its a little late..but anyway...MERRY CHRISTMAS..

hi there...i should have posted this yesterday nite...haha..but i was busy watching the online movie that i forgot abt it...and what is the movie abt??...hehe...its a chinese movie la...called lan yu...hmm...i think my classmates should have heard abt this b4 rite...the movie that i have been repeating and repeating all the time...i found this cool china website that allows me to watch the movies and not worrying abt getting caught at the same time....haha....

lets tok abt the christmas spirit first b4 the movies...well...christmas....i think it has been very very commercialised in this world we live in...just think abt that the resturants and their christmas sets...shopping malls with the christmas sales...but actually christmas is abt sharing...sharing the happiness and love for each other in this sacred night...and not only just to celebrate the birth of christ...but celebrate the love and sharing spirit of everyone...thats more like christmas...kids nowadays..including myself years ago...thinks that christmas is all abt getting the presents from the adults...well at least my younger sisters and cousins think so...i think its high time that we teach them christmas is actually abt sharing...and not only just giving...that is why..less and less kids are believing in the existence of Santa Claus now...haha...

anyway...back to the movies...okok..i have watched 2 movies from the website so far...one is lan yu..and the other...is i think...sweet 17...haha...first of all...i must tell you that these two is not the normal movies you find outside...well...its stories abt gays...but not what you think...both of them are love stories...well..maybe the idea of gay love stories doesn't really appeal to you..but hey...ann lee's brokeback mountain made its mark...haha..anyway...lan yu...is a tragic love story..cos the 2 main characters did not get together in the end..cos one of them died in a car accident...i dun really like the ending..not becos its tragic..but becos its a little too slip-shod...at least come up with a better reason to die la...haha..

the next movie is called shi qi sui the tian kong...when translated directly...meant the sky of a 17 year old..haha..but i'm sure the proper tittle is not that...but anyway..this turned out to be much more decent as i expected..haha..its a comedy actually...and i liked it alot...i found one of the phrase to be very true...."in this world, there is a thing called love. But only those with the courage can see it and own it."...yeah...sometimes loving someone needs lots of courage...the courage to trust that person...that courage to suffer with that person...its a nice movie...if you want to watch...just let me know..i'll give you the url...

oh..i also want to recommend a song..its an oldie..called "carry on till tomorrow"...i think the melody and the lyrics is nice...enjoy...ok..thats all for today..tataz....

p.s i've got so many things i want to buy..but no time to get them all...argh..

its a nonsense post..haha

hi ppl...tmr is christmas eve...so i decided to come blog first b4 i blog for tmr's christmas blog...haha..if there is actually such a thing la...

anyway...this week..is a cocktail of busy and lazing around for me...i went back to school for 4 days for meeting of my projects..but after that...i went home and did nthg...opps..so much for being hardworking...i went for mahjong session at heather's place...haha..took 3.5 hrs to play one round...haha..we are so slow...but we chatted and played with the stuff toys at the same time la...so i manage to relieve my addiction for mahjong over that 3 plus hours....

today..i was suppose to go aloy's place for christmas party...but then i have to stay at home for the furniture guy to send the new furniture...haiz..can't go..or else i'll be there enjoying myself instead of sitting here blogging...

ok..thats all for today..see ya...

its only the beginning....

hi there...whoo...i finally finished my last of the 7 papers i have for this sem's common test...haiz...and i ain't got a very good feeling..cos i think i'm not going to score full As...what to do..this sem's common test has no 1 week break for us to study...its like straight after that, we'll plunge into the horror of the common test..no time to prepare also...and..i got a feeling..this is only the beginning...more has yet to come....

anyway...my holidays are 2 weeks long..but i'm not going to enjoy it either...i've got loads of work to do for my project...its like one after the other...never stops..i guess only after this sem can i really take a break...thank god my class is going for the attachment later...or else...i'll never get to have a break to rest....

ok..thats all for today...see ya...

p.s. i really want to confront her and tell her to stop pissing the rest of us off....

common test is coming..and i have never really start studying!!!!!!

hello..i know i was suppose to blog..but i have been too lazy to do that..since i cannot find my bioinfo past year paper this morning to do...i figured i'll spend some time here blogging....anyway...the past few days was simply boring...both in school and at home..i didn't went out...in school..its all abt projects...reports...studying...now that is overwhelming me..but still..i haven't really started studying yet...haha...but i'm certain somehow..i'll do better this time round la....its improving every sem...thank god...or i'll be dead....but i think by the time i graduate...the highest GPA i can score is around 3.5...but i'll definitely be putting in more effort to achieve higher goals....

something nice was my sis bday dinner at nyny...hmmz...the elders didn't really like it..but me and my sis enjoyed alot..after that we went shopping..and my mum keep asking me to buy new shoes when i dun really find anything i like to buy...haha...i just didn't had the mood to buy anything...

now for a little reflections of life....sometimes..some people..they really piss you off....haiz...they are really those ppl that will resort into any means just to get what they want and they have never in their life think abt others....this particular person...i shan't say who is it..really manage to do that...i mean..throughout my entire life..i only hated 2 person and i swear that i'll never be true friends with them...one is vacuum in sec school..the other one is this....they ask stupid questions which obviously showed that they did not use their brains to think b4 they speak...and the have no sense of decency....hahaha....

if there is a eighth wonder in the world...they can very much be it...this person try their very best to assimilate into one group of close friends that i know...just to tap in into their expertise...haha...and the thing is...that person totally cannot fit in...cos she is not using her true heart to make friends...if everyone in this world make friends becos of materialistic benefits...this such a dark world.....relationships are never measured...just like you can never ask how much your parents love you....becos..they love you so much that they sometimes...are willing to give their life for you....friends likewise...if you make friends..only calculating how much benefits you can get...then i must say..in your whole life...you'll have no true friends...becos...relationships in this way can never work.....

i dare not say that i'm a saint...and i know i have gain benefit from my friends, my family or even just mere acuquintance....whether is it from school...from work.....but the fact is...gaining benefits was never my first intention when i make friends or start a relationship of any form...my first intention is to help one another....i'm sure many people are...but there are always some ppl who thinks that relationships is about exploiting the next party...which i think..its pathetic...and for these people...they'll never fit into the circle they want to be in becos they are not the at the rite level with the rest...and for me...i'm not jealous...neither am i going to be worried that these friends will be lost...becos i truly believe that when i put my true heart in managing every relationships i own..they'll never be gone..even its decades later...in fact i'm more worried for these friends...becos they are getting exploited on...and i dun want my friends to be treated that way....in any case...i simply just despise such low level human beings...

ok..thats all for today..see you soon...

p.s. for all my friends out there...in life...you can only gain what you want only when you put in your whole heart and soul for it....you reap what you sow!!!>>>>and i'll always love you and be there for you!!!!!

i'm gonna tell you loads of things today...haha...

i wanted to blog abt 2 weeks ago abt the bbq with my juniors and ved's bday with my darls...but the stupid blogger suddenly half way down for maintanence in the end everything cancelled...haha..so i decided to add it in here..very short la....basically..i had fun with my juniors...expecially...their mentor's kids...haha...christine is so cute...keep asking me to carry her..and play with me....haha...i'm really much more popular in the kids than the adults.....ved's bday was also very nice...but we didn't go out in the afternoon cos jojo had sore eyes..so we didn't go out...but we had a nice dinner and billy bombers...then everybody went off 1 hr after the dinner...haha..i went off with glad...

last week..in school...everything was ok la...but i didn't go school on thurday becos i was sick...but i heard that it was very chaotic...my class dun really like that part-time lecturer...haiz....her pracs are super duper long...over-shot for 1 hr...thank god i'm not there...or else..i also dunno what to do...stuck in the middle...haiz....

after i recovered...i went out with lynn on sunday..so long never go out with her already...went to walk around and go shopping....had a fun day with her....was laughing and joking with her...especially the time we went tcc for a drink..and how she tease this waiter that is very cute and looks like christopher lee....wahaha..i was laughing my heads off.....she ar...only she has the boldness to do all these things....my brave daughter indeed..then went to orchard to see one of her suitors...haha...1 yr younger than her...out of a scale of 10..i only give him 4...cannot make it la...not lynn's style....then we went heeren to walk around again...then she told me this story abt the jerk in school...she is so damn rite...but that jerk looks ok lehz...looks really can be decieving...then another of her suitors came along...haha..this time same kind of family background lehz...haha..he came from hk as well...initially he was very shy la...then it turned out to be ok lor....dun i dun think lynn will go stead with him...haiz...lynn...is still recuperating.....what to do.....ohoh...you know...straight after i meet lynn...she dropped me a bomb..she is going to to france to study business for 6 months...and she is leaving in december...omg...i was like..so fast???.....haha...i'm going out with her again..and give her a nice gift......

ok...school this week was nice...but i have to do crisis management with that part-time lecturer...cos my class really dun like her...haiz..but we ended early this time..haha..my class very efficient rite....the top class indeed...had to do 2 tuts with mr ong also..but we enjoyed it...haha..mr ong ma...can chat...now i know he is not that old already....hehe....we have a new lecturer for med micro....new also...but her experience way way exceeds the other new one...so funny...and yet...makes her lectures not that dry and really made me absorb better....haha...oh..her name is vanaja...now i'm thorn between her and shailu as one of the best female lecturers....hehe...anyway....william decide to only take our class for bioinfo prac...creeply lor...haha...but at least he is better than the other 2...i think his tips are much more obvious...haha...then yesterday morning...a.k. took us for tut for immuno..i was so afraid that he will scold the late comers..expecially one of my classmates....who is like 30 mins late...i'm her...i'd not come....a.k. temper is famous lor...although you can chat with him..just make sure you dun get on his nerves..other than that he is a nice lecturer to be with....

ok..thats all for today...my 3 day weekend this week is for me to do work...haha...

p.s. can anyone teach me how put youtube video on my blog???...and thanks yima for my new jacket!!!...i love ya

THE THRUTH

Choose one. Yes or No? (or just answer what you like!)

1. Can you live without your family?
HELL no...
2. Dare to kiss a stranger?
if that person is cute....maybe...
3. Kicked someone's ass before?
are you kidding me??...of course
4. Scolded your teacher?
nope..i'm always a model student..hehe
5. Cheated on examinations?
i think so...
6. Wish that a celebrity is yours?
nope..but i did wished that i can be one...
7. Hit yourself on the wall?
wall??...nope...glass doors and panels??...all the time..just ask dan or sab and my darls like glad
8. Wish that your bf is here with you?
gf you mean??....nope...i wished that food is here with me...
9. Wish that you can fly?
yup..but have you seen a pig fly???
10. Wish that you were dead?
yes...when i'm giving it all up...
11. Lastly, 1 wish you want in life?
That all my wishes come true or are fulfilled! (same as dan and sab)
12. & 1 word to end everything.
FOOD!!!

YOU.
1. Are you a girl or boy?
boy
2. Attached or single?
very single...
3. Smoke or drink?
occasionally
4. Night or day?
day..night is for me to sleep
5. School or work?
School...no need to work and you can get pocket money..isn't it better?
6. Black or white?
how abt grey??
7. Short or tall?
i dunno,is 1.8m tall???...haha
8. Dance or sing?
sing of course...i'm very vocal
9.Happiness Or Money:
i want both....
10. RnB, Reggae, Rock, Metal, Techno or Emopunk?
er...none of the above...


WHOs.
Who sits next to you?
No one..execpt the stairs..and students from the next class
Who sits infront of you?
Fiona
Who's on your left?
that place is empty..any takers?
Who sits behind you?
sab..the ever blur queen
Who are your bestfriends in class?
Everyone...haha...yeah..its really everyone..i'm a very sociable person you know...
Most shy?
i dunno..its between jiawen and wilson...
Cutest guy?
can i vote for myself???
Cutest girl?
i'm thorn between glad..sab..yiting..eileen..
Prettiest?
kelly...i think...
Most annoying?
Er. that will have to be glad..she's always acting cute to me only!!!
Brightest of all?
sab and dan
Funniest?
me...muzzie..sab..they never fail to amuse me
Ugliest?
er...you trying to get me killed rite?...thats a evil question...
If you could live one of your friend's life, who would it be?
mine's very fine for now..i'll stick to it
Your favourite teacher?
er...most of them...the others..are just nice lor...
The teacher you dislike?
NCW only...thank god he's gone...
Favourite subject?
dunno...
The subject you dislike?
Biostats and chemistry
Who's your class monitor?
that person will have to be me
How's he/she?
doing just fine...no complains...haha...
Who's the class asst. monitor?
is there such a person in my class????
How's he/she?-
Your class teacher is?
Mr Michael!
Your class?
mb0503!
Do you love your class?
absolutely

Now you have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs.Write down their names in the list below. Tag them in their blog to let them know. And DON'T STOP THIS GOING AROUND SURVEYS. It made people occupied.
Get started-
- glad..
- yiwen
- heather
- and all my darls and friends....

i leave ppl with impressions...haha...

well...this morning...i went to school for bioinfo prac..and when we were chatting away as the prac lesson is already coming to an end that time and i have already packed my bag...all ready to go...so..william was like toking abt the different types of students there are in the school...then he started to describe me...haha...according to him..."generally he's ok...can do better(i agree)...very vocal and dramatic(i second that)...chase and barks after eveyone regarding school work(hello..i have been the one doing all these lor)....and i can leave ppl with impressions..."...haha..that is his description of me...i find him quite true la...i really can do better....just that i am lazy..so...i didn't really push myself very hard to do the things...but i hope these can change...haha....

anyway...after that we had our lunch break..pass glad her book and she told me abt the author's new novel...i can borrow that from her classmate actually..i was like..."after you lend glad..lend me ok?"...haha..she was so blur and shocked...haha...see..i really do give ppl impressions....then after that..went to the tutorial room..and waited for the med micro prac to start...i thot my prac tutor was mr jay...until i finally found out that it was this new lecturer...miss vanaja...she looked experienced so..i dun suppose there should be any problem until she juggles 2 class at once..now..thats when all hell break loose....i was running to and fro form both classes to get things done and make sure all the stuffs are there...that kind of things..i told the class to learn to bear a little while..she's new..but soon there should be progress la....i hope....

after that prac that ended early...i went to get my hair cut...my hair stylist was turning fatter..but still cute la...i am recommending him to my classmates...hui ling was like so excited..as always..haha..she's a pervert in diguise...opps...hehe...the reason y i like to go there so much is becos for the past 2 years...i have been getting my hair cuts there...so...i just keep going back there to get my hair cut done lor...after that..i went home..laze around a little while..haha..then took a nap and woke up like 9...had a late nite dinner..actually..i just took some meat..then i was fuller that ever...after that...here i am blogging lor...

ok..thats all for today..seeya

an devil in disguise...so scary...and the army tok...

hi there...first let me tok abt a shocking news...its so shocking to me...in fact it has totally disputed whatever knowledge and memory i had one this guy who used to be so close to me....i always thot that this guy is saint...someone that will never ever in his life do anything that is going to be so evil...despicable and cheap...this guy...i promise..will never ever gain my respect again....

ok...i went to this army tok..more like being forced there...but anyway..i benefitted a little from there la...i asked my ex-classmate is he ready for army...he asked me that question back before even answering...i said..well..mentally..yes...physically...hell no!!!....haha....true what...ever since i'm in primary school(i think)...i have been told that i'll need to go NS...so..by now..i have been "hypnothised" for at least 10 years...so mentally...yes...i'm prepared....for goodness sake...every year so many ppl went into NS and came out intact...haha...i'm sure i will be too....but physically...its far from being even prepared for NAPFA...not to say NS...wahaha...but i'm trying to slim down already...so lets hope...it'll help...

ok..thats all for today..see ya!!!!!

someone is avoiding me...and i know who you are!!!!!

hi there...its not frequent of me to come so early to blog....but anyway...its rather nice in school this week...execpt for some practicals when we have a rather blur part-time lecturer to coach us...but i think we can give her a little more time la...she's new and look very young....i think we can tolerate a little mistakes here and there...rite guys???

anyway...i'm drowning in projects...i have projects for all the modules execpt bioinformatics....haiz....its going to be a busy semester...A.K. and the other lecturers all told us that this sem is the worst sem out of all the 3 years diploma course...anyway..i think i can make it thru la...there is very minimal of my hated discipline..chemistry..haha...all quite biology...so i dun forsee any troubles...lets just hope that my common test results will be just the same as my semestral exams...if not all As and first then all turn to B+s....argh....i hate this kind of situtations...really...all the B+s are like 1 or 2 marks then i'll get A lehz...argh...i hate it....

someone is avoiding me..and i know it...i hate this feeling..if you want to avoid me...at least let dun make it so obvious rite...even a pig can tell....just tell me la...and i'll make sure i'll disappear from your sight...always like that...something happen then start to avoid me...very fun ar...idoit...heather is rite...just ignore it...yupyup....

today is ved's bday party...lets hope its a fun day...me and jo going shopping today first...the rest joining us later...haiz...y like that one...anyway...glad got things cropped up...not coming...dunno y hor....i shall demand an explanation from her on behalf of ved...haha....ok..thats all for today...see ya....

p.s. faith hill and tim mcgraw's...."lets make love" very nice song...

i like all the old ladies in korean dramas...just like my grandma...haha

well..i just finish another korean drama...the very hot GONG... haha...seriously...i find the second male lead better looking than the first lead...the crown prince...i dun really like the crown prince la...maybe becos his eyes are too small...hehe...

i pity the second prince in the drama actually...he has the worst fate out of all the characters....haiz..lost his love...gave up his career(throne)....had such a wicked and selfish mother....in the end still become the scapegoat for his mother's crime....how sad...haiz...

anyway...i dun really like the ending of all the korean dramas that i have watched...maybe they ran out of budget when they come to the end...so they had no choice but to give such sloppy ending..that kim sam soon like that...this princess also like that....it just gives you a very frustrated feeling....like you didn't really watch till the last episode....haha....

i found out a very weird thing...i seem to like the old ladies in the korean dramas...like that zheng shang gong from da chang jin and the empress dowager from this drama...i find them very wise and very nice..basically..makes me think abt my grandma...so..i really liked them alot...hehe...

ok..thats all for today..seeya!!!!

p.s. i took less thatn two days to finish this drama..fast rite????...hahaha

its the start of my 4th sem in NYP....

hello...my school started for the first week.....haiz...so fast ar...i've been in NYP for 1.5 yrs already...time flies...well...remember i said that this sem is very packed for me in school.... but after the first week...i found out that its not really packed...its super busy and stressful...6 modules and 5 projects..all have heavy weightage...looks like this time...i must really jia you already!!!!!

anyway...i've got a suspicious feeling that i am being avoided by someone....haha...ya...that someone...well..lets just say we have a special relationship ba....dun think wrong ar...its definitely what you are thinking...haha....and i shan't tell you what is it as well...hehe......

ok..thats all for today..see ya...

p.s. i really hate downloading lecture notes from CMS...can't we just buy it?????

its my BIRTHDAY!!!!!

weex....finally...i have been living in this world for 18 years already...haha...i still have lots of years to come....

my bday wishes are...get very good grades for my next semesters to come....loads of money for me to shop...a healthy & fit body...haha...yep...thats the 3 wishes i'm having....

ok..thats all for today...see ya...

p.s. a big thanks to all my friends who wished me happy birthday...thanks!!!!

part I....my bday party...

hi there...just finish taking a shower after i came home from my party...its very nice..hehe....

met ved first at the common bus-stop then took a cab to newton b4 changing to mrt train....saw jojo...then we went to tcc for a bite cos vedro was complaining abt how hungry he was...haha...he took a sandwhich...jojo had cake pudding..yummy...i drank sea of gold(favourite drink at tcc)....then half-way thru...hawa came...then we quickly finish off and went to suntec to meet eileen and glad who has already reach long time ago...while walking into suntec...met my other daughter...lynn..end up..she is working in a travel agency...for attachment or something...had a little chat then went off already....i was trying to hard to spot glad and eileen..but they spotted me first...so we decided to watch a movie at marina square....more abt the movie in part 2...haha....

b4 we watched movie...we walked around and then i spotted a bag at new-world-order...looks quite nice...but cos 50 bucks...me and glad thinks that thing cost too much so...didn't buy...then went for the movie already....after the movies..eileen went off first to meet her mum...then we went to new york new york for dinner since hawa not joining us so no need to go seoul garden....when we reach nyny...straight away we had sits...it was a box sit la....wasn't that comfortable but its nice la...sitting in there...waiting for the 3 guys(nic, yiwen and jia xian)....mean while we took our orders and have them serve the appetisers first while waiting for them...ved went to get some candy floss and we had some fun with the machine...finally the guys came..and we are ready for dinner...had fun during the dinner..the food not bad...then the price also very reasonable...i was so full when i left there....then we went offf...at first we wanted to go jalan jalan at raffles city...in the end everyone was so bored..then we went off...that gladys khoo..keep pesterin me to take the train in stead of the usual 162 i could have took...anyway..had fun beating yiwen and ved in the train also la...haha..then took bus home with ved...and here i am now....hehe....stay tuned for part 2...next entry!!!!

p.s. thanks all my darls for the wonderful party...and glad for organising!!!!!!!

part II....the movie!!!!

ok...thanks for staying tuned...haha...anyway..this part is for the movie...WORLD TRADE CENTRE...for me..i think its a must watch....cos its really touching..i'm gonna tell you abt the thoughts i have after the movie....

the movie touched me in such away than it made me think of life as a strong fighting warrior instead of just a fragile being that we die off after a few decades....you see..the story was abt the lifes of the survivors of the crash of the world trade centre....its abt this bunch of cops that were going into the building to evacuate the ppl after the planes bang into the world trade centre when the building came collapsing down...how they were stucked in the debris...how they survived..and the family of these ppl...its not that kind of hollywood movie that leaves you an impression becos of the storyline..the cast...or the actions...this movie touch you in such a way that its sets you thinking abt life in a greater aspect....

for many ppl...911 was nthg more than the day marked in history that caused the once tallest builings on earth down...or the terrorism threat in the world...and how many ppl were killed..but this movie tells you the whole story in shoes of the ppl that lived thru that moment...the real heros of the incident....which i think gives me a whole new lot of thinking.....seeing how strong is the human's will to keep surviving thru all odds...and how things can change the life of so many ppl directly or indirectly....911 is a lesson for all of us...in a whole lot of different ways....and this movie makes me think abt 911 in a positive way...the will to survive in human beings.....actually..all of us has that instinct..being nthg but animals for millions of years b4 evolution that gave us the brain..our body was built in that way....but for many of us...its lost....

another thot i have was actually looking at the bright side of live...i watch on episode of oprah show where they featured the miracles of live than makes ppl think abt how wonderful live is..and no matter wat is coming thru...never give up..which i think is really true and this movie is a living testiment of it...these ppl are at the brink of death and they can survive thru it...when you compare it to the troubles we have in out life that makes us give up...our problems are really nthg....

ok..thats all for the move....stay tuned for part 3...my past week...

part III...my past week...

ok...this is the last of the sequels i have for today's blog....today was the first time i have 3 blogs all together in one day...or to be exact..in an hour..haha...anyway..this final part is about my past week la..so its pretty short and sweet...

this week was a not that busy week for me...cos i only have to go out to help my cousin..troy..to get his final preparation for his PSLE....he grown so much...next year..he'll be going to secondary school already...wow...how time flies...isn't it...in 2 more days...i'll be here in this world for 18 years already...haha....i wonder how many more years do i have...but i hope the number will be around 70 la...its the best time to finish my mission on earth...hehe....for now is this number la..maybe when i get old..i want a higher number....

anyway..back to the topic...yesterday..i went bugis with glad...bought only 1 shirt...haiz..but never mind la...i'll have more in the future shopping trips...after shopping....i went off to meet my family for dinner at the resturant in novena for my bday...cos tuesday my mum can't make it..so..celebrate yesterday lor...i was so full yesterday la...haha....

ok..thats all for now...see ya....make sure you read part 1 and 2 of my sequels....tataZZ

my bday is coming!!!!!!!

hi ppl....last week at home was so shiok...haha...cos i didn't at all went out shopping...partly becos i'm sick and also..i wanted to stay at home to rot...anyway....my timetable came out...it sux....really....i'm packed from monday to friday..and most of the days...i only have 1 hr break...oh god....so many practicals...haiz...i wonder what will happen to me at the end....i think i'll really get to slim down becos i am to go be stressed out....sem2 is a horrible sem...

anyway..my bday is coming....weez...finally i'm 18...and its legal for me to drink already....woohoo..... my darls and my family is going to celebrate for me..i wonder will my classmates do.....get the hint?????...hahaha.....

i want to go shopping already...anybody wanna come along???????

i'm sick again...haiz..but i have happy stuffs to tok abt...

hey...its 9.58p.m. and at normal times...i am suppose to be watching the tv..but here i am blogging...that is becos..i am sick and i have been coughing non stop...due to this..i cannot have an early nite and after taking some tcm for cough...i am here waiting for the medicine to take its effect....i dunno y...everytime i come back from chalet..i'm always sick..is it becos of the heaty food...the alcohol..or the overnight thingy..and one common thing...i'm always feeling a little sick when before i go to the chalet..so the chalet will only aggravate my situation....haha...

ok..toking abt the chalet...after so much trouble...my class finally has its own gathering..but guess what..only 15 ppl came..can you believe it..the rest all didn't come...haiz..no choice lor..but we still had fun la....started off pretty well..until jiawen's bf came from downtown east and brought along a group of guys...haiz..the moment that happened...one of the guys saw sabrina and yiting(the 2 most pretty girl of the day) and start trying to get close..and the whole bunch of guys happily sat down and played "the strawberry card game" (which no one in our group wants to play with sab).....chasing a large number of us out of the room into our own territory and heather they all went out to get some alcohol..i followed at first..but then the cheers at downtown east was closed and so..me and michelle headed back...no choice..we waited for the gang to came back..and we chatted outside...finally the guys notice that their presence was a nuisance and finally want to leave...but then..the guy that 'flirted' with sab and yi ting saw heather drinking and was saying..so tempted...and heather was like finish the whole bottle if you dare la(there was one bottle that no one wanted to drink)...and so..he happily finish the whole bottle..still trying to act cool after that..and they finally departure...yiting and alec and baocheng left leaving me and wilson and a bunch of girls...we went to took our shower..and those that are tired slept...those played mahjong played mahjong..and me....well..just watched the tv..feeling very tired..that was like around 1...then i started to have energy...woohoo...i played a little mahjong..and that was time to have the sunrise...turned out that there was no sunrise to be seen from the beach that we had...so..oppsy..they all came back..and most of them fell back to sleep...once the morning light came...wilson went off...then jiawen also went off...then geraldine was unwell..so michelle and elizabeth took off with her together..leaving me and fiona still awake...haha...then fiona started to took a nap..then i all by myself..cleared up the bbq...the chalet inside..took care of all the rubbish..and then waited for them to stay awake...and i left...to the beach at round 7 plus..just sitting and looking around..lydia woke up..and she had to leave for work..so i sent her off..and return the bbq pit..after everyone woke up..we left the chalet..and went mac for breakfast..then all of use went back home..i reach home at around 12 in the afternoon..slept all the way till 6...by then i was feeling sick..and oh dear...it got all the way worse till now...

last saturday also went pasir ris park...for mentoring..had a fun time with the kids too....yeah...took some photos...show you next time...

p.s. i saw joanna as well..yeeps..nana!!!!

not bad grades...but low GPA....

hi..sorry for not blogging for so long...cos i cannot bring myself to it...today..i'll first tok abt the most saddening thing for the week...MY RESULTS....haiz....the only good thing is...my MBT miraculously got B+...the rest not bad...cell tech..ABC and IM..also got B+...only A is marketing..haha...i can still get A for that...but my GPA...just fails to rise abt 3 you know..cos my first 2 sem's gpa is really low..so it just pulls everything down..or else my GPA for this sem got 3.428 one lor...so whats my lesson learnt...dun ever ever flunk your first year..its going to set you into a big chaotic vacumm that will make you work like siao to get good grades...really..and no matter how hard i work..i still cannot get thru to the 3.5 mark i want for the yr 3....haiz...so sad...but nevertheless...i'll still be working very very hard for that..yeap..i promise!!!!!!!

ok..thats all for today..i'll come again soon to tok abt the rest..see ya..

p.s. wish me all the best for all the sems to come!!!!!

i hate stories with this kind of endings la...open and tragic!!!!

yesterday just finish watching a hk drama series...its canto..and abt the olden days..concubines of the emperor...haiz..its the 3rd time i watch this drama...but i still cry for the 3rd time nevertheless...the storyline is very captivating..in fact..its so good rather than the other ones you find in the market...those other stories are predictable..so boring...but this one..the storyline is nice and there a lots of suprises along the way...but there is a very bad ending...out of 4 main characters...2 died..1 stucked in the palace...1 living but lover dead...i hate this kind of endings lor..its so..SAD...haiz..now you know y i cried rite...and the songs they have also very nice...if i can..i'll upload for you ppl to hear...

the other kind of ending is the open one..dun you just hate it...so...so...disgusting..just like the channel 8 series that ended yesterday..so stupid rite...in the end...melissa also never go with norman..argh..out of the 3 male lead..norman's story attracted me the most one lor...in the end like that...wth....

anyway..my holidays was alright la...all along trying to slack..haha..having fun..and i started my diet already so..hope that i can slim down..and all the best for my results also...!!!!!

let it go

i told myself i'm letting it go
but i didn't know it was so hard
i told myself to forget it
but it just keeps coming back

how i wish i'm a child again
then my life can start all over again
how i wish i'm a dying man
then all the things will soon have an end

if the stars can hear me out
please just take this suffering away
if the sun can shine on me
please give me hope to renew again

it was never meant to be
so please take it away from me
let me cast this thought away
so i can live my life again ...