to dreamed being a good student leader when i was in primary school...i was so happy to be the computer monitor of the class(a post that till now.. still dunno what is it abt)....then i realised that my dream can be fulfilled when i was sec school...so i work hard..no matter academically or socially or even with my character...and true enuf...i was the deputy head prefect...and getting into a dream course...ha...yeah...working hard is the key.....

but for this fantasy of mine...no matter how much i work hard...it is just not possible...and so..i can just keep in a secret with me..till the day i die...perhaps...

p.s. my darls...dun try to guess who is that person....you'll never make it....