oh wells...this morning...my mum gave me a shocking news....hahaha....all my hopes in finding a job to suffice my shopping desires have just been pronounced gone......becos i'm getting enlisted in 5th June 2008.....gosh....this 2 months i've been complaining about when's the letter coming...i want to now....so that i can i can plan my work schedule.....but now that the date is here...its kinda weird....you know...mixed feelings...thats what i will call it....
its kinda scary....exciting...lost...confused...nervous...feeling unprepared all at the same time.....oh wells...i guess....thats pretty normal rite??....hahaha..or am i the special 1???....2 years without having to think what clothes to buy for whichever function i'm going...hahaha...or 2 years without buffet hi-tea cos i ain't going to have the time to do that.....no lazying around at home watching tv...cos i'll be getting as much sleep as i could.....god...those 2 years...i feel like crying now..but i got no tears....hahhaha...
i think i've been telling everyone that....NS is those kind of things that you are already being instilled into the mind since the very very start....and hence....it like a slient blow....you know something big is happening for yourself....but yet....it doesn't impact you as strong as it should be......haiz...well..the only thing i can do now is to get prepared for NS by training up...hahhaa...so..next week onwards...i'm starting my training.....
ok..thats all...tataz...
p.s. 2 years of my life....devouting to emptiness....hahahaha
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