its a brand new me...a brand new start..

ok...if you see my msn nick...you'll see that i have changed my nick...into a brand new me...yaya...thats what i am going to do...i'm going to be a brand new me....

may all the mistakes vanish and begin a whole new me in a whole new world of mine...things that were good in the past of my life...i shall keep...those ugly...naughty...bad things will all stay in the past...and yes....i meant it...i really do...

thats all see ya....

p.s. sorry...sorry to my old self for being so naughty...but its no longer there now...really!!

happy bday to glad btw.....hehe

my legacy...for a young man like me....

i know...its maybe too young for me to write something like this...but i'll just get it down anyway...who noes...my blog may still be here when i'm old and feeble......

i've just watch the final episode of charmed...and i think i want to follow them...write a short memoir in the book of shadows on their lifes....i dun have a book of shadows but i surely have a blog...so here it goes....

a legacy to continue....
i maybe a young person...in fact so young that i'm not even married(if i ever do) and have kids...but throughout that 18 years of my life...i've learnt lots of lessons...there were happy moments...and of course sad moments....but if anyone will ever want my advice and read it...my legacy that i want my future generations to have is two things....courage and optimism...because with these two things...even the darkest moments of the lifes will be enjoyable for anyone to life in...really...i want this to be a lesson to ppl....courage is not something that you are born with it...its something that you'll acquire through the course of life...and the reason i want them to have it...is to make sure that they'll have the responsibilities and tasks that they will have so that they will all become good man and woman.....one that is daring to risk and learn from their mistakes

optimisim is because i need my generations to come to know that even in the darkest time of their life...there will always be a light that will shed upon them...and with that light...they'll find hope...in hope...they'll be able to suvive down and continue forward....

but if there are mistakes in my life that i dun want them to learnt is sensitivity........yes...being sensitive and consider other ppl before yourself is good...but too much of that...makes you think too much...in turn...the ones who suffer is your ownself....learn from me...i've got plenty of experience.....

well...for a young person like me...i'll end my legacy here....until i have more to cover when i get older.....

i shan't wait for next week...

okok...its a little irregular but i'm gonna make my second post of the week here...some reflections again..cos..i think i'll forget it by the time i come to next week.....

remember the last reflection post i wrote something abt me not falling in love....ya..i really think so too....i dunno...i have been trying to find a kind of food to describe my inner self....and i guess i found it...its cabbage...really...layers and layers before coming to the very centre of it all...ya..i guess...i have been building fortress over fortress....to protect myself...its kinda stupid and ironic sometimes...i give my good friends advice on love...yet myself...such a disappointment in it...haha....ever since i'm a small kid...i dun really have much self-esteem...so i have to find different ways to protect myself...and i really managed it out...protecting myself so securely such that nthg can come in..and nthg can go out....i may be very friendly....helpful...fun...sociable and capable....but when it comes to that inner blank..oh god...i'm as good as nthg...haiz.....

but nvm la...i still have lots of things ma...a family at the very least....and very good relationship with them....last week..i was watching this news on tv....oh god...this mum left the child with the nanny...and never came back...and that poor child...was alone then...and so unsociable....how irresponsible...i mean...if you cannot cope with a new kid...with whatever reasons...then dun let them be born to this world...they have not offended anyone nor commit any mistakes to suffer in this kind of world....haven't those ppl heard the song...天下的妈妈都是一样的....a child without love from the family is the poorest thing in the world.....it all boils down to the word....responsibility....really...a moment of foolishness may cause you to make a grave mistake...but still..running is definitely not the way....you should stick to what you pick..and make the best out of it....even i can understand...y can't those parents understand that....

ya...thats all for now...see ya again...tataz

holidays are finally here....yeah!!!!

okok...sorry for not blogging for so long...i'm really not in the mood to do so...but i think its forgivable la hor...but this time...i have saved quite a few juciy things before i start blogging...well...the first stop....my movie date and shopping trip with jojo...haha

after so many months...i think the last movie i watched was memoirs of a geisha...haha...i went to watch another movie...hehe....X-men III...its nice...very sexy...haha...i'm refering to the part where wolverine and jean make out...wooo...but i only watched the last 1/4...you noe y...cos the prior scenes when jean made out with cyclops.....she sucked him dry...i was afraid the same thing might happen...so...i closed my eyes...when i finally notice she is not going to suck wolverine's powers dry...i then started to put attention on the making out scene...haiz..haha..nvm la...i thot hugh jackman made a good part in wolverine though..he has that hairy...fierce yet sexy look...hmm...nice...nice...y didn't i took note of him before...anyway...the women who played jean was very attracting also...yeah...to be exact...desperate...hahahahahaha.....

after the movie...me and jo went to hunt for the gifts for the bday girls...after so many shops and turmoil...we finally got them...phew...we made them in time...haha...this minute we are in this shop...the next..we are on the next floor already..weee...that is that i call crazy shopping...i like...and we did not burst our pockets afterall...got them nice and very nice things...branded and in our budget...haha...i'm not gonna tell you what it is...cos its not going to be a surprise anymore...hahaha.....

yesterday...i met this new lecturer...from the food science...he is in charge of my class for the HACCP(a very very important) project....called stewart tan...haha...dun tell him this ar...okok...i'm admitting i'm a little pervert...but...i really think he's butt is cute....concise and very curved...haha...that was the very first look i have on his physique..then i found out his eyes are very electrifying also...haha..its was sab that reminded me of him have a look alike with the hk actor....i have to meet him one on one...later part of the day...he was standing so close to me...but i just no dare to look at his eyes..scared kana shocked also....hahaha....but he got a little bad breath la...and oops..never put perfume or cologne also...haha...dun mistake ma huh...i may not be very straight...but i'm definitely not that gay too....haha....

ok..thats all for today...see ya
p.s. next week..is a little reflection...dun miss it...

reflections...reflections...and more reflections

well..today...i'm not going to write abt wat happened the passed week..cos there is really nthg to write abt so far...so this time...i'll write abt some reflections i had the past few weeks....its been ages since i did a reflection here already.....

first of all...its the girl that has succesfully pissed me off alot of times....haiz...you noe...sometimes ppl dun really have a choice to become what they want or what they are now...but i think bitches and bastards really have a choice and they made themselves the ones that everybody dislikes.....so is that classmate of mine....i seriously think that ever since young she has been very neglected by her family...thats y she seek all the attention when she comes to school...hell yes....they way she tok..the volume...the bitching..its all so different from us...trust me...i know girls better than a lot of girls noe themselves...and after so many years of bitching..i can tell she is really weird...haiz..thats her life...and very sadly...its going to be there for as long as her heart continues to pump....

then is abt relationships again...haha...the one that i'm very good at...well..its comforting to noe that a friend of mine..so hurt by love is finally falling in love again...whether or not its the right girl...it really doesn't matter...at our age...falling in love is just like taking up lessons....cos thru that we keep on figuring out abt ourselves...the ones we love...and the ones we want to spend our whole life with....and that is all going to come in handy when you finally want to get married or settle down with the person for the rest of your life when you grow older....

ppl ask me when am i going to find my love...the answer is...i dunno...guess different ppl really love differently...for some..its their family...some is their career...some is their sweet hearts...but for me now...i love my life..myself and my friends...which is very good enuf for me already....my life since born was much more luckier that many ppl...at the very least...i need not worry abt when is my pocket money going to come...i also no need to worry abt..whether i'll have the money to continue on my studies....for that i thank loads of ppl...my family...my friends...my teachers....but as for my love...i dunno...maybe its also time to learn that fact that its very difficult for me to fall in love...and getting married....

i always like to imagine...how is life going to be like when i grow older...very old...i dunno...maybe i'll adopt a child...learn what kind of life it is to really bring a child up...maybe i'll force all my darls kids to be my godson or daughters...in that case...i at least no need to worry abt my life when i'm old....haha...i guess i'm really thinking too much....

ok..thats all for today...see you...and hope you like my reflections...tag me if you got comment!!!

my cute pics!!!!!

believe or not...after all these months of blogging..this is the first time i noe how to post photos...haha...anyway...they are cute right??....weeee!!!!!!

okok...i'm here already!!!!

well...i'm supposed to be doing my reports now but somehow...i dun have the mood...cos i'm not in the mood for babbling...which is really what you need to get the report writing...haiz...

anyway...this week is a short week for me...nthg to do..haha...had 5 days break in all...and loads and loads of good food to eat...wahaha....went for buffet in swissotel on friday after going to the temple with my grandma....haha..the food there is nice..better than the last one that we went...the very very sweet one??..remember???.....its nice la...then yesterday went to ramen ten for jas and hawa's bday...elaborating more at the later part.....was supposed to go for lunch at suntec city today cos its mother's day and we are celebrating with my grandma....but some how...we didn't go...we will be having a make up one next week...haha...but tonight is another day eating out..trying the new restuarant at thomson plaza....

yesterday we went celebrating la...for jas and hawa bday this week...after so many places...we finally settled down on ramen ten....loads of ppl went....but zi xian was the most shocking one...haha...his hair...suddenly so...pokey...hehe....and we all get to see yiwen's new stead...sweet gurl...

after the dinner...the guys and the girls splited up...the guys went for movies..while me and a few girls went to do some last min shopping for mother's day.....jing jing went off first..then me...jojo..hawa..jas and the guys went tangs la...the guys decided for movies...yiwen and his gf went alone...so as usual...i'm with my darls...helped jojo and hawa picked their gifts for their mother...haha..so fun...from booths to booths in tangs...then trying and trying...jo got a eye serum while hawa got her mum a lipstick....then we went wisma...then taka...haha...hawa went off first....then the 4 of us played catching in taka...and the shoe fair....its like back to the old sec school days....so fun...and of cos we bitched a little...exchanged our views of yiwen's new stead...haha..dun ask me anything...i dunno anything....hahahaha....that ved came to meet us cos the guys did not catch the movie afterall and all went home...we walked around a little while more and thats it...we went home..me..jas and ved..took 162..glad and jojo took the train...

back to today..mother's day..i got the presents long time ago....i gave my mum a leather coin purse...cos the old one is disgusting...then i treated my grandma to thai food the other monday...haha...so i dun have last minute worries abt the prezzies....

tmr i'm going back to school for a little while...then its mahjong time again at geraldine's place...haha...i'm getting the hang of it....so cool....ok..thats all for today..see you again!!!!

another week.....

hihi...after 2 weeks of my new semester..i found out that my schedule seems packed...but actually...it isn't...lots of e-lectures and practicals....haha...not that much of things to worry abt also...so far....things are going on just fine for me....whahas....hope this carries on.....then i'll have no worries whatsoever

i went out with glad after school on wednesday....haha...went to bugis to ge that shirt again....i actually wanted to get the green colour one...but then i look fat in it...so as usual...i got a black...while glad got the white colour.....then very swiftly we all went home....

remember abt the girl that offended me?.?.?ya...i finally confronted her the first time that day in lab....as usual..she started to insult me in some of her very casual remarks...cos i am blocking the way...then i said...at least i get things done fast....not like somebody...haha..that really blew her top....so shuang...whaha...make me think of the days i used to love destroying the vacuum in my class.....that would teach that girl a lesson......

okok...thats all for today...see ya....

its my first week of school...and it ain't that nice...haiz

hi ppl....i just started my school for 1 week already....my class..people came and people went...but basically the same kind of people exist la....i've attended all the lectures...and i so got a feeling that this time...my GPA is definitely going to go well.....cos all the modules are my specialty...hahaha....bio...yes!!!...thank god...finally something i am good at for me to show my skills.....

but even though i still dun like this week in school...cos i just heard from one friend that my classmate has been bad mouthing me...haiz...i really feel so angry...i've done you nthg wrong and y must you say me in such a way...when ppl say bad things abt you...your cry and act so pathetic...when ppl treat you well...you think that they are nthg...when ppl are more superior than you in other things...you start to insult ppl....what the hell are you then...you are nthg...nthg at all in ppl's eyes lor...cos you have never really traded real friendships with other ppl...and you'll never ever go far with that personality of yours....thats why you are always trying to outwin ppl....guess what...you can win others in alot of materialistic things...but you'll never get the most important thing in everyone's life....relationships that will treasure and last.....

ok..and i'm done toking abt you....anyway...sometimes i really wonder how will people lives be if their fantasisies come true....and if it really comes true...how real will it be...haha...just some food for thought....maybe most of my fantasisies may never come true...but its always good to keep it a fantasy in my dreams....i dream alot you noe...haha.....

ok..thats all for today...tataz

OGL rocks.......wweeeee

hi there....i haven't been blogging for a long time...well...but today i am going to compensate for it....for the first few days of the week....i went for orientation for the freshies...i was an OGL....me and muznah was assigned to the group mb0604....haiz...i dunno whether is it lucky or unlucky...but i think out of all the groups...mine was one of the quietest of all....getting them to tok is as difficult as moving a rock.....haha..so wat to do...me and muznah try our best to make them tok lor..in the end...both of us got no voice by the end of the second day....

but overall it was fun la..i get to know lots of new friends and ppl....especially the OGLs....haha..we rock...haha....have lots of fun with them....hmmz...we all should be one whole class....surely lots of fun.....weeeeeee......

lets come back to the orientation...haiyo...the first day was water game...my OG class and the runners all sabotage me....make me so wet....i dun even now how to go home...thank god...i have extra piece of shirt...but too bad lor the bottom part have to be wet throughout the journey home.....the second day was lighter....just the talent time....aiyoyoyo....my class ar...ask them do this no reply...do that also no reply....in the end me and muzzie still need to go on stage and act....haiz.....already...SCL i not much reputation...now..its worse...but never mind la....things still went on well....

i found out that my class..is very enthusiastic for only one thing..their studies...when i go through CMS and student login with them that time...thats the only time i hear them say so many things....haiz...my dear MB0604.....pls go and learn how to get a life!!!!!!!!!!!

done abt orientation...yesterday i went out with gladys..having in mind of buying that t-shirt we saw few weeks ago...then when we go there...the auntie say...haven't arrive yet...what to do...wait again lor...then me and glad walk from bugis to marina square.....in between we shop citylink mall and a little bit of raffles city la....while we are at citylink...me and glad went into new urban male lor...guess who we saw...haha...my sec school enemy's ex lehz.....haha...didn't do much staying there...just keep laughing at the t-shirts...cos the prints all very cute....then we went to marina square liao.....

at marina square....topman...we saw this jacket that i have been searching for a long long time...i look so good in it la....but too bad...you know how much it is...123 bucks lehz....no choice lor....have to wait a little while longer before i can get it.....in the mean time..i can go and look for similar ones and cheaper price what rite?????

then we come to today...haiz..i'm staying at home the whole day to do my project....wish me luck....tataz....

p.s. fantasies are really for fantasizing when they have no hope of coming true....

i paid for my own handphone for the very first time....

hi people...i got a very good news... finally change into a new phone...sony ericsson w550i...weee...i'm paying it thru monthly instalment...wahahaz...ever since i have my first handphone when i was in late pri 6...i have never paid a single cent from my own pocket to buy a phone....but now...i actually paying for my own..although my mum wants to pay for me...but i think..its time that i take some responsibility with the things i have.....

how i got the phone...haha...its actually a very funny story....remember i told you in my last post abt the high tea in swisshotel??...yeah..after that..we went to paragon cos my mum wants to buy something over there....but then there is a m1 shop over there...we went in and see...then tok about the phone that i want...but my contract haven't up yet...and it totals quite alot of money to buy one...so..i told my mum dun want la...i also never bring the charger also...so we went home lor.....but then the next day morning i took a look at the newpaper last page...i found out abt the sony ericsson phone sale in carrefour and my old phone trade-in price is so much higher than in any places...so then i told my mum abt that...she ask me to meet her the next day?(monday) after she finish working so that we can take a look at my phone...then later she ask me to cash out one cheque and use the money to buy that phone....haha...i dun even now how to cash out cheque also...eventually we went over there straight away after our conversation....and viola...there i have my new hp...weeeee....

anyway...this is the mid of the 2nd last week b4 my holiday ends...haiz..its so fast...i just started on my NE project also....today having meeting with my mates to discuss about certain things....

i'm still very broke...can't really go out..haiz...hopefully...i can go out soon...

ok..thats all for today....see ya....

p.s...who can recommend me some nice soothing english song that you think i'll like??...tag me in the chat box!!!!!!!

its such a long and sinful day for me!!!!!!

hello...today i went to oss for mentoring...haiz...i think i am really getting old...how can i be so stupid to leave my games plan at home while i happily walk out the house...thank god...i'm fast and i can whip up something fast when i reach the school....haha...

after mentoring i went to my auntie's place to give tuition to my two younger cousins...when i reach boon keng that time then say that they want to have it tmr...but too bad...i'm already there...so what to do....go there lor...then the two boys show tantrums...kana whack by their mother...oppsy....what can i say....next time want to push the date to a later time pls just tell me...so that i no need to take the trouble again....i'm so worried for the elder cousin of mine...he is taking his PSLE this year and the results is still so poor...if by SA1...he still cannot improve...i think i better tell my auntie get a real professional to come and teach his son.....

after the tuition i went city for high tea buffet....at the swisshotel....omg...unless you really love their chocolate and sweet pastries...pls dun ever go there...cos the food there are really not meant for anyone with the right appetite to eat it...no wonder caucasians can attain that size....haha...anyway..i was so glad that i can have some salty food after the high tea thing la....haha....next time i must bring leen...glad and jojo over there for the sweet stuffs...they'll love it.....

then i went orchard to meet my mum...she wants to cancel her m1 line...in the end also never cancel...but she is interested in buying me the new phone....wahahahaz...just tahan for 1 or 2 weeks...and the phone is mine...weee....

ok...now about the past few days...nthg much la...just try to past my time staying at home lor....
oh yes...jojo..if you can read this..i'm so sorry...next time want to date me...date me earlier la...sorry for not acc you today!!!!!

ok..thats all for today see ya....

p.s. nana..joom and glad...congrats for your new double promo rank!!!!!!

that is life...what can i say....

i woke up very early in the morning to bid goodbye to a very good friend of mine...she is going back to her home country...that is my godparent's maid...auntie vivian....she practically watched me grew up from K1 to now....and now she is gone...y??...cos my godpa retrench her....and wats more...they have all kinds of bad comments and reason to send her back...she really did not do anything wrong....just because you want to get her home.....you said all kinds of things....13 yrs of her life was spent to your family....and she is not even married...now...thats what you give her...anyway...i still thank auntie vivian for taking care of me for so many years....

i went bugis with glad and my 'godbro'....argh thats the last time i'm ever going to bring him along....he has been trying to impress ppl but guess what...he failed la...so too bad....no use...and you noe..sometimes...i really have to look down on him....he needs to seek opinion from his mum to buy a t-shirt that cost less that 20 bucks....how henpecked can her get....whatever...

i got my results back....not too bad la....not good either...GPA 2.569...haiz...i can do better....this sem..i'll work hard...

my grandma got cataract...but its not a big problem....nthg to worry...

ok..thats all for today...see ya...

p.s. I WILL REMEMBER YOU ALWAYS......!!!!!!!!

revamping starts now!!!!

now..for frequent visitors...you'll notice a change in the background music...yeah..thats the first step to my new blog...haha...just got one skin down...i intend to start doing the things tmr...but i got a feeling i'm going to seek help from glad...hehe...thats the price she have to pay for getting me to accompany her shopping...haha..

toking abt going out with her...didn't go out la..cos she la..this minute say want to go leenz place...the next..say go with me when i already promise my grandma to see doctor....haiz...so in the end going out next week lor...anyway...my grandma is suspected to have cataract..which is..aiya..so common..and so i'm going to every of her appointment and the laser op that she is going to do for the next few weeks ot come or even next month..so if you want me to go out with you better ask me first ar...

this week is a very quiet week...so nice to get to rot at home...haiz...just wish that this kind of days can last longer(although i'll get bored very soon)...but its better that slogging the guts out for school work...haha...

ok...i need to take my chinese medicine that is suppose to clear all the heat in me...see ya..

weee...i got a new com...

ok...now i have this really weird feeling...in fact...i'm worried...and the worse thing is that i dunno y am i so...haiz...i think i am just over reacting...this is the problem about me...i always let my imagination fly and makes me very feel that bad things are always going to befall on me....well..i do think of good things too....haha...but trust me..those are fantasies....

and...i got my new lappie...yeah..acer...not the slimest one i can find....but its sheek and nice...the most important thing is that its light...and whats more...the storage space is huge...80GB...haha...i can do whatever i want with this new com...no more lagging already...haha...

i bought that on sunday after i sent my father on to the plane that is going to bring him straight back to hongkong and not coming back for at least half a year.....y did he go there for??...well u can say that he went on a busines trip but to be more exact he went back to help my eldest uncle with his factory over there...i think he is going back to his roots...a goldsmith factory....my mum and my sis were like showing me that 'i dun care face' when my dad left...but deep inside..i noe that they are so going to miss him...as for me...its fine la...i didn't really build a strong bond with him ever since my sis was born....i dun really blame him nor did i blame my sis....he dote my sis..while my mum dotes me....hehe....anyway...he is going to come back after six months..and if things are good over there???...who noes..he might be there working for my uncle....but he said that he will come back at least once every half a year la....

and oh..let me finish the story on my com...you see...when my dad left...he sort of gave my mum 7000+ bucks for me in singapore...haha..and i have convinced the both of them that i need to get a new com...thats when i used up 2000 of the money...the rest....they are going to be for my allowance for 4 semesters in poly....hehe...of cos...my mum is going to add on top of this money...haha...

now...of the shopping list to be done, one is done..but the next question is...what is the next thing....my new hp...if things go well...i can psycho my mum to get it for me b4 april...but it all have to wait cos my mum i busy trying to finish all her accounts now....let us all pray hard...shall we????

and oh...my complexion is going from bad to worse...and i swear that i am not going to step out of my house to embarass myself (unless nessescary)..so...darlings...if you are thinking of dating me..let me noe first....hehe....

ok..thats all for today..tataz...

p.s. for all my worries....i command you to get out of my mine now!!!!!

the drama was a big success...hahahaha

hello...today is post is all dedicated to the drama...CUPID'S CURRY...wahahahahaz....it is a wonderful show...i simply love it...cos i was part of it wat.....

it started out like 6 months ago...and after so many difficulties...finally we have staged it out in the TFA...although it was not a full house kind of situation...but i think i am very happy with the numbers already....maybe becos i was really engross in the play...instead of the realistic numbers...haha...isn't drama all abt that..leaving the reality and looking for a story outside of it...wahaha...i'm speaking like a guru now...weeee

of cos....like many awards(although i didn't get any)....i still have to have a thank you speech...haha...i must very first thank my partner a.k.a my wife..abi(maziya)...she really made me go into that indian husband mood la...haha...then the directore(irfana)...she really told me how to improve my techniques...then there is mash(gad)..she help me alot la..and she is the saviour of my 'family heirloom'...haha...for those who dunno...its for me to noe and for you to find out....and of cos the rest la...chris..lilah..trisna..bhindo..parveen..gwen...palvin..sas...kumaran.. nadia..siti..yoges..choo ying..yasmine...su zhen...and of cos lots lots more...they are a really fun batch of ppl and very nice to work with...

hopefully we can get to do one more drama again...like what the holy voice in the drama says...BEWARE OF WHAT YOU WISH FOR...IT MIGHT JUST HAPPEN...MUAHAHAHAHA...

ok..thats all for today...seeya....
p.s. thanks danielle and weijie for coming!!!!!!

rehearsals really makes you wear out...haha

hello...if you take a look at the time that i blogged...its 12.51 a.m....i just woke up after being shocked by the hp ring...and i am trying very hard to get back to sleep...haha...anyway...since i have nthg to do...i might as well come here and do my bloggings rite...haha

last week went to seoul garden to celebrate a few of my darlings bday..all combine together...but i didn't really enjoyed the day la....i planned for like 3 persons bday..in the end...only 1 manage to come and stay thru the whole dinner....rather pissed off that day la...ppl...can you just use your mind and think...if you noe you are going for a buffet at night..jolly well dun go and have heavy late lunch and for goodness sake...bring more money la....anyway...its over..and i dun want to brood over that anymore.....

i went back mentoring the next day...that is saturday...a few familiar faces but lots of new and naughty faces also...those young boys ar...haha..they just dunnoe who i am la...i come from a secondary school that is notorious and pls...i was a head prefect then la...if i can't control you ppl...how to keep the crowd in peace....in the end...got scolded and shouted by me la...serve you rite...haha...

afterthat i rushed to chinatown to meet my auntie and grandma for some porridge...haha...long time never go there already...actually..only 1 month la...but its nice to have breakfast there again la....hehe...after that we took a train to ps...cos i need to go carrefour and buy a new telephone for the house la...the old one is spoilt and ppl forever never put the phone down properly....and ppl can call in...got very irritated and so..i went to buy a new one.....

sunday..i stayed at home to rot...the feeling was great...i haven't been rotting for a long long while already....haha....monday which was yesterday...i went back to school in the morning for the orientation planning camp...played some really silly games and i got into OGL...muznah is my partner...haha...still have to go back then do a trial run on the 27th....

after the camp..i went to the TFA for the rehearsals...omg...you have no idea how tiring it is to act out a stage drama....the flow...the props coming in and out.....the lines, the actions and the voice projection...haha...it is really tiring....whats more...when i went back to school today...i have to have a one whole day of rehearsal including moving of tables and sofa from block Q all the way to TFA...

its so tiring...but it was fun...i love the acting...haha...it gives my life a little more colours....besides my boring science modules...haha.....and the performance is this thurs...so if you are interested..come ok???

ok...thats all for now...be back for more next time....

p.s. HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!

i screwed my last paper for the semester...haha

ok...today is my last paper...biostats...argh...i think i can only reside for a C or D for it..and all along i was hoping a B...the paper totally change..it was no longer what it used to be in the revision...haiz...but the rest was ok la...i'm still hoping all the best for organic chem...pls just let me get a damn C....my cell bio and bio chem and micro B..still not that bad...i think i can at least get a B for the 3 of them...pls...i really need to get better grades than my last semester...pls pls pls pls...

anyway...my phone bill shot up..and i got scolded by my mum..becos she was the one that is paying..anyway..i'm going to pick up the tab from this month onwards...so dun expect me to call you ppl anymore...cos i will not....i need to keep my cost as low as possible...i really need to...

and anyway...my holidays are coming..or i should say reached already..but i still have to go school for the first 4 days of the week....and i still have NE project to do...y like that one..so many things...i guess i only left with 4 weeks for me to rot and shop...i also not that reach to shop also...haiz...but i need to spend money..the new semester means new things for me...and my mum is going to buy me a whole new lappy....haha...and hopefully i can trick her to buy me a new phone also....weeee....

tmr is going to be the first real day out for me...going to shopping and have dinner with one whole bunch of ppl.....haha...its going to be real fun...yeah!!!

ok..thats all for today..see you again....and happy holidays for my friends in poly!!!!!

what i'm afraid of is finally over....phew...

ok...becos of the organic chem paper today...i got 3 more new pimples on my face over night...haha...well...i think it is worth while la....i think i can pass my organic chem...hope so....crossing my fingers now and praying hard....haha....

now one more week and i'll be free for a long time...haha...3 more papers to go...and i will be free...yeah...haha...then i'll start to plan time to rot...shopping...and slim down(yes..again)....in my 6 weeks holiday...haha...but that comes later....

oh ya...i watch the NYP scandalous video already...got it from heather...haha....but its not very nice also la...cos no head no tail...cos what i watch was the middle part....haha...not that poor quality as i thot la....i got heather to help me look for the rest of the parts....haha...maybe i can get the whole version next week....hahahaha.....

hmm...i think that is all i have for you this week....and be back for more when i really summarise my whole exam experience....tataz...

ok...its finally over...but the worse is coming!!!

hello....i finally finish my last lesson in the whole semester just 2 hours ago....haha....well...that also means that my papers are going to come...haiz...well...these few days...i have to go into seclusion to really study for my exams la...that means no going out...not anywhere at all...unless really necessary....wish me luck!!!

and i have been sick since the new year till now...still coughing non stop and my nose is so damn blocked at night la....argh...i have to go see the doctor again..this time really must get well....or i can forget sitting for the exam in a healthy condition...

valentine's day just passed a few days ago...haha...had a singles night out that day la...went to pizza hut...then went to walk walk for a little while then all of us go home...and i could have taken a bus home...that would save me all the trouble...but i listened to vedro went to take the train...then he cannot get into it cos he was stuck taking things from junrong...only me and jas got into the train la...so damn pissed off....but now i'm ok already la...

i had a very nice valentines' day gift....i got A for biochem practical test...haha...first time i got A for chemistry lehz....but i dunno organic chem can pass or not...hopefully can la hor...cos this time already open book...and i was so pek cek la...my micro B...2 more marks and an A for e-quiz...haiz...guess i have to pin alot of hopes on my exams now...must do better than the last sem...really must!!!

ok..thats all...see ya next week...or after my papers!!!!!