my 'want'...'wish'...and 'need' list...hahahaha

my needs:

1. 1 decent belt*
2. a few standard pair of raw jeans or 1 tone pants*
3. some polos......or shirts*
4. good reads
5. MONEY!!!!!!!!!

***haha...these are needed...becos of some stupid rules on wat ppl should wear....argh....stupid ppl and their stupid rules.....hahaha...then again...think of who i am in the first place...haha.....

my wishes:

1. Get thru my training and go to a lovely 8-5 posting!!!!
2. Erm....get my bday wish to come true...haha...its for me to know but for you to find out....
3. Get my 3 'the secret' goals reached.....
4. Attain a body that makes me look healthy and fit...by....erm...say....next CNY??? (haha..for the shopping spree ma)

my want:

1. Get some nice outfits and purge my wardrobe...god...i got so many things to get and altered...
2. get another bank account.....and have my credit card...haha..at least i can attain some financial freedom from my mum's clutches........
3. nice pair of loafers...and one other shoe...
4. no outfit is complete without the accessories....
5. erm...my white leather case wallet and its full set of items...hahah
6. for all my needs...wants...and wishes to come materialise......

YES YES....i can feel them....all coming...and i feel goood abt them....yes................here they come!!

as promise...some b4 and after shots...hahaha

POP lo.....hahaha.....call me PVT Chui.....

yeah...POP lo....hahahaha...thats been the word that i have been wanting to say and meant if for weeks....but guess what...i made it thru...and so....naturally....5 hours ago...i can shout it out loud for the whole world....or at least the whole tekong to hear....hahahahaha.....

and so...finally got my 11 days of block leave....and yes....said goodbye to 1 impt phase of my life...to another phase in NS...thats called unit life...let's hope it'll be good for me...and i get to get something out of it...hahaha..

okok...i've got to go....but...i'll upload some photos in the next post...hahaha...tataz...

1 more week to 11 days of freedom....yes!!!!

ok..if you happen to drop by for the past few days...you'll notice that i took away some of the entries cos i was advised not to post anything abt my BMT training...hahaha...and so i took them away....

and yes....just to give an update on how i look...hahaha...i'm still botak....and i'm just less that 5 kg to my perfect weight....and then i can start training up my shape (or muscles)...hahaha..if things goes well...by CNY next week...i'll be a totally different guy (from the outside of cos)....hahahaha....have i also mentioned that...i'm just 1 more week to my pop....to be exact....in 10 days time...then i'll have my 11 days of block leave...can't wait to enjoy that 11 days of freedom as a civilian and doing things that i've been craving to do....like going shopping on a weekday....watching afternoon shows....just lying and doing nthg...and of cos...meeting up with all of my friends...whom i haven't got a chance to meet for the past 15 weeks......hahaha......

in anycase....for the past few weeks...i've come across several interesting ppl...and boy...its been a long time since i've got this chance to meet ppl that i dun wanna include in my social circle in such a short period...hahaha..the last time this happen was 4 -5 yrs ago in sec school...but then...i was much more bitchy than now...haha...not to say i'm not one now la....hehehe.....

in anycase...these days...i've came upon some very interested ppl....some good...some not that good...and some...let's just say..i prefer them to stay out of my social circle....hahahaha...ask me abt them next time...i'll fill you in every single dirty details...hahahaha....

ookok...thats all...i'll fill you in more details when i POP...hahaa...tataz....

p.s. one day...i really want to tell this guy this: 'Confidence and arrogance will be your greatest downfall leading your man'.......hahaha...

qns: how sweet is home??

hi ppl....well....i'm here to update again.....actually..there's nthg much i can blog abt over here since i'm mostly bounded by so many other things...haha....

in anycase...my weight is getting down...yes!!!...haha..or the first time..in like 4 years...my weight finally dropped...and by that i dun mean by faking the figures or using some underhand means(note: not that i have done that in the past anyway).....hahaha....yeah...my fitness is picking up...but still..there's alot more to work on..or one thing....my muscle power...whoosh...its really really weak...hahaa....thats what happens when 1 gets too dependent on the brain....hahahaha.....

also...i really look forward to go home now....its like...i finally understand the meaning of home-sweet-home....haha....i really started to cherish this time more...and really..understanding how hard it is to really depend on yourself for most things....which i am very very grateful for my family to be able to provide for me.....

yeah...basically..thats all i have...cos..the rest...aren't really that good to be publicised out..so...hahaha...if you really wanna know..come to me!!!

tataz....

p.s. ans: its so sweet...its almost diabetic....

my first 2 weeks in BMT....or rather...my first 2 weeks of 2 years in army....

ok...hi everyone...i'm back after 2 weeks of enforced isolation on the island of Pulau Tekong for my BMT training....hahaha...and so...here i am blogging abt some interesting things that i have come across over there for the past 2 weeks....

disclaimer: i was told to practice discretion on what i blog and therefore...dun expect too much juicy details.....

oh wells...the first few days of fitting into communal life was abit not so easy...especially having to leave home and spend it with 12 other different man living in the same bunk....so when i called home the first few nites...things got a little emotional for me...but things got better after the initial phase...and i began to adapt to the communal living part of life la....hahaha....

then the training started really gradually...and so..its not that difficult as i thot it would be for me..and so...really...again...glad is rite...i'm just worrying too much......its not that difficult to get used to the military lifestyle of having to greet everyone higher ranking than me and having to march here and there....haha..cos 4 years in RC has erm....kinda equipped me for that....and so....the footdrills are really i should say...chicken feet for me la...haha...

other than that, the food there was alright too....and yes...despite all the food i have in there...i did manage to slim down...haha..not alot...but at least i did slim down..so...its an accomplishment for me already...considering the fact that its just 2 weeks in BMT.....hahahaha.....

basically....thats all la...nthg much..since most of my life in BMT now is devoted to slimming down....haha...so..there's really nthg much to blog abt la....haha...like i promised...no juicy gossips for anyone at all...i suppose??....hahaha...

okok..thats all...till i blog again.....ciao!!!

p.s. life is so precious and so fragile...therefore...cherish it...every single minute of it!!

ok....3 months of holidays now comes to an end...

oh wells...i guess by now...everyone will know that i am going into NS tomorrow....and first stop in NS....is tekkong island for BMT....15 wks in all...and by the time i come out..i would have already missed most of my friends' bday....

these few days...everyone has been telling me abt NS...the bad and the not so bad side...i guess...all i need is time to adapt...time to tune myself into the clock of military life....and fit myself into that lifestyle...upon doing that...i guess..i would be fine with alot of things already.....

i seriously dunno what to say abt going into NS...i'm not excited...not too sad...not too anxious...and not too depressed.....just...no feeling....you know...sometimes the calmness you feel before something big happens...thats those feeling....but like glad says.....eventually i still have to get in..unless i can change my sex into a girl...or become an cranky old man....NS...is one detour that i must take no matter what.....so....goodluck to me i guess......

ok.thats all for today's post...nthg too anti-govt or mindef i hope....hahahaha....the next post will be in 2 weeks time when i come out of my confinement period.....tataz.....wait for the juicy details....

p.s. like i told glad...if i can get thru NS....then i really really believe that...actually there aren't alot of things that are impossible for me.....haha

i've finally GRADUATED!!!!!

hihi...after 1 tormenting sleepless nite..and 1 hr of nerve wrecking nervousness....i've finally graduated from NYP....whoooshz......i can't believe it....haha....yesterday all the lecturers came asking me how i feel...my first reaction is....yes...I MADE IT!!!!!!.....hahaha...but too bad i didn't get to take pics with alot of lecturers and classmates though....manage with AK and Micheal...but the rest of the lecturers...oh wells..too bad la...haha..next time when i come and visit...i'll take....hahaha....then there's with muznah and heather...haha..as for the rest..they just...erm...disappeared....hahaha.......

my mum and grandma came for my grad...haha...when we entered the audi..my grandma is trying so damn hard just to try and find me.....hahaha...but i'm sitted at the front row and she keeep straining her eyes all the way to the last row...hahaha...but at least she manage to get a shot of me before i go up the stage and get my dip...haha....i kept imagining what might go wrong on the stage...falling down...tripping over...haha...or fainting???....haha..but it turn out ok la...hahaha...i hope my pic taken is nice though....i think i'm gonna but a pretty box like what i have for my sec school...then i'll put all the memoriable things abt poly into them....wah...10 or 20 years down the road...it'll be so fun to bring them out and see them again.....hahahaha

now that grad is over...my next big thing is enlistment...ppl keep trying to remind me its 2 wks time...and i keep trying to forget that....but oh wells...whats gotta come still gotta come....so lets just hope for the best la....hahaha....yup....

ok..thats all for now...seeya

p.s. my lovely honeys in MB0503...and MB....congrats...and the best of luck to wherever you might go.....

love,

your nanny always

i'm gonna kill myself if i turn out ugly tmr!!!

hihi...so....its nearly 3.30 a.m. in the middle of the night and here i am doing my blog post....argh..i wished i could be sleeping away on my bed rite now but unfortunately...it just seems like something is keeping me from sleeping....if i turn out ugly for tmr grad's ceremony...i'm am so so gonna kill myself...

so anyway....tmr is my big day.....3 years mounting and boiling down to just 1 day...1 moment...for me to officially graduate with my diploma in hand...oh wells.....very fast actually...everything seems so current..its like the feeling i have when i'm getting out of sec school...hahaha..i think i just went from my freshman orientation last month.....haha....and tmr...i'm finally graduating from NYP with a DIPLOMA IN MOLECULAR BIOTECHNOLOGY....phew....thank god i survived it.....

haha...alrite...i think thats it for now...

man v.s. nature....

ok...its very unusual for me to make 2 posts in a day...but oh wells...this post is just an immediate feeling i have.....over the past few days...i know of the different natural calamities over asia.....the cyclone in myanmar....the earthquake in china....and yes...i'm sure we have all heard of it...but when i saw a special report made for the earthquake just now...my nose felt sour...and i felt like crying.....(yes...my sentimental-selve is in control again)......

there is abt this news where a young school boy was stucked waist down rite under a pile of debris yesterday and there is no way for them to save the young boy by moving away the large slaps of concrete...a little mistake can cost that young boy his life...so the doctors made a painful but necessary decision...they decided to amputate the boy then and there....there goes a possible healthy life and disable free life of a children less than 10...this i'm sure...is not going to be the only child that would suffer from the same fate....the whole province of sichuan is so devasted that they actually called some parts of it totally demolished into piles and piles of debris......there are old grandmothers for the sake of trying to keep their grand kids alive...digging under the debris to find bits and pieces of food to feed them......local hospitals are also resduced to dirts and dust and ppl have to lie down on the ground to await medical help.....newborns were delivered rite then and there in the and placed on the dirty floor......

hell...would be the word or perhaps even an underestimation to describe the sight.....

ppl say in times of death....the very true fundamentals of love can be seen.....there's a couple who used their own bodies to block a wall slamming down just so that their precious daughter can be saved and by then....exchanging their lifes for that of their daughter right in the face of death....

we human beings always try out very best to be in the top of the world...to rule over all other species and even our own kind...but in the face of mother nature....we are just spawns......i can't help but wonder....how many people's life would be changed right from then.....perhaps...in sichuan....their lives would never be the same again.....

p.s. life is so precious...yet so fragile... and while you still have one...cherish it.....

i finally got my computer back....

hihi....now if you ppl have been wondering why i haven't been online for the past week...thats becos i went to service my computer that took that 1 week to get fixed...finally...after all the turmoils...i finally got it...hahahaha...but first..let me go thru wat happen last week....

thurs...its out with little rascals to go back school and collect our robes for grad.....while i was trying to fit into one of them...i suddenly got a feeling to sing the church songs...hahaha..cos i look so much like those ppl in the church choir in that robe....but anyway...we went to marina square to have out dinner..and of cos on the way...we all joked and laughed.......at marina square....we were so lost at what to eat...then we went into secret recipe....hahaha...we were so turned off by the menu that we just stood up and left already.....hahaha...then we went to swensens...which obviously have a much better range of menu....then we left off from there...and i went off alone after parting with the rest.....

fri...it was a busy day...went to SGH with my grandma for her checkup....then to chinatown for snacks...then brought my uncles laptop to hp for servicing (yes....2 laptops were spoiled almost at the same time).......then vivo to meet my darls to celebrate jas bday...dinner was at....secret recipe (so kill joy rite...after what i had the day before)....but still we chatted and bitch around...ppl were late all over nite...haha..nicholas held the record..cos in the end...we dissuaded leenx and hawa to come.....we went home str8 after that...cos everyone wasn't in the mood of doing other things...hahahaha....

sat...was nice...celebrated mother's day with my grandma at ah yat...the food...although spicy but not bad.....then we went suntec and shopped around...and bought a present for my grandma...hahhaa....after that...went carrefour to shop around..and then home...then to a new restaurant at thomson road to continue out mother's day rendevous....hahah..then went home...bored again by the fact that i have no com...haha...watched tv..and went to bed....

yesterday....went to temple in the morning and pray..accidently made a huge mistake...swap the divinations of my sis with mine...and therefore everything that was said yesterday weren't right...hahaha....oppps...sorry...so i guess...i'll have to do it all over again the next time i go bugis.....then i went to collect my com at jurong....while i was trying to press the button to cross the street...a stupid honda SUV...9678 i think...drove pass at high speed and spattered all the water over to my clothes.....i was fuck all the way....i got so pissed....that i actually used all the vulgar words i have and start swearing....hahaha....thankfully....no one heard me....hahaha....then..i went home...to go to ubi from there...to help a very very distant related person to take over a shift at a tuition centre....everything ended at 8...and i finally got to go home....hahahaha....

okok..thats all i have to say for now...seeya!!!

another phase of my life....wow...

ok...i'm in my mum's office now blogging....yup..i know its wrong...but oh...no one is in the office except me and my mum's boss becos everyone seems to have gone out for lunch....although i'm getting paid to sit here and do nthg...i reckon that doing a little blogging won't hurt...besides its not that i dun want to work...there is nthg for me to work...haha...is it time for me to feel a little guilty???

anyway...the past week have been kinda ok for me...lots of anxiety stress...but nthg much...most of the things that i should do has been solved..so in some way..its a relieve for me as well...the only last thing in my list is NS....today i have finally manage to plot it as something in my life...not as something horrible....but as something more netural....another phase...a new phase that everyone (i mean every singaporean guy) has to go thru....oh wells...maybe seeing things this way would be a much better way for me to accept the fact that less than 1 month time...i'd be going into that phase which will last 2 years....its a good thing you know there's a deadline to that phase...at least you know that no matter what....you only need to suffer for 2 years and u can come out of it....hahaha....

you know its like taking O levels....before you take it you are so damn nervous...and you find everything so difficult....but after the O levels you look back and you find out that its actually quite ok at the very least...its over already....hahaha....maybe NS is like that for me....once i'm over it....i can look back and tell myself all that worrying is really uncalled for....hahaha...lets hope so....

oh wells...now its time for me to really enjoy that final holidays i have before NS...becos after that....i dun think i'll ever have a chance to take such a long break in the next 2 years......

tataz

p.s. i'm finishing most of the dramas i want to watch...anymore recommendations???

there is something about my life that i really dun like now....

i dunno if anyone of you have got this kind of feelings before...that you just think your life is so stuffy...so trapped...so not going accordance to your way....and you just want to jump away and hide from it all.....

well for me...it has been especially like that since 2 years ago......something i've done made me go very very paranoid...and frankly until now...i'm still feeling so...and its not getting any better....sometimes i just wish that if time can be turned back...i would so never do the thing i did...and perhaps...that would make my life much much more carefree......

i loved my life the best when i was in secondary school...things were so simple and perfect that....nthg much to worry abt...no money troubles...no growing up fears....no resentment in going to NS and spending 2 freaking years there......no paranoia.....no stress...nothing..nothing at all....the only thing that i need to worry is study well to get good grades....and i still get to do carefree things that i want to do.....

but now...life is increasingly getting on my nerves...and i dun like it.....i know its part of growing up...but i dun want to grow up...i want to be able to still lead my carefree life and just enjoy it all....worries...worries....its something that i would have never want to ask for in the first place....

the more i go into this post...the more i felt like crying....there are far too many things i want to take in now....as much as a strong and matured person i am in the outside....i do still deeply want to be that 15, 16 year old child where life was easy and fun.....but i guess...its all not going to come my way.......

i read thru the posts that i started writing when i'm just fresh out of sec school..waiting for my results....the way i tone...the writing is so cheerful...so lively...so happy and so no worries....but now....just look at this post...isn't it getting a little too sad...too pathetic....

i seriously dun look forward to my 20th bday...cos that means i'm 1 year older...and 1 year into my freaking journey of my life......

p.s. growing up has its perks....but they do not come cheap.....

i'm worried....and i dun noe what i'm worrying abt....

i am worrying abt things i dun even know why i'm worrying...in fact i'm worrying things that are not even known to me.....argh...i HATE GROWING UP....sometimes...i'm just so jealous of sab...its always nice staying in sec school stage....

p.s. i am having PNS too....Pre-National Service Stress......and i had the most horrible 24 hours!!!!

6 weeks to enlistment.....haiz...mixed feelings...

oh wells...this morning...my mum gave me a shocking news....hahaha....all my hopes in finding a job to suffice my shopping desires have just been pronounced gone......becos i'm getting enlisted in 5th June 2008.....gosh....this 2 months i've been complaining about when's the letter coming...i want to now....so that i can i can plan my work schedule.....but now that the date is here...its kinda weird....you know...mixed feelings...thats what i will call it....

its kinda scary....exciting...lost...confused...nervous...feeling unprepared all at the same time.....oh wells...i guess....thats pretty normal rite??....hahaha..or am i the special 1???....2 years without having to think what clothes to buy for whichever function i'm going...hahaha...or 2 years without buffet hi-tea cos i ain't going to have the time to do that.....no lazying around at home watching tv...cos i'll be getting as much sleep as i could.....god...those 2 years...i feel like crying now..but i got no tears....hahhaha...

i think i've been telling everyone that....NS is those kind of things that you are already being instilled into the mind since the very very start....and hence....it like a slient blow....you know something big is happening for yourself....but yet....it doesn't impact you as strong as it should be......haiz...well..the only thing i can do now is to get prepared for NS by training up...hahhaa...so..next week onwards...i'm starting my training.....

ok..thats all...tataz...

p.s. 2 years of my life....devouting to emptiness....hahahaha

my very first public video debut.....hahahaha

guess what...i'm going into big screen now....hahahaha....went back to school today to do a video for the graduation ceremony...hahaha...had 3 takes in there....rather funny....so hopefully the effect will turn out well....hahahaha....

this week is a week of interviews for me...hahaha....i have gone to 3 interviews already...erm...there's a job that i'm really interested in which is at outram that side....hopefully i'll land that job down ba....

ok..thats all....

p.s. dan: i manage to save some reputation afterall
sab: haha...sorry..i didn't land the tutoring agency's job......

i thot i should blog this down....

for a person who spent his entire childhood in chinatown.....i'm used to seeing old aunties and uncles collecting cardboard or newspapers along the roads of chinatown...for me its something that i have seen too many times.....and thats why...i dun feel anything weird or peculiar becos that was what i've seen since i'm small....and hence..i never wanted to know the actual story behind it cos its just a plain normal sight...all i know was that these elderly have no kids take care of them and they depend on the money from selling the cardboard to keep themselves alive...sometimes i pity them..but seldom would i feel like there is something that i can do to help them.....

but today...something in me told myself that maybe perhaps...i could do something...i was watching channel 8 program about the story on these old ppl going around to collect cardboards....and then i started to see the familiar sight that i've always seen since i'm a little kid.....and the story behind them....sometimes...i really wonder...what if i'm not born into a family that i am in now...what would my life have been in different.....i look at the tv screen..seeing those elderly going around collecting the cardboard...i asked myself...if i'm them..would i be able to do it as well....my answer is very simple....I CAN'T....

they do not accept any help from the government...becos they believe that as long as they are still able to work...then they can take care of themselves....but for me..i dun think i would be able to survive one day in their shoes....not to say their entire life....hmmm....maybe when i go back to chinatown the next time...i'll a good look and these ppl...and admire their will power and perserevrence....who knows...i might even lend a helping hand (monetary wise)....

k..thats just a small little thot...

my shopping list....

ok..i'm bored at home..and i've been browsing thru the different catalogues i have...so with that i have came up with a list of things i would so love to have before the end of this year....yeap!!!!

1. Casual Loafers (one that fit..yiwen and jo will understand my agony)

2. New Scent (Hugo Boss is getting out of my league...haha)

3. A nice polo-tee with details that i saw in Haji Lane (but first..i have to slim down)

4. Cool Shorts (there're my best companions)

5. New Accessories (its been ages since i bought new ones but i would have to slim down first)

6. Bag (Still torn if i should go for high-end or the middle ranges...)

7. Slimming pills (if i can't slim down even after NS...haha..just an extra precaution)

8. Wallet (something chic but not overly luxurous..hehe....)

9. Straight cut jeans (err...but i doubt my fat thighs can fit into it)

10. t-shirts (something body-hugging i hope...again...my figure is a pre-requisite)

11. dirty button shirts (like the one i have from pull and bear....yeap..)

12. I-phone?? (i may not be able to fully utilise it...haha..but it makes a great fashion accessory)

13. A.O.T (i.e Anything Other Things.....)


hahaha...ok...as all of you can see...most of these cost a bomb..so i'd have to go get a job to support my desire of these items...haha..looking for one now..so if there is any lobangs that you have..pls tell me!!!!!.....

ok..thats all...now lets hope someone can help me fulfill this shopping list...if you want to buy me presents...this would be the gage...hahaha....

p.s. ppl who visits my blog...hehee...go back to yours and write a shopping list down as well...yeap..that include you who is reading this!!!!!

weex.....redang trip report.....

hi ppl....its been a while...haha..anyway...i just came back from a 3 day trip to redang island in malaysia..with my darls...ved...yiwen..glad..jas..gigi..jo and her bf....erm...overall out of 10...i'll give it a 7 cos 3 points were deducted due to some unhappy incidents such as getting seasick and puking....taking a bumpy ride to and fro from there...etc.....haha....

the highlight of the trip is the snorkelling ride...you really get to swim next to the fishes....and its not like those kind of feeling in underwater world...its really the very shiok feeling.....haha....i tried to swim all the way to the deeper region where the gang are...but water keep getting into the equipment so i gave up...haha..becos i feel very very uncomfortable when water gets into my eyes and nose...so i swim at the shallower waters....but i walked all the way to the jetty where the deeper waters are to take pictures...haha..and oh..jas had to practically drag me back when i'm done taking the pics...hehehe....jas..its a nice workout rite???

other than that...its basically very relaxing..i get to read a book at the balcony with sea view...some mahjong game with i won 3 times in a row....hahaha...so shiok although i eventually lost a little to jo.....all the meals were included in the package and its buffet style...but its not exactly those buffet you expect in hotels in S'pore...the food is not really that fantastic...but still edible..and there are malaysians who gorge like hell over there...haha.....the rooms are very decent...clean..and everything is working...so its not that bad....i bunk in the same room with yiwen and ved....and i finally know how slow guys can be when getting ready....haha..imagine the girls all done waiting for 2 guys to kick start the activities....hahahaha.....i didn't sleep alot cos i still miss the bed at home..but i got decent sleep...and i missed the sunrise over thaer...the first time was becos i had no one to go with...and the second was becos the clouds blocked the sun...so sad....

its really fun enjoying that days with my darls....we toked alot...joked alot...and its really relaxing...maybe we should do something like that every year...but pls...lets so somewhere where we can take a very relaxing flight.....hahaha

p.s. i strongly recommend ppl who can take long hours and travelling...able to take the risk of getting sea-sick to go there....the snorkelling trip is worth it!!!!!

well....i guess...thats it....

hey yo...i know i'm known for being an earlier waker...but today is far to early for me to wake up under normal standards....its like 5.30 a.m. in the morning now...and i woke up just to check my final sem results...thats all....hahaha....

well...i thot my IAP itself would be considered as a module for the module credits computation and it turned out that it didn't...and i thot they should...cos IAP performance is really also an reflection of how did we perform in the organisation and is a reflection of what we have learnt in school....but well...since they decided to only use my FYP results...hmm...i guess...i can't do anything much abt it rite??....as to how did i do for my final sem....i would say...well within expectation.....slightly higher than average but still considered lower when you compare me with the brainy ones...haha....but at least my GPA look very very very much nicer now compared to what i had in yr 1.......

i was looking at the results for all my sem, it turned out that actually...my yr 1 dragged my results the most....if i hadn't scored so poorly for both of my chems...then my GPA would not have been that difficult to raise for the past 2 years.....haiz...but i guess...i only have myself to blame ya...i studied chem like how i studied bio...and just like how you cannot learn math by reading...i scored poorly like nobody business....oh wells...i guess...i would have to repeat that chemistry nightmare again when i take U....which now....i got a strong feeling that i'm going to take overseas one...or a local private U (cos i just cannot survive outside without my family)....hahahaha.....anyways..i kinda decided which one to go already....PSB academy ba...get a degree from UWA....not too bad as well....hahaha...at least the position in the world's ranking is higher than NTU...hahaha....64 v.s. 69....haha..so..hmm..i guess..i'll go take that degree ba...something abt genetics perhaps..cos rite now...its my strongest subject......

anyways...studies aside...i've been rotting at home quite alot..and i think i'm just beginning to be very lazy...haha...so i'd need to start to look for a part-time job with flexible hours...cos i dun want to spend too much time in working at offices which needs me to spend my full day there...flexible hours are good...haha..at least i can have some personal time in between.....

ok...thats all for today....see ya....

p.s. if you want to know my results..haha..have to come ask me personally...and if you want to know the ranking of the UNIs in the world....come find me also.....

AND....NYP...I'M FINALLY DONE WITH YOU!!!!!!!!!......YEAH!!!!!!!