Thursday, August 04, 2005

its going to be a long one.....

hello there....i'm here to blog again...i have lots of things i want to write today...haha....lets tok about the schedule i went thru the last few days first.....well...last week was suppose ti be my study break to prepare for my common test this week(which i tot that it was absolutely ridiculous....isn't the other way round)....but i didn't really study....out of the 7 days...i only get in contact with my books for 2...haha....mon to wed was schooling days for me becos i need to do my project....thurs was too lazy to satred working...so i rested for one full day.....then fri i started to do work....saturday was the highlight if the week....me...vedro...jasmine and ramizah went miss phua's place to do some visiting(of course the main motive was to see her boy)....haha....we took along time to go to her place...then we found out that we actually alighted at the wrong stop...well nvm...eventually...we found our way to her place...had a fun time there with her...chit chatting and playing with her son...i think i really got appeal to kids haha.....we went off at 7(we reached her hse at 2.30)....then we actually wanted to have our dinner at compass point...but it was too crowded...so we went to j8...and went to secret recipe...the food was ok...but the service suks....trust me...then sunday was a studying day for me..... and this week...is all abt common test.....trust me...i got a strong feeling of failing my chemistry....yes...boy...is the feeling strong or what.....intended to go out with a whole bunch of jie meis this sunday but...it turns out eveybody can't make it...so i guess i'll watch a movie with leenz and aaron this sat....after my haircut that is....ok...done abt toking abt the schedule.

...now...some juicy stories....it just happen today to my classmate...she met her ex in school..and she felt miserable...and i got to help her out of this..as usual i started to tok to her...you noe something...i actually found out that girls at my age are actually very desperate....not for guys....but the concern and care they get from guys in love.....sometimes they found the rite one...sometimes they dun...and boy...the more they dun...the more they miss it...and the more hope they have...when that hope bursts off.....they too burst off.....what boys and girls(or shld i say young ladies and gentlemen) need is the self-esteem and confidence they can find within themselves...look at me....how many ppl outside are toking bad things abt me...but still....i'm here...as happy as ever.....dun let love erases all you have and makes you lost the ability to see the others......no doubt love is important and we need to have it but we are not trying to let this love we always hope to destroy us and our mind......another problem is that they are not sure when to accept the changes they can find from ppl around them.....things aren't always going to be like that forever.....we need to learn how to embrace it when it is here....and learn to let go when it no longer belongs to us.....its all about the ability to take and to put down....dun be afraid...try it....a whole new world is just outside......for the poor classmate of mine...what i want to tell you is that you can definitely led a life better off without him....learn your own meaning in this world....and take the chance to see the beauty of the world outside.....and that will definitely boost your self esteem and confidence......ok....you go girl!!!!!

bye!!!!!

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