Friday, August 31, 2007

lalalalalala.....hehehehehe...hahahahaha...thats my title

hello...its 9.26 at night and i've got nthg to do around....while waiting for my show to load...i decided to come here and blog abt something....honestly...i dunno what thing am i suppose to blog abt...but i guess...i'll just rattle on like i always did....

i was watching law and order on the hallmark channel just now...that is one hell of a good series...and i've got to say...the deepest heartfelt feeling i had watching the show was not abt the criminals...its abt living with the rightoeus courage that everyone had...i always watched the lawyers trying to get their way thru the attorneys...which is like...hello...your client just killed someone...and you are trying to get him away....is that even..ethical...which by the way...it is...under the law...everyone reserves the right to have a lawyer to defend for them...and the lawyer is suppose to defend their clients...but still...where did all the lawyer's ability to distinguish right and wrong...evil and good go???...is this what they are suppose to do?...helping people who broke the law to get away free...i dun think so...haha..so much so for my childhood dream of becoming a lawyer...looking at those lawyer going into unscruplous means to save their clients....gosh...it just shattered my dream...

toking abt values...i wonder what values are still left on the face of earth that is worth being praised...what has the world become....didn't everyone after WW2 decided that there should be no more war already....and that everyone should be in peace and harmony...then can someone explain to me why is there vietnam war...and the iraq war...actually...this kind of war is something that is the least scary..at least you know where your enemies are...and what are they going to do...but the war against the terroist is totally opposite...we are in the light when they are completely out of sight...and within a moment...boom...there it goes...some car just exploded in the streets of iraq...pakistan..and somewhere else in the world....sometimes i wonder...what the hell is wrong with these guys..who on earth gave them the idea that sacrificing their life to do such idiotic things is meaningful enough....i guess..its something they have been taught and brainwashed with the very day they are born.....but i think...the bottomline is..they are not bad people...they are just trying to protect themselves from being bullied...its just that they way that they engaged in is just to extreme....maybe someday...someone will be able to teach them that actually they can use their life to do something great and good...not by being suicide bombers...but by perhaps..educating or doing businesses and then using their abilities to help their people...isn't that much better....i guess...that someday might never come...but at the very least...there is this piece of hope around....and as long as there is hope...there is still a chance of this world being a better place.....

suddenly...this reminded me of a song by barbra streisand...SOMEWHERE...and maybe i shall leave this song for me to conclude it all....




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