Saturday, June 16, 2007

what do i really want in life....

since...i've got nthg to do now...so i thot about coming here and do some blogging....hmm...so since i'm out of topic to blog...i shall blog abt a subject that i think most of us would have thot of b4 and must have in some point or another written abt them in their primary school compositions...haha...i remember long long time ago...i wanted to be either a lawyer or a teacher when i grow up...haha..thats true...i think lawyer at that time was cool...cos i was a tv drama fanatic then and i find lawyers so authoritative...so good at speaking...and since i was in my childhood a very experience liar by then...i thot i would do a good job....haha...but i guess..its rather impossible now already....since i'm in a discipline so far away from law....

then i wanted to be a teacher....i was a teacher's nightmare in primary school...and i find teachers have alot of control and power...haha....i guess...i'm an authoritative freak...haha...but as i go into secondary school..and now in poly...i find teaching very noble...imparting knowledge to the ppl who wants to study...and of course...the power comes as an incentive la....haha...so..when i was in secondary school...i'm obsessed with being a teacher...and i got it all planned out....you know....going to JC...then NIE..then a teacher...HOD...finally principal...hahahaha....i even adopt my studying strategy as teaching...now..when ever i do my revision....i automatically becomes a teacher and start toking to the wall...haha...yes...i'm like that...haha...i think...i may end up having a job like this when i get sick and tired in the industry....

but all these are just the more idealistic and occupational part of what i want to be...but practically...erm...i guess...i'm a really simple person...haha..although i like to have branded goods alot....but...i gues...i'm really a very versatile person...i can have dinner that cost like 100 but at the same time..i can get it a equally delicious at $3 in a coffeeshop....haha....i think thats what my mummy and grandma instill in my when i was young....you know...good life doesn't really necessary comes with a high price....and i guess...quality life doesn't too....so...next time...i dun need to be like a millionaire or something....i just need to have a comfortable life...you know...like...a nice home...a wonderful job that pays well...a happy family..some wise investments to slowly build up my wealth...erm...occasionally holidays over the world....thats...all i need really...haha...i guess...its not too much to ask is it...although...sometimes...a little gucci...LV..Prada seems nice to me as well...haha....and oh....parties and high tea too!!!...fiona will relate to how much i love high tea buffet....hehe...

see...thats all i need...hmm...i noticed...i never write abt love...haha..i guess...its not something necessary....haha...i mean...love is good...is very good...but not an essential to me...i think...i can get that equal much of love from other ppl as well...haha..but that doesn't mean i'm not afraid of loneliness...a little is good...but too much...its digusting...thank god...i'm sociable...and i have tons of friends....

ok..thats all for today...before i go...just a thot for you...whats your life you want??...blog it!!!

p.s. i'm a happy person....haha....

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