NAPFA test is coming...dreading it now....

ok...had johari's window with the class again...this time...its just collecting comments and pasting them on my paper...haha...someone describe me as powerful....hmm...i wonder what makes them say that....powerful....i don't remember churning out great whirlwind in class or hurricanes in the lab...but still i gladly accept my status of being powerful...haha....

after that..we went to celebrate heather's bday at PS....as usual...i gave the secret away....aiyo...how would i know she didn't know lehz....so..i just blurted that out lor....suddenly....everyone plunged into silence....i knew...i said things that i am not suppose to...hehe....but nvm la....heather knew we were planning something already...so...its not exactly letting out a big surprise...and next time...if there is a big surprise...just dun tell me anything...just tell me to bring the money and i'll be there can already lor....haha...so..we had lunch at swensens....oh god..their bake rice was really nice but a little too small serving for me..so i took some of muznah's chicken..and sab's fries...i wanted to call for dessert....but i knew something was coming....haha....so...i stayed calm....then after swensens..it came...a huge bday cake....made of nthg but chcocolate fudge and chocolate and marshmallow....at secret recipe....then heather had to had the greatest serving...1/4 of the cake...i barely finsihed mine..cos it was too chocolaty for me....hehe...but heather manage to finish the fudge part la...as for the think chocolate icing....i guess no one can ever finish that...so we let her off....

after that...we went to the arcade and watch heather and sabrina play games....muznah left first...me and danielle just sat there and watch the ppl play games....yu fang and geraldine went to play basketball...as for elizabeth...i didn't know where she go to...haha...but we had fun la...sab was practically stomping on that dance machine lor.....so...we went shopping after arcade..i saw this nice t-shirt going at 50% off in P.O.A....haiz...fit me in the shoulder...but made my tummy look...ever..ever..so big....so...i had to give it up..then..its walking around...and home sweet home

over the weekends...i'm gonna stay at home..to clear up my work....projects...reports...and resume...so...after that...its 1 last week of school..and hols for me....but the sad thing is...after that...i have to go for my common test already...haiz...

things are breaking down in my house...can't stand it...

things have been breaking or spoiling in my house...haha....first the bed...then the lights...now the fan...oh gosh...argh...tonite i'll have to go without the fan and use the air con...its going to be so cold tonite...and my nose is definitely going to be blocked....my nose have been giving me so much trouble since i was in primary 4....but now...i can basically handle the problems my nose can bring to me now already....

anyway...thanks to my auntie...hehe...i got my first victory in GSS this year...my first pair of levis...and its not jeans...haha..its a pair of shoes....weird rite....but hey..at least the shoe is made of denim material you know....so..it works on similiar way as well....okok....and as to why my auntie...cos she paid for it...hehe..so..of course...i have to say thank you to her la....and oh..i also got myself some facial supplies....haha...but not discounted...so doesn't really made it an item that i got during sale....and oh...abt sale...i went tangs with my grandma...and once we reach the 2 level..its like all hell break loose...haha...things are definitely going cheap...and its crowded with girls everywhere...thank god..i got a breather upstairs at the men's department...guys dun really react to sale as much as girls do...yeah..you never see guys frantically going crazy when there is sale at the men's department..they still manage to keep their cool....funny isn't it....

okok...enuf abt the sale...now abt school...haiz...i dunno school can be best describe as....erm....i guess...in 4 words...work, work and more work....i definitely see deadline coming close and things piling on my desk...but somehow...my body is not reacting for me to start clearing those things so that i can meet the deadlines....haiz...i guess...after in MB for 2 plus years...this is the syndrome you will develop...haha...i stil remember the school slogan for taking in new ppl this year...choose it, live it, love it....well initially...i thot so...i mean...i got these feeling too....but when the really thing gets going and you soon find that you are losing grip is other aspects of your life becos of school work that you have...you find yourself finding the next 2 phrases....hate it and regret it....haha....i'm now already at the regretting stage...so...its ok...i'll just continue on...besides...i'm in year 3 already..haha..there's nthg i can do also....

okok..thats all for today..see ya...

GSS is just around the corner!!!!!!

the weather now is definitely getting warmer...god...even when i'm sleeping..i can still sweat...haha...that is how warm the weather is now...anyway...just got scolded by my mum...she ar...always threathen to chase me out of the house...haha..like i care...i dun even live with her lor...i'm in my grandma's place....cannot fix the bulb herself...ask me to do it..then i can't...and go off...she just start shooting at ppl...like as though as i care....haha...she can scream all she wants...i'm so used to it already...nthg to be afraid off...wahahahaha....

and oh...25th may is a very impt day..yeah..the opening of GSS...haha...well..other than..CNY..bdays...mother's day..and festivals with good food....this is the next most impt thing in the calendar...and oh..not forget...exams...is before GSS....haha...i have a short shopping list of my own...hmm...let me see...i want to buy a sunspec...and erm...maybe a new wallet...and soem supplies...thats all...haha...see..this year...my shopping list very short rite...yeah..

ok..thats all for today..tmr have to bring com to school to do my project..argh..so tiring..and sickening...so many projects...most of them are meaningless lor....tataz..

p.s. lecturers in my school really have alot of work to do...they not only teach..they've got so many other things to do...no wonder so many of them are leaving....

bored...so blog...

okok...i'm bored...except chatting with danielle...i basically got nthg else to do...and since..i still have half an hour before i go and accompany the tv...i guess...i'll just come here and blog abt everything and anything under the sun...first of all...i told danielle that...if...anyone is able to finish compiling the 'things not to say to make danielle puke' and 'things to reflect (someone's) blurness'......haha...who's that someone...i guess everyone should know la hor...but lets not make her angry...in any case..if anyone manage to compile the 2 lists....haha...that gal/guy deserves an award...altough...i'm not quite sure who is in the right state of mind to do it...hahaha...

anyway....watched american idol yesterday...melinda is out!!!...godd...i liked her alot...blake should be out...i guess she's really the old time girl...so..she appeals to me...jordin is great too...but not blake...just no blake for me...haha....but i understand why is it so..i mean..its an idol contest...melinda is not that idol kind of girl.....so...i pretty understand why she go voted out...as for blake...i wonder why is he voted in...i think sab is right..cos he is the only guy..and normally girls will want to vote for them more....but i'd like to see jordin win..she's young..talented..and has a beautiful voice....and i think melinda shouldcome out and make a record of her own..i think it'll be pretty nice too...

haiz...days in singapore is really boring...i guess...becos of our size...we aren't really that into doing so many other things...haha....so..that makes us...bored working freaks...haha...in some way..we are very much predictable....so..no suprises for singapore..if you tell singaporeans that something big is going to happen tmr...they'll most probably run away first...haha...but singaporeans are nice...i mean...look at us..we are capable..and we manage to forge out a whole new nation without natural resources...all by ourselves...for that..i think singaporeans are pretty amazing in that sense already....haha..yeah...we adapt to changes quick too i guess....maybe too quick..lots of things are fading away...like the old shenton way that i use to go to when i was young...now the harbour is closed as well....lau pa sat...no longer sell those food that used to be famous over there...even chinatown is changing...haiz...all the childhood memories that i have in my mind is gone...i guess...those things in my parent's time should have been gone up to 80% already...but...all in the name of modernisation...old things have to go to make way for the new ones...so...we'll just have to accept that then....

i think one of these days..i should make a trip to pulau ubin....my grandpa use to bring me there when i was young....but now..i can no longer remember what is it like already...i guess..i should make a trip there..and see how those old kampong dwellers live...then i can know how my grandparents and parents live when they are young...take a look at the wild boar they have over there..i've never seen one i real life over there...take a look at how is the laid back feeling of the place like...maybe.it'll become a getaway for city ppl like us...who are so used to high rise builidings..and technolog...we have to do it fast though...before..everything clears for the new estate over there again...but i think 1 thing can never be taken away from the ppl who stayed there..their lifestyle and their philosophy...yeah...simplicity..and contentment...nthg much..just these 2 things..will make a person life much more happy and lively....

modern ppl now are too forward in some sense that..we have forgotten that happiness need not be found only in materialistic wants....fame and wealth...we can always find happiness when we go back to the very basic and essence of living....simple and contented...thats all everyone need to feel happy....haiz..i think..we are instilling too much materialistic education to the young generation..i wonder..what is going to happen to these ppl....

in anycase...i'm signing off..so..tataz!!!!!

welcome to my new blogskin...

hello..i know i know..danielle and sabrina must be thinking why am i adding music to my blog again...haha...just for a little fun lor..in anycase...after using my blog for like the past dunno how many years...i have decided to change one...and since i'm a complete idoit with computers..i have decided to use those ready made ones from blogger...the good point about it is...its easy to work with...no need to use those html codes which i can never ever understand...haha...

ok...and oh..just to update my post...erm...i had a great time with the rest at jas bday..although not many ppl come...and there are ppl who are late...but nevertheless...i still enjoyed the whole day...singing kbox...haha..tried some new songs lor...hehe..so i'm not that old when i come to kbox also hor...haha...

in any case...workload is definitely piling up...god save me...how i wish its like the old times..only need to worry about tests and exams..so no need...to get project done...argh...ok..thats all for today..see ya!!!!

p.s. my ulcer one the underside of my tongue hurts...even eating also give me trouble...go away la...

how considerate are we to be called as a citizen of a first class city....hmmm

something happened today that make me want to come here and blog....well...this afternoon..i brought my grandma and sis to marina square for a meal..and also buy a mother's day gift for my mum(which i'll tok abt it later)...so..after that..we went back home and boarded the bus 162..everything was fine until a man came abroad the bus..and wanted to take a sit diagonally across me(the senior citizens one)....1 lady around 40+ already sat there...and she placed her bag on the empty seat...so the guy cannot sit down..normally under this circumstances...anyone will be automatic to place their own bag at their lap so that the empty seat can let be taken by other passengers boarding...guess what..the lady refuse to lift the bag away...so the guy had no choice but to move other seats in front...but kept looking at the lady...immediately..my grandma and i thot that that was a very inconsiderate and rude thing to do....

but wait..thats not the end...not long after at novena stop...a young lady boarded the bus...she wanted to take the same seat that what the guy wanted to take...as the bag did not really cover the whole sit...so she sat down...then the lady beside her..told her to move to other places and sit...that was like..freaking rude and inconsiderate...so the guy just now got fed up and told that lady to give up the seat...the lady got angry and started to scold him saying that she had is not having a good time..and don't push your luck too far....and she started scolding all the fucks...all along the way.....after that...the guy alighted..and the young lady got herself a seat infront of me....

that is by far the most inconsiderate thing i have ever seen....i mean..so what you are having a bad time...who does have bad times....and that doesn't entittle us to the sits that we are having...we are just passengers of the bus and all of us paid the bus fares...the bus is neither own by you nor did you pay the bus fare for the seat beside you...i wanted to say it out..bu eventually i didn't say it..cos i thot i better not join in the fight between the adults....but i think that just makes her a real inconsiderate person...

that made me think of a few hours earlier..when a young girl in her twenties offered to give up her seats to my grandma when the bus is crowded with ppl as we were on our way downtown...i think..in this first class country...there are lots of first class citizens with their graciousness and consideration as a human being...but nonetheless there are also some other black sheeps and just make ppl feel disgusted..and ugly....

ok..thats all for today...tataz

p.s. and oh..we had lunch at asian kitchen in citilink mall..very nice!!...and i bought a leather card holder/money clipper for my mum!!!...wezzz...

my summary for the week....

monday...
school starts at 2...had a nice time sleeping at home...had 2 burgers that my grandma made..she is the best of the cooks.....lectures are forever that boring....

tuesday....
nthg much to tok about....

wednesday...
only have 2 hours of school...but have to stay back for the make-up on monday's morning lectures...that lecturer is superb...his skills of dragging is by far the best of all i've seen in my years of studying...he dwells on the pdf page...untils the computer actually goes into standby mode..can you ever believe it...the rest of the class struggled to stay awake....to top it off...he wants us to write about our aspirations...we are like...its been over 3 years we wrote a compo...and you want us to write about a topic that teachers give to primary school children???

anyway..i wanted a simple and comfortable life..thats all..haha..very vague rite...

thursday...
school started at 8...its was raining outside...perffect time to sleep but i have to be in the class...thank got my tutor is good..and i dun realy feel bored...then it like hours of break..but b4 that..we have to go for a 1 group to 1 lecturer kind of discussion for project...she speaks so softly..and stares at me when i speak....anyway...then we had lunch...sab..yufang..elizabeth and geraldine went to play arcade at the grass-roots club...me..muzzi..dan and michelle..went to tut room to slack..we joked..we gossip..and we read the reader's digest jokes together...muzzie went crazy...i think its the sudden rise of blood glucose level and she jokes throughout the rest of the day..and guess what..she gave me a nickname...i'm burgerboy..all thanks to the shirt...heather they all gave me...then its dr.guo's lecture already....i think she is nice..she bothered to wait for everyone...if its me...i will just start as soon as i see the majority are here....she's so nice..and i actually understand all her lectures...haha...

friday...
this is what i call the proteomics day..cos the whole day..we have nthg but proteomics practical and lectures....aiyo...everything went well..just that..i'm always called to answer questions...haiz...anyway...sab..the blur queen of the century....actually manage to leave her laptop at the fj...its such a big thing..and she can actually forget it...anyway...i had chicken rice for my last day in fj..its closing...spend almost all of my lunch time in my 2 years in poly there...so..in the last week b4 they close...i have eaten all the food that i basically ate when i'm in fj..tamago..ban mian..nasi padang...chicken rice..western food...haha....i wonder whats going to be here to take over fj....

ok..thats all for today..see ya!!!!

yesterday...my comm skills tutor....told us that there are some ppl in this world that you absolutely detest even just by seeing the face...haha...i guess...i've got to know this fact long long time ago before even coming to poly....some ppl might say that its just 1 or 2 in a group that just cannot get along with you....and its not your fault..cos you didn't do anything wrong...but when out of a big group of ppl...a majority of the ppl doesn't gets along with you..i think its going to be much more than a coincidence....have you ever thot that maybe its some part of your character that makes ppl destest or just cannot get along with you...i think...everyone needs to do their own reflections...and know what is our own fault...take myself...i'm lazy...talkative..dramatic..but for some ppl they just fail to see their own faults...for some ppl..i think...if you could just try to be more people-orientated..stop looking down at ppl...try to curb your over-rated laughs and reactions...you could be much less detestable..such that when ppl want to work in groups..we won't have to push you around like a ball....we really dun like it...especially when the there are going to be ppl going to be working with you!!!

anyway..that was just some random thots i have in my mind now..and i just want to post it up...hopefully we can try to hit the target audience that we want to reach to...haha..sound so marketing right...anyway..i finish my first week of school...the time-table sucks...absolutely sucks...and i thot i'm over with those long breaks in between..if we do not have that much of resources...then for goodness sake..dun get so many students in la....in the end..all of us have to suffer...

the lessons are boring...well at least of most of them..they are..and some are just exceptionally boring with the presence of certain boring lecturers...i guess..it is not really their fault...they might not want to even teach in most cases..but just had no way but to settle education as one of their jobs in life...besides..being a lecturer at NYP brings some credit to your resume...not everyone can be a lecturer...well..at least not in my school...haha....

i absolutely hate the 10 dollar fine thing...now i have to wear lanyard all over the school..last time...i just wear it when i'm in the targetted area where my lessons are...now..i have to wear lanyard all over school when other ppl in school dun need to wear...argh...so unfair...if they want to do something like that..then make it across the school la...not just particular courses...its really awkward lor....anyway..i still have to congratulate william...his 10 dollar tactic worked..everyone is wearing them now...especially the yr 1s....haha..lets just see how long they can last....

my weekends are going to be spend at home...cos i have no where to go..haha...ok..thats all for today..see ya!!!

p.s. the above comments made are not personal to anyone...if i happen to be describing you...its purely coincidental...hahaha....

first days in school....

well..first of all...i must say....yr 3 sem 1 is no doubt is most boring lectures of the poly life i have...cos...all my lectures are rather dry..and i dun really have exactly chirpy and fun lectures in scl....it just goes to prove that y are they in science...but not other industry...haha...i started off my day with bioenterprise...my electives....how should i say...its really boring...full 2 hours...but nthg actually gets registered into my mind....then i start to think...is it my mistake to enter this track....i guess...for me...like many ppl say...sales and marketing suits me alot but its not really what i favour....all i can blame is myself in yr 1....haiz..if i haven't slacked so much...i wouldn't be there....but nevertheless....i'll just continue...at least...i know that i am going to score well in these 2 modules.....i can always go for r&d projects in FYP and attachment time.....

the next lesson on monday is a boring one....i got a feeling its going to be a combination of MBT + Mol Gen + Bioinfo....oh god....the first lecture...basically...covered very few new things...but mainly recap of the past sems stuff that we have learnt....and my title of the project...only consist of 4 words...completely open handed...how abt that....

tues was nice...i started a business lecture..that lecturer is fun...at least i actually got what he is toking about and i am not falling asleep...but the next lecture...its super boring...most of the things miss lim is covering..we already learnt that...so its just recapping and recapping....i guess...the lectures of my school can record themselves lecturing...then burn into a CD...try listening to them....haha..i bet they'll fall asleep as well...there is a cure for insomnia...hahaha..hows that for innovation...anyway...just in case any lecturer decide to read my blog..the comments i make are nthg personal...its my comments generally...haha...so..dun sue me!!!!

there is no school today..cos i manage to move the lessons away...but from week 3 onwards...my lessons on thurs is going to be hell...8-8...i'll definitely do something to it..haha...

ok..thats all for today..see you!!!!

my legs feel so sore now....

wow..yesterday was a great day..although some of us still didn't manage to come...but it was fun...when i left the house yesterday..it was such a heavy downpour...unbelievable...so..instead of meeting jo at the orchard mrt station which will make me drenche a little..i decided to sit and wait for her at far east..which...by the time she come..the rain had subsided already...

so..there we are at far east with a goal in mind..look for the best cap we can find for yiwen...we roamed the whole of far east in just less than 30 mins..haha..pretty amazing rite..that is wat we do...haha..we swept the whole shopping mall in less than an hour..didn't find the ideal cap...so i suggested to move to tangs...cos the last time..i saw the a nice nike cap on the catalouge of tangs...haha..but we could not find and jo became very sian looking for a cap already...i straight away say..lets get him some undergraments..haha..i guess i've got a thing for buying undergarments for my male friend's bday present...jo suggested levi's...since yiwen liked levi's so much...then we both settled on that decision that it shall be our backup plan in case we can't find cap for me...next we moved to heeren...and saw someone i didn't really liked..who has some link to jo..haha...we had wanton mee over there at heeren...it was a serious mistake to make cos i will soon find out later than it actually ruined my appetite..it was good though...so we moved on..to esprit at meritus mandarin...i liked one shirt there...1 is $40...2 is $50...anyone in the correct mind will definitely buy 2 but since i haven't slim down(i doubt i will in short term)....i didn't buy that after all....

then ved came to meet us..and he made me so jealous..i'll come to that later...y am i so jealous...ok..so..lets skip wisma and taka..cos there ain't much to tok abt...we moved to tangs again..to get the shirt...i picked a white plain 501 tee...while jo picked a black/gold tee...the price difference is not alot...its just that i think yiwen will like to go for that la...actually...so..ved being fair made a choice to get jo's suggestion...then a series of very funny stuff happened then we eventually got the shirt..had some spare time..so it was to island cafe on the top floor...and then kino with jo...

and so..we moved to seoul garden at taka...omg..we waited for like 45 mins to get a table...becos our dear shirley and shu is late...prior to that..almost all of them are late..except for me and jo..haha...so we waited....then finally dinner..then home sweet home...now..for the jealousy part abt ved..he came lighter than i am now!!!..i'm so depressed..haha...i always told myself..dun worry terence...no matter how fat you get..there's always ved fatter than you...but now..no more!!!...i'm the heaviest of all already...god..now ved will be my motivation to move on and slim myself down...jia you!!!!

ok..thats all for today..see you...

p.s. its a fun day...but i walked so much that my leg still sores...

count down to school reopen...

its my last week of my last long holiday for my years in poly....i can't really believe it...god...i'm year 3 now..i find that..time passes faster as i grow up....i felt that few months ago...i was still a new student at poly yr 1....now..i'm at yr 3...then its graduation and ns..then uni..then work..god...its like..unbelievable...everything is so plan for me...i guess many of the time..we are going in a direction that ppl or someone else has plan for us...i guess thats what you call destiny and that person that did the planning is god...well..lets hope that the plan done up for me is going to be good...

well..this last week of the holiday..i decided to keep myself away from work or things to do...but just to enjoy the holiday in its very essence...doing nothing..absolutely nothing...yeah...i haven't been doing anything..engaging in any other activities in anyway..but just staying at home..and occasionally...so out for lunch..haha..but..tmr is a busy day for me...i'm going out...yeah..last shopping trip out b4 school starts...but nthg for me to shop actually..execpt for buying yiwen's gift...and another friends...so..other than that..nthg much..but dinner is pretty exciting...seoul garden with lots of ppl...actully planned on vilage..but then since we have so many ppl and shu and hawa is joining us...so...its seoul...next time then we go vilage...

i just found out yesterday that the GREAT SINGAPORE SALE...is the day that glad is coming home...oh..well...haha...its nice isn't it....i've got some things to buy..just nice for me to save up....haha...i want to buy sunglasses..perhaps...esprit or guess or levis...haha...then some clothes..and maybe 1 or 2 pair of shoes...weez...so many things to buy..its a good time for me to stock up for new year..i know its alittle early..but still...haha...no harm preparing in advance...

okok..thats all for today...see ya!!!

p.s. i'm turing ugly...arh...i think i need a cosmetic plastic surgeon...haha

just some random photos....

my tiramisu...superb

the view with at the skyride

jo with the view

super models...and their reflections

my appetite...pretty amazing rite...
there is something going wrong with my hair

look at the space i take up!!!

nice collage...isn't it??

regret..remorse..more regrets and more remorse

sometimes...i really dunno what i'm doing...i know its the wrong thing to do...but my thoughts and my actions go 2 different opposite ways....after that...i regret....god....someone tell me what to do....now...all i hope is that i will eventually forget abt everything that has happen...then...it will no longer linger in my mind...and i can find my new freedom.....

i love my mum!!!!

i absolutely adore my mother...although she can be a pain in the neck sometimes...but hey..she always take care and look out for me...haha...yeah!!!...so..this post is dedicated to my mum!!!

p.s. and the havanaas she bought for me!!!!

it turns out that i really liked being a judge..haha...

ok...wow..this week..is a busy week..i have things to do almost everyday...haha...ok first...on monday...i went to collect my phone which i brought in for service a day b4...i think nokia's servicing is so much faster than sony...in sony...i have to wait for like...at least 1 week to do my handphone repairs...but at nokia...1 day will do...anyway...the * key on my phone is insensitive..so i brought it for repair...then i went to school to meet micheal...for some orientation stuff...i found out that i actually wasted the whole afternoon to that...cos...there is not much things for me to do..and guess wat...i lost my sunglasses as well..argh...

the tuesday..i brought my grandma to TTSH for a checkup..she's pretty fine...had 10 bucks of starbucks while i waited...i finally found my favourite drink...caramel macchiato...i guess...i'll order that everytime i go starbucks already....after that...i was suppose to do to heather's place for mahjong..then from there to marina for steamboat...it turned out that the mahjong is cancelled...and i have the free time in the afternoon..so i went home...when i reach home..i dun feel like going out anymore..its the kind of day that you can only use the sian word to describe..i didn't go in the end...haha...heather followed suit...felt so guilty....

yesterday..went back to school...had a clip done..looking at my bunch of juniors makes me feel so old...haiz..old...i'm no longer that robustic as they are...as fun loving as they are....its only 2 year difference...somehow its like 20 years gap...haha...i started the day in LTS2...my lecture theatre cos the ppl are having a tok there....saw mr mallard...my french teacher...thank god i still know a little...hahah...then chatted with vanaja and micheal when the tok is like on going..then william came..he's like the discipline master of the school..and i told the lectures around me that he is obsessed with us wearing lanyards...haha..all of them laughed..but we all understand that he just want to instill some self discipline in us...i felt rather uncomfortable sitting there...surrounded by lecturers...and everyone is looking at me...especially when william keep drawing the attention to my side of the LT...but joking with vanaja is always fun..she's not the lecturers kind of lecturer...vry fun to work with...now that she is taking over miss shailu class....sometimes...i just have to admit that i'm the teacher's pet...cos i really dare to do things and speak to my teachers that most of my classmates dare not...haha...

the promo video at the audi went well..hopefully i can get better response....er...then it was lunch...we had like 3 different aisle of food...since its like buffet style...and i acutually manage to eat from all 3 aisles...of course..i just took the dishes...no rice for me...the talent time preparation was nice...manage to get a sneak preview..its always good to see them prepare b4 you judge...then the judging time came..i was stucked with dr.lau and mr yow (CPT side)...in the front seats..with the lecturers behind me..so stressful...the show is pretty much entertaining..but we can't expect too much..they only had like 2 hrs to prepare only...most of my marks are 17 or 18 upon 25.....

before i know it...the inaugartaion drink is here..i was jumping around when the ppl were like drinking it..of course the ppl in the audi did not know...the worse thing was carol was asking who wants to go first...everyone fighted for that..i was telling miss ler(from CPT)...how stupid they are...eventually..i had to drink as well...but i vomitted it all out...thank god i had the ice lemon tea with me..or else...i'll most probably faint....

then..its home sweet home...ok..thats all for today..see you!!!!

bon voyage...we'll miss you!!!!

spend the last 2 days partying for gladys since she is going away for 2 months...had mahjong on friday night...met up with glad in school first then when to her place before having dinner at chomp chomp with the rest....and you had any idea how crowded it is...gigi seng suggested up to take away to jo's place since we are all going to spend the night at her place...but i think that the food is suppose to be taken there and then cos its nicer...so...we decide to us out will power..we targeted a group is that finish soon...and the 5 of us...stand in a circle around that table..haha..i think no one can ever tolerate that...so..they left pretty soon..and we have the space..we ordered quite a few things and we all share among ourself...er..oyster eff...chay kuay teow...popiah..stingray...hokkien mee...haha..i was so full when i left la....then we went to jo's place for mahjong by getting 2 taxis to get us there...i played untill 11 then i went off..cos i didn't want get home late..and all the midnight charges for the cabs are just digusting....thank god me and jasmine taught glad how to play mahjong b4 i left...and i left her with roughly 3 dollars to lose..hahaha...jo told me yesterday that glad lost all of that...and additional 4 dollars from her own....jo was obviously the winner...since its home ground....



yesterday met up with them again to sentosa for the songs of the sea...went to my auntie's place to give my cousin tuition b4 going to harbourfront...i was super early..i reach like 2.30..when the rest aren't suppose to come until like 3 plus..since i was hungery...i thot of getting lunch at a resturant or cafe with a nice sea view so that i can wait for them there..and i made a very good choice..the white dog cafe...i know sounds weird...but the ambience is good...i took the set lunch..which came with the soup of the day...chicken consonmme...very nice..taste like marcaroni soup..but its full of flavour...i finish mine very soon...then i had a creamy mushroom linguini..very creamy..i love it..ate the whole bowl...oh god...i have to keep reminding myself..yes the food is nice..but take it slowly..you have like...1 hr more to wait..so i started to slow everything down...i start to see the ppl who came around the same time as me has left..and those ppl who came after me left also!!!!...i'm like so odd..with a table for 3 but only 1 person...then tiramisu came..it is to die for!!!...really..go have that...it'll will mesmerise you..finally a nice cup of english tea..and my lunch is done...guess how much i spend for all the good food....haha..only 15 bucks...cheap rite...yeah...for the food and service..its a must try,,,

then jo and leen came..we finally get to the island...bought the tickets for the evening show..then had a skyride and luge..it was fun..rain a little..so we had to seek shelter..but its not too bad after all..the skyride view is magnificent...then was walking down siloso beach..its so depressing for me..i can hardly find any piece of fat mean..all the lean babes and hunks at the beach..it is siloso after all...anyway...we saw some very wronly dressed people in the beach...1 lady wore scarf..at cafe del mar..some guy had a very sexy bikini trunks at lime green colour but covered only half of his butt....a caucasian girl with black bikini and blink purple tussles...god.its just wrong.and there are guys who went to swim with only their white underwear..just imagine the sight!!!haha..we saw some one from our seconday school..she has caucasian friends now...its not like we dun have..but...er..its unusual for a girl like her..lets just put it this way..its surprising...had dinner at sakae..not a very good one..anyway....

then the night came...leen went out to pick out glad and her sis cos gigi ps us again..and we need some one to fill in for the extra ticket...the show was abt to start..and they are not here yet..i have to like keep appeasing jo's anger..finally they are here and we are glad that we still have sits for us...the show started...honestly...the show is rather disappointing...the storyline is not captivating enough...the effects are good...other than that...nthg much already...and oh..i learn another thing..4 notes..ah.ah.ah ah..haha...what that means..ask me personally ba!!!...then we left the island using the sentosa express....cos the show just ended..so many ppl is rushing to get out by getting into the train..and they squeeze and squeeze to get in....i got so frustrated...i said very loudly....'is there a price to get into the train first or something...its not the last train'...then after that we went to vivo to take some photos..then it was a little dessert again at the cafe and then home sweet home....

ok..thats all for today..see you!!!!

p.s. to glad....have fun..and enjoy your trip....we'll miss you!!!!

intruder alert!!!!

god..my uncle just intruded into my privacy by coming into my room and start reading his books..suddenly..my room is a study for him now..cos his room and can't him anymore..have i mention..how cluttered his room is with all his books...no idea???...trying imagining books and books taking up 3/5 of the space in your room..and its not 1 layer of books..its many many layers of them....its so cramp that he can no longer sleep in his room and he sleeps in the living room everynight now...oh god...i think its breeding some bugs in his room...sometimes..i wish some one will set a fire to his books and clear that clutter..its an eyesore...like a pain in the ass..especially now that he is in my room...god!!!!...

anyway..i witnessed my big uncle and grandpa quarreling today..they nearly fought...thank god...i came home from NTUC in time to stop them before things got out off hand....haiz...how childish can they be...so reckless..both of them...adding up together is over 130 years old already..still fighting...can't they grow up???...abt that..i dun think my big uncle can ever grow..he is 50+ now..but he is maturity stage is like a 12 or 13 year old boy...never think b4 doing anything...he is a mommy's boy..still sucking up to my grandma...he'll die if my grandma dun take care of him....thank god he is not married and has no childre...or else..i dunno how will the kids turn out to be...haha

anyway..this week is a peaceful week...i'm going to get my hair cut tmr..and dinner with my darls..sat is sentosa...and sunday is for me to rest...mr micheal got me to the the student judge of this year's talent time during the orientation...oh god...i'm gonna be a judge together with 2 deputy directors of my school....haha...

ok..thats all for today...see you!!!!

mixed feelings...i hate the most...

ok..ppl..this week..its a week of mixed feelings..haiz..some good some bad....but first..the good ones...well..i've got my new handphone..thats one thing...and i got it altogether only 16 bucks...and yes...i didn't not bring my business to singtel..i gave it to M1 instead..cos i had another line that i can upgrade..and after selling my phone to a second handphone shop...i only paid 8 dollars for the phone..and 8 dollars for the screen guard...so all in all...only paid 16 bucks..haha..its a good deal rite...compared to the 218 at singtel...i saved...a total amount of 202 dollars....

alrite..now the sad part...haiz..my results..how should i say..its a kind of expected disappoinment...i knew i was going to do badly for some modules...and very good for others...but it turned out that..i didn't do as good as i thot i would in some modules..instead of A..i got B+ for them...so...i think..i had too much confidence...i think..sometimes..i do have a confidence overflow...so...i think i should learn to be more practical and pragmatic....keep my legs on to ground....i seriously think that i have been too lazy in my yr 1...been slacking too much..i thot that poly was the same as it was in sec school..which..i can carry on my lifestyle without really studying...haiz...so the lesson learnt...never slack during your yr 1!!!!!!

ok..thats all for now...see you!!!!!

p.s. i can't differentiate love from lust...oh god...save me!!!!!

er...no title...cos i dunno what to write!!!!

well well...first stop...a good news for everyone..i finally started excercising!!!!!!...haha...yup..shocked rite..as of today..i wake up at 5.30 in the morning and started jogging in bishan park at around 6....i took the whole park..in like half and hour...haha..its way way pass the time that i took like 3 years ago...i have grown alot you know...haha...the annoying part is that i see this guy (or girl..haha..can't really tell without much light)....running pass me 2 or 3 times...i'm like..he's here already?!?!?!?....haha...i'll continue on...i hope..haha...crossing my fingers...await the fit me!!!

the other thing is something that is very very annoying...i went to taka to change and upgrade my phone to 6288 which last week..the price was 168 when i saw that...so since i'm going that area...might as well go and buy the phone...my mum was there..and the guy quoted us 168...so i was like..good..after eveything..i just need to top up 12o more...but when i was trading in my phone..i forget that my batter was not the original one...so i have to go back to take and went back alone...which...then i have to wait for 1/2 hour for that person..who told me that he quoted me the wrong price..after everything and that i need to pay 100 more..argh..i dun think i've got cash in my nets...so i went to try to withdraw..which..i forget my pin..and my card got eaten.....idiotic rite..i wasted like 2-3 hrs just for that...in the end...made me lose my chance of changing the phone..and spoil me mood...i seriously think that the person at singtel is an idiot...can quote the wrong price somemore...what were the management thinking when they hired that guy!!!...i swear i'll never bring my business back to them again....

ok..enuf of complaining...i have been rotting at home..but i like that feeling..haha..ok thats all..bye!!!

p.s. wednesday and my results will be out!!!!...maybe i can get a phone as a form of reward then..provided if i score well la!!!

woohoo...haha...yeehee...lalalala

ok..now..if you are wondering about the title of the post...its becos of 2 reasons..the first is that i've got no idea on what is the title..and the other reason is that the title is all i will use to describe what happen yesterday...

yesterday..was a long awaited time when all of my jie meis get to get together...well except that jing is not there...but other than that...the rest of us went....it was fun...i met jo at orchard first..cos i went to pick up my repaired phone from the service centre...there is like...a super duper long queue...and i have to wait for jo to come..cos she's late....and meanwhile..a uncle was picking up a chat with me abt the phones...i went like : why is it always uncle's or auntie's that come and chat with me???...y can't it be a gorgeous hunk or babe????...argh..i was praying jo to come faster cos i want to get out of that awkward situation i was in..thank god she came..and we went to walk around while discussing what to buy for for yiwen's bday gift....

i paid like $85 for the repair...and we went to the food republic jap's resturaunt for tea break...haha..if that is wat you call it...jo ordered the sashimi again..cos she got a craving for that...the sashimi there is really nice..i think the chef is really good at choosing the correct fish..and the right cutting size...its so much better than those salmon sashimi that you find outside..its so rubbery..and thin..and so not fresh..i like it there..i ordered a soft shell crab maki..and it was heavenly!!!!...

then we went to suntec from orchard..walked around...until our legs were a little sore..and we decided to go to the juice bar at for a drink...or rather..i decided to go there for a drink...haha...we sat there for about 1 and a half hour...cos we've got no more place to go...and we are so tired...meanwhile we were discussing where are we going to get dinner tonight...becos we thot that girls did not planned..we were so troubled by where to go and eat..we practicallylist out all the resturants that we know in the vicinity....thank god..we sms jasmine..and she said she made a reservation at some cafe....

finally at 7...the rest of them finally came...and me and jo have to go look for that at the cityhall mrt station during rush hour...can you imagine that????...the traffic..i spotted eileen...and went over that side..glad and gigi came later....we could have took off from there...but then..we wanted to see leenz fren...who really gave most of us shock..haha..sorry leenz..but at that sudden...i found out that glad had a better taste...haha....anyway..you won't understand...and i accidentally blurted out glad's secret...guess what..she told everyone abt mine..argh..so bad...i mean...that secret of hers..is a open secret..mine's a really secret secret....

then we asked gigi what are we having for dinner...and she turn all of us off straight away by saying vegetarian food...omg...me and jo were like..we are carnivores...haha...but the food turned out really nice...i like it..i think..sometimes..if we put away some prejudice and things...its really not that bad..in fact...it may be good...like yesterday's dinner...i like it alot....jas..was like the company's spoke person..haha..kept telling us this is nice..and that is good...she and gigi started selling the company's product for fiber supplements...which acutally own's the resturant...

after dinner..we were went crazy taking photos....and when i said..crazy..i really meant it...god..i laughed until i had stomach-ache..and my jaw was shivering becos of all the funny things we do...suddenly..it was like we went back to the old times...back to those secondary school days..when you have 10 of us squeezing into a neoprint machine..haha...i'll post the pics once i settle the prob...you know i'm an idiot when it comes to technology

i really enjoyed yesterday..i had really alot of fun..its nthg like those forever lasting friends...who needs love when you really can get all from those fantastic friends....ok..thats all for today..see you...

yes yes....i'm here again...

oh god...its been a long long time since i blogged for 3 days consecutively for a week...that just goes to prove how bored i am at home..its a sunday morning and i have no plans for the day...i guess...i'll just stay at home to watch the movies...this time...i'm getting alexander...yup...something historical...haha...haven't been reading or watching things about history since i entered poly....yeah..a long long time ago i think....

anyway...i'm really bored at home...i found out that i haven't been stepping out of my door for 3 days already!!!!...hahaha...yeah...i did not go anywhere at all....hehe..so obedient rite...thats becos no one date me out....haha....the amphitheatre downstairs is having some recycling event...oh god...there goes a peaceful day for me already now that my room faces directly in the line of the huge loudspeakers...that means...i'm going to be bombarded with those noisy things today...already they had a line dance event yesterday nite..now they have this...dun they ever get sick and tired of that????....i found out something..the ppl helping out in this kind of things are those uncle and aunties retired at home...no wonder they got all the time to spare to do this kind of things...haiz...thaank god my grandma dun get herself involve in such bo liao things...hehe...she is a very modernised woman you know....haha

ok...thats all for today...see ya...

i'm bored..so i came to blog...

elloz...its a late saturday afternoon and i've got nthg to do..so i decided to come here and blog...what shall i blog abt...hmm...i think i'll blog abt my classmates...describe them with a kind of food..haha..the same kind that i did for my darlings when i first had a blog...

lets start with the brainy ones...danielle...haha..sorry...i have to look for someone to start...so..thats you...how should i describe her...she is like black pepper crabs...tempting...delicious...but not for everyone...if you are lucky enuf to be friends with her you'll find that her temper sometimes excites ppl alot...haha..she looks very nice and cool...but her fiery character can blow you up and sometimes...makes you say..shiok!!!...its takes ppl who really see her inner beauty to know and understand her...if you can't...i suggest you dun try this peppery plate of crabs...it might be dead...but it can still bite!!!..

sabrina...the blur queen...as for her....i think...she is like sweet and sour fish....most of the times..she is sweet...like sugar...very nice girl..but when she get blur..haha..it turns sour...but nevertheless...this is what that gave the uniqueness of the dish and makes ppl likes her so much....she's someone that is for all ages...from the very young to the very old..just like the sweet and sour fish...just like her character....crispy and flavourful at the outside....but soft and fluffy on the inside(she's got lots of soft spots)..haha...

muznah..lets see...curry chicken...full of favour...but at the same time...loads of temper...she has many sides...the tasty side where she is nice and friendly...a spicy side...haha..her temper...a burst of fire....but still..ppl like her..love her...y...cos she is true...just like curry chicken..what you see is what you get...no beautiful fascade to cover the redness of the curry...haha...she is a nice friend to have...becos...she tells you her feelings...straight from her heart...you won't get angry with her..becos you know...she is speaking from the bottom of her heart...this is the kind of friends you need when you are too blinded..and needs someone to slam you and wake you up...trust me...muzzie definitely have the ability...and strength..hehe

heather...ar...my lab partner....i say she is char siew bao...haha..no offence..heather..looks like a plain girl from the outside just like the outer covering of the bao...simple...but approchable...deep inside..she is a burst of sweet and salty flavour....she has a mind of her own...very decisive...keeps to the simple side of life...but still..manage to make her everyday appearance appreciated...its nice having her as a lab partner and companion...she tells you clearly wat is to be done...and always manage to keep the ideas practical and realisic...her colourful side comes when you really get to know her..and toking to you...she seldom get angry...because..she is like the honey glazed meat in the pau...never a direct confrontation...manages to comfort you just at the time you need the most...

geraldine..the quiet one...she is like a fresh loaf of bread...simple..not decorative...looks plain..nthg special..but you find out that you can't really live without it...bread maybe plain..but for alot of ppl..its the source of breakfast in the morning..whether is it with jam, kaya, sandwhich..always tastes that good..sometimes..its rustic and country flavour makes you just wanna eat it on its own...how is bread like geraldine..well...she might not make a lot of remarks...but she compliments the others very well...just like bread...it can go with lots of food...haha..yeah..a fresh loaf of bread...whose goodness awaits the true and destined one to discover...

yufang...hmmm...vegetarian bee hoon...haha...yeap..thats a nice choice...what she needs in life is....well..perhaps...a life???....haha...sorry..didn't meant to be offensive...but for yufang..she is like those kind of food that you need when you really need to fill that tummy up without spending too much money...not exactly the first choice for many ppl...but never fails to work her magic out...but bee hoon alone is very plain...it needs others to spice up and give the whole meal more flavours..and texture..that is when she needs a life...haha...but...this is also the girl..that makes man want to marry her...cos she can take care of the family...hehe...so..all the best to you and your prince charming....

elizabeth...arh...how about a baguette for her...hehe...she may look nice and sweet always standing around the corner...but she is actually a tough nut to crack..she has a mind of her own...always on her own style ans ways...but still...a good friend to have when what you need is a loyal soul mate....i think...all she needs is to find some one that is willing to take the time to chew her outer covering to savour the soft side of her in the inside....haha..

the following food...is used to describe the 4 very cute ladies in my class...huiling..fiona..lydia and jiawen...they are all agar...haha..or some may call jelly...y so??...highly decorative...you can add colouring..fruits...what ever you like into the jelly...but the steps to prepare is very easy...boil..add..stir and set...then voila...the jelly is done..just like my these 4 girls...looks strong and sophisicated...but actually...they are very simple to understand...all the need is the rite person to relate to....haha...

ok...thats all for the girls..as for the guys...i'll post again...when i have the mood...haha..see ya...

hello...my holiday feels so great but empty...haha

my 6 weeks of holidays started this week...somehow..i felt a sense of emptiness in me..haha..i think its becos all these months..i have been busy with my school work..projects, reports, test then exams..life is school was stressful and occupied...but now..i've cleared all my work...its like i've got so much time now..no needing to worry abt what projects..what reports..what exams...so..i guess...i'll use this time to let myself settle down and recharge...

anyway...i had a very intesting conversation abt the tremor on tuesday with lydia

lydia: did you feel the tremor?
me: i didn't feel anything..i was having lunch at that time..its shook alot???
lydia: ya..i can feel it so strongly
me: i was too engross eating...can't feel anything perhaps...
lydia: haha
me: oh dear...if there is a real earthquake..i should be dead by now..can't feel anything when i'm eating....

haha...that was my thots then...hehe...funny rite...

ok..now for some reflections...you see during my school days..i was very busy...so i made use of the time in the holidays to watch streaming in videos of the movies i missed...the first was devils wears prada....the reason i like this movie was not only becos of meryl streep, also the story line...she really can act i must say....she is the only one that can par with helen mirren in the oscars for best actress....but her dressing for the academy awards was a little...way out....hehe...

the story line is good as well...i like the way they portray the different aspects and walks of life with different goals..what else better to show that than the ever changing world of fashion....there is no really right or wrong to the choices...its more like the different routes that ppl take in life...miranda choose the high life..the glamourous side...andrea choose the simple side of life...but i guess its all depends on the individual and what they really want...for miranda..she choose her career and the high end of life...but she lose her husbands and a perfect family....andrea choose the simple journalist...but ended up having alot more than she thot..which will you choose???...haha..i guess...i'll take the in between..its much better that way isn't it...you'll get the best of both worlds..haha..typical libra i must say...

the other movie is the mistress of spices..i must say..not alot of ppl around me mention abt this movie..but i must say..its really good...just like pride and prejudice...its is by the same female lead afterall...the world's most beautiful woman...i must say...her eyes are really beautiful...and her facial features gave you a feeling of the east mixing the west..very sophiscated...and beautiful...the story is nice...a little about the current world of the tradition clashing with modern world...and a little magic...so...its really made it very nicely...very well done i must say...of course...for her...she got the best of both at the end of the story...she manage to keep her roots...and accepted a new life at the contemporary world...but for the others...is it that easy...????

singapore is a country that has been a melting pot of the east and the west cultures...but how much of the roots do we singaporeans really have...singapore to start off with is a young country...all of our roots came from our ancestors that travelled from other parts of the world...and settled here....youngsters nowadays...how much do they know about their own traditions....i guess...not alot...except that angbaos for CNY...mooncake for mooncake festival...etc...but do they really know their roots...sometimes..i think malays and indians are much better at keeping the traditions than us chinese....most of my classmates dun really know their roots...i mean..in some ways...we are forgetting the legacies that our ancestors left behind...the beautiful words and poems...all those...i guess its pathetic...no offence to my classmates...i think on the whole..this is wat that is happening to singaporeans especially the young ones....we are a young country still waiting to develop our own kind of culture and bring it to the mature state....so alot of the time..we rely on our parents or grandparents to impart the culture of the old times to us....but i guess...alot of of those things simply went down the drain under the effects of the modern trends....i guess...its time to do something...but still..who am i to say all these....i guess...i'm a little better off at this than alot of ppl of my age group...

ok..thats all for today...tataz..

p.s. i guess...youngsters now only have the problem of the keeping the traditions...but also facing the future world...the current affairs of the world...haiz...i'll tok abt this again....

exams...exams...

i find that somehow after my O levels...my ability to memorise thing fall dramatically...i think...i'm getting old...haha....really...i use to memorise bio and social studies like nobody's business without really studying...but now...i have to really make that conscious effort to memorise them now...haiz...

my papers...overall..was good...med micro and immuno wasn't that bad after all...i think i should be able to get B+ for the both of them...vanaja..is like the 2nd shailu and even better...haha...her question on bird flu was the easiest...how i wish all my lecuturers are like vanaja when they set questions..and micheal when they give tips...haha...so....let me continue...bioproccess and protein tech...it was stressful...i didn't finish my graph for bioprocess....no time to do them...mr ong!!! if you are reading my blog...pls moderate ok???....i dun ask much....a B will do!!!!!....haha...protein tech...B should not be a problem....

mol gen was tiring...by the time i came to the last page...my hands weren't mine anymore...but overall it was manageable..as usual...dr.chan's part save me...haha..just like MBT..so...B+ for mol gen as well i suppose...as for marketing...A should not be a problem....but pls pls...i really need that grades...oh god...i so so regret not putting effort during my yr 1...now my GPA is so sad...haiz....

ok...shan't tok so much abt my papers already...haha...later lecturers see my blog again...hehe...

tataz....

p.s. to all my classmates...all the best for the results coming out on the 21st!!!!

read my post below as well!!!!

yesh...the worst sem is over!!!!!!!

hello ppl...how have you been...oh god...i haven't been blogging for 2 weeks...thats becos of my exams....but b4 i tok abt my exam...let me blog about my new year sales...haha..if that is what you ppl call it...surprisingly..i have roughly...$400 worth of angbao..and still counting...i may have another auntie coming to my place today to give me an angbao...and my godfather...very pai seh to take from him...cos his business not very good....then not alot of money also..so...dunno whether i should take the angbao from him or not....

anyway...we went to mdm koh's(in case you are wondering...my sec 4 form teacher) place yesterday..and miss phua's(my physics teacher) place last week..oh my god...so long never see the 2 teachers already...guess what..miss phua's boy has really grown up...last year when i saw him...he barely know a few words...now...he is so talkative...haha...its nice to see children grow up day by day....i also found out that lots and lots of things have changed in school....haiz...so sad rite...its no longer that 2nd home i use to call when i'm in seconday school....but we had a fun day with miss phua..chit chatting and gossiping...too bad..only me..josephine...eileen and junrong went....after that junrong ps us..and the three of us when to orchard...it was a stupid idea to do that when its like the chingay day....i can barely squeeze through the crowd...the good thing is...the shops and resturants are all empty...but the crowd was just bad...the next time...unless i have a ticket to watch the show...i'll never go orchard again.....the food at vilage was good nevetheless....

yesterday..omg...i was soaked half of my upper body..and all of my lower body...actually..i need not be wet at all actually...its all becos of yiwen...he did not bring any umbrella.. and i have to go and save him....its was like a hurricane hit parkway parade yesterday...worse..i have to carry a pathetic bright pink umbrella that jo brought..the frontal part was dry when i found that the rain has just brough the rain to my back...jo's umbreall was swinging with the wind as well..instead of singing in the rain...i was swinging in the rain..my shoes were all wet becos...we choose to seek for lower ground when we enter parkway...guess what...it flooded!!!!!...wth...my shoes were like wet...its like you just threw them into a bucket of water..that kind of wet!!!....anyway..me and jo met earlier b4 that when the sun was still out...we went to a recommendation that miss phua gave us...oh..that jap resturant is really good...she was rite!!!...then i went to fix my phone...haiz...1 more week b4 can collect it...when we reach mdm koh's place..it was like 1.15 hr after our planned time...becos...the queue for the taxi was like so long...haha...but me and glad plus jo...enjoyed pissing yiwen off...sorry hor...haha...

ved met us at mdm koh's void deck..we went up together..chatted with mdm koh...waiting for junrong...and then...when across the expressway to kenny rogers for dinner..it was good...the ribs was nice..the side dish and the chicken..wasn't really as good as it seems....then i took a bus with yiwen and junrong home....

ok..my next post is on exam...be sure to read!!!.....

p.s. all the best to eileen for her found freedom!!!!!

i've got so many things i want to blog...

ok...in view of the exams coming...i have decided to blog in advance for the next few weeks to come...since i am also here waiting for my movie to be loaded...in any case...i feel like blogging like what a free lance journalist does...haha..i know...i'm not to that level yet...but still i want to blog abt things that happens around me..so hold tight..this is going to be a long post...

first...the CNY..well..this year...my business in collecting ang bao seems to have shrinked...by 20% or so...the reason??...haha...beats me too..maybe this time round....i did not go to the some of my uncle's and auntie's place where $50 is the minimum they give...haha..no la..just joking...but this year's new year...is rather...i should say...less festive...maybe its becos of my mood...i do feel that having the CNY before the sem exams for the worst sem ever...is a little to torturing....hopefully...i'll do well for my exams this time....

CNY in my family is a big matter..year in year out...many ppl come and go...my grandma has to prepare loads and loads of food to keep us these pigs happy and contented...haha...my grandma..i love her to tiny tiny bits...my life will be so different without her..sometimes..i feel that she is my mother..and my mummy is more like my best friend...perhaps its becos i was being brought up under my grandma's tender loving care ever since the day i'm born...cos my mum's a workaholic...haha...materialistically...my parents has gave me what i needed and wanted...so...i have no complains...but my emotional and spiritual upbringing..its all from my grandma...sometimes..i feel that she is more fashionable than i am...she even criticise my fashion sense every now and then...haha...her perseverance and elegance..is what i want to learn...she is a very competitive person...perhaps thats where i inherit my competence from....i always tell ppl...if she is given proper education at her time...she will be some big boss now...haha...

i admit...i'm a competitive lazy bone...when i want to get things done...trust me...that thing gets done in no time...and i'll do an outstanding job...but when i dun have the mood...nthg can get me going...i like to compare and compete with my friends..sometimes i lose...other times...i win...when i was in primary school..the lazy side of mine takes charge most of the times...so..i'm not really good...but when i enter upper secondary..suddenly...my grades shot up...and i can almost get the top in class like breeze without any problems....its either my intelligence grew in that short period of time..or my classmates went stupid overnight..haha...but when i went into poly...things starts to change...i'm no longer the best in the class...maybe its becos i have been too boastrous b4...such that...i didn't really put in effort...so my chem flunked..as a result...my yr 1 did not do very well..when i finally woke up in my 2nd year...i did fairly well..but i found out that its all too late...my yr 1 has pulled my grades so down that its really difficult to bring it back up again...haiz...so this time..i'm really working hard to do well....

ok..thats all for today..see you again...after my exams that is...

p.s. HAPPY CNY!!!!

my post was gone....argh

i actually have a post when it was unable to publish and i lost everything...so here is the summarise form....

1. I bumped into jas yesterday at NTUC...we were smsing each other at that time..haha..so funny...feeling like meeting all my darlings now..i miss them!!!!

2. my dad is back...

3. i'm going off..tataz...

haha...

Valentine's Day..Chinese New Year greetings all at once...haha

when it come to blogging during the special dates...i'm always that slow..haha..today is like the 16th of feb when i only here wishing everyone a happy vday...opps...its late..but its also better than never rite????....

after my last day of lesson this week...i acc sabrina to buy presents for 2 person...one for her bf..and one for...erm...shan't tell you...haha...sab's bf valentine's day present was so difficult to find...this one cannot..that one gave already..walked here and there....i swear that i have at least walked thru citilink mall for 3 times....omg...that sab..still dunno what to buy...haha...blur lehz...in the end...i gave a very cranky idea..cos i want to go home already..ask her to buy underwear for his bf...she was giving me that disgusted look....i quote: "yeee...dun want la..so kinky"...i went like...its kinky..but fun and thoughtful...you gave him something that only he can see...and no one else could...haha...even wearing the underwear he will still think of you...haha...then i gave some very kinky thoughts that i shan't post it here in case everyone vomits...haha...

then the funny thing was we finally entered the CK undergarment shop..the first thing she did was start to criticise about the designs...haha...she ended up wanting to choose the boxers which only left with waist of 38 and 40 inches when is bf waist is only 30 inches...haha..she was like never mind la...just buy one...its for sleeping also...me and the shop keeper was like...it minds alot lor...its just like you are a B cup when you buy a bra for a D cup...haha..that was my analogy...she replied "for sleeping only ma...big never mind la...er..more comfortable"....immediately....i said...ya..he'll feel comfortable alright...but he will find out the next morning that he went without boxers and slept naked the whole night thru becos it slipped off...haha...so..we left the shop empty handed....i think she is just embarassed in the undergarment shop...haha

the final present she picked...was a topman gift card...haha...that was the first shop we went when we reach marina...she should have sticked to her first choice...

as for the past few days..well..i was busy preparing for new year...and a little for the exams...y must the exam come at this time...i got no time to study at all lor..argh..now i have to burn the midnight oil already..see la..every fun ar....ok...thats all for today..see ya...

p.s. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE OUT THERE....hehe..this time..i'm early!!!!

first time i blog in school...haha

as of 5.05 p.m. 1st feb 2007...i have finish all project presentations...so whats left now is just the handing up of some final reports....yeah!!!!...OMG...this week was like the most pathetic week of mine for the whole 2 years i hav been in NYP....i have never tried packing lunch and doing work every for 4 consecutive days...can you imagine that...

dr.chan asked us during mol gen tut yesterday which was the heaviest module..i think its immuno...OMG..eveything from the start till the end is being tested...actually...every module in this sem is heavy..its just which is more difficult..and which one is more interesting from each other...like some modules that starts with the letter B....its so boring..and totally unrelated...i swear i'll never venture into that when i grow up...haha

hmm...my mum and grandma gave me the utimate warning to cut my hair...if i dun do so...i think they'll really burn my hair...hehe...and oh...the end of projects...means the start of shopping trips....

miss chan gave us all one free pack to thank us for helping out in open house....so sweet...we should buy something for her in return...hehe...

ok..thats all for today...tataz

p.s. whats with the blog thing with the lecturers ar????

busy..busy..busy..but i dunno wat i'm busy with...

hi there...open house..haha...thats the first thing i am blogging on..i was there all 3 full days...can you believe it...i'm the overseer (if that is such a word)...for the crowd control on my school side...wow...the mornings of the first 2 days was so quiet...the afternoon is like CNY at chinatown..so many ppl....the students from secondary schools plus the O level graduates...so many ppl...but thank god...all my classmates helped out...so i'm not that dead beat tired...oh the t-shirt...super big sized....aiyo..all the girls..especially...sab looks like they are wearing pj...haha...didn't take alot of photos...i think of all..i only took 1 photo...must go and look for who's camera is my photo in...haha...gossiped with alot the lectures and the ppl from other class as well as those from my class...haha...very nice...hmm..i dun mind having this like every half- a year...haha...

my projects are clearing already..but i'm still stucked with 4 of them....but...after this coming week...we'll be all done...yeah...then i'll have time to go shopping already..hehe

ok..thats all for today..see ya...

p.s. thanks for all my classmates who helped out...dan..sab...heather..muzzie..fiona...jiawen..lydia...aloy..zhong..bao..wilson...
alec...geraldine..elizabeth...yu fang...hui ling..and the list goes on and on and on.....

she's gone..haha...if you know what i meant...

hi there....its time for my weekly post...wow..this week...its a tiring week for me...settle the open house things for next week....get my med micro project done..and keeping her away from me(if you get what i meant)...haha...med micro proj...haiz..very disappointing...especially when a question came from the floor..and ppl dun really know the answer...and suddenly the whole class is waiting for me to give the ans....so..i gave an answer that ppl can't really find fault with me...i think i fooled vanaja over as well...thank god i'm rather quick witted...or we'll be finished....

was sick on thurs...went to to the doctor..and got their strongest medicine they have...haha..went i left the clinic...felt giddy..and decided not to go school anymore...initially i was planning to go to school after i'm done seeing the doctor...but eventually..went home to rest...cos i want to make sure that i'll be able to do the presentation on the following day...and after losing sleep becos of my blocked nose and my cough the previous nite...i decided to go home a rest....

went chinatown for porridge today..argh so many ppl..no place...haha...and i threw all my tantrums at my sis and my grandma...so sorry..didn't meant to do that...sorry hor...hehe..anyway...after that went PS...went daizo...wanted to look for the bag that heather had for her lap top...in the end i can't find...so went off home..did a facial mask..and took a long nap and woke up an hour ago...woohoo..so refreshing...so nice...but tmr i'll be stuck at home the whole day to do my work for projects...3 more to go..and then i'm all done...haha..yes...then i'll have time to go shopping...haven't got time to do any of my CNY shopping yet...haiz...after i get my projects done...i'll have 2 weeks to do that...

ok..thats all for today..seeya...

p.s....no post script today..haha

it has been raining non-stop..

i'm going to bed...but b4 i do that...i just want to blog my post for the week....

well..this week is school....is tiring....i've got lessons until 9 at night with a lecturer who speaks to fast as though as he is trying to outspeak a plane...haha..if you can get what i meant....anyway...other than that...projects deadlines are mostly due in 2 weeks time...some are half-done..some are still at the planning stage...it looks like my weekends are going to go to my projects already....

sometimes...i get really sick of doing work..and i dun feel like touching or even thinking abt anything that has to do with my work...in fact..i have that feeling most of the time...i think i'm just pure lazy...haiz..what to do...i'm born like that...but the good thing is...i'm rather efficient..and i always get the job done on time..on spot..and seldom recieve complains...woops...i'm going overboard praising myself...haha....

ok..i'm sigining off...cos i'm getting sleepy..haha..tataz...

p.s. give her a broom..and she could fly like a witch...hahahaha...daniel is so right..!!!!

i am a relationship guru who has never been thru one at all...ironic rite!!!

hi ppl...first of all..i got my results back...depressing..a little surprise but expected...haha...well...for starters...my med micro is C+...i all along thot it shld at least get a b or something...my protein tech and bioprocess..two of which i have not much confidence in got B for me in the end...haha...marketing as usual got an A....my imunno and mol gen is B+...ok la..not that bad....bioinfo is C+...hehe...did not study for it..so not suprise to get low marks...hmm...with all these results...i think i'll need to buck up for the exams and the reports plus projects...some modules..i can definitely do better than what i have did now....take bioinfo and med micro...no worrys...i'll come after you two...i aim to at least get B and B+ for all my modules...at least A for immuno..mol gen and marketing..and i can do it..yes!!!!!!!...I CAN DO IT!!!!

went back to school today for a last minute mentoring meeting...aiyo...they all really dun have time management skills....not to say leading the crowd la...if its back those secondary school days...i would have hold the meeting myself already...no inefficient...then again...who am i to criticise them when i never really put in effort haha...but i gave them lots of constructive ideas that i have been evaluating abt for mentoring over this long period of time.....i shld have brought it up long time ago...but since they did not ask...i never say lor....hehe....

after that..went to amk's polyclinic to buy my meal replacements...bought half a month of supplies...shld be able to make it this time already la...hehe....then went to the bank to deposit some money...after that i went home...whipped up my own burger..bath and went to bed...hehe...didn't really sleep well...my sleeping position was wrong and i have back ache after that....went to repair my pair of nike shoes....then went for dinner..and here i am blogging already....

one of my friends that i have never met face to face asked me abt some love issues...haha...said i know relationship very well...but come to think of that...my love report is as blank as white paper...so i'm a fashion guru who don't have one at all...hehe....

ok..thats all for today...see you!!!

opps...i missed my new year post...

haha...its 4th of jan today..and now then i wishing you a HAPPY NEW YEAR...haha..was too lazy to come up here and blog during new year la...anyway..i spent my first day of 2007 and geraldine's place doing my mol gen poster...supposedly we can be going home at 4.30...but most of us went off only at 10 that nite...haha...have to reprint the stuffs for quite a long time...so no choice have to stay back lor....

tuesday was much much better....brought my cousin to buy his bag...picked one from billabong...he is so not into picking his bag for the new school year..haha...cos he wants to go home and play his computer...its his last day ma....i dun really like that bag...but its his choice..so...i'll respect his choice...afterall...i'm the one paying the money...not the one carrying the bag....toking abt bags....i had a very pleasant surprise..i was at thomson plaza last week when i found this suede gola bag...going at a 50% sale..haha..only at $25..its a must buy..so i bought it..and i'm bringing to school today...woops!!!!...oh...back to the shopping trip...i wanted to buy a new pair of slippers cos mine broke..so i went to new urban male for their havannas or their brazillians ar...omg..they dun ahve my size..wth...shoes also dun hav emy size...haha..then i went off la...hmm...saved my money..and bought at ripcurl.....

this week is slacky week at school...not much things to do..cos most lessons are cancelled....like today...i only have 1 hr lecture...haha...ok..thats all for today...tata!!!

p.s. i am so happy and proud for my poster..its very nice!!!