just some random photos....

my tiramisu...superb

the view with at the skyride

jo with the view

super models...and their reflections

my appetite...pretty amazing rite...
there is something going wrong with my hair

look at the space i take up!!!

nice collage...isn't it??

regret..remorse..more regrets and more remorse

sometimes...i really dunno what i'm doing...i know its the wrong thing to do...but my thoughts and my actions go 2 different opposite ways....after that...i regret....god....someone tell me what to do....now...all i hope is that i will eventually forget abt everything that has happen...then...it will no longer linger in my mind...and i can find my new freedom.....

i love my mum!!!!

i absolutely adore my mother...although she can be a pain in the neck sometimes...but hey..she always take care and look out for me...haha...yeah!!!...so..this post is dedicated to my mum!!!

p.s. and the havanaas she bought for me!!!!

it turns out that i really liked being a judge..haha...

ok...wow..this week..is a busy week..i have things to do almost everyday...haha...ok first...on monday...i went to collect my phone which i brought in for service a day b4...i think nokia's servicing is so much faster than sony...in sony...i have to wait for like...at least 1 week to do my handphone repairs...but at nokia...1 day will do...anyway...the * key on my phone is insensitive..so i brought it for repair...then i went to school to meet micheal...for some orientation stuff...i found out that i actually wasted the whole afternoon to that...cos...there is not much things for me to do..and guess wat...i lost my sunglasses as well..argh...

the tuesday..i brought my grandma to TTSH for a checkup..she's pretty fine...had 10 bucks of starbucks while i waited...i finally found my favourite drink...caramel macchiato...i guess...i'll order that everytime i go starbucks already....after that...i was suppose to do to heather's place for mahjong..then from there to marina for steamboat...it turned out that the mahjong is cancelled...and i have the free time in the afternoon..so i went home...when i reach home..i dun feel like going out anymore..its the kind of day that you can only use the sian word to describe..i didn't go in the end...haha...heather followed suit...felt so guilty....

yesterday..went back to school...had a clip done..looking at my bunch of juniors makes me feel so old...haiz..old...i'm no longer that robustic as they are...as fun loving as they are....its only 2 year difference...somehow its like 20 years gap...haha...i started the day in LTS2...my lecture theatre cos the ppl are having a tok there....saw mr mallard...my french teacher...thank god i still know a little...hahah...then chatted with vanaja and micheal when the tok is like on going..then william came..he's like the discipline master of the school..and i told the lectures around me that he is obsessed with us wearing lanyards...haha..all of them laughed..but we all understand that he just want to instill some self discipline in us...i felt rather uncomfortable sitting there...surrounded by lecturers...and everyone is looking at me...especially when william keep drawing the attention to my side of the LT...but joking with vanaja is always fun..she's not the lecturers kind of lecturer...vry fun to work with...now that she is taking over miss shailu class....sometimes...i just have to admit that i'm the teacher's pet...cos i really dare to do things and speak to my teachers that most of my classmates dare not...haha...

the promo video at the audi went well..hopefully i can get better response....er...then it was lunch...we had like 3 different aisle of food...since its like buffet style...and i acutually manage to eat from all 3 aisles...of course..i just took the dishes...no rice for me...the talent time preparation was nice...manage to get a sneak preview..its always good to see them prepare b4 you judge...then the judging time came..i was stucked with dr.lau and mr yow (CPT side)...in the front seats..with the lecturers behind me..so stressful...the show is pretty much entertaining..but we can't expect too much..they only had like 2 hrs to prepare only...most of my marks are 17 or 18 upon 25.....

before i know it...the inaugartaion drink is here..i was jumping around when the ppl were like drinking it..of course the ppl in the audi did not know...the worse thing was carol was asking who wants to go first...everyone fighted for that..i was telling miss ler(from CPT)...how stupid they are...eventually..i had to drink as well...but i vomitted it all out...thank god i had the ice lemon tea with me..or else...i'll most probably faint....

then..its home sweet home...ok..thats all for today..see you!!!!

bon voyage...we'll miss you!!!!

spend the last 2 days partying for gladys since she is going away for 2 months...had mahjong on friday night...met up with glad in school first then when to her place before having dinner at chomp chomp with the rest....and you had any idea how crowded it is...gigi seng suggested up to take away to jo's place since we are all going to spend the night at her place...but i think that the food is suppose to be taken there and then cos its nicer...so...we decide to us out will power..we targeted a group is that finish soon...and the 5 of us...stand in a circle around that table..haha..i think no one can ever tolerate that...so..they left pretty soon..and we have the space..we ordered quite a few things and we all share among ourself...er..oyster eff...chay kuay teow...popiah..stingray...hokkien mee...haha..i was so full when i left la....then we went to jo's place for mahjong by getting 2 taxis to get us there...i played untill 11 then i went off..cos i didn't want get home late..and all the midnight charges for the cabs are just digusting....thank god me and jasmine taught glad how to play mahjong b4 i left...and i left her with roughly 3 dollars to lose..hahaha...jo told me yesterday that glad lost all of that...and additional 4 dollars from her own....jo was obviously the winner...since its home ground....



yesterday met up with them again to sentosa for the songs of the sea...went to my auntie's place to give my cousin tuition b4 going to harbourfront...i was super early..i reach like 2.30..when the rest aren't suppose to come until like 3 plus..since i was hungery...i thot of getting lunch at a resturant or cafe with a nice sea view so that i can wait for them there..and i made a very good choice..the white dog cafe...i know sounds weird...but the ambience is good...i took the set lunch..which came with the soup of the day...chicken consonmme...very nice..taste like marcaroni soup..but its full of flavour...i finish mine very soon...then i had a creamy mushroom linguini..very creamy..i love it..ate the whole bowl...oh god...i have to keep reminding myself..yes the food is nice..but take it slowly..you have like...1 hr more to wait..so i started to slow everything down...i start to see the ppl who came around the same time as me has left..and those ppl who came after me left also!!!!...i'm like so odd..with a table for 3 but only 1 person...then tiramisu came..it is to die for!!!...really..go have that...it'll will mesmerise you..finally a nice cup of english tea..and my lunch is done...guess how much i spend for all the good food....haha..only 15 bucks...cheap rite...yeah...for the food and service..its a must try,,,

then jo and leen came..we finally get to the island...bought the tickets for the evening show..then had a skyride and luge..it was fun..rain a little..so we had to seek shelter..but its not too bad after all..the skyride view is magnificent...then was walking down siloso beach..its so depressing for me..i can hardly find any piece of fat mean..all the lean babes and hunks at the beach..it is siloso after all...anyway...we saw some very wronly dressed people in the beach...1 lady wore scarf..at cafe del mar..some guy had a very sexy bikini trunks at lime green colour but covered only half of his butt....a caucasian girl with black bikini and blink purple tussles...god.its just wrong.and there are guys who went to swim with only their white underwear..just imagine the sight!!!haha..we saw some one from our seconday school..she has caucasian friends now...its not like we dun have..but...er..its unusual for a girl like her..lets just put it this way..its surprising...had dinner at sakae..not a very good one..anyway....

then the night came...leen went out to pick out glad and her sis cos gigi ps us again..and we need some one to fill in for the extra ticket...the show was abt to start..and they are not here yet..i have to like keep appeasing jo's anger..finally they are here and we are glad that we still have sits for us...the show started...honestly...the show is rather disappointing...the storyline is not captivating enough...the effects are good...other than that...nthg much already...and oh..i learn another thing..4 notes..ah.ah.ah ah..haha...what that means..ask me personally ba!!!...then we left the island using the sentosa express....cos the show just ended..so many ppl is rushing to get out by getting into the train..and they squeeze and squeeze to get in....i got so frustrated...i said very loudly....'is there a price to get into the train first or something...its not the last train'...then after that we went to vivo to take some photos..then it was a little dessert again at the cafe and then home sweet home....

ok..thats all for today..see you!!!!

p.s. to glad....have fun..and enjoy your trip....we'll miss you!!!!

intruder alert!!!!

god..my uncle just intruded into my privacy by coming into my room and start reading his books..suddenly..my room is a study for him now..cos his room and can't him anymore..have i mention..how cluttered his room is with all his books...no idea???...trying imagining books and books taking up 3/5 of the space in your room..and its not 1 layer of books..its many many layers of them....its so cramp that he can no longer sleep in his room and he sleeps in the living room everynight now...oh god...i think its breeding some bugs in his room...sometimes..i wish some one will set a fire to his books and clear that clutter..its an eyesore...like a pain in the ass..especially now that he is in my room...god!!!!...

anyway..i witnessed my big uncle and grandpa quarreling today..they nearly fought...thank god...i came home from NTUC in time to stop them before things got out off hand....haiz...how childish can they be...so reckless..both of them...adding up together is over 130 years old already..still fighting...can't they grow up???...abt that..i dun think my big uncle can ever grow..he is 50+ now..but he is maturity stage is like a 12 or 13 year old boy...never think b4 doing anything...he is a mommy's boy..still sucking up to my grandma...he'll die if my grandma dun take care of him....thank god he is not married and has no childre...or else..i dunno how will the kids turn out to be...haha

anyway..this week is a peaceful week...i'm going to get my hair cut tmr..and dinner with my darls..sat is sentosa...and sunday is for me to rest...mr micheal got me to the the student judge of this year's talent time during the orientation...oh god...i'm gonna be a judge together with 2 deputy directors of my school....haha...

ok..thats all for today...see you!!!!

mixed feelings...i hate the most...

ok..ppl..this week..its a week of mixed feelings..haiz..some good some bad....but first..the good ones...well..i've got my new handphone..thats one thing...and i got it altogether only 16 bucks...and yes...i didn't not bring my business to singtel..i gave it to M1 instead..cos i had another line that i can upgrade..and after selling my phone to a second handphone shop...i only paid 8 dollars for the phone..and 8 dollars for the screen guard...so all in all...only paid 16 bucks..haha..its a good deal rite...compared to the 218 at singtel...i saved...a total amount of 202 dollars....

alrite..now the sad part...haiz..my results..how should i say..its a kind of expected disappoinment...i knew i was going to do badly for some modules...and very good for others...but it turned out that..i didn't do as good as i thot i would in some modules..instead of A..i got B+ for them...so...i think..i had too much confidence...i think..sometimes..i do have a confidence overflow...so...i think i should learn to be more practical and pragmatic....keep my legs on to ground....i seriously think that i have been too lazy in my yr 1...been slacking too much..i thot that poly was the same as it was in sec school..which..i can carry on my lifestyle without really studying...haiz...so the lesson learnt...never slack during your yr 1!!!!!!

ok..thats all for now...see you!!!!!

p.s. i can't differentiate love from lust...oh god...save me!!!!!

er...no title...cos i dunno what to write!!!!

well well...first stop...a good news for everyone..i finally started excercising!!!!!!...haha...yup..shocked rite..as of today..i wake up at 5.30 in the morning and started jogging in bishan park at around 6....i took the whole park..in like half and hour...haha..its way way pass the time that i took like 3 years ago...i have grown alot you know...haha...the annoying part is that i see this guy (or girl..haha..can't really tell without much light)....running pass me 2 or 3 times...i'm like..he's here already?!?!?!?....haha...i'll continue on...i hope..haha...crossing my fingers...await the fit me!!!

the other thing is something that is very very annoying...i went to taka to change and upgrade my phone to 6288 which last week..the price was 168 when i saw that...so since i'm going that area...might as well go and buy the phone...my mum was there..and the guy quoted us 168...so i was like..good..after eveything..i just need to top up 12o more...but when i was trading in my phone..i forget that my batter was not the original one...so i have to go back to take and went back alone...which...then i have to wait for 1/2 hour for that person..who told me that he quoted me the wrong price..after everything and that i need to pay 100 more..argh..i dun think i've got cash in my nets...so i went to try to withdraw..which..i forget my pin..and my card got eaten.....idiotic rite..i wasted like 2-3 hrs just for that...in the end...made me lose my chance of changing the phone..and spoil me mood...i seriously think that the person at singtel is an idiot...can quote the wrong price somemore...what were the management thinking when they hired that guy!!!...i swear i'll never bring my business back to them again....

ok..enuf of complaining...i have been rotting at home..but i like that feeling..haha..ok thats all..bye!!!

p.s. wednesday and my results will be out!!!!...maybe i can get a phone as a form of reward then..provided if i score well la!!!

woohoo...haha...yeehee...lalalala

ok..now..if you are wondering about the title of the post...its becos of 2 reasons..the first is that i've got no idea on what is the title..and the other reason is that the title is all i will use to describe what happen yesterday...

yesterday..was a long awaited time when all of my jie meis get to get together...well except that jing is not there...but other than that...the rest of us went....it was fun...i met jo at orchard first..cos i went to pick up my repaired phone from the service centre...there is like...a super duper long queue...and i have to wait for jo to come..cos she's late....and meanwhile..a uncle was picking up a chat with me abt the phones...i went like : why is it always uncle's or auntie's that come and chat with me???...y can't it be a gorgeous hunk or babe????...argh..i was praying jo to come faster cos i want to get out of that awkward situation i was in..thank god she came..and we went to walk around while discussing what to buy for for yiwen's bday gift....

i paid like $85 for the repair...and we went to the food republic jap's resturaunt for tea break...haha..if that is wat you call it...jo ordered the sashimi again..cos she got a craving for that...the sashimi there is really nice..i think the chef is really good at choosing the correct fish..and the right cutting size...its so much better than those salmon sashimi that you find outside..its so rubbery..and thin..and so not fresh..i like it there..i ordered a soft shell crab maki..and it was heavenly!!!!...

then we went to suntec from orchard..walked around...until our legs were a little sore..and we decided to go to the juice bar at for a drink...or rather..i decided to go there for a drink...haha...we sat there for about 1 and a half hour...cos we've got no more place to go...and we are so tired...meanwhile we were discussing where are we going to get dinner tonight...becos we thot that girls did not planned..we were so troubled by where to go and eat..we practicallylist out all the resturants that we know in the vicinity....thank god..we sms jasmine..and she said she made a reservation at some cafe....

finally at 7...the rest of them finally came...and me and jo have to go look for that at the cityhall mrt station during rush hour...can you imagine that????...the traffic..i spotted eileen...and went over that side..glad and gigi came later....we could have took off from there...but then..we wanted to see leenz fren...who really gave most of us shock..haha..sorry leenz..but at that sudden...i found out that glad had a better taste...haha....anyway..you won't understand...and i accidentally blurted out glad's secret...guess what..she told everyone abt mine..argh..so bad...i mean...that secret of hers..is a open secret..mine's a really secret secret....

then we asked gigi what are we having for dinner...and she turn all of us off straight away by saying vegetarian food...omg...me and jo were like..we are carnivores...haha...but the food turned out really nice...i like it..i think..sometimes..if we put away some prejudice and things...its really not that bad..in fact...it may be good...like yesterday's dinner...i like it alot....jas..was like the company's spoke person..haha..kept telling us this is nice..and that is good...she and gigi started selling the company's product for fiber supplements...which acutally own's the resturant...

after dinner..we were went crazy taking photos....and when i said..crazy..i really meant it...god..i laughed until i had stomach-ache..and my jaw was shivering becos of all the funny things we do...suddenly..it was like we went back to the old times...back to those secondary school days..when you have 10 of us squeezing into a neoprint machine..haha...i'll post the pics once i settle the prob...you know i'm an idiot when it comes to technology

i really enjoyed yesterday..i had really alot of fun..its nthg like those forever lasting friends...who needs love when you really can get all from those fantastic friends....ok..thats all for today..see you...

yes yes....i'm here again...

oh god...its been a long long time since i blogged for 3 days consecutively for a week...that just goes to prove how bored i am at home..its a sunday morning and i have no plans for the day...i guess...i'll just stay at home to watch the movies...this time...i'm getting alexander...yup...something historical...haha...haven't been reading or watching things about history since i entered poly....yeah..a long long time ago i think....

anyway...i'm really bored at home...i found out that i haven't been stepping out of my door for 3 days already!!!!...hahaha...yeah...i did not go anywhere at all....hehe..so obedient rite...thats becos no one date me out....haha....the amphitheatre downstairs is having some recycling event...oh god...there goes a peaceful day for me already now that my room faces directly in the line of the huge loudspeakers...that means...i'm going to be bombarded with those noisy things today...already they had a line dance event yesterday nite..now they have this...dun they ever get sick and tired of that????....i found out something..the ppl helping out in this kind of things are those uncle and aunties retired at home...no wonder they got all the time to spare to do this kind of things...haiz...thaank god my grandma dun get herself involve in such bo liao things...hehe...she is a very modernised woman you know....haha

ok...thats all for today...see ya...

i'm bored..so i came to blog...

elloz...its a late saturday afternoon and i've got nthg to do..so i decided to come here and blog...what shall i blog abt...hmm...i think i'll blog abt my classmates...describe them with a kind of food..haha..the same kind that i did for my darlings when i first had a blog...

lets start with the brainy ones...danielle...haha..sorry...i have to look for someone to start...so..thats you...how should i describe her...she is like black pepper crabs...tempting...delicious...but not for everyone...if you are lucky enuf to be friends with her you'll find that her temper sometimes excites ppl alot...haha..she looks very nice and cool...but her fiery character can blow you up and sometimes...makes you say..shiok!!!...its takes ppl who really see her inner beauty to know and understand her...if you can't...i suggest you dun try this peppery plate of crabs...it might be dead...but it can still bite!!!..

sabrina...the blur queen...as for her....i think...she is like sweet and sour fish....most of the times..she is sweet...like sugar...very nice girl..but when she get blur..haha..it turns sour...but nevertheless...this is what that gave the uniqueness of the dish and makes ppl likes her so much....she's someone that is for all ages...from the very young to the very old..just like the sweet and sour fish...just like her character....crispy and flavourful at the outside....but soft and fluffy on the inside(she's got lots of soft spots)..haha...

muznah..lets see...curry chicken...full of favour...but at the same time...loads of temper...she has many sides...the tasty side where she is nice and friendly...a spicy side...haha..her temper...a burst of fire....but still..ppl like her..love her...y...cos she is true...just like curry chicken..what you see is what you get...no beautiful fascade to cover the redness of the curry...haha...she is a nice friend to have...becos...she tells you her feelings...straight from her heart...you won't get angry with her..becos you know...she is speaking from the bottom of her heart...this is the kind of friends you need when you are too blinded..and needs someone to slam you and wake you up...trust me...muzzie definitely have the ability...and strength..hehe

heather...ar...my lab partner....i say she is char siew bao...haha..no offence..heather..looks like a plain girl from the outside just like the outer covering of the bao...simple...but approchable...deep inside..she is a burst of sweet and salty flavour....she has a mind of her own...very decisive...keeps to the simple side of life...but still..manage to make her everyday appearance appreciated...its nice having her as a lab partner and companion...she tells you clearly wat is to be done...and always manage to keep the ideas practical and realisic...her colourful side comes when you really get to know her..and toking to you...she seldom get angry...because..she is like the honey glazed meat in the pau...never a direct confrontation...manages to comfort you just at the time you need the most...

geraldine..the quiet one...she is like a fresh loaf of bread...simple..not decorative...looks plain..nthg special..but you find out that you can't really live without it...bread maybe plain..but for alot of ppl..its the source of breakfast in the morning..whether is it with jam, kaya, sandwhich..always tastes that good..sometimes..its rustic and country flavour makes you just wanna eat it on its own...how is bread like geraldine..well...she might not make a lot of remarks...but she compliments the others very well...just like bread...it can go with lots of food...haha..yeah..a fresh loaf of bread...whose goodness awaits the true and destined one to discover...

yufang...hmmm...vegetarian bee hoon...haha...yeap..thats a nice choice...what she needs in life is....well..perhaps...a life???....haha...sorry..didn't meant to be offensive...but for yufang..she is like those kind of food that you need when you really need to fill that tummy up without spending too much money...not exactly the first choice for many ppl...but never fails to work her magic out...but bee hoon alone is very plain...it needs others to spice up and give the whole meal more flavours..and texture..that is when she needs a life...haha...but...this is also the girl..that makes man want to marry her...cos she can take care of the family...hehe...so..all the best to you and your prince charming....

elizabeth...arh...how about a baguette for her...hehe...she may look nice and sweet always standing around the corner...but she is actually a tough nut to crack..she has a mind of her own...always on her own style ans ways...but still...a good friend to have when what you need is a loyal soul mate....i think...all she needs is to find some one that is willing to take the time to chew her outer covering to savour the soft side of her in the inside....haha..

the following food...is used to describe the 4 very cute ladies in my class...huiling..fiona..lydia and jiawen...they are all agar...haha..or some may call jelly...y so??...highly decorative...you can add colouring..fruits...what ever you like into the jelly...but the steps to prepare is very easy...boil..add..stir and set...then voila...the jelly is done..just like my these 4 girls...looks strong and sophisicated...but actually...they are very simple to understand...all the need is the rite person to relate to....haha...

ok...thats all for the girls..as for the guys...i'll post again...when i have the mood...haha..see ya...

hello...my holiday feels so great but empty...haha

my 6 weeks of holidays started this week...somehow..i felt a sense of emptiness in me..haha..i think its becos all these months..i have been busy with my school work..projects, reports, test then exams..life is school was stressful and occupied...but now..i've cleared all my work...its like i've got so much time now..no needing to worry abt what projects..what reports..what exams...so..i guess...i'll use this time to let myself settle down and recharge...

anyway...i had a very intesting conversation abt the tremor on tuesday with lydia

lydia: did you feel the tremor?
me: i didn't feel anything..i was having lunch at that time..its shook alot???
lydia: ya..i can feel it so strongly
me: i was too engross eating...can't feel anything perhaps...
lydia: haha
me: oh dear...if there is a real earthquake..i should be dead by now..can't feel anything when i'm eating....

haha...that was my thots then...hehe...funny rite...

ok..now for some reflections...you see during my school days..i was very busy...so i made use of the time in the holidays to watch streaming in videos of the movies i missed...the first was devils wears prada....the reason i like this movie was not only becos of meryl streep, also the story line...she really can act i must say....she is the only one that can par with helen mirren in the oscars for best actress....but her dressing for the academy awards was a little...way out....hehe...

the story line is good as well...i like the way they portray the different aspects and walks of life with different goals..what else better to show that than the ever changing world of fashion....there is no really right or wrong to the choices...its more like the different routes that ppl take in life...miranda choose the high life..the glamourous side...andrea choose the simple side of life...but i guess its all depends on the individual and what they really want...for miranda..she choose her career and the high end of life...but she lose her husbands and a perfect family....andrea choose the simple journalist...but ended up having alot more than she thot..which will you choose???...haha..i guess...i'll take the in between..its much better that way isn't it...you'll get the best of both worlds..haha..typical libra i must say...

the other movie is the mistress of spices..i must say..not alot of ppl around me mention abt this movie..but i must say..its really good...just like pride and prejudice...its is by the same female lead afterall...the world's most beautiful woman...i must say...her eyes are really beautiful...and her facial features gave you a feeling of the east mixing the west..very sophiscated...and beautiful...the story is nice...a little about the current world of the tradition clashing with modern world...and a little magic...so...its really made it very nicely...very well done i must say...of course...for her...she got the best of both at the end of the story...she manage to keep her roots...and accepted a new life at the contemporary world...but for the others...is it that easy...????

singapore is a country that has been a melting pot of the east and the west cultures...but how much of the roots do we singaporeans really have...singapore to start off with is a young country...all of our roots came from our ancestors that travelled from other parts of the world...and settled here....youngsters nowadays...how much do they know about their own traditions....i guess...not alot...except that angbaos for CNY...mooncake for mooncake festival...etc...but do they really know their roots...sometimes..i think malays and indians are much better at keeping the traditions than us chinese....most of my classmates dun really know their roots...i mean..in some ways...we are forgetting the legacies that our ancestors left behind...the beautiful words and poems...all those...i guess its pathetic...no offence to my classmates...i think on the whole..this is wat that is happening to singaporeans especially the young ones....we are a young country still waiting to develop our own kind of culture and bring it to the mature state....so alot of the time..we rely on our parents or grandparents to impart the culture of the old times to us....but i guess...alot of of those things simply went down the drain under the effects of the modern trends....i guess...its time to do something...but still..who am i to say all these....i guess...i'm a little better off at this than alot of ppl of my age group...

ok..thats all for today...tataz..

p.s. i guess...youngsters now only have the problem of the keeping the traditions...but also facing the future world...the current affairs of the world...haiz...i'll tok abt this again....

exams...exams...

i find that somehow after my O levels...my ability to memorise thing fall dramatically...i think...i'm getting old...haha....really...i use to memorise bio and social studies like nobody's business without really studying...but now...i have to really make that conscious effort to memorise them now...haiz...

my papers...overall..was good...med micro and immuno wasn't that bad after all...i think i should be able to get B+ for the both of them...vanaja..is like the 2nd shailu and even better...haha...her question on bird flu was the easiest...how i wish all my lecuturers are like vanaja when they set questions..and micheal when they give tips...haha...so....let me continue...bioproccess and protein tech...it was stressful...i didn't finish my graph for bioprocess....no time to do them...mr ong!!! if you are reading my blog...pls moderate ok???....i dun ask much....a B will do!!!!!....haha...protein tech...B should not be a problem....

mol gen was tiring...by the time i came to the last page...my hands weren't mine anymore...but overall it was manageable..as usual...dr.chan's part save me...haha..just like MBT..so...B+ for mol gen as well i suppose...as for marketing...A should not be a problem....but pls pls...i really need that grades...oh god...i so so regret not putting effort during my yr 1...now my GPA is so sad...haiz....

ok...shan't tok so much abt my papers already...haha...later lecturers see my blog again...hehe...

tataz....

p.s. to all my classmates...all the best for the results coming out on the 21st!!!!

read my post below as well!!!!

yesh...the worst sem is over!!!!!!!

hello ppl...how have you been...oh god...i haven't been blogging for 2 weeks...thats becos of my exams....but b4 i tok abt my exam...let me blog about my new year sales...haha..if that is what you ppl call it...surprisingly..i have roughly...$400 worth of angbao..and still counting...i may have another auntie coming to my place today to give me an angbao...and my godfather...very pai seh to take from him...cos his business not very good....then not alot of money also..so...dunno whether i should take the angbao from him or not....

anyway...we went to mdm koh's(in case you are wondering...my sec 4 form teacher) place yesterday..and miss phua's(my physics teacher) place last week..oh my god...so long never see the 2 teachers already...guess what..miss phua's boy has really grown up...last year when i saw him...he barely know a few words...now...he is so talkative...haha...its nice to see children grow up day by day....i also found out that lots and lots of things have changed in school....haiz...so sad rite...its no longer that 2nd home i use to call when i'm in seconday school....but we had a fun day with miss phua..chit chatting and gossiping...too bad..only me..josephine...eileen and junrong went....after that junrong ps us..and the three of us when to orchard...it was a stupid idea to do that when its like the chingay day....i can barely squeeze through the crowd...the good thing is...the shops and resturants are all empty...but the crowd was just bad...the next time...unless i have a ticket to watch the show...i'll never go orchard again.....the food at vilage was good nevetheless....

yesterday..omg...i was soaked half of my upper body..and all of my lower body...actually..i need not be wet at all actually...its all becos of yiwen...he did not bring any umbrella.. and i have to go and save him....its was like a hurricane hit parkway parade yesterday...worse..i have to carry a pathetic bright pink umbrella that jo brought..the frontal part was dry when i found that the rain has just brough the rain to my back...jo's umbreall was swinging with the wind as well..instead of singing in the rain...i was swinging in the rain..my shoes were all wet becos...we choose to seek for lower ground when we enter parkway...guess what...it flooded!!!!!...wth...my shoes were like wet...its like you just threw them into a bucket of water..that kind of wet!!!....anyway..me and jo met earlier b4 that when the sun was still out...we went to a recommendation that miss phua gave us...oh..that jap resturant is really good...she was rite!!!...then i went to fix my phone...haiz...1 more week b4 can collect it...when we reach mdm koh's place..it was like 1.15 hr after our planned time...becos...the queue for the taxi was like so long...haha...but me and glad plus jo...enjoyed pissing yiwen off...sorry hor...haha...

ved met us at mdm koh's void deck..we went up together..chatted with mdm koh...waiting for junrong...and then...when across the expressway to kenny rogers for dinner..it was good...the ribs was nice..the side dish and the chicken..wasn't really as good as it seems....then i took a bus with yiwen and junrong home....

ok..my next post is on exam...be sure to read!!!.....

p.s. all the best to eileen for her found freedom!!!!!

i've got so many things i want to blog...

ok...in view of the exams coming...i have decided to blog in advance for the next few weeks to come...since i am also here waiting for my movie to be loaded...in any case...i feel like blogging like what a free lance journalist does...haha..i know...i'm not to that level yet...but still i want to blog abt things that happens around me..so hold tight..this is going to be a long post...

first...the CNY..well..this year...my business in collecting ang bao seems to have shrinked...by 20% or so...the reason??...haha...beats me too..maybe this time round....i did not go to the some of my uncle's and auntie's place where $50 is the minimum they give...haha..no la..just joking...but this year's new year...is rather...i should say...less festive...maybe its becos of my mood...i do feel that having the CNY before the sem exams for the worst sem ever...is a little to torturing....hopefully...i'll do well for my exams this time....

CNY in my family is a big matter..year in year out...many ppl come and go...my grandma has to prepare loads and loads of food to keep us these pigs happy and contented...haha...my grandma..i love her to tiny tiny bits...my life will be so different without her..sometimes..i feel that she is my mother..and my mummy is more like my best friend...perhaps its becos i was being brought up under my grandma's tender loving care ever since the day i'm born...cos my mum's a workaholic...haha...materialistically...my parents has gave me what i needed and wanted...so...i have no complains...but my emotional and spiritual upbringing..its all from my grandma...sometimes..i feel that she is more fashionable than i am...she even criticise my fashion sense every now and then...haha...her perseverance and elegance..is what i want to learn...she is a very competitive person...perhaps thats where i inherit my competence from....i always tell ppl...if she is given proper education at her time...she will be some big boss now...haha...

i admit...i'm a competitive lazy bone...when i want to get things done...trust me...that thing gets done in no time...and i'll do an outstanding job...but when i dun have the mood...nthg can get me going...i like to compare and compete with my friends..sometimes i lose...other times...i win...when i was in primary school..the lazy side of mine takes charge most of the times...so..i'm not really good...but when i enter upper secondary..suddenly...my grades shot up...and i can almost get the top in class like breeze without any problems....its either my intelligence grew in that short period of time..or my classmates went stupid overnight..haha...but when i went into poly...things starts to change...i'm no longer the best in the class...maybe its becos i have been too boastrous b4...such that...i didn't really put in effort...so my chem flunked..as a result...my yr 1 did not do very well..when i finally woke up in my 2nd year...i did fairly well..but i found out that its all too late...my yr 1 has pulled my grades so down that its really difficult to bring it back up again...haiz...so this time..i'm really working hard to do well....

ok..thats all for today..see you again...after my exams that is...

p.s. HAPPY CNY!!!!

my post was gone....argh

i actually have a post when it was unable to publish and i lost everything...so here is the summarise form....

1. I bumped into jas yesterday at NTUC...we were smsing each other at that time..haha..so funny...feeling like meeting all my darlings now..i miss them!!!!

2. my dad is back...

3. i'm going off..tataz...

haha...

Valentine's Day..Chinese New Year greetings all at once...haha

when it come to blogging during the special dates...i'm always that slow..haha..today is like the 16th of feb when i only here wishing everyone a happy vday...opps...its late..but its also better than never rite????....

after my last day of lesson this week...i acc sabrina to buy presents for 2 person...one for her bf..and one for...erm...shan't tell you...haha...sab's bf valentine's day present was so difficult to find...this one cannot..that one gave already..walked here and there....i swear that i have at least walked thru citilink mall for 3 times....omg...that sab..still dunno what to buy...haha...blur lehz...in the end...i gave a very cranky idea..cos i want to go home already..ask her to buy underwear for his bf...she was giving me that disgusted look....i quote: "yeee...dun want la..so kinky"...i went like...its kinky..but fun and thoughtful...you gave him something that only he can see...and no one else could...haha...even wearing the underwear he will still think of you...haha...then i gave some very kinky thoughts that i shan't post it here in case everyone vomits...haha...

then the funny thing was we finally entered the CK undergarment shop..the first thing she did was start to criticise about the designs...haha...she ended up wanting to choose the boxers which only left with waist of 38 and 40 inches when is bf waist is only 30 inches...haha..she was like never mind la...just buy one...its for sleeping also...me and the shop keeper was like...it minds alot lor...its just like you are a B cup when you buy a bra for a D cup...haha..that was my analogy...she replied "for sleeping only ma...big never mind la...er..more comfortable"....immediately....i said...ya..he'll feel comfortable alright...but he will find out the next morning that he went without boxers and slept naked the whole night thru becos it slipped off...haha...so..we left the shop empty handed....i think she is just embarassed in the undergarment shop...haha

the final present she picked...was a topman gift card...haha...that was the first shop we went when we reach marina...she should have sticked to her first choice...

as for the past few days..well..i was busy preparing for new year...and a little for the exams...y must the exam come at this time...i got no time to study at all lor..argh..now i have to burn the midnight oil already..see la..every fun ar....ok...thats all for today..see ya...

p.s. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE OUT THERE....hehe..this time..i'm early!!!!

first time i blog in school...haha

as of 5.05 p.m. 1st feb 2007...i have finish all project presentations...so whats left now is just the handing up of some final reports....yeah!!!!...OMG...this week was like the most pathetic week of mine for the whole 2 years i hav been in NYP....i have never tried packing lunch and doing work every for 4 consecutive days...can you imagine that...

dr.chan asked us during mol gen tut yesterday which was the heaviest module..i think its immuno...OMG..eveything from the start till the end is being tested...actually...every module in this sem is heavy..its just which is more difficult..and which one is more interesting from each other...like some modules that starts with the letter B....its so boring..and totally unrelated...i swear i'll never venture into that when i grow up...haha

hmm...my mum and grandma gave me the utimate warning to cut my hair...if i dun do so...i think they'll really burn my hair...hehe...and oh...the end of projects...means the start of shopping trips....

miss chan gave us all one free pack to thank us for helping out in open house....so sweet...we should buy something for her in return...hehe...

ok..thats all for today...tataz

p.s. whats with the blog thing with the lecturers ar????

busy..busy..busy..but i dunno wat i'm busy with...

hi there...open house..haha...thats the first thing i am blogging on..i was there all 3 full days...can you believe it...i'm the overseer (if that is such a word)...for the crowd control on my school side...wow...the mornings of the first 2 days was so quiet...the afternoon is like CNY at chinatown..so many ppl....the students from secondary schools plus the O level graduates...so many ppl...but thank god...all my classmates helped out...so i'm not that dead beat tired...oh the t-shirt...super big sized....aiyo..all the girls..especially...sab looks like they are wearing pj...haha...didn't take alot of photos...i think of all..i only took 1 photo...must go and look for who's camera is my photo in...haha...gossiped with alot the lectures and the ppl from other class as well as those from my class...haha...very nice...hmm..i dun mind having this like every half- a year...haha...

my projects are clearing already..but i'm still stucked with 4 of them....but...after this coming week...we'll be all done...yeah...then i'll have time to go shopping already..hehe

ok..thats all for today..see ya...

p.s. thanks for all my classmates who helped out...dan..sab...heather..muzzie..fiona...jiawen..lydia...aloy..zhong..bao..wilson...
alec...geraldine..elizabeth...yu fang...hui ling..and the list goes on and on and on.....

she's gone..haha...if you know what i meant...

hi there....its time for my weekly post...wow..this week...its a tiring week for me...settle the open house things for next week....get my med micro project done..and keeping her away from me(if you get what i meant)...haha...med micro proj...haiz..very disappointing...especially when a question came from the floor..and ppl dun really know the answer...and suddenly the whole class is waiting for me to give the ans....so..i gave an answer that ppl can't really find fault with me...i think i fooled vanaja over as well...thank god i'm rather quick witted...or we'll be finished....

was sick on thurs...went to to the doctor..and got their strongest medicine they have...haha..went i left the clinic...felt giddy..and decided not to go school anymore...initially i was planning to go to school after i'm done seeing the doctor...but eventually..went home to rest...cos i want to make sure that i'll be able to do the presentation on the following day...and after losing sleep becos of my blocked nose and my cough the previous nite...i decided to go home a rest....

went chinatown for porridge today..argh so many ppl..no place...haha...and i threw all my tantrums at my sis and my grandma...so sorry..didn't meant to do that...sorry hor...hehe..anyway...after that went PS...went daizo...wanted to look for the bag that heather had for her lap top...in the end i can't find...so went off home..did a facial mask..and took a long nap and woke up an hour ago...woohoo..so refreshing...so nice...but tmr i'll be stuck at home the whole day to do my work for projects...3 more to go..and then i'm all done...haha..yes...then i'll have time to go shopping...haven't got time to do any of my CNY shopping yet...haiz...after i get my projects done...i'll have 2 weeks to do that...

ok..thats all for today..seeya...

p.s....no post script today..haha

it has been raining non-stop..

i'm going to bed...but b4 i do that...i just want to blog my post for the week....

well..this week is school....is tiring....i've got lessons until 9 at night with a lecturer who speaks to fast as though as he is trying to outspeak a plane...haha..if you can get what i meant....anyway...other than that...projects deadlines are mostly due in 2 weeks time...some are half-done..some are still at the planning stage...it looks like my weekends are going to go to my projects already....

sometimes...i get really sick of doing work..and i dun feel like touching or even thinking abt anything that has to do with my work...in fact..i have that feeling most of the time...i think i'm just pure lazy...haiz..what to do...i'm born like that...but the good thing is...i'm rather efficient..and i always get the job done on time..on spot..and seldom recieve complains...woops...i'm going overboard praising myself...haha....

ok..i'm sigining off...cos i'm getting sleepy..haha..tataz...

p.s. give her a broom..and she could fly like a witch...hahahaha...daniel is so right..!!!!

i am a relationship guru who has never been thru one at all...ironic rite!!!

hi ppl...first of all..i got my results back...depressing..a little surprise but expected...haha...well...for starters...my med micro is C+...i all along thot it shld at least get a b or something...my protein tech and bioprocess..two of which i have not much confidence in got B for me in the end...haha...marketing as usual got an A....my imunno and mol gen is B+...ok la..not that bad....bioinfo is C+...hehe...did not study for it..so not suprise to get low marks...hmm...with all these results...i think i'll need to buck up for the exams and the reports plus projects...some modules..i can definitely do better than what i have did now....take bioinfo and med micro...no worrys...i'll come after you two...i aim to at least get B and B+ for all my modules...at least A for immuno..mol gen and marketing..and i can do it..yes!!!!!!!...I CAN DO IT!!!!

went back to school today for a last minute mentoring meeting...aiyo...they all really dun have time management skills....not to say leading the crowd la...if its back those secondary school days...i would have hold the meeting myself already...no inefficient...then again...who am i to criticise them when i never really put in effort haha...but i gave them lots of constructive ideas that i have been evaluating abt for mentoring over this long period of time.....i shld have brought it up long time ago...but since they did not ask...i never say lor....hehe....

after that..went to amk's polyclinic to buy my meal replacements...bought half a month of supplies...shld be able to make it this time already la...hehe....then went to the bank to deposit some money...after that i went home...whipped up my own burger..bath and went to bed...hehe...didn't really sleep well...my sleeping position was wrong and i have back ache after that....went to repair my pair of nike shoes....then went for dinner..and here i am blogging already....

one of my friends that i have never met face to face asked me abt some love issues...haha...said i know relationship very well...but come to think of that...my love report is as blank as white paper...so i'm a fashion guru who don't have one at all...hehe....

ok..thats all for today...see you!!!

opps...i missed my new year post...

haha...its 4th of jan today..and now then i wishing you a HAPPY NEW YEAR...haha..was too lazy to come up here and blog during new year la...anyway..i spent my first day of 2007 and geraldine's place doing my mol gen poster...supposedly we can be going home at 4.30...but most of us went off only at 10 that nite...haha...have to reprint the stuffs for quite a long time...so no choice have to stay back lor....

tuesday was much much better....brought my cousin to buy his bag...picked one from billabong...he is so not into picking his bag for the new school year..haha...cos he wants to go home and play his computer...its his last day ma....i dun really like that bag...but its his choice..so...i'll respect his choice...afterall...i'm the one paying the money...not the one carrying the bag....toking abt bags....i had a very pleasant surprise..i was at thomson plaza last week when i found this suede gola bag...going at a 50% sale..haha..only at $25..its a must buy..so i bought it..and i'm bringing to school today...woops!!!!...oh...back to the shopping trip...i wanted to buy a new pair of slippers cos mine broke..so i went to new urban male for their havannas or their brazillians ar...omg..they dun ahve my size..wth...shoes also dun hav emy size...haha..then i went off la...hmm...saved my money..and bought at ripcurl.....

this week is slacky week at school...not much things to do..cos most lessons are cancelled....like today...i only have 1 hr lecture...haha...ok..thats all for today...tata!!!

p.s. i am so happy and proud for my poster..its very nice!!!

its a little late..but anyway...MERRY CHRISTMAS..

hi there...i should have posted this yesterday nite...haha..but i was busy watching the online movie that i forgot abt it...and what is the movie abt??...hehe...its a chinese movie la...called lan yu...hmm...i think my classmates should have heard abt this b4 rite...the movie that i have been repeating and repeating all the time...i found this cool china website that allows me to watch the movies and not worrying abt getting caught at the same time....haha....

lets tok abt the christmas spirit first b4 the movies...well...christmas....i think it has been very very commercialised in this world we live in...just think abt that the resturants and their christmas sets...shopping malls with the christmas sales...but actually christmas is abt sharing...sharing the happiness and love for each other in this sacred night...and not only just to celebrate the birth of christ...but celebrate the love and sharing spirit of everyone...thats more like christmas...kids nowadays..including myself years ago...thinks that christmas is all abt getting the presents from the adults...well at least my younger sisters and cousins think so...i think its high time that we teach them christmas is actually abt sharing...and not only just giving...that is why..less and less kids are believing in the existence of Santa Claus now...haha...

anyway...back to the movies...okok..i have watched 2 movies from the website so far...one is lan yu..and the other...is i think...sweet 17...haha...first of all...i must tell you that these two is not the normal movies you find outside...well...its stories abt gays...but not what you think...both of them are love stories...well..maybe the idea of gay love stories doesn't really appeal to you..but hey...ann lee's brokeback mountain made its mark...haha..anyway...lan yu...is a tragic love story..cos the 2 main characters did not get together in the end..cos one of them died in a car accident...i dun really like the ending..not becos its tragic..but becos its a little too slip-shod...at least come up with a better reason to die la...haha..

the next movie is called shi qi sui the tian kong...when translated directly...meant the sky of a 17 year old..haha..but i'm sure the proper tittle is not that...but anyway..this turned out to be much more decent as i expected..haha..its a comedy actually...and i liked it alot...i found one of the phrase to be very true...."in this world, there is a thing called love. But only those with the courage can see it and own it."...yeah...sometimes loving someone needs lots of courage...the courage to trust that person...that courage to suffer with that person...its a nice movie...if you want to watch...just let me know..i'll give you the url...

oh..i also want to recommend a song..its an oldie..called "carry on till tomorrow"...i think the melody and the lyrics is nice...enjoy...ok..thats all for today..tataz....

p.s i've got so many things i want to buy..but no time to get them all...argh..

its a nonsense post..haha

hi ppl...tmr is christmas eve...so i decided to come blog first b4 i blog for tmr's christmas blog...haha..if there is actually such a thing la...

anyway...this week..is a cocktail of busy and lazing around for me...i went back to school for 4 days for meeting of my projects..but after that...i went home and did nthg...opps..so much for being hardworking...i went for mahjong session at heather's place...haha..took 3.5 hrs to play one round...haha..we are so slow...but we chatted and played with the stuff toys at the same time la...so i manage to relieve my addiction for mahjong over that 3 plus hours....

today..i was suppose to go aloy's place for christmas party...but then i have to stay at home for the furniture guy to send the new furniture...haiz..can't go..or else i'll be there enjoying myself instead of sitting here blogging...

ok..thats all for today..see ya...

its only the beginning....

hi there...whoo...i finally finished my last of the 7 papers i have for this sem's common test...haiz...and i ain't got a very good feeling..cos i think i'm not going to score full As...what to do..this sem's common test has no 1 week break for us to study...its like straight after that, we'll plunge into the horror of the common test..no time to prepare also...and..i got a feeling..this is only the beginning...more has yet to come....

anyway...my holidays are 2 weeks long..but i'm not going to enjoy it either...i've got loads of work to do for my project...its like one after the other...never stops..i guess only after this sem can i really take a break...thank god my class is going for the attachment later...or else...i'll never get to have a break to rest....

ok..thats all for today...see ya...

p.s. i really want to confront her and tell her to stop pissing the rest of us off....

common test is coming..and i have never really start studying!!!!!!

hello..i know i was suppose to blog..but i have been too lazy to do that..since i cannot find my bioinfo past year paper this morning to do...i figured i'll spend some time here blogging....anyway...the past few days was simply boring...both in school and at home..i didn't went out...in school..its all abt projects...reports...studying...now that is overwhelming me..but still..i haven't really started studying yet...haha...but i'm certain somehow..i'll do better this time round la....its improving every sem...thank god...or i'll be dead....but i think by the time i graduate...the highest GPA i can score is around 3.5...but i'll definitely be putting in more effort to achieve higher goals....

something nice was my sis bday dinner at nyny...hmmz...the elders didn't really like it..but me and my sis enjoyed alot..after that we went shopping..and my mum keep asking me to buy new shoes when i dun really find anything i like to buy...haha...i just didn't had the mood to buy anything...

now for a little reflections of life....sometimes..some people..they really piss you off....haiz...they are really those ppl that will resort into any means just to get what they want and they have never in their life think abt others....this particular person...i shan't say who is it..really manage to do that...i mean..throughout my entire life..i only hated 2 person and i swear that i'll never be true friends with them...one is vacuum in sec school..the other one is this....they ask stupid questions which obviously showed that they did not use their brains to think b4 they speak...and the have no sense of decency....hahaha....

if there is a eighth wonder in the world...they can very much be it...this person try their very best to assimilate into one group of close friends that i know...just to tap in into their expertise...haha...and the thing is...that person totally cannot fit in...cos she is not using her true heart to make friends...if everyone in this world make friends becos of materialistic benefits...this such a dark world.....relationships are never measured...just like you can never ask how much your parents love you....becos..they love you so much that they sometimes...are willing to give their life for you....friends likewise...if you make friends..only calculating how much benefits you can get...then i must say..in your whole life...you'll have no true friends...becos...relationships in this way can never work.....

i dare not say that i'm a saint...and i know i have gain benefit from my friends, my family or even just mere acuquintance....whether is it from school...from work.....but the fact is...gaining benefits was never my first intention when i make friends or start a relationship of any form...my first intention is to help one another....i'm sure many people are...but there are always some ppl who thinks that relationships is about exploiting the next party...which i think..its pathetic...and for these people...they'll never fit into the circle they want to be in becos they are not the at the rite level with the rest...and for me...i'm not jealous...neither am i going to be worried that these friends will be lost...becos i truly believe that when i put my true heart in managing every relationships i own..they'll never be gone..even its decades later...in fact i'm more worried for these friends...becos they are getting exploited on...and i dun want my friends to be treated that way....in any case...i simply just despise such low level human beings...

ok..thats all for today..see you soon...

p.s. for all my friends out there...in life...you can only gain what you want only when you put in your whole heart and soul for it....you reap what you sow!!!>>>>and i'll always love you and be there for you!!!!!

i'm gonna tell you loads of things today...haha...

i wanted to blog abt 2 weeks ago abt the bbq with my juniors and ved's bday with my darls...but the stupid blogger suddenly half way down for maintanence in the end everything cancelled...haha..so i decided to add it in here..very short la....basically..i had fun with my juniors...expecially...their mentor's kids...haha...christine is so cute...keep asking me to carry her..and play with me....haha...i'm really much more popular in the kids than the adults.....ved's bday was also very nice...but we didn't go out in the afternoon cos jojo had sore eyes..so we didn't go out...but we had a nice dinner and billy bombers...then everybody went off 1 hr after the dinner...haha..i went off with glad...

last week..in school...everything was ok la...but i didn't go school on thurday becos i was sick...but i heard that it was very chaotic...my class dun really like that part-time lecturer...haiz....her pracs are super duper long...over-shot for 1 hr...thank god i'm not there...or else..i also dunno what to do...stuck in the middle...haiz....

after i recovered...i went out with lynn on sunday..so long never go out with her already...went to walk around and go shopping....had a fun day with her....was laughing and joking with her...especially the time we went tcc for a drink..and how she tease this waiter that is very cute and looks like christopher lee....wahaha..i was laughing my heads off.....she ar...only she has the boldness to do all these things....my brave daughter indeed..then went to orchard to see one of her suitors...haha...1 yr younger than her...out of a scale of 10..i only give him 4...cannot make it la...not lynn's style....then we went heeren to walk around again...then she told me this story abt the jerk in school...she is so damn rite...but that jerk looks ok lehz...looks really can be decieving...then another of her suitors came along...haha..this time same kind of family background lehz...haha..he came from hk as well...initially he was very shy la...then it turned out to be ok lor....dun i dun think lynn will go stead with him...haiz...lynn...is still recuperating.....what to do.....ohoh...you know...straight after i meet lynn...she dropped me a bomb..she is going to to france to study business for 6 months...and she is leaving in december...omg...i was like..so fast???.....haha...i'm going out with her again..and give her a nice gift......

ok...school this week was nice...but i have to do crisis management with that part-time lecturer...cos my class really dun like her...haiz..but we ended early this time..haha..my class very efficient rite....the top class indeed...had to do 2 tuts with mr ong also..but we enjoyed it...haha..mr ong ma...can chat...now i know he is not that old already....hehe....we have a new lecturer for med micro....new also...but her experience way way exceeds the other new one...so funny...and yet...makes her lectures not that dry and really made me absorb better....haha...oh..her name is vanaja...now i'm thorn between her and shailu as one of the best female lecturers....hehe...anyway....william decide to only take our class for bioinfo prac...creeply lor...haha...but at least he is better than the other 2...i think his tips are much more obvious...haha...then yesterday morning...a.k. took us for tut for immuno..i was so afraid that he will scold the late comers..expecially one of my classmates....who is like 30 mins late...i'm her...i'd not come....a.k. temper is famous lor...although you can chat with him..just make sure you dun get on his nerves..other than that he is a nice lecturer to be with....

ok..thats all for today...my 3 day weekend this week is for me to do work...haha...

p.s. can anyone teach me how put youtube video on my blog???...and thanks yima for my new jacket!!!...i love ya

THE THRUTH

Choose one. Yes or No? (or just answer what you like!)

1. Can you live without your family?
HELL no...
2. Dare to kiss a stranger?
if that person is cute....maybe...
3. Kicked someone's ass before?
are you kidding me??...of course
4. Scolded your teacher?
nope..i'm always a model student..hehe
5. Cheated on examinations?
i think so...
6. Wish that a celebrity is yours?
nope..but i did wished that i can be one...
7. Hit yourself on the wall?
wall??...nope...glass doors and panels??...all the time..just ask dan or sab and my darls like glad
8. Wish that your bf is here with you?
gf you mean??....nope...i wished that food is here with me...
9. Wish that you can fly?
yup..but have you seen a pig fly???
10. Wish that you were dead?
yes...when i'm giving it all up...
11. Lastly, 1 wish you want in life?
That all my wishes come true or are fulfilled! (same as dan and sab)
12. & 1 word to end everything.
FOOD!!!

YOU.
1. Are you a girl or boy?
boy
2. Attached or single?
very single...
3. Smoke or drink?
occasionally
4. Night or day?
day..night is for me to sleep
5. School or work?
School...no need to work and you can get pocket money..isn't it better?
6. Black or white?
how abt grey??
7. Short or tall?
i dunno,is 1.8m tall???...haha
8. Dance or sing?
sing of course...i'm very vocal
9.Happiness Or Money:
i want both....
10. RnB, Reggae, Rock, Metal, Techno or Emopunk?
er...none of the above...


WHOs.
Who sits next to you?
No one..execpt the stairs..and students from the next class
Who sits infront of you?
Fiona
Who's on your left?
that place is empty..any takers?
Who sits behind you?
sab..the ever blur queen
Who are your bestfriends in class?
Everyone...haha...yeah..its really everyone..i'm a very sociable person you know...
Most shy?
i dunno..its between jiawen and wilson...
Cutest guy?
can i vote for myself???
Cutest girl?
i'm thorn between glad..sab..yiting..eileen..
Prettiest?
kelly...i think...
Most annoying?
Er. that will have to be glad..she's always acting cute to me only!!!
Brightest of all?
sab and dan
Funniest?
me...muzzie..sab..they never fail to amuse me
Ugliest?
er...you trying to get me killed rite?...thats a evil question...
If you could live one of your friend's life, who would it be?
mine's very fine for now..i'll stick to it
Your favourite teacher?
er...most of them...the others..are just nice lor...
The teacher you dislike?
NCW only...thank god he's gone...
Favourite subject?
dunno...
The subject you dislike?
Biostats and chemistry
Who's your class monitor?
that person will have to be me
How's he/she?
doing just fine...no complains...haha...
Who's the class asst. monitor?
is there such a person in my class????
How's he/she?-
Your class teacher is?
Mr Michael!
Your class?
mb0503!
Do you love your class?
absolutely

Now you have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs.Write down their names in the list below. Tag them in their blog to let them know. And DON'T STOP THIS GOING AROUND SURVEYS. It made people occupied.
Get started-
- glad..
- yiwen
- heather
- and all my darls and friends....

i leave ppl with impressions...haha...

well...this morning...i went to school for bioinfo prac..and when we were chatting away as the prac lesson is already coming to an end that time and i have already packed my bag...all ready to go...so..william was like toking abt the different types of students there are in the school...then he started to describe me...haha...according to him..."generally he's ok...can do better(i agree)...very vocal and dramatic(i second that)...chase and barks after eveyone regarding school work(hello..i have been the one doing all these lor)....and i can leave ppl with impressions..."...haha..that is his description of me...i find him quite true la...i really can do better....just that i am lazy..so...i didn't really push myself very hard to do the things...but i hope these can change...haha....

anyway...after that we had our lunch break..pass glad her book and she told me abt the author's new novel...i can borrow that from her classmate actually..i was like..."after you lend glad..lend me ok?"...haha..she was so blur and shocked...haha...see..i really do give ppl impressions....then after that..went to the tutorial room..and waited for the med micro prac to start...i thot my prac tutor was mr jay...until i finally found out that it was this new lecturer...miss vanaja...she looked experienced so..i dun suppose there should be any problem until she juggles 2 class at once..now..thats when all hell break loose....i was running to and fro form both classes to get things done and make sure all the stuffs are there...that kind of things..i told the class to learn to bear a little while..she's new..but soon there should be progress la....i hope....

after that prac that ended early...i went to get my hair cut...my hair stylist was turning fatter..but still cute la...i am recommending him to my classmates...hui ling was like so excited..as always..haha..she's a pervert in diguise...opps...hehe...the reason y i like to go there so much is becos for the past 2 years...i have been getting my hair cuts there...so...i just keep going back there to get my hair cut done lor...after that..i went home..laze around a little while..haha..then took a nap and woke up like 9...had a late nite dinner..actually..i just took some meat..then i was fuller that ever...after that...here i am blogging lor...

ok..thats all for today..seeya

an devil in disguise...so scary...and the army tok...

hi there...first let me tok abt a shocking news...its so shocking to me...in fact it has totally disputed whatever knowledge and memory i had one this guy who used to be so close to me....i always thot that this guy is saint...someone that will never ever in his life do anything that is going to be so evil...despicable and cheap...this guy...i promise..will never ever gain my respect again....

ok...i went to this army tok..more like being forced there...but anyway..i benefitted a little from there la...i asked my ex-classmate is he ready for army...he asked me that question back before even answering...i said..well..mentally..yes...physically...hell no!!!....haha....true what...ever since i'm in primary school(i think)...i have been told that i'll need to go NS...so..by now..i have been "hypnothised" for at least 10 years...so mentally...yes...i'm prepared....for goodness sake...every year so many ppl went into NS and came out intact...haha...i'm sure i will be too....but physically...its far from being even prepared for NAPFA...not to say NS...wahaha...but i'm trying to slim down already...so lets hope...it'll help...

ok..thats all for today..see ya!!!!!

someone is avoiding me...and i know who you are!!!!!

hi there...its not frequent of me to come so early to blog....but anyway...its rather nice in school this week...execpt for some practicals when we have a rather blur part-time lecturer to coach us...but i think we can give her a little more time la...she's new and look very young....i think we can tolerate a little mistakes here and there...rite guys???

anyway...i'm drowning in projects...i have projects for all the modules execpt bioinformatics....haiz....its going to be a busy semester...A.K. and the other lecturers all told us that this sem is the worst sem out of all the 3 years diploma course...anyway..i think i can make it thru la...there is very minimal of my hated discipline..chemistry..haha...all quite biology...so i dun forsee any troubles...lets just hope that my common test results will be just the same as my semestral exams...if not all As and first then all turn to B+s....argh....i hate this kind of situtations...really...all the B+s are like 1 or 2 marks then i'll get A lehz...argh...i hate it....

someone is avoiding me..and i know it...i hate this feeling..if you want to avoid me...at least let dun make it so obvious rite...even a pig can tell....just tell me la...and i'll make sure i'll disappear from your sight...always like that...something happen then start to avoid me...very fun ar...idoit...heather is rite...just ignore it...yupyup....

today is ved's bday party...lets hope its a fun day...me and jo going shopping today first...the rest joining us later...haiz...y like that one...anyway...glad got things cropped up...not coming...dunno y hor....i shall demand an explanation from her on behalf of ved...haha....ok..thats all for today...see ya....

p.s. faith hill and tim mcgraw's...."lets make love" very nice song...

i like all the old ladies in korean dramas...just like my grandma...haha

well..i just finish another korean drama...the very hot GONG... haha...seriously...i find the second male lead better looking than the first lead...the crown prince...i dun really like the crown prince la...maybe becos his eyes are too small...hehe...

i pity the second prince in the drama actually...he has the worst fate out of all the characters....haiz..lost his love...gave up his career(throne)....had such a wicked and selfish mother....in the end still become the scapegoat for his mother's crime....how sad...haiz...

anyway...i dun really like the ending of all the korean dramas that i have watched...maybe they ran out of budget when they come to the end...so they had no choice but to give such sloppy ending..that kim sam soon like that...this princess also like that....it just gives you a very frustrated feeling....like you didn't really watch till the last episode....haha....

i found out a very weird thing...i seem to like the old ladies in the korean dramas...like that zheng shang gong from da chang jin and the empress dowager from this drama...i find them very wise and very nice..basically..makes me think abt my grandma...so..i really liked them alot...hehe...

ok..thats all for today..seeya!!!!

p.s. i took less thatn two days to finish this drama..fast rite????...hahaha

its the start of my 4th sem in NYP....

hello...my school started for the first week.....haiz...so fast ar...i've been in NYP for 1.5 yrs already...time flies...well...remember i said that this sem is very packed for me in school.... but after the first week...i found out that its not really packed...its super busy and stressful...6 modules and 5 projects..all have heavy weightage...looks like this time...i must really jia you already!!!!!

anyway...i've got a suspicious feeling that i am being avoided by someone....haha...ya...that someone...well..lets just say we have a special relationship ba....dun think wrong ar...its definitely what you are thinking...haha....and i shan't tell you what is it as well...hehe......

ok..thats all for today..see ya...

p.s. i really hate downloading lecture notes from CMS...can't we just buy it?????

its my BIRTHDAY!!!!!

weex....finally...i have been living in this world for 18 years already...haha...i still have lots of years to come....

my bday wishes are...get very good grades for my next semesters to come....loads of money for me to shop...a healthy & fit body...haha...yep...thats the 3 wishes i'm having....

ok..thats all for today...see ya...

p.s. a big thanks to all my friends who wished me happy birthday...thanks!!!!

part I....my bday party...

hi there...just finish taking a shower after i came home from my party...its very nice..hehe....

met ved first at the common bus-stop then took a cab to newton b4 changing to mrt train....saw jojo...then we went to tcc for a bite cos vedro was complaining abt how hungry he was...haha...he took a sandwhich...jojo had cake pudding..yummy...i drank sea of gold(favourite drink at tcc)....then half-way thru...hawa came...then we quickly finish off and went to suntec to meet eileen and glad who has already reach long time ago...while walking into suntec...met my other daughter...lynn..end up..she is working in a travel agency...for attachment or something...had a little chat then went off already....i was trying to hard to spot glad and eileen..but they spotted me first...so we decided to watch a movie at marina square....more abt the movie in part 2...haha....

b4 we watched movie...we walked around and then i spotted a bag at new-world-order...looks quite nice...but cos 50 bucks...me and glad thinks that thing cost too much so...didn't buy...then went for the movie already....after the movies..eileen went off first to meet her mum...then we went to new york new york for dinner since hawa not joining us so no need to go seoul garden....when we reach nyny...straight away we had sits...it was a box sit la....wasn't that comfortable but its nice la...sitting in there...waiting for the 3 guys(nic, yiwen and jia xian)....mean while we took our orders and have them serve the appetisers first while waiting for them...ved went to get some candy floss and we had some fun with the machine...finally the guys came..and we are ready for dinner...had fun during the dinner..the food not bad...then the price also very reasonable...i was so full when i left there....then we went offf...at first we wanted to go jalan jalan at raffles city...in the end everyone was so bored..then we went off...that gladys khoo..keep pesterin me to take the train in stead of the usual 162 i could have took...anyway..had fun beating yiwen and ved in the train also la...haha..then took bus home with ved...and here i am now....hehe....stay tuned for part 2...next entry!!!!

p.s. thanks all my darls for the wonderful party...and glad for organising!!!!!!!

part II....the movie!!!!

ok...thanks for staying tuned...haha...anyway..this part is for the movie...WORLD TRADE CENTRE...for me..i think its a must watch....cos its really touching..i'm gonna tell you abt the thoughts i have after the movie....

the movie touched me in such away than it made me think of life as a strong fighting warrior instead of just a fragile being that we die off after a few decades....you see..the story was abt the lifes of the survivors of the crash of the world trade centre....its abt this bunch of cops that were going into the building to evacuate the ppl after the planes bang into the world trade centre when the building came collapsing down...how they were stucked in the debris...how they survived..and the family of these ppl...its not that kind of hollywood movie that leaves you an impression becos of the storyline..the cast...or the actions...this movie touch you in such a way that its sets you thinking abt life in a greater aspect....

for many ppl...911 was nthg more than the day marked in history that caused the once tallest builings on earth down...or the terrorism threat in the world...and how many ppl were killed..but this movie tells you the whole story in shoes of the ppl that lived thru that moment...the real heros of the incident....which i think gives me a whole new lot of thinking.....seeing how strong is the human's will to keep surviving thru all odds...and how things can change the life of so many ppl directly or indirectly....911 is a lesson for all of us...in a whole lot of different ways....and this movie makes me think abt 911 in a positive way...the will to survive in human beings.....actually..all of us has that instinct..being nthg but animals for millions of years b4 evolution that gave us the brain..our body was built in that way....but for many of us...its lost....

another thot i have was actually looking at the bright side of live...i watch on episode of oprah show where they featured the miracles of live than makes ppl think abt how wonderful live is..and no matter wat is coming thru...never give up..which i think is really true and this movie is a living testiment of it...these ppl are at the brink of death and they can survive thru it...when you compare it to the troubles we have in out life that makes us give up...our problems are really nthg....

ok..thats all for the move....stay tuned for part 3...my past week...

part III...my past week...

ok...this is the last of the sequels i have for today's blog....today was the first time i have 3 blogs all together in one day...or to be exact..in an hour..haha...anyway..this final part is about my past week la..so its pretty short and sweet...

this week was a not that busy week for me...cos i only have to go out to help my cousin..troy..to get his final preparation for his PSLE....he grown so much...next year..he'll be going to secondary school already...wow...how time flies...isn't it...in 2 more days...i'll be here in this world for 18 years already...haha....i wonder how many more years do i have...but i hope the number will be around 70 la...its the best time to finish my mission on earth...hehe....for now is this number la..maybe when i get old..i want a higher number....

anyway..back to the topic...yesterday..i went bugis with glad...bought only 1 shirt...haiz..but never mind la...i'll have more in the future shopping trips...after shopping....i went off to meet my family for dinner at the resturant in novena for my bday...cos tuesday my mum can't make it..so..celebrate yesterday lor...i was so full yesterday la...haha....

ok..thats all for now...see ya....make sure you read part 1 and 2 of my sequels....tataZZ

my bday is coming!!!!!!!

hi ppl....last week at home was so shiok...haha...cos i didn't at all went out shopping...partly becos i'm sick and also..i wanted to stay at home to rot...anyway....my timetable came out...it sux....really....i'm packed from monday to friday..and most of the days...i only have 1 hr break...oh god....so many practicals...haiz...i wonder what will happen to me at the end....i think i'll really get to slim down becos i am to go be stressed out....sem2 is a horrible sem...

anyway..my bday is coming....weez...finally i'm 18...and its legal for me to drink already....woohoo..... my darls and my family is going to celebrate for me..i wonder will my classmates do.....get the hint?????...hahaha.....

i want to go shopping already...anybody wanna come along???????