another week.....of my boring life

hi there.......how are all my babies out there......its my weekly posting again....this week is so normal....really nthg much to tok abt.....but last week me and glad plus daniel went to harry potter movie.....yeah...its quite disappointing...somehow....i dun find that kind of feeling....something is just missing and i dunno y....anyway....when i step out of my house at 5+ last week....the day was still looking fine.....but 10 odd mins later....it just starts to downpour...like a hurricane struck singapore....the worse thing is there is no link way or shelter to the cinema which is at cineleisure.......so me and glad decided to meet at ps first......thanks goodness the rain stopped in time for us to take a train to somerset....phew.....manage to make it to the cinema undrenched.....we saw quite a few of our secondary school friends over there which....i dun want to tell haha......no la....just that i very lazy to type them out......haha......

anyway....i got a shopping list to be made for the christmas season....i just love this season sales and lots of free gifts....opps....dun i sound like a very typical singapore auntie....anyway....i'm meeting with all my friends to do some crazy christmas shopping.....think my wallet is going to blow a big hole again.....toking abt my wallet....i really need to buy a new wallet.....will someone tell me where to get one....haiz.......looking for a new one for few weeks already....still can't find one.....

ok...thats all for today...seeya again next week....tataz...muacks....
p.s. all my darlings out there if you wanna go shopping tell me kk?????

ahhhhhhh.........i'm so high now...

hihi......do you ppl want to hear the good or the bad news first....hmm...let me decide...the bad news first...and that is....i have been under a ladies crisis this whole week....actually only two la....one's from my family and other....better dun tok abt it...i have always try to be as rounded as possible when i face the ppl....but somehow...i think no matter how rounded a person is towards the outside world....torns are going to be there...thats life...the lady in my family is surprisingly not my mum....but my younger sis....i always knew that she was irritating and annoying but all along i thot she is just trying to get some attention....but now......she is practically getting out of hand....she used to listen to me when i sound fierce but now....she is not even paying me the basic respect for a brother....what on earth has got into her.....argh....she seriously need to get some discipline from me....but i'm not ready to do that until i can straighten out my life myself........another things is....for some reason..i'm getting lethargic and sometimes sick and tired of continuing my life as it is now.....maybe after all these years of studying....i'm getting less and less motivated...when i was in primary school.....i go to school just becos i was told to do so......then i begin to go to school becos of all the fun i can have in my lower sec days....when i'm in upper sec....i was motivated for my O levels(not to waste my previous years into the drain)......but now...i have found out that i got no more motivation to keep myself that paste i have....i feel tired and lazy....its definitely coming from the inside.....maybe i shld sit down and ponder abt it.....

but before that....let me tell you the good news....i'm going to watch harry potter later in the night....yeah......i'm so high now....haha.....i think this is going to be the best episode ever.....woo-hoo.....how i wish i can also live in a land of magic........i'm thinking and day-dreaming too much....but thats me isn't it????....the next movie i'm most interested in is the memoirs of a geisha.....i think i'll like that story...i better go and borrow the novel before i watch the movie itself....

well....thats all ii have for the moment.....tataz....

just some advice......for you....

hi there....i just wanted to give some advice to one of my friends who is facing quite a little bit of problem.....i thot that this might actually help you in some ways......

i think that whoever you are interested in now....do not be so pessimistic.....i mean you got all the qualities to have your own love also.....but the serious thing now is that you shld recognise whether you are really interested in him....if you are....then i suggest you keep your cool and start out as friends first......if you think that it is pure curious and infatuation.....dun ever let seep in this hole for too long......

the another thing is that even though your relationship may not be fruitful but you'll learn out of it......whether or not it is a "normal" relationship....its still going to be a learning trip for everyone......look at the friends around me and you are also learning thru it........nobody are so serious into a relationship that they actually have a fruitful result in mind.....ppl at our age needs to learn and this process maybe hurtful to one party......the important point is to enjoy the process in love and company of each other.....

i noe whatever i am telling you now maybe the 1001 times you have heard it...but it works for all the relationships.....if you are really in love...admit it....but that doesn't mean the you cannot be discreet.....if you think that he is not suitable for you.....then end the ties at the friend level...until you think that you are more suitable to carry on....dun be afraid of falling....learn how to fall gracefully and climb up again in dignity.....its not difficult.....no one can gurantee you that you willl not get hurt....but and the same time no one is guaranteeing that you will not enjoy.....

it's always no easy to take the first step....whether or not it is a BGR or BBR or GGR.....but learn how to cope with it...and you can have a beautiful life also.....

i'm not trying to encourage you in anyways....but i think your priority now is your O levels...which you shld be more concentrated in......you shld keep him at the back of your mind until you are ready to think abt solving it all over again....and always remember....if you think something is wrong....dun hesitate to say it out....dun be afraid....trust me.....

i think you'll get an idea what i really mean.....pls just concentrate on your studies first....the rest can come later....and i'll teach you how to solve them....all of us are learning also.....we do and we are learning how to cope it........dun think that you are alone cos you are not.....

i have confidence in you....the most important thing is you must have the confidence for yourself also........jia you......

tataz.....give me a call ok.....

weee..........fridays no need to go school anymore!!!!

hello.....i just started my new semester this week....erm...actually this week dun have anything to say cos its just any other routined and boring school days.......haiz.....when will my life have any dun...especially when i'm in one of the most no life(ing) course in the whole poly....haha...

but i got a good news....for this whole semester...i'm going to have long weekends already...yeah....cos we shiffted all the lessons on friday to other days.....haha.....i can go out on fridays already....finally has something good happening in my boring school life....

i'm going to watch harry potter next week...and i really have to get all my contacts going.....haha....

ok...thats all today....tataz.....

one last week..b4 my new semester starts...

ok....this week is has lots of public holidays so let me first wish all the indians and malays a happy Deepavali(belated) and Hari Raya Puasa.........

well....from monday and tuesday was a stay at home day....spend the time at home actually doing nthg.....haha......yesterday was fun....me and glad did some shopping at orchard....woo-hoo....i bought a cute printed tee and glad bought lots of other things....shirts..ear-rings....the ear ring was such a torture....we went into this shop in far east which was loaded(i really mean loaded) with ear rings and we have to pick 3 pairs so that it'll sum up to 12 bucks.....luckily glad went there with me....i was patient enuf to accompany her into the shop......help her choose that ear rings....omg....i think we spend around 30 mins in that shop lor.......(and now i think she's gonna ask me to go shopping with her whenever she wants to buy ear rings).....i bought a shirt on impulse yesterday...i did not even try and think abt it and then i bought it just like that....haha....then we did a little walking before heading for lunch at this fast-food resturant in ngee ann city.....the food was nice(but i dun like the bean sprouts......yucks)........then went to giordano(cos glad wanted to buy some tees)......and we waited for a long time at the cashier becos before us was an indonesian family who bought over 200 bucks of clothes and yet picking and changing right in front of the cashier......they really dun have any thought for the row of ppl behind them waiting to pay....................the shop staff also very stupid...see so many ppl also dunno how to open another cashier.......then we went to walk around at heeren.....nthg much over there.....that time my legs started to get sore.....omg....it really hurts....but we still manage to finish skimming around the shopping centre......then that glad wanted to walk the streets of orchard road.....oh my god.....have to go with her la....luckily i found TCC and we sat down had a drink before we continue(my treat of cos...she was practically broke buying so many things).....last stop of the day was ps....seen some of our juniors which made me feel like slapping them....then we went into mickey industry when my dear glad borrowed money from me to buy another t-shirt....haiz.....after that both of us got so tired and we went home......

my mums wants to change a new handphone and so i think we are all going out so that she can upgrade into another phone later.....that is my plans for today....but hopefully dun let me buy anything again....i'm getting broke and i need to save some money......haha.....

ok....thats all...see ya....tataz.....

one more week to go......

hi there.....i'm here to blog again......had a little bit of fun and anger this few days.........

i went shopping at bugis with glad on thursday.....both of us had fun....and very good buys....she bought 4 things for just 38 bucks....that is less than 10 bucks for each items in average....i finally bought a carrier bag...for 43....didn't bring enuf money....so i borrowed from glad......haha.....decided to borrow from her becos i was afraid of someone else buying the bag and when i return again next week...i may not see that bag there already..........but afterall we had a very nice shopping trip la........

yesterday was very down at first......actually glad told me abt going back srs for rc....and then i said...ok....i'll get vedro to go also....it turned out that halfway on our way there...someone told me that the activity was not confirmed at all and may very much be cancelled....i was very pissed of becos aren't these things suppose to be confirmed before notify the seniors....i'm going to make sure that when i go back again....i'll scold their heads off......then we go ps to kill some time...we are already out so might as well make it a shopping trip....at first....the 3 of us are so bored.....and we practically have no mood to do anything.....after a while we started to find that mood to have fun again.....but we were making lots of nice when we went to starbuck...the sugar made us high....then we start criticsing ppl then went pass the shop.....haha....went carrefour so that vedro can buy some luncheon meat....weird rite....but we had some fun la.....

one more week and my new semester will start....haiz.....so fast ar.....7 weeks of holidays is finishing off already...and looks like none of my dieting plans had worked out.....haha....but this time must really cut down my weight....or else...i'll never be able to..........and i noe what to do already......haha......hopefully it works this time...and i'm so going to look for someone to go to the gym with me.....i need a gym buddy......yeah...thats what i need now....anyone wants to apply this job....hehe.....going shopping again next week....i'll go and get my hair done.....then see if there is anything i missed out that i did not manage to buy.....

alrite thats all for now.............see you again....tataz

hi.....i'm back!!!!!

ok...last week i recommended an MTV rite.......this week i recommend a song....its a very nice song.....very sentimental and healing(lots of ppl out there may just need this song).....its called .........hmm....i give you ppl the URL first....http://www.520music.com/p.asp?id=62667....its very nice....now comes my review......acutally the first part of the song is telling the stories of alot of ppl.......getting hurt in love....but the chorus and the last part of the song really says it all.....

i think i noe of alot of ppl in life that really is in need of this song.....FOR THIS PPL: dun be afraid to try.....if once doesn't work....try twice....keep trying....love doesn't come easy for each and everyone of us....for some...getting loved maybe just that easy....but i noe that alot of my friends outside there dun....but pls dun give up.....all life is a puzzle....and it is really up to you to figure it out.....pls....try....i believe all of you can do it rite???......like what the last part of the song says....i'm here...always wishing you the best...and eventually all of you will be happy and loved......jia you!!!!!!



now....my daily routine....well i stayed at home the whole weekend last week.....didn't really do much things at home.....monday i went to explore the new bus route which is rite in front of my estate....sat for nearly 45 mins before we reach Jurong East and went IMM to do some shopping.....then yesterday....i spend the whole morning and early afternoon with my grandma in the polyclinic....just dun understand her....for alot of yrs in her life she has been seeing a private doctor.....but now she insist in going to a polyclinic to do a checkup.....haiz...its not that we can't afford it......aiya...dunno la....what i noe is that i spent a long time waiting for her....today is a fun day.......went to chinatown for breakfast and did some marketing for my so called....cousin's full month tmr.....i just dun understand y can't her own grandparents do it and want my grandma to do it.......its so troublesome lor.........i simply dislike them.....trust me...you will never noe the conspiracies in my family...haha....sound very chinese drama rite.....let me tell you....that is it......chinese drama......very confusing....haha.....

well...thats all for now.....back for more when i'm in the mood to write....seeya.....bye bye....

its a baby sitting week!!!!!!

well.......i have done lots of baby sitting this week....haha....its was PSLE marking day and all my cousins came over to my grandma's place so that i can take care of them and mean while giving them tuition to prepare for their EOY.......luckily all of them are only in primary school or else i'll have a hard time doing the tasks.......

monday was a usual day.....stayed at home and went to NTUC to do some marketing.....very normal.....at the same time very bored also......tuesday was the start of the nightmare.....i have to coach tommy and elizabeth english and math respectively for their Os and yet at the same time i need handle a bunch of kids at home whats more>>i still have rehearsal to go to for the school's play......woa...that was a busy day.....but i manage to scrape thru afterall....haha....i'm terence...right???

wednesday was less busy no more coaching...no more rehearsal just pure baby sitting and giving these kids some work to do......luckily i was once a deputy head prefect....i knew exactly how to handle those kids at home...or else...i'll be dead by now.......thursday was a little bit more busy....has to bring my grandma to a chinese physician to take a look at her backache...but its alright la......then i have to rush home to pick up those kids and make sure they dun create any trouble(or else...i'm in trouble)......after that i went to thomson plaza to buy some fastfood for the kids(just dun understand y they love fast food fo much).....then my day ends with a nightmare from my smallest cousin who is showing me tantrums....argh...have i said i hate stubborn kids.??...

lastly was yesterday......the kids went home early and then i went our for dinner to celebrate ved's bday(belated of course).....went to swensens at orchard......then we went to play pool at cuppage.....very nice night out...had fun also....hope all you them had fun too....the surprise of the day was seeing daniel(junrong).....omg!!!>.....i thot he went for an extreme makeover....3mths ago he was as meaty as me.....now he is as muscular as any kick boxer......yucks i hate this kind of man.......haha.....went home at 11.......got locked out...luckily i manage to get the keys from my father........or else i'll be sleeping outside the house liao....haha.....

well.....thats all from me for the week....seeya next time....
p.s. i am getting broke!!!!!!..........oh yes........HAPPY BELATED BDAY...TO VEDRO!!!!!

its a sad sad story!!!!!!

ok...let me tell you abt this sad mtv first....i watched it from daniel's(yi wen) friendster profile.......omg....its really very sad.......so sweet........you ppl shld not miss it....those that noes yiwen....u shld have his add for friendster........but if you dun.......you can find him in my friendster links under DearDaniel......its really very sad.......i cried!!!!!.......and peeps....if you want to noe this guy.....can look for me......haha.......go watch it first before you read the second part of my blog......

whats so nice abt this story that made ppl feel so touch is becos you can rarely find it in reality......so far.....i only noe of one true story(pierre png and andrea d cruz)....but if anyone will be willing to do this for you....this is the person you girls shld marry!!!!!!........becos they are really willing to give the unconditional love.........cos girls....man can tell you lots and lots of things abt loving you for eternity.........everlasting love.....but when it comes to anything else.....poof....it all disappears....i'm not saying that guys cannot say this or girls shld not believe the guys....like i said....enjoy all the process and feelings in love......surely....i hope....this guys does meant their words(unless they are coaxing you to go bed with them la).......haha.........

girls always like to think that they are the female characters of these shows in reality....but let me tell you this.....these stories are really very very rare in the actual world........i'm not saying that it does not happens....but it is really very rare......but still it is good to think abt them....who doesn't....rite??.....i'm touch by the story myself......

ok.....thats all for now...see ya.....

what a day.....

ok....let me give you a good piece news....i PASS my inorganic chem...haha....yeah....for once i can pass my chem.......haha.......for all you noe Dr Xu lowered his standard like hell before anyone could pass.....haha........

i went to celebrate my belated birthday with glad....leen....ved....jojo....gigi and yiwen at Fish & Co today....had a very fun and sinful day....i had like ice cream with waffle and a cup of super sweet cappucino b4 i had my dinner.......haha.......went to take a look at bags today....they really think that the addidas is nice......but i prefer others lehz......hahas........nvm......its my own money i'm gonna spend anyway........took some very funny pics also......its so much better than the formal dinner that my mum treated me to at Peach Garden.....the dinner is so awkward....i mean the food is nice la....but the atmosphere was very weird.....perhaps i'm not used to eating with that father of mine..........oh yes....we met lots of celebrities today....first was olinda...then one superstar contestant...then was slyvester....we saw alex du...they keep claiming that its not him until they really found out that it was him...haha....i knew i was rite all along...then say 2 mediacorp actor and actress(dunno their english names).......what a starry day....haha....

oh yes....monday...i went to the library with glad......i swear that i'll never go to the library at amk again......it looks big but all the books are not for us......argh.....took a long time before i actually find a book that i may like..........haven't start reading it yet.........tell you when i finish reading........then we went for lunch at jubilee.....very fulling also.....after that we went to cut my hair....still the same style....haiz....really need to do something abt it already...haha.....ok......then when to glad's place b4 i went to the resturant in the evening.........

sunday was a shopping day for me as i went to compass point with my grandma......as usual......she bought alot of things and the only thing i bought was new skin care products from watsons........haha.......saw my two juniors and chit chatted with them before i found that my grandma has left without me.....hehe....

ya...thats basically what i did for the past few days la......haha....seeya again.....

p.s. thanks for everyone that wished my a happy birthday and celebrated with me...love ya....

yeah............happy birthday to me!!!!!!

yeah........i've turn 17.........wow.....time flies........i'm 17 already....yeah.......haha....i really want to thank all the ppl that made me who i am today.......so....these are the following ppl.......

my family.....my dearest grandma who brought me up.....my beloved mum who brought me to this world....my father who gave me a life.....my sis who cheers me all the time....my aunties and uncles who loved me since i'm young.......

my dearest friends.....glad....leenz...gigi...jojo....jas.....vedro.....danielz...jing..lynn...hannah.....lots more...thank you for being there for me when i needed you ppl the most.....you ppl makes the best of the best friends i can ever find in the whole wide world....i love ya......

my schools....aiya all of you noe where i study....especially srs.....makes me such a wonderful person that i have never known i can be in the past.....

my NYP classmates and srs classmates....thank you for keeping me company and helping me.....

my teachers....miss ngo....mdm koh....miss phua.....mr ong......mr rafi......lots and lots lots more....thank you for guiding me thru these years....

and of course.....all the ppl that i happen to cross by in my life....whether or not you are impt or once impt in my life....i thank all of you who made me who i am today...........

and i really thank you all......i dunno what other words i can use other than thank you......a millon thanks to my family....friends...teachers.....work partners........thank you all for making my life so vibrant and wonderful......muacks...muacks.......

i'm dead bored.....haiz

hello ppl.......this is not in my regular posting to my blog........this is well......something for me to spend my time as i cannot sleep........today......i have decided to tok abt relationships again....haha....that happens to be my area of expertise you see.......

few years back....i read this article all abt love and i find it very interesting and meaning......there is this part when it reads.......when someone is deeply in love in you, dun doubt it.....similiarly when someone no longer loves you, they really mean it........i find this very true.....many of the couples i see.....they are forever thinking whether this love will last or not......this partner of mine really loves and suits me or not.........if you actually think abt this.......then i seriously think that this might not be the love for you........in every case enjoy the process of love.......feel the meaning of being loved and loving someone else..........this is the most important thing.......feel it.......but when the relationship cannot hold on to already.......think of it again.....do you stil have feelings for this person....if the answer is yes.......i suggest you go and tok things out with him/her.......understand what went wrong(that is if you can actually point it out)........if there is absolutely no more area to start anew again......then i suggest you end it now and then.....dun drag it.......and girls>>>>dun think of waiting for another chance with this person when it comes to this circumstances.....you can drag in alot of things in life......but when it comes to love, please dun........the longer you drag in your heart.....the harder it is to leave......

but what happens when you dun have the feeling anymore???? then that is the time is strongly suggest you to let go.......dun be so particular abt who got rid of who......trust me.......when it comes to this point in time.......no point doing this anymore........

i always sound like in any relationship, guys is always the wrong one......thats is becos most of the time girls are the ones that got hurt the most(even when sometimes the girls ask for it themselves).......guys are.....well....more rational in alot of things(although sometimes they tend to listen to thier penises and testorone more).........so guys>>>>let me teach you a secret in how to handle girls when they quarrel with you.....1st: Never try to fight back(it gets futile)....2nd: Make sure that you dun sound very rational(girls aren't that rational you noe).....3rd: Always try to let them noe how much you care for them(it really melts the girls).....4th: Whether you are right or wrong......apologise first(unless this happens alot of times).....well.......this shld get you out of trouble within 5 hrs......

the last thing i want to tok abt today.....really this is to scold the guys....particularly those that i noe(one of these guys likes to do alot of things to his hair...and the other loves to sing)....the thing i want to say is CAN YOU STOP SAYING THAT IT IS IMPOSSIBLE!!!!!!!..........guys love to tell me this when i introduce girls to them........well unless are gay or like me.........pls dun say this at the start of everythings....how can anything be possible when you already claim that it is impossible in the first place.......give it a shot will you?????.....when it comes to other things you guys are so daring....when it comes to this....always tell me cannot la......

ok...thats all i need to say for today....tataz....and yes....my birthdyay is just 1 more day ahead...byebye

what a week......

this is by far the most exciting week i have for my holidays....did lots and loads of catching up with my old pals and jie meis....sunday i went bugis with josephine(after everyone ps us)...did some market surveying but did not buy anything at all....while jojo had such a prodcutive trip...haha....i bought her a bag which i owe her as a birthday present long time ago...i was expecting to buy her something more expensive...but it seems like she cannot wait anymore and so...i bought it for her....

then monday i went k box with glad...ah joom...and ved....we sang for like 4 hrs and i got a little giddy when i got home that evening.....haha....the thing is ved did not sing a single song at all...he paid 15 bucks just to accompany the 3 of us singing.....haha....besides that i got a pleasant surprise...i caught up with my long lost daughter....hannah!!!....after all these days...she look more chirpy now...of course two freaking guy which simply annoyed me the moment they open their mouth(i shan't tell you who are they)........tuesday was a peaceful day for me at home....doing nthg....yesterday last afternoon i was summon to go dinner with glad and gigi...and of course leenz and her bf at chomp chomp...it didn't turn out that bad like i thot it would....well...lets just say we treated nthg had happen.......the food was ok though...reached home at 8...i went hungry in the mid night.....i can do nthg but suffer the hunger

this morning...i was intending to do some shopping with my jie meis....everyone started to have loads of stuff to do and i have to cancel it.....well...i sensed jojo's frustration but at the least i could do was to appease ther anger...haha....tmr will be a staying at home day for me...i think unless someone ask me out!!!!!(heard that???? ask me out!!!!!)........haha....

for saturday...i'll be going chinatown for breakfast and maybe a little shopping ba....not sure what will come up on sunday....i think my "god parents" are bring me out for steamboat....and........MONDAY is going to be my 17TH Birthday!!!!!!!.........

hopefully someone will celerbrate it for me........i think ppl will la.....lets keep our fingers cross...i sort of remembered what jojo told me....we try to gather everyone to meet to celebrate our friends birthday but it turns out that nobody really think of our own birthdays...haha...thats true though...for such a long time...i have been planning ppl's party but seems like no one else have planned my own party.....will this time be a change....lets hope so.....i really hope so......

ok...thats all for today.....be back for more next week when i tell you abt my birthday!!!!!!

its a very boring week.......

hi there.....this week is really a very boring week for me......i have rarely stepped out of my house for the whole week....haiz....maybe just going school to do some workout and rehearsal...oh yes....i'm acting in a musical from my school arts club....i have to be an indian boy...then a indian guy....finally an old indian man....poor me....how am i going go cope with that indian acent....and do i look like a kid in any way....haha....but the script is wonderful...very creative and original....its going to be fun....and that is what i'm going to have....fun!!!!!

the good thing is that i'm going out to bugis with jojo....jas...and gigi...today....yeah finally i can get to go out...haven't been going out with them for a long time already....today is going to be a very marketing day while i survey what i want in my shopping list.....

and also....have you all notice....its my birthday soon already....haha....i'm 17 in 8 days time....and i dunno who is going to celebrate with me...i dun think so la....nobody has been celebrating my birthday for years....well....ppl do sms me to wish me happy birthday....but its always my mum who will give me a good treat in a posh resturant and give me loads of cash.....well...maybe that is going to be birthday again this year(get the hint???..........hahahahahaha)

ok....thats all for today....tataz.....

yeah....holiday finally reached!!!!!!

woo hoo......yesterday was my last paper and i finally get to enjoy a 6 week break....hooray.....well....i dun really have plans for my holidays....what i noe is that i really need to rest and take a break from the hectic schedule i had for the past few months.....my top priority like i have been always saying is to cut down my weight....hope this time it can work....i have learnt to cut down my dinner...soon it will be my lunch....then i'll start the gymming process.....sound plan??? but dun be surprised if you see me sitting on my couch watch tv and munching some food at the same time....i'm like that......haha........

i also longed to go to the east coast park to cycle.....getting those ppl to go with me again....hopefully we can.....then i also want to borrow some books from the library to keep me occupied during the days i stay at home.....becos i got a feeling i'll be at home alot of the time.....and.....ya la....most probably that will be what i intend to do during my holidays....simple but yet fulfilling....and i think i'll be going shopping very soon....just manage to work out a shopping list for me to get the things i need...that includes a very cheap and sheek watch(that happens to be trendy this year).....a hand carry bag(many brands have launched these bags and i want to get one)........a pair of havannas(hopefully i still have money left after buying the above)......ya....maybe that is what i need(for now).....

begin to feel lonely this week already....should i get myself a partner(not a stead for now).....i really dunno....vedro kept saying i'm going very gay and i'll be attracting alot of guys soon enuf(to think that i actually believe him).........the rest are like...."terence, turn straight la...go get a gf"....but to think of it...have i ever been gay....i dun deny the fact that i'm attracted to ppl of the same sex but am i really going that way sexually.....honestly i dunnoe.....maybe i shld try to understand more abt myself....its funny isn't it....i actually noe the ppl around me so well yet i dunno myself at all....how ironic.......well....maybe i'm just like gladys....enjoying a single life now(at least she got suitors lor....i dun)........haha.....but it really gets lonely sometimes when you see ppl around you are all in love and you are like so single....life is like that isn't it....you can't always get what you want.....learning to accept the fact already......

well....done abt love...now abt my work....i got like 90% assurance that i'll be retaking my inorganic chemistry.....haiz....what to do....just try harder next time lor.....the rest is ok la....manageable.......ever since my upper secondary school days...i have not try a setback for a long time.....haiz....growing up is forever like that....first you worry you dun have a love...then you worry your school work....then you worry your money(which i dun need to alot la).....haiz...all the ppl at my age are like that now........

i think i have blogged enuf for the day.....bye....be back for more......

its ending already.......so soon

very fast ar......my first semester in NYP is going to end.....wow...so fast...i left my scondary school for nearly a year and i thot it was just something not long ago.....i noe alot of new friends in NYP of course.....my fame as usual.....miss my old bunch of friends also.....going out with them very soon.....finally...poly life can be very hectic.....not that kind of stressful hectic....it is the kind of busy hectic when you have so many things going on at the same time....but when it gets free....it is really very free....so i have a good 5 weeks of holiday for myself to rest and settle down before my next semester starts.....i got two more papers this coming tuesday and thursday then i'm free already.....i dun have much confidence in my inorganic chem....very worried...my math is still alright la.......got that A math background after all....

another thing i'm worried is my weight........i'm really growing side ways.....need to do something about it seriously.....and i got just the right plan to carry out.....going to the gym as often as ever is my task now.....really need to shed of the layers of fats in my body for the past few months.....after that my second agenda for the holiday is to prepare myself for the musical i'm going to stage...the script looks attracting...hopefully i can do it.....basically thats all for my holiday la.....get enuf rest....shed the fats....prepare for the musical....that all lor.....

i nearly forgot to tell you abt my schedule for the past week.....nthg much la...preparing for my exams....then i went mentoring yesterday....very touched...to hear the students saying thank you to you.....hope that they can do well for the end of year also....jia you.....well...thats all for today.....be back for more after my exams......hooray.....

its all my mouth's fault....i really didn't mean it...

SORRY.....this is definitely not my first time saying sorry to ppl becos of the words that came out of my mouth......i'm really terribly sorry....to the kind classmate that i just hurt this morning....i'm so sorry......i didn't mean to hurt you....it was meant to be a joke.....but i think i carried it too far and hurt you.....i'm so sorry.......please do not feel sad about it.....it really didn't mean to hurt you so badly....so sorry....i promise this is the last time i'm going to do something like that which hurt you so deeply....so sorry.......SORRY......

hi.....its going to be short one...

hi there....today is going to be a short blog.....cos two women are looking into what i type.....muznah and geraldine....haha....ok start the story....well...last week i went shopping with josephine in a rainy sunday afternoon...i waited her for more than half an hour in the cafe at scotts...whats the lesson learnt....dun be too puncutual...it was a nice day to shop...nobody at all....haha....feel like the whole orchard in deserted.....a very funny part.....me and jojo was looking for a good present to buy for aaron pang's birthday.....and we decided to buy him a g-string....grey colour semi transparent....he sure look sexy in it....we are going to force him to wear......oh yes...i bought a ring....40 bucks....looks nice.....but muznah says it sucks.....(and now...her mouth is open wide....waiting for an insect to fly in)....haha....just finish all my projects....need to engage in a battle of revision liao....jia you...same for everyone that is going to take your semestral...ok...now...better let geraldine have back her com...so see you.....bye....

hello....

well...its going to be long today.....lets start from last week....last week for schooling is rather dull....nthg much to tok abt....its just busy preparing for the semestrals exams......then went on to saturday when i had alot of fun....in the morning, i went to outram secondary school for my mentoring.....then i went home to change and went out to mandrian hotel for hi-tea with my mother and her friends....guess what...that resturant is situated at the 38th floor which is practically able to see the whole singapore....i had a headache when i reach there becos i just can't adapt to the height...moreover...the resturant is turning.....it turns so that people who sat there long enuf is able to take a look at the whole singapore(we counted nearly 2 hrs)....what fun!!!....the food was nice too.....i like their pork loin....olive shrimps....cottage cheese tart.....deserts....smoked salmon...and sashimi....toking abt sashimi....i really dun like to go buffet when you have a bunch of ppl trying to pick and choose from the buffet table...there is this china lady that practically flips each and every piece of the sashimi until she found the piece she like.....it is so ill mannered.....dun she noe what is buffet manners......and you still call yourself high-class ppl who go to big hotels when you can't even observe proper table manners......then we went jalan jalan at orchard road for a little while before we finally went home....i was so full that i can't even have space to have dinner....then sunday was a day for me to rest at home and do nthg....really..practically nthg....except going downstairs to teach that "godbro" of mine which i have already gave up hope in......then monday was school as usual and i had my inorganic chemistry practical test...which i think i got the confidence to pass......yesterday was a day of studying for me again..slept at 12.15 last night just to get my part of the report done so that i can send it to aloysius.....then today was my secondary's school teachers' day celebration.....i woke up...did a little preparation for my practical test today.....went school to meet gladys before we took a bus back to our alma-mater....whoo...that was fun...lots of ppl...seeing all the teachers...that i have missed....all the memories just once again flow back to me.....haha....then i finally join in SOSA as a ordinary member....haha...if i dun...Mrs Joan Tan will probably kill me.....spoke to some teachers for a while...many of them said that i've grown fat....(yeah...i KNOW THAT...trying very hard to shed them off now).......then mrs ess said that i look like an uncle...thanks to mr rafi who added fuel to oil.....after that we took a cab back to NYP and i started my practical test...it was an alright test la......not that difficult yet not that easy also....after that i came home....and here i am now finishing off my blog for today....well thats all....bye bye.....

hi there......its just another week

alloz....well, one week has pass again....haiz...so fast hor....coming to the end of augus aleady....nthg much happened this week.....its just that last sunday....i went for a shopping spree at causeway point and i bought quite alot of clothes and pants for school and casual use....but its only when i reach home that i found that i have too much of new clothes already....my wardrobe is practically over flowed....haha....then i went back to school as usual on mondays...nthg much happen the next few days also.....wed was the my phy chem presentation...haha....i manage through without too much difficulty and then i went for auditions for the SCL arts club also....quite easy entrance though...i can see that they are really in need of people....then thurs and fri was just like normal.....wanted to go on sat to catch a movie and jalan jalan...turns out that not many ppl can make it....so too bad lor....no choice have to stay at home and teach the "godbro" of mine....seriously make my blood boil...sec 5 still can even do sec three math properly.....haiz....yesterday...i went ikea with my mum, grandma and sis....did a little shopping...but didn't buy any furniture after all cos all not suitable for our place.....then went queensway shopping centre and bought a jacket that is real cheap.....not a branded one but a trendy one....and i found out about a new movie from china....it is classfied as forbidden over there.....ya la...its abt love between gays....but i like the story line though...very tragic love story....if you want to noe more just let me noe ya...haha...i can tell you the story...too bad...i watcht the first ten minute of the movie only......well...thats all lor....woke up early in the morning because i can't sleep anymore....few more minutes then i need to get ready to go school liao...ok...bye bye......