when will this ever end.....

ellox.....i'm back here today to cry out my feelings again.....one piece of good news is that i'm going out tmr.....woo-hoo.....finally.....after all these days of staying at home.....i can finally take a break out of my boring days of look after my sis.....i read this short story today abt the different mentality when man and woman carry out their life duties of love.....when a couple are having sex......they aren't really thinking abt the same thing.....the girl have gone thru much consideration before she goes to bed with a man.........and she has confirmed that she do really love this man......but the guy.....he is just trying to test all the possibilities he can have with a woman before he comes to a final conclusion whether he loves her or not......that is when lots of things happens to couples....well whether it is true or not....it all depends on you.....afterall beauty is in the eyes of the beholder doesn't it.......sometimes i really wonder is it really the emotional affection that bring couples down the aisle of the church or is it the pleasure of passion that make couples enter the graveyard of love......maybe sometimes it is a mixture....but what truly counts is that when couples are together......they really enjoy each other's company and love but when that love tears out.....it is all over.....when a person tells you that he loves you.....he/she really loves you at that moment in time....but when he/she says that he/she dun love you anymore......he/she really meant that......whether love tears out or not....is the important thing is how the couple manage this relationship......that is what i call love......other than that....well...you can call that like or infatuation........i remember i said this to someone before......love is like diamond....it is everlasting in one's heart....but infatuation and like is a dream....when you wake up...it is all over........ok...thats all for today.....bye....