haha...that would so explain myself to all of my friends.....haha

Your Brain is 80% Female, 20% Male

Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

its over...or at least i think so

its still awhile more before dinner..and so..i thot i should come here and just blog down how i feel now before i forget it later on....

less than 2 hours ago, i officially ended my IAP in EHI...which means...yep...i have finish all my curriculum in school.....it was really nice working in EHI..there's the all tastes of life...the spicy..the bitter..the sweet and the sour....although it does not make up a part of my fondest memories...it left a deep mark somewhere in my heart...my first job...my first ever job that does not have any family members as my boss....so..its really a special kind of experience for me....

today..i had lunch with my colleagues...its very sweet of them to treat me to lunch at crystal jade...and i really thank them not only for the lunch...but also for all the fond memories i have.....then i rushed back to school...spoke to dr. liang and dr. mao...then rushed back to office to hand up the official report...and just tie up the loose ends....so its no before long that i said goodbye to everyone....one of the senior staff actually gave me an angbao...and she said, "take it..its for good luck"....oh wells...i'll keep the packet...at least it reminds me of my life there.....then i said goodbyes to everyone...and left....i turn back...and everyone looked at me...waved...and i turn back lifting forward again...in my heart...some strong emotions just urged up....i guess...i'll miss this place....cos i've worked 6 months there afterall....and it does holds a special place in my heart....so...yeah...

i took the shuttle bus..just when i reach my bus-stop..i found out that my thumbdrive is still in the office...god...i scramble to call my friends to keep the thumbdrive for me...haha....see la...wanted to make a great exit...then become so forgetful....haha....i just found out that i left my calculator there as well....hahahahaha.....

now that its over...i have to hate but to think abt my grades....i wonder how did my supervisor grade me...i hope its good...but i also know that my boss have her very own principles and standard which i must say...its not easy to get...so...ha...ok la...maybe i'll have some slight chance of getting A.....

alright thats all for now...see ya!!!

p.s. ruth...yee ling....sook cheng...jes..ade...grace...irene...chin han...vivien...li kiang...kwoon yong...swee ling...sharon(s)....christina...lao ban...jennifer...hui leng..bevs...monica...zainab...joe...mrs lam..mdm foo...john..calvin...mr png...goran...relus...chenny...auntie and uncle...plus the bibis......thank you for those 6 months that i've worked with......i'll always remember that...THANK YOU!!!!

time to clear some dust....

hello....i guess i haven't been blogging often (sab must be saying...yaya)...in anycase..today i'll do a long post....

counting down to my final 4 weeks here in EHI....time flies ya....going to be 24 weeks over there already....learnt quite alot....but now..its time to settle down to do concentrate in doing my reports and all....let's hope its going to be a good one cos i'm depending on this final sem to pull up my GPA grades...haha...crossing my fingers....

been very good boy....haven't been spending these 2 weeks despite all the new year sales....haha...i guess some of my friends will know why i'm not spending...haha....in anycase...i guess i still have to go shop for 1 or 2 pair of shorts.....and maybe one more pair of show....i'm going to buy a little more this year cos its like going to enter NS....buy more clothes cos i dun think i'll have that much opportunities to go shopping as often as i am now already...haix...tok abt NS....i dun think i'm really ready for it though...its those kind of things that you know is ineminent...and its going to come...but you just dunno what to do abt it....i guess...now...its start to slim down first...then see what happens after all of that....

anyway...this few days....my paranoia self is taking most control of myself...haha..dunno why...but its like that la....can't help but think abt bad things that are going to happen to me and my family....but i guess my optimistic self is taking control back already..so its not going to be that bad afterall....haha...afterall...i'm still an optimistic person...i guess....

i'm sure you know human beings always going for things that was never meant to be yours....like the grass is greener on the other side....and so you keep hoping to go over and take what was never meant to be yours????....i guess...as i grow older..i really have this feeling....trying so hard to take or possess things that was never meant to be....and even though i know its was never meant for me....and never will it ever be meant for me...but i still want to try....i still grasp that little hope that someday...what is not mine might be able to become mine.....what i need is for this grasp to loosen.....and in a way....letting it go....cos letting others go in your heart...is letting yourself go.....letting yourself off this vicous cycle....only then its the way to freedom in the maze.....

i know all these things...i really do....but what happens when the grasp is harder than you think it is???...what happens when you dun even want the grasp to loose....becos you so dearly struggle to not let it slip away.???......sometimes i really wish someone can just come and take that thot away from me...cos really...i'm telling you..its not a good thot....its not something nice....its something silly...something that you never ever want to in your life to appear again.....but still you want it....you want that thot to realise....haix....thats how bad the thot is....now...i guess...selective memory loss would proof to be a very good illness to have in this context...haha....so can someone go try to develop this technology???

ok..thats all today...hope its long enuf.....

ah bao...next time i free then i relink you la....

p.s. its hard to quit....not quitting is even harder

still learning....so...pls...guide me along the way and keep it coming...

these few days was demoralising at work...maybe its becos i'm working side by side with my boss...and so..it makes it seems like i'm very stupid at times...haha....but in anycase....today...my grandma and my boss told me something about myself that perhaps i myself didn't know abt as well....

they both told me to learn how to listen to other ppl advice at times.....let down my own prejudice or opinions and really process what other ppl tell me....i always deemed myself as a good-listener.... but perhaps..i'm not that good at listening as well...or perhaps...i should really start listening and actually think about what other people say to me....

i think...ever since i'm in secondary school...somehow...i'm too trained to listen to myself only...and so when ppl give me advice that i do not sought for...i shut out those words.....i guess...i must really learn how to listen to others and really.....process them before making any other mistake.....

come to think of it...i think i really learnt alot during my attachment...not only abt the science techniques...but also the way a working life is....i think i'm too protected already...i have never ever in my life work for someone else...all the part-time jobs i take are either at my auntie's company or my godfather's shop....haha...so...they didn't really expose to me the world outside....its really now that i'm doing my IAP that i understand what is it like to have a real boss...listen to instructions...and working....the human aspect which i have never ever encounter before....and so i guess..i'm still learning along the way....for now...i need to learn how to listen....what comes next..i dunno...but i'm happy to learn them all.....

haha..okok..thats all..tataz!!!!

p.s. sab...see i also got update my blog one hor....

food fight...with choc cake...at muzzie's bday...

yesterday was a surprising day..got a present from my boss early in the morning which kinda surprise me a little...haha..for a moment i thot it was a prank...but anyway...thank you so much for the christmas gift....then...we had a year end party yesterday...lots of food...i was so so bloated that i could puke....haiz...sometimes i just can't stop doing things that i have to stop doing...eating for instance is one of them...haha...

at night we went out to celebrate muzzie's bday at simei yesterday...have to go all the way from buona vista....but since its where the bday girl wanted..then ok lor...haha...when we were there..we had 2 choices...steamboat or western food...i happily supported western food..cos i was still very full from the previous meal..and didn't feel like having steamboat that is going to ruin my throat....haha....so....in the end...we had western food....now...hold on to your seat..cos i'm abt to say what i ate....i ONLY ATE A CLUB SANDWHICH...can you believe it???...haha...its like one of those few times i ate so little for dinner...yeah...then was choc cake for the bday girl...which in the end became a food fight...i thot i was save for the day..until they came and attack me..or to be exact..muzzie and heather came to attack me and ah bao actually helped them to block my way...argh...thank god i got strength and i broke off the bundle very soon...but i still got choc on my face...and arms...i'll rmb that...next time...its my turn to attack!!!!

haha..thats all...seeya...

p.s. have a great 20th bday muzzie!!!!

my "CNY...or rather...adding to my wardrobe" shopping list...

now lets see.....i've got a few new tops...4 to be exact...maybe i'll just get 2 more...1 polo..and 1 button...that should do for my CNY...haha..if they survive not being worn by me for that long that is.....

then bottoms...i need to get perhaps....4???.....2 jeans...and 2...well...lets just say...not decided yet...but definitely those those khaki colour schemes that i have in my existing collection....

some new accesories might me good...perhaps...a necklace or 2...and a new ring....haha....ohoh...a new messenger bag will do quite well as well.....haha....

okok..thats my shopping list so far...so if anyone wants to buy me anything...just work along this line la....hahaha

lalalala...i'm in a very good mood!!!!

ok...so today..i went back school to do my first FYP presentation....dr.guo's my assessor..and she told us that all 3 of us did very well....means...we'll get to have As....yeah!!!!

and..down at the atrium...they had a tangs bazaar...bought a pair of onitsuka shoes...yeeehhheee....weee!!!!!

i thot i should come here to blog for a while...

hi ppl....i thot its time for me to do some serious blogging so here i am....well...this week...nthg much at work...i didn't do any serious labwork...and i've been skiving off and i got caught by my boss...she told me off a little...but its still ok...haha....got my presentation done...letting her see tmr..and see how will i fair....

in anycase...yesterday was so shiok...i was at tiong bahru having breakfast and marketing....oooh...so many things to eat...but i choose....lor mee...with shark meats.....so nice....made my trip so worthwhile....then i went to bugis to meet up with my colleagues (or shld i say co-workers)....to buy a farewell gift for one of my colleague who is going to NY....as usual...i was early..this time by like..erm...45 mins...so i went to starbucks first....then i waited and waited and waited...finally...ppl start to come...haha...then we went chilli padi for some good nonya hi-tea before going on our shoppin spree....with 200 bucks budget in hand...we started roaming at raffles city....walked and walked...but nthg to our real liking...so we hit marina....there again...nthg much..and i found out that..not only ppl like me(i meant big size) have trouble buying clothes...the smaller ones as well...some international shops only have M as their smallest size...haha..so ironic...but in any case...we got to nautica and bought a navy blue pullover....then...muji for a pair of gloves....with the majority of the budget still at hand, we went to suntec....finally at suntec...we blew the rest of the budget...

went to crocodile...now..i know..many ppl thinks its a brand for older man...but it turned out that its really trying to get to the younger crowd...went to the store...saw a shirt that really got a lot of meanings..its like pictures of poverty on the shirt...and at the back with very wise words from mother theresa....and best of all...the amount of money we paid for the shirt...goes to the children's foundation directly...so..its like....of course we'll buy...haha..got one for him...and one for me as well....and then...2 shops down...lacoste...haha..we got a scarf for him that goes with the pull over....and then....at precious thots...we met yee ling, chin han and swee ling....so...we decided that we'll meet for dinner after the shopping...they got ahead to get their ipod while me and ruth went to find the perfect box....at citilink mall...we got our box...and we felt so complete...haha...finally everything in the list that we are suppose to get is completed....haha..then we went to magic wok for dinner....by the time we got there..its already coming to 8 plus....we quickly settle down and ordered first....time goes by...food is served..and i'm still chatting with ruth without knowing when the rest will come...cos its very weird when you are occupying a table for 5...when theres only 2 sitting there for a long time...haha...thank god they finally came...well..after dinner....we went back to raffles city...now at there....ruth went off first to get carrots for her rabbits...while me and the girls went a little walking until they are all so tired and i went home....the bus back home sucked....no sits...jerky..and a man that keeps playing hp game and everytime i knock to him and he lose...he'll say f***....not like its my business anyway....

got home..bathed..and slept...

p.s. shopping is fun when you dun have to pay for most of the merchandise

i think i'm suffering from paranoia....

i dunno if anyone noticed abt me....i'm always double or even triple checking everything i do you know.....and if i dun do that...i'll go and think abt the worse case scenario that can happen should i not do that checking.....i all along didn't had a term to explain that until one day someone from my lab saw me checking the same thing for like the 5th time...then she said...you paranoid ar....

haha...and that was then that i know what is it abt me...yeah..i think i'm a little paranoid you know...haiz....i'm always letting my imagination run wild...things are supposedly or 100% alright kind of things...i'll go and wander with my imagination until it gets very very ugly and someting bad can happen...sometimes i even propose the scene forward until i die becos of it you know....aiyo...my imagination is certainly giving me things that i love and hate....its like a muse to keep me inspired to do things and make ppl laugh...on the other hand..it keeps instill in my those bad omens....

argh...how i wish if i can only have the good part only....i dun suppose that will mean that i'm suffering from any psychological disorder rite....haha....

tataz...

dialogue gossiping.....

ok...first of all, i need to as a rheotorical qns.....its our course really that difficult????....or did we just manage to survive and live thru it.....haha....i'm asking that becos...that had been the main topic of debate for yr 1 and 2....they are like complaining that there are too many things to do at one time....life is definitely not easy....but think of it....whose life is easy????....

i guess...its just life la...things only gets more and more diff as you go ma....thats why this place is call poly....not sec or pri school what.....how can you ever grow up to a better person if you dun pass thru those hurdles......its like only mid sem...and you ppl are complaining like hell...just imagine the end of the sem...when all the reports and projs start crashing to you...not to say preparing for the exam....haha....aiya...just learn to live thru it la...so many of us did.....no matter how much you complain...you are not going to change the fact that its going to be like that...reports...projs...and heavy modules...if complains actually work.....trust me....all of the complains i made is enuf to waive off the projects already.....so...just live with it la...and you'll get thru and become a better person....and oh...stop comparing us with other polys...cos we are just different....in case you dunno....we are NYP...and they are not....besides..we are better than them in alot of ways....hahaha.....

today...some lecturers got shot as well....surprisingly...i didn't shoot anyone this time...the other did.... guess....one of the MBID lecturer got shot the worse la....but i think the fault is not entirely hers also...its definitely not something she wants anyway....the other modules went very well with her also what....cut her some slack la......at the least....tell her personally....then tell the senior ppl...get her mentally prepared anyway.....haha....i dun think she is going to take it into heart so deeply anyway.....hehe.....

okok...thats all for my dialogue gossiping....tataz...

p.s. there are other things i want to blog...but not really in that good mood...so..next time la huh

my stars...from glad's blog

Lets101 Quizzes - blog quizzes

while waiting....here to blog...

blogging has seemed to be a more increasing thing that i'll do only when i'm free...haha...yeah...especially after starting on my IAP....i only use my com only during the weekends....its been a chore for me to on my com after i get hom from work....in anycase...here i am to blog....

its a sunny day today...haha...a perfect day for furniture shopping...if anyone ever rmb...how i have manage to break my bed...so this time...i'm going to IKEA or COURTS to get a bed...and shun bian look for some inspiration for redecorating my room in the near future....haha....

anyway...i'm very well suited into the crowd at work already...ppl are nice...and i've got to know a few close co-workers...haha...now they have manage to get me to do something that neither my darls...my classmates..or family has gotten me to....that is to exercise...somehow...haha...yaya...i've been playing squash....going jogging with them already...haiz...i guess..this would be a sign from the divine intervention to get me started on exercising...haha....

i think its last week...i went out with the little rascals...was suppose to go sakura but in the end went ramen tan..and took super super long to get seats...finally...we ordered and thankfully despite of the full house, our food came pretty fast....we ate..and walked our way to heeren, balcony...which i did 2 things to embarass myself....ordered virgin magarita when all of the first are drinking something alcoholic....haha...then....making mistake that i actually tendered a 100 dollar note when its only 50 and in the end...dan had to save me....haha...oops...never mind la...it was so dark there...i can hardly see a thing ma....hehe.....

haha...okok..thats all for now...see you again...soon!!!!

cleaning up my blog....haha....this is a very very very long post....

while i'm waiting for my face cream to take effect and my show to load....i shall do a little bloggin to clear my the dust for the past 17 days that i have left it here......

alrite...lets start of with work....things are going along fine....getting more and more adapted to it already....but still finding it hard to resist lying in bed than waking up to go to work every morning....haha....in any case....i've got to know all of my colleagues at work better already....which is a good sign until i offended one with my words again....opps...i didn't really mean it...haiz...but its all over now...so...nthg much to think about rite???....wore a perfume to work yesterday..and my colleague told me it stinks and smell like a middle aged man....god...i have to go and get a new one already...to think that i have been using it for so so long....haha....

last week was heavy...really heavy partying for me....went to alec's place last fri for some partying....god...its like liberation after one day of work....haha...all the bitching and seeing ppl drink...played a little mahjong(not very shiok though)....haha....stayed around until 12 plus when geraldine's dad came and i got a ride home....thanks uncle(again)......by the time my whole pre-bed ritual (if there is such a thing) is done....its already like 1....haha...its been a long long time since i slept so late....

the next morning...i woke up around 10...got ready to leave the house and met glad(with someone else)....to go get presents for ppl whom we are celebrating bday and late-bdays for....got jo her tee that she wanted from mango....and well....as for ved...let's just say....it ran out of stock...so...we'll have to go hunt for another one....but dun worry ved...i already have in mind what i want to get for you already...haha...and its not a book....ok....so...after that...i did a little shopping of my own and bought the mr tee that i have been looking for since dunno when...got it...so its one item lesser on my shopping list....okok...then met up with ved and drove to pasir ris...things were so funny in the car...haha....missed an exit at TPE...but still manage to arrive at the place....aiya...jo's bf left just when i reach..can't even get to say hi and see him in real person...what shocking is that i saw a very slim and fit kenny.....and he became so gentlemen and matured....and i'm so not used to it.....haha....with everyone beginning to slim down...looks like i'll have to to...haha...so lets go for it together jas!!!!!.....and jo got me a massager for my day...so sweet...thanks!!!!

after that was usual bbq stuff....untill after that....me...ved...glad...shikai...jia xian and kenny get on board and go see the night life of singapore...haha...since we are all at pasir ris....of course...the first stop is changi village.....and yes...it is the FIRST time i've gone there at night...so...for ved and those suspecting individuals who thinks that i practically live there...you are wrong......anyway....toured around...but only saw one....haha...very scary already....since there is no more show there....we went to the next night spot...at geylang...haha...we were laughing and joking around there....saw the...erm..what i would call the 'practicioners' there...haha..and i saw some young guys...not bad looking..and i would guess eligible guys going there as well.....the point is...are they really that in need to go there to seek their relief....haiz...i guess...thats what are men detoriating to be...so ladies.....beware!!!!.....haha....then...we went to beach road to see...but there's no show there...so too bad....finally it was clark quay where we have a drink and ved sent us home 1 by 1.....passed by our secondary school.....and all that chatting with our ex-classmates(now good friends)....makes me think of my sec days....those good old days...that we all regretted not treasuring it and appreciating it better then.....really...if you let me choose a part of my life for me to re-live again....that will be it...my 4 no worries years at sec school...things were much more simpler and innocent then.....and then i can do things more carefreely and fun.....its like....as i grow up...i started to miss those time....i can bitch, gossip, command and most of all....live freely then.......well....i know...that that is a part of my life that i can never go back to again....but i'm always grateful becos at least i have all the years in the future that i can use to saviour the memories i have in those days and good friends to share it with......ok...back to blogging....so..of course i reached home very late with all the partying...and went to bed at 3.....haha....thank god there isn't much for me to do on sunday...and i took the monday off as well...so...its kinda good afterall....

it was working on all day.....until thurs that i took a little short jog with my colleagues chin han and swee ling after work around the biopolis area....haha....we made fools out of ourselves that day....god....but we discovered quite a few places...and its nice...so...its kinda enriching for me...although the way back was alittle eerie la....haha....yesterday..went out with yeeling and chin han after work...walked around....spent money buying masks again...i just can't restrain myself....god.....hehe....i dun understand why does all of them keep looking after me like i'm their little brother....i'm old enuf...ppl are calling me uncle already(i shall talk about that when ppl start asking me).....today..went buffet (there goes my diet) with my auntie and grandma with sis.....after that went to walk around at suntec....haha....bought a ring...at a good price...and went carrefour to buy ingredients to cook up the lunch on monday....yes...i'm bring some to my work place...haha.....alrite...then....went home....all the way...until now i'm blogging...

thats all for now...see ya!!!!

i've been walking on the earth for 19 years already...can you believe me???

hihi....as of today...i have been living and breathing on this earth for 19 years already...haha...well..let me start with some thank you speech shall i???....hmmm..let me see...first of all, i would like to thank my parents for concieving me 19 years and 40 weeks ago....haha...without them...i wouldn't even be here.....haha...then of course my mum...who has been putting me and my sis always b4 herself....and my grandma....she has been taking care of me for all of my life....my sis...for the laughing and angry moments that we had when we are growing up together....my aunties who dotes me alot....and of course...all my friends...classmates and darlings out there.....all of you make my life complete.....!!!!...yeah!!!!!!!

anyway....i have been working at EHI for 1 month already......well...i didn't really learn any hardcore lab skills or techniques for the past 1 month...in fact...i haven't even used a micropipette for all of my stay at EHI....haha...but well...i know alot of other friends and learn alot of other things that is rather challenging for me...hahaha....you all have to know that i haven't been working in the real world for a long long time....in fact...its not at all b4 lor...haha....

okok...thts my bday post...haha...tataz...

thank you everyone who had wished me bday...one way or another either by sms....msn...friendster...mail...phone...or in person...thank you so so so much.....love ya!!!

haiz...troubles troubles...and more troubles...

blogging in my office now...just got allocated with a laptop of my own in the office that i can use to do some of my work.....in anyway...i'm not here to blog abt this com la...its abt the troubles i face at work...or as my auntie will put it....fumbling at work...the first 2 weeks of work was nice...nthg much to do...so its kinda free for me...my for the past few days at work..i've got into some troubles...ok la..not some..only 2...and one of supervisor colleagues just scared the hell out of me by saying some nasty things to me becos i forget to wear gloves....haiz...i know its not really her fault that she is scolding me...but its not entirely my fault either....its like...i didn't even know that there is serum in there and when i found out that there is serum...i have already picked the vial up.....in anycase...still..she started to scare me by saying what if the person have HIV...then how...i was like...argh...okok...sorry!!!!....haiz...my supervisor came in later and tells me she always exaggerate things...so...dun worry too much...in anycase...the serum is from a child...i dun think the child has HIV yet so early...and there are no open wound on my hands as well....besides...i washed my hands super long after that....haha....but i still need reassurance...hehe...my colleagues helped me out la...thanks to them....

ok..thats all i want to say...so....tataz...

p.s. i'm hypnotising myself that i love my job alot now...haha.....

finally my goal has reached....

wow....this morning woke up at 6...just in time to view my results...haha...my GPA is finally good now...3.040...ok la...compared to alot of others...its really the lower end of the average...but after my chems in yr 1...they drag me down alot...really alot...like..0.5 of my GPAs....so..it took quite awhile to get up...exactly 2 sems later...i finally got over 3....haha....my goal has seems like its reach...now...i have to work hard and see how my FYP and IAP goes....maybe can get 3.3???...then i'll be really really happy...at least i know i can still stand a slight chance to study in local U....if not...haha...i'll get an absolute sit in the aust. Us.....those that I choose la...haha....

and oh....i was staying with the copier and labelling machines for the past working days of my life...haha...can't start lab work until samples comes in next week....which i'll have to go and collect over the weekends...and today...going to bukit batok (study site)...to give pamphlets....haha...okok....thats all...have to go now..tataz!!!!!

p.s. whoever is up there...thank you for letting me reaching my goal!!!!!! ....now i got a new goal...help me out ya????

work...work..work...i'm like a working adult now!!!!!

something i wrote last sat....but posted it now...

hihi....wooo...1 week of finish working in EHI...i'm very contented in working with all the experts in epidemiology...haha...actually...i think i'm really better in working real life than studying in school....i've got really nice colleagues to work with and my supervisor is really cool....at least from what i've heard from other ppl....my supervisor seems like the best...haha....grace(my supervisor) will be so delighted if she sees this....

anyway...this week...i didn't really begin in too much lab work...thats becos partly my whole place is busy with the Cubans that came here on a work trip and to attend the seminar and that my supervisor just came in on wednesday so there is nothing much i can do.....so what did i really do??......erm...how about labelling 500 tubes for 4 days...and then reading all about dengue epidemiology....haha...yeah...and on top of that...attended a seminar for like....the whole day...by half of it...i'm all about to sleep already...haahaa....but next week...i'll get to really start work...real lab work...woo hoo...

okok....yesterday i went out with lots of classmates...had Manhattan fish and chips...not really that fantastic...haha..they went clubing later...i went home...hehe...have to sleep la...

p.s. there are other posts also...

my first day of actual..actual work...

alritey...today i started work...first day of really working in the adult world...and not fun and enjoying my life in my auntie's office or godpa's shop....haha...so..this morning..was a gosh...dreadful morning....firstly..i wore the wrong pants...so i had to go home and change...then when i came out..i missed the bus..have to wait for like 20 mins for the next bus to come....then on the way....it was supposed to be express way ok...but the traffic moves super slowly...gosh...i took the bus that alot of NP students took...haha...now i know why is everyone dosing off..cos they know the bus really takes a long time to travel...the good thing is...i was at the back of the bus and there is this cute guy that sat beside me...very good at dressing himself...haha...his chest muscle is as big as my breast...just that his is muscle...mine's fat....haha....

then it rained...gosh...made the bus even more slow...no choice lor...alighted at the place i'm suppose to alight and took a cab...hail for super long before the cab came...gosh...in the end...instead of being early...i became late..thank god my supervisor is on leave..haha..no one to scold me...

at work..4 of us...one more guy working temp sat together on 1 tiny round table....gosh...so cramped..and the 3 of us..yoges..deng lu plus me have to study biosafety and SOPs all day round...at the end of the day..we still have to take a test lehz...if we never pass...cannot go into the lab...guess whats they passing mark???....80%....haha...tmr i'll know the results...hehe....

okok la..thats basically all for my first day of work...haha...bye!!!!!

shopping makes my world go round....

my biggest lesson learnt from going shopping with my darls...glad and jo yesterday is that....whereever you go...as long as you are going shopping...never ever wear a pair of uncomfortable shoes...or at least..wear a pair of fitting shoes...haha...glad and jo can testify the fact that i have been complaining abt my pair of shoe for like....the entire shopping trip....

so..in any case...i've finally meet up with jo and glad to do some shopping.....but...eventually i went home empty handed...haha...cos i didn't want to buy and didn't dare to buy....i met up with glad first...went to jalan jalan around bugis junction..and then went to tcc for a drink..they change their menu and now...they dun have anymore sea of gold...i loved sea of gold...now they dun have anymore..looks like its time for me to start looking for another signature drink of mine at tcc....haha...so...jo met up with us after that....and then...we went to bugis village for the shopping spree...with my already screaming feet....haha....so..we walked around..and went to the sunday shop (by now..i've got 6 of their tees already)....jo and glad each bought their own pair of jeans while i didn't think of buying any..cos i didn't really like jeans...but i think i'll buy a pair or two next time i go there.....i want to get the tee that everyone is wearing now..the one on litte miss..and mr tee....argh...they just dun have the guy size at bugis for the mr collection....they only have the guy size for the little miss collection...looks like i really got no choice but to go to heeren mambo and buy from there....then...our stomachs start to grumble...so me and glad brought jo to ice monster to try their mango ice...that is so exotic...and its to die for....after that..we aren't done with the snacks so we moved to long john and had a little platter before going to haji lane....

so..you know...haji lane and ann siang hill now its like the place where to coolest and hippest underground brands are....with lots of nice little boutiques there....so..it was at one of the boutiques that i found those bermuda shorts that i have looking all around..which is not at the high priced end...abt 40plus per pair..and its really nice...but eventually i just didn't have the courage to ask if they have my size..haha...cos i thot..such boutiques..its sure that all of them are going to be clothes that is suited for the fit and lean...haiz...so eventually..i didn't even bother to ask and i left...but i at least know where i can find such places to buy clothes already....and they have all sorts of cafes and resturants there...they even have a egyptian resturant there...haha..next time we can go and try...there...i find lots of nice places to shop...and i think it'll be a heaven for ppl like sab..you can find all your dresses there!!!...haha..next time i bring you there....

so..after haji lane we decided to go back to bugis and walk a little round more before going for dinner...and i am telling you...the dinner food there..is really just ok la...but jo's ramen looks very very not appetising...and then..we went to OG...oh god...jo at OG...keep wanting to get the guess bag...me and glad kinda sucessfully persuaded her to get something else...eventually..she bought a carlo rino bag at 20% off...and it sheek..white...and best of all....cheaper than the guess bag...haha....after that...my bus came..and off i went...haha...so jo and glad have to walk themselves to the other bus stop to take the bus home....

today...i'm at home..watching some shows...enjoying my last day of holiday by rotting...haha...okok...thats all...tataz!!!!!

huge lesson in life...never ever judge a book by its cover...

hello...i came acrose a RD article that really got me thinking...its abt a girl...1 year older than us....with a very very rare skin genetic disease....harlequin icthyosis(HI)....only 1 in 250,000 babies can have a chance of getting it....basically..this disease causes the skin of the body to grow 14 times faster than normal skin and then you'll be shedding thick thick loads of skin cells...your skin can dry up so fast..that if your skin is allowed to dry...you can't even bend your fingers...so..this poor girl had this disease...and miraculously she survived...having to survive so many ordeals and even get a college degree...most imptly...she is not afraid of being judged...not afraid that people will get disgusted by her and how she looks like....and that she is willing to open herself up to help children of other diseases...and those kids dun ostracised her....how brave and courageous this woman is...i mean...if i were her...i would have locked myself up like a hermit..and never ever get out of the house at all.....

sometimes...its not the disease that is scary..its the way and state of the people's mind that thot about it....and unfortunately...i'm afraid..thats just not something that all of us are born with...we have learnt to developed this sceptical eye at everyone else....those kids dun despise her in anyways...becos their innocent is in the heart and they look at the others with the heart..not their eyes....and that is why children are the most honest and angel like being ever on earth.....which by the way...many adults can't even do that...and i personally...admit that..i'm one of those ppl....haha....especially on the you-know-who.....

ok...enuf abt my values on life...now for something on the more personal level....well..these 2 days...i have been staying at home clearing up all the vids that i haven't got a time to watch them when i am in school...haha..who else has the time to watch them when you are in school..especially when you are in my course....the most scary course anyone could ever attend in NYP...haha...okok...opps...i dun want to get sued....ha...so...i'm on this new series...queer as folk....well..its kinda...erm...not very well known...but its basically a gay version of sex and the city....where they really toked abt the different views and things in life...

so...that was how i spent my last hol week for school....cos next week...i'm starting a 6 mths work attachment at NEA-EHI....haha....and the truth is...i'm not at all prepared for anything...not at all...haha..cos i dunno what is there to prepare....well..i guess...i'm kinda ready for it mentally...and socially...i'm always ready in meeting new friends..and from what i heard abt this place...haha...i'm going to really expand my circle of friends...on some particular side...haha....well...and honestly..i dunno how are things going to be like there...cos for starters...its real life work...not experiments in school...you cannot afford to make mistakes...haha..well...its not that i make alot of them in school...but its just that you know...i dun wanna ruin thousands of dollars worth of experiments....haha....

ok..thats all for today...see ya!!!!