hello..i know i was suppose to blog..but i have been too lazy to do that..since i cannot find my bioinfo past year paper this morning to do...i figured i'll spend some time here blogging....anyway...the past few days was simply boring...both in school and at home..i didn't went out...in school..its all abt projects...reports...studying...now that is overwhelming me..but still..i haven't really started studying yet...haha...but i'm certain somehow..i'll do better this time round la....its improving every sem...thank god...or i'll be dead....but i think by the time i graduate...the highest GPA i can score is around 3.5...but i'll definitely be putting in more effort to achieve higher goals....
something nice was my sis bday dinner at nyny...hmmz...the elders didn't really like it..but me and my sis enjoyed alot..after that we went shopping..and my mum keep asking me to buy new shoes when i dun really find anything i like to buy...haha...i just didn't had the mood to buy anything...
now for a little reflections of life....sometimes..some people..they really piss you off....haiz...they are really those ppl that will resort into any means just to get what they want and they have never in their life think abt others....this particular person...i shan't say who is it..really manage to do that...i mean..throughout my entire life..i only hated 2 person and i swear that i'll never be true friends with them...one is vacuum in sec school..the other one is this....they ask stupid questions which obviously showed that they did not use their brains to think b4 they speak...and the have no sense of decency....hahaha....
if there is a eighth wonder in the world...they can very much be it...this person try their very best to assimilate into one group of close friends that i know...just to tap in into their expertise...haha...and the thing is...that person totally cannot fit in...cos she is not using her true heart to make friends...if everyone in this world make friends becos of materialistic benefits...this such a dark world.....relationships are never measured...just like you can never ask how much your parents love you....becos..they love you so much that they sometimes...are willing to give their life for you....friends likewise...if you make friends..only calculating how much benefits you can get...then i must say..in your whole life...you'll have no true friends...becos...relationships in this way can never work.....
i dare not say that i'm a saint...and i know i have gain benefit from my friends, my family or even just mere acuquintance....whether is it from school...from work.....but the fact is...gaining benefits was never my first intention when i make friends or start a relationship of any form...my first intention is to help one another....i'm sure many people are...but there are always some ppl who thinks that relationships is about exploiting the next party...which i think..its pathetic...and for these people...they'll never fit into the circle they want to be in becos they are not the at the rite level with the rest...and for me...i'm not jealous...neither am i going to be worried that these friends will be lost...becos i truly believe that when i put my true heart in managing every relationships i own..they'll never be gone..even its decades later...in fact i'm more worried for these friends...becos they are getting exploited on...and i dun want my friends to be treated that way....in any case...i simply just despise such low level human beings...
ok..thats all for today..see you soon...
p.s. for all my friends out there...in life...you can only gain what you want only when you put in your whole heart and soul for it....you reap what you sow!!!>>>>and i'll always love you and be there for you!!!!!
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