Samsui Woman NDP' 07 Filmlets

you know...i'm so so in awe with these ppl...look at them...worked so hard just for 50cents a day and look at the foundation they built for singapore...i mean..they are the most hardworking ppl i ever seen...working hard to scrimp and save for a future...look at us now...wanting to reap without sowing...and look at them...sweat and blood all into building this country so that they next generations like us ppl and have all these things to use and thank for.....i just want to say...THANK YOU FOR ALL YOU PPL HAVE DONE FOR THIS COUNTRY!!!!!

Ode To Life

to display how weird my choice of songs genre are...haha..here is one that i particularly like...the lyrics and the melody is nice..besides...i like the drama itself also...i think its the last one i watched before taking my Os...haha

my last common test in NYP....

ok...i've just finish my common test in school...haiz...6 papers in 5 days....well...some i know how to do..some not very confident...but i think i should be able to make it after all...i think...haha...

hmm...i found out that i haven't been updating..so here it goes...i finally went out with glad after all this time she's in china..and i'm busy...didn't do alot of thinks...just the usual shopping and stuffs like that...started out quite cold and boring..haha..cos 2 of us not really in that mood also..but as time goes by...it got better...so...yeah..we had a nice time...

then it was abt my first business opportunity..haha...doing test marketing for my project..and the best part is...i get to reap some part of the profit...haha..so thats nice...and for the rest of that week...its just studying...

ok..thats all for today..nthg much to blog abt either...tataz

what do i really want in life....

since...i've got nthg to do now...so i thot about coming here and do some blogging....hmm...so since i'm out of topic to blog...i shall blog abt a subject that i think most of us would have thot of b4 and must have in some point or another written abt them in their primary school compositions...haha...i remember long long time ago...i wanted to be either a lawyer or a teacher when i grow up...haha..thats true...i think lawyer at that time was cool...cos i was a tv drama fanatic then and i find lawyers so authoritative...so good at speaking...and since i was in my childhood a very experience liar by then...i thot i would do a good job....haha...but i guess..its rather impossible now already....since i'm in a discipline so far away from law....

then i wanted to be a teacher....i was a teacher's nightmare in primary school...and i find teachers have alot of control and power...haha....i guess...i'm an authoritative freak...haha...but as i go into secondary school..and now in poly...i find teaching very noble...imparting knowledge to the ppl who wants to study...and of course...the power comes as an incentive la....haha...so..when i was in secondary school...i'm obsessed with being a teacher...and i got it all planned out....you know....going to JC...then NIE..then a teacher...HOD...finally principal...hahahaha....i even adopt my studying strategy as teaching...now..when ever i do my revision....i automatically becomes a teacher and start toking to the wall...haha...yes...i'm like that...haha...i think...i may end up having a job like this when i get sick and tired in the industry....

but all these are just the more idealistic and occupational part of what i want to be...but practically...erm...i guess...i'm a really simple person...haha..although i like to have branded goods alot....but...i gues...i'm really a very versatile person...i can have dinner that cost like 100 but at the same time..i can get it a equally delicious at $3 in a coffeeshop....haha....i think thats what my mummy and grandma instill in my when i was young....you know...good life doesn't really necessary comes with a high price....and i guess...quality life doesn't too....so...next time...i dun need to be like a millionaire or something....i just need to have a comfortable life...you know...like...a nice home...a wonderful job that pays well...a happy family..some wise investments to slowly build up my wealth...erm...occasionally holidays over the world....thats...all i need really...haha...i guess...its not too much to ask is it...although...sometimes...a little gucci...LV..Prada seems nice to me as well...haha....and oh....parties and high tea too!!!...fiona will relate to how much i love high tea buffet....hehe...

see...thats all i need...hmm...i noticed...i never write abt love...haha..i guess...its not something necessary....haha...i mean...love is good...is very good...but not an essential to me...i think...i can get that equal much of love from other ppl as well...haha..but that doesn't mean i'm not afraid of loneliness...a little is good...but too much...its digusting...thank god...i'm sociable...and i have tons of friends....

ok..thats all for today...before i go...just a thot for you...whats your life you want??...blog it!!!

p.s. i'm a happy person....haha....

The 'Do you really know Terence Chui' Test

Create your own Friend Test here

what do you call a holiday...packed with school work....

its thursday today...4th day of my common test break...but guess what...i didn't get to enjoy any break at all for the past 4 days....all stuffed up by school work....project...meeting...report... revisions...totally just took up all my time....argh....i think the whole thing about break is a big mistake....and dialouge session....see how i shoot it to the management.....hahahaha....i'll show my prowess....some lecturers actually look forward to hear from me at the session ok....hehe

anyway...i have a very weird haircut...oh gosh....its weired...now...i look like...something i dun like...haha...but all my friends say look better than b4...oh wells...lets just see how it goes....hmm...

thats all for today...see ya

p.s. IMM got factory outlet for branded clothing....i want to go!!!!

poly life...is all about learning how to juggle different components in life

well...first of all..i would like to say sorry to my teammates for my presentation yesterday...i screwed the structure up...but in anycase...the teacher told me that the presentation was good..so...everything should be fine...and oh..yesterday i got my proteomics results for test 1 back...sucks..i only got a C...OMG...y???...i thot i did pretty well...i think its the trickiness of the questions...haiz...next time must be prepared for such tricky qns already....yesterday..i defended a teacher from being grilled and tortured by one of the boys from another class...he himself fail...just simply means that he didn't make it for the grade...just becos the teacher had a question that is very vague..and needs a second opinion to check for the correct answer...doesn't mean that its you time to start coercing the teacher to give you the marks....thank god i was there to help...if not...she might be eaten up...she's so helpless there...and yet..you just rudely start questioning her and not even letting her to have a chance to take a breather...for goodness sake..she is your teacher afterall....if you are in my class...i'll make sure i'll scold you and scold....really....thank god he belong to the other class....is this really what students are becoming??...its so disappointing....

anyway....i was at the living room just now...when i saw the a programme from china...they were toking abt this 17 year old girl who becomes a mistress of a rich man just becos she wants to live a good life...and still wants to become a famous designer one day.....even if she made it...she just just going to be a 2 or 3 class designer...never will she be able to become one of the master of designs....that the most disgusting is that..there are actually companies who help these girls to a a so called virginity pass to prove that they are virgins...and actually help them to make contract when they want to get themselves to become a rich man's mistress such that these girl's right will be protected....yeah...rights might be protected...but dignity and moral values of such a person..is totally gone...and i guess...she'll be looked down at for the rest of your life...dun she ever know that..a human most impt value is to love thyself...and lead a life with dignity...dun she ever know that??...its the most simplest virtue anyone can have....and yet...i guess...your's is corrupted....

ok..thats all for today...see ya...

p.s. having buffet tmr...yeah!!!!

NAPFA test is coming...dreading it now....

ok...had johari's window with the class again...this time...its just collecting comments and pasting them on my paper...haha...someone describe me as powerful....hmm...i wonder what makes them say that....powerful....i don't remember churning out great whirlwind in class or hurricanes in the lab...but still i gladly accept my status of being powerful...haha....

after that..we went to celebrate heather's bday at PS....as usual...i gave the secret away....aiyo...how would i know she didn't know lehz....so..i just blurted that out lor....suddenly....everyone plunged into silence....i knew...i said things that i am not suppose to...hehe....but nvm la....heather knew we were planning something already...so...its not exactly letting out a big surprise...and next time...if there is a big surprise...just dun tell me anything...just tell me to bring the money and i'll be there can already lor....haha...so..we had lunch at swensens....oh god..their bake rice was really nice but a little too small serving for me..so i took some of muznah's chicken..and sab's fries...i wanted to call for dessert....but i knew something was coming....haha....so...i stayed calm....then after swensens..it came...a huge bday cake....made of nthg but chcocolate fudge and chocolate and marshmallow....at secret recipe....then heather had to had the greatest serving...1/4 of the cake...i barely finsihed mine..cos it was too chocolaty for me....hehe...but heather manage to finish the fudge part la...as for the think chocolate icing....i guess no one can ever finish that...so we let her off....

after that...we went to the arcade and watch heather and sabrina play games....muznah left first...me and danielle just sat there and watch the ppl play games....yu fang and geraldine went to play basketball...as for elizabeth...i didn't know where she go to...haha...but we had fun la...sab was practically stomping on that dance machine lor.....so...we went shopping after arcade..i saw this nice t-shirt going at 50% off in P.O.A....haiz...fit me in the shoulder...but made my tummy look...ever..ever..so big....so...i had to give it up..then..its walking around...and home sweet home

over the weekends...i'm gonna stay at home..to clear up my work....projects...reports...and resume...so...after that...its 1 last week of school..and hols for me....but the sad thing is...after that...i have to go for my common test already...haiz...

things are breaking down in my house...can't stand it...

things have been breaking or spoiling in my house...haha....first the bed...then the lights...now the fan...oh gosh...argh...tonite i'll have to go without the fan and use the air con...its going to be so cold tonite...and my nose is definitely going to be blocked....my nose have been giving me so much trouble since i was in primary 4....but now...i can basically handle the problems my nose can bring to me now already....

anyway...thanks to my auntie...hehe...i got my first victory in GSS this year...my first pair of levis...and its not jeans...haha..its a pair of shoes....weird rite....but hey..at least the shoe is made of denim material you know....so..it works on similiar way as well....okok....and as to why my auntie...cos she paid for it...hehe..so..of course...i have to say thank you to her la....and oh..i also got myself some facial supplies....haha...but not discounted...so doesn't really made it an item that i got during sale....and oh...abt sale...i went tangs with my grandma...and once we reach the 2 level..its like all hell break loose...haha...things are definitely going cheap...and its crowded with girls everywhere...thank god..i got a breather upstairs at the men's department...guys dun really react to sale as much as girls do...yeah..you never see guys frantically going crazy when there is sale at the men's department..they still manage to keep their cool....funny isn't it....

okok...enuf abt the sale...now abt school...haiz...i dunno school can be best describe as....erm....i guess...in 4 words...work, work and more work....i definitely see deadline coming close and things piling on my desk...but somehow...my body is not reacting for me to start clearing those things so that i can meet the deadlines....haiz...i guess...after in MB for 2 plus years...this is the syndrome you will develop...haha...i stil remember the school slogan for taking in new ppl this year...choose it, live it, love it....well initially...i thot so...i mean...i got these feeling too....but when the really thing gets going and you soon find that you are losing grip is other aspects of your life becos of school work that you have...you find yourself finding the next 2 phrases....hate it and regret it....haha....i'm now already at the regretting stage...so...its ok...i'll just continue on...besides...i'm in year 3 already..haha..there's nthg i can do also....

okok..thats all for today..see ya...

GSS is just around the corner!!!!!!

the weather now is definitely getting warmer...god...even when i'm sleeping..i can still sweat...haha...that is how warm the weather is now...anyway...just got scolded by my mum...she ar...always threathen to chase me out of the house...haha..like i care...i dun even live with her lor...i'm in my grandma's place....cannot fix the bulb herself...ask me to do it..then i can't...and go off...she just start shooting at ppl...like as though as i care....haha...she can scream all she wants...i'm so used to it already...nthg to be afraid off...wahahahaha....

and oh...25th may is a very impt day..yeah..the opening of GSS...haha...well..other than..CNY..bdays...mother's day..and festivals with good food....this is the next most impt thing in the calendar...and oh..not forget...exams...is before GSS....haha...i have a short shopping list of my own...hmm...let me see...i want to buy a sunspec...and erm...maybe a new wallet...and soem supplies...thats all...haha...see..this year...my shopping list very short rite...yeah..

ok..thats all for today..tmr have to bring com to school to do my project..argh..so tiring..and sickening...so many projects...most of them are meaningless lor....tataz..

p.s. lecturers in my school really have alot of work to do...they not only teach..they've got so many other things to do...no wonder so many of them are leaving....

bored...so blog...

okok...i'm bored...except chatting with danielle...i basically got nthg else to do...and since..i still have half an hour before i go and accompany the tv...i guess...i'll just come here and blog abt everything and anything under the sun...first of all...i told danielle that...if...anyone is able to finish compiling the 'things not to say to make danielle puke' and 'things to reflect (someone's) blurness'......haha...who's that someone...i guess everyone should know la hor...but lets not make her angry...in any case..if anyone manage to compile the 2 lists....haha...that gal/guy deserves an award...altough...i'm not quite sure who is in the right state of mind to do it...hahaha...

anyway....watched american idol yesterday...melinda is out!!!...godd...i liked her alot...blake should be out...i guess she's really the old time girl...so..she appeals to me...jordin is great too...but not blake...just no blake for me...haha....but i understand why is it so..i mean..its an idol contest...melinda is not that idol kind of girl.....so...i pretty understand why she go voted out...as for blake...i wonder why is he voted in...i think sab is right..cos he is the only guy..and normally girls will want to vote for them more....but i'd like to see jordin win..she's young..talented..and has a beautiful voice....and i think melinda shouldcome out and make a record of her own..i think it'll be pretty nice too...

haiz...days in singapore is really boring...i guess...becos of our size...we aren't really that into doing so many other things...haha....so..that makes us...bored working freaks...haha...in some way..we are very much predictable....so..no suprises for singapore..if you tell singaporeans that something big is going to happen tmr...they'll most probably run away first...haha...but singaporeans are nice...i mean...look at us..we are capable..and we manage to forge out a whole new nation without natural resources...all by ourselves...for that..i think singaporeans are pretty amazing in that sense already....haha..yeah...we adapt to changes quick too i guess....maybe too quick..lots of things are fading away...like the old shenton way that i use to go to when i was young...now the harbour is closed as well....lau pa sat...no longer sell those food that used to be famous over there...even chinatown is changing...haiz...all the childhood memories that i have in my mind is gone...i guess...those things in my parent's time should have been gone up to 80% already...but...all in the name of modernisation...old things have to go to make way for the new ones...so...we'll just have to accept that then....

i think one of these days..i should make a trip to pulau ubin....my grandpa use to bring me there when i was young....but now..i can no longer remember what is it like already...i guess..i should make a trip there..and see how those old kampong dwellers live...then i can know how my grandparents and parents live when they are young...take a look at the wild boar they have over there..i've never seen one i real life over there...take a look at how is the laid back feeling of the place like...maybe.it'll become a getaway for city ppl like us...who are so used to high rise builidings..and technolog...we have to do it fast though...before..everything clears for the new estate over there again...but i think 1 thing can never be taken away from the ppl who stayed there..their lifestyle and their philosophy...yeah...simplicity..and contentment...nthg much..just these 2 things..will make a person life much more happy and lively....

modern ppl now are too forward in some sense that..we have forgotten that happiness need not be found only in materialistic wants....fame and wealth...we can always find happiness when we go back to the very basic and essence of living....simple and contented...thats all everyone need to feel happy....haiz..i think..we are instilling too much materialistic education to the young generation..i wonder..what is going to happen to these ppl....

in anycase...i'm signing off..so..tataz!!!!!

welcome to my new blogskin...

hello..i know i know..danielle and sabrina must be thinking why am i adding music to my blog again...haha...just for a little fun lor..in anycase...after using my blog for like the past dunno how many years...i have decided to change one...and since i'm a complete idoit with computers..i have decided to use those ready made ones from blogger...the good point about it is...its easy to work with...no need to use those html codes which i can never ever understand...haha...

ok...and oh..just to update my post...erm...i had a great time with the rest at jas bday..although not many ppl come...and there are ppl who are late...but nevertheless...i still enjoyed the whole day...singing kbox...haha..tried some new songs lor...hehe..so i'm not that old when i come to kbox also hor...haha...

in any case...workload is definitely piling up...god save me...how i wish its like the old times..only need to worry about tests and exams..so no need...to get project done...argh...ok..thats all for today..see ya!!!!

p.s. my ulcer one the underside of my tongue hurts...even eating also give me trouble...go away la...

how considerate are we to be called as a citizen of a first class city....hmmm

something happened today that make me want to come here and blog....well...this afternoon..i brought my grandma and sis to marina square for a meal..and also buy a mother's day gift for my mum(which i'll tok abt it later)...so..after that..we went back home and boarded the bus 162..everything was fine until a man came abroad the bus..and wanted to take a sit diagonally across me(the senior citizens one)....1 lady around 40+ already sat there...and she placed her bag on the empty seat...so the guy cannot sit down..normally under this circumstances...anyone will be automatic to place their own bag at their lap so that the empty seat can let be taken by other passengers boarding...guess what..the lady refuse to lift the bag away...so the guy had no choice but to move other seats in front...but kept looking at the lady...immediately..my grandma and i thot that that was a very inconsiderate and rude thing to do....

but wait..thats not the end...not long after at novena stop...a young lady boarded the bus...she wanted to take the same seat that what the guy wanted to take...as the bag did not really cover the whole sit...so she sat down...then the lady beside her..told her to move to other places and sit...that was like..freaking rude and inconsiderate...so the guy just now got fed up and told that lady to give up the seat...the lady got angry and started to scold him saying that she had is not having a good time..and don't push your luck too far....and she started scolding all the fucks...all along the way.....after that...the guy alighted..and the young lady got herself a seat infront of me....

that is by far the most inconsiderate thing i have ever seen....i mean..so what you are having a bad time...who does have bad times....and that doesn't entittle us to the sits that we are having...we are just passengers of the bus and all of us paid the bus fares...the bus is neither own by you nor did you pay the bus fare for the seat beside you...i wanted to say it out..bu eventually i didn't say it..cos i thot i better not join in the fight between the adults....but i think that just makes her a real inconsiderate person...

that made me think of a few hours earlier..when a young girl in her twenties offered to give up her seats to my grandma when the bus is crowded with ppl as we were on our way downtown...i think..in this first class country...there are lots of first class citizens with their graciousness and consideration as a human being...but nonetheless there are also some other black sheeps and just make ppl feel disgusted..and ugly....

ok..thats all for today...tataz

p.s. and oh..we had lunch at asian kitchen in citilink mall..very nice!!...and i bought a leather card holder/money clipper for my mum!!!...wezzz...

my summary for the week....

monday...
school starts at 2...had a nice time sleeping at home...had 2 burgers that my grandma made..she is the best of the cooks.....lectures are forever that boring....

tuesday....
nthg much to tok about....

wednesday...
only have 2 hours of school...but have to stay back for the make-up on monday's morning lectures...that lecturer is superb...his skills of dragging is by far the best of all i've seen in my years of studying...he dwells on the pdf page...untils the computer actually goes into standby mode..can you ever believe it...the rest of the class struggled to stay awake....to top it off...he wants us to write about our aspirations...we are like...its been over 3 years we wrote a compo...and you want us to write about a topic that teachers give to primary school children???

anyway..i wanted a simple and comfortable life..thats all..haha..very vague rite...

thursday...
school started at 8...its was raining outside...perffect time to sleep but i have to be in the class...thank got my tutor is good..and i dun realy feel bored...then it like hours of break..but b4 that..we have to go for a 1 group to 1 lecturer kind of discussion for project...she speaks so softly..and stares at me when i speak....anyway...then we had lunch...sab..yufang..elizabeth and geraldine went to play arcade at the grass-roots club...me..muzzi..dan and michelle..went to tut room to slack..we joked..we gossip..and we read the reader's digest jokes together...muzzie went crazy...i think its the sudden rise of blood glucose level and she jokes throughout the rest of the day..and guess what..she gave me a nickname...i'm burgerboy..all thanks to the shirt...heather they all gave me...then its dr.guo's lecture already....i think she is nice..she bothered to wait for everyone...if its me...i will just start as soon as i see the majority are here....she's so nice..and i actually understand all her lectures...haha...

friday...
this is what i call the proteomics day..cos the whole day..we have nthg but proteomics practical and lectures....aiyo...everything went well..just that..i'm always called to answer questions...haiz...anyway...sab..the blur queen of the century....actually manage to leave her laptop at the fj...its such a big thing..and she can actually forget it...anyway...i had chicken rice for my last day in fj..its closing...spend almost all of my lunch time in my 2 years in poly there...so..in the last week b4 they close...i have eaten all the food that i basically ate when i'm in fj..tamago..ban mian..nasi padang...chicken rice..western food...haha....i wonder whats going to be here to take over fj....

ok..thats all for today..see ya!!!!

yesterday...my comm skills tutor....told us that there are some ppl in this world that you absolutely detest even just by seeing the face...haha...i guess...i've got to know this fact long long time ago before even coming to poly....some ppl might say that its just 1 or 2 in a group that just cannot get along with you....and its not your fault..cos you didn't do anything wrong...but when out of a big group of ppl...a majority of the ppl doesn't gets along with you..i think its going to be much more than a coincidence....have you ever thot that maybe its some part of your character that makes ppl destest or just cannot get along with you...i think...everyone needs to do their own reflections...and know what is our own fault...take myself...i'm lazy...talkative..dramatic..but for some ppl they just fail to see their own faults...for some ppl..i think...if you could just try to be more people-orientated..stop looking down at ppl...try to curb your over-rated laughs and reactions...you could be much less detestable..such that when ppl want to work in groups..we won't have to push you around like a ball....we really dun like it...especially when the there are going to be ppl going to be working with you!!!

anyway..that was just some random thots i have in my mind now..and i just want to post it up...hopefully we can try to hit the target audience that we want to reach to...haha..sound so marketing right...anyway..i finish my first week of school...the time-table sucks...absolutely sucks...and i thot i'm over with those long breaks in between..if we do not have that much of resources...then for goodness sake..dun get so many students in la....in the end..all of us have to suffer...

the lessons are boring...well at least of most of them..they are..and some are just exceptionally boring with the presence of certain boring lecturers...i guess..it is not really their fault...they might not want to even teach in most cases..but just had no way but to settle education as one of their jobs in life...besides..being a lecturer at NYP brings some credit to your resume...not everyone can be a lecturer...well..at least not in my school...haha....

i absolutely hate the 10 dollar fine thing...now i have to wear lanyard all over the school..last time...i just wear it when i'm in the targetted area where my lessons are...now..i have to wear lanyard all over school when other ppl in school dun need to wear...argh...so unfair...if they want to do something like that..then make it across the school la...not just particular courses...its really awkward lor....anyway..i still have to congratulate william...his 10 dollar tactic worked..everyone is wearing them now...especially the yr 1s....haha..lets just see how long they can last....

my weekends are going to be spend at home...cos i have no where to go..haha...ok..thats all for today..see ya!!!

p.s. the above comments made are not personal to anyone...if i happen to be describing you...its purely coincidental...hahaha....

first days in school....

well..first of all...i must say....yr 3 sem 1 is no doubt is most boring lectures of the poly life i have...cos...all my lectures are rather dry..and i dun really have exactly chirpy and fun lectures in scl....it just goes to prove that y are they in science...but not other industry...haha...i started off my day with bioenterprise...my electives....how should i say...its really boring...full 2 hours...but nthg actually gets registered into my mind....then i start to think...is it my mistake to enter this track....i guess...for me...like many ppl say...sales and marketing suits me alot but its not really what i favour....all i can blame is myself in yr 1....haiz..if i haven't slacked so much...i wouldn't be there....but nevertheless....i'll just continue...at least...i know that i am going to score well in these 2 modules.....i can always go for r&d projects in FYP and attachment time.....

the next lesson on monday is a boring one....i got a feeling its going to be a combination of MBT + Mol Gen + Bioinfo....oh god....the first lecture...basically...covered very few new things...but mainly recap of the past sems stuff that we have learnt....and my title of the project...only consist of 4 words...completely open handed...how abt that....

tues was nice...i started a business lecture..that lecturer is fun...at least i actually got what he is toking about and i am not falling asleep...but the next lecture...its super boring...most of the things miss lim is covering..we already learnt that...so its just recapping and recapping....i guess...the lectures of my school can record themselves lecturing...then burn into a CD...try listening to them....haha..i bet they'll fall asleep as well...there is a cure for insomnia...hahaha..hows that for innovation...anyway...just in case any lecturer decide to read my blog..the comments i make are nthg personal...its my comments generally...haha...so..dun sue me!!!!

there is no school today..cos i manage to move the lessons away...but from week 3 onwards...my lessons on thurs is going to be hell...8-8...i'll definitely do something to it..haha...

ok..thats all for today..see you!!!!

my legs feel so sore now....

wow..yesterday was a great day..although some of us still didn't manage to come...but it was fun...when i left the house yesterday..it was such a heavy downpour...unbelievable...so..instead of meeting jo at the orchard mrt station which will make me drenche a little..i decided to sit and wait for her at far east..which...by the time she come..the rain had subsided already...

so..there we are at far east with a goal in mind..look for the best cap we can find for yiwen...we roamed the whole of far east in just less than 30 mins..haha..pretty amazing rite..that is wat we do...haha..we swept the whole shopping mall in less than an hour..didn't find the ideal cap...so i suggested to move to tangs...cos the last time..i saw the a nice nike cap on the catalouge of tangs...haha..but we could not find and jo became very sian looking for a cap already...i straight away say..lets get him some undergraments..haha..i guess i've got a thing for buying undergarments for my male friend's bday present...jo suggested levi's...since yiwen liked levi's so much...then we both settled on that decision that it shall be our backup plan in case we can't find cap for me...next we moved to heeren...and saw someone i didn't really liked..who has some link to jo..haha...we had wanton mee over there at heeren...it was a serious mistake to make cos i will soon find out later than it actually ruined my appetite..it was good though...so we moved on..to esprit at meritus mandarin...i liked one shirt there...1 is $40...2 is $50...anyone in the correct mind will definitely buy 2 but since i haven't slim down(i doubt i will in short term)....i didn't buy that after all....

then ved came to meet us..and he made me so jealous..i'll come to that later...y am i so jealous...ok..so..lets skip wisma and taka..cos there ain't much to tok abt...we moved to tangs again..to get the shirt...i picked a white plain 501 tee...while jo picked a black/gold tee...the price difference is not alot...its just that i think yiwen will like to go for that la...actually...so..ved being fair made a choice to get jo's suggestion...then a series of very funny stuff happened then we eventually got the shirt..had some spare time..so it was to island cafe on the top floor...and then kino with jo...

and so..we moved to seoul garden at taka...omg..we waited for like 45 mins to get a table...becos our dear shirley and shu is late...prior to that..almost all of them are late..except for me and jo..haha...so we waited....then finally dinner..then home sweet home...now..for the jealousy part abt ved..he came lighter than i am now!!!..i'm so depressed..haha...i always told myself..dun worry terence...no matter how fat you get..there's always ved fatter than you...but now..no more!!!...i'm the heaviest of all already...god..now ved will be my motivation to move on and slim myself down...jia you!!!!

ok..thats all for today..see you...

p.s. its a fun day...but i walked so much that my leg still sores...

count down to school reopen...

its my last week of my last long holiday for my years in poly....i can't really believe it...god...i'm year 3 now..i find that..time passes faster as i grow up....i felt that few months ago...i was still a new student at poly yr 1....now..i'm at yr 3...then its graduation and ns..then uni..then work..god...its like..unbelievable...everything is so plan for me...i guess many of the time..we are going in a direction that ppl or someone else has plan for us...i guess thats what you call destiny and that person that did the planning is god...well..lets hope that the plan done up for me is going to be good...

well..this last week of the holiday..i decided to keep myself away from work or things to do...but just to enjoy the holiday in its very essence...doing nothing..absolutely nothing...yeah...i haven't been doing anything..engaging in any other activities in anyway..but just staying at home..and occasionally...so out for lunch..haha..but..tmr is a busy day for me...i'm going out...yeah..last shopping trip out b4 school starts...but nthg for me to shop actually..execpt for buying yiwen's gift...and another friends...so..other than that..nthg much..but dinner is pretty exciting...seoul garden with lots of ppl...actully planned on vilage..but then since we have so many ppl and shu and hawa is joining us...so...its seoul...next time then we go vilage...

i just found out yesterday that the GREAT SINGAPORE SALE...is the day that glad is coming home...oh..well...haha...its nice isn't it....i've got some things to buy..just nice for me to save up....haha...i want to buy sunglasses..perhaps...esprit or guess or levis...haha...then some clothes..and maybe 1 or 2 pair of shoes...weez...so many things to buy..its a good time for me to stock up for new year..i know its alittle early..but still...haha...no harm preparing in advance...

okok..thats all for today...see ya!!!

p.s. i'm turing ugly...arh...i think i need a cosmetic plastic surgeon...haha

just some random photos....

my tiramisu...superb

the view with at the skyride

jo with the view

super models...and their reflections

my appetite...pretty amazing rite...
there is something going wrong with my hair

look at the space i take up!!!

nice collage...isn't it??

regret..remorse..more regrets and more remorse

sometimes...i really dunno what i'm doing...i know its the wrong thing to do...but my thoughts and my actions go 2 different opposite ways....after that...i regret....god....someone tell me what to do....now...all i hope is that i will eventually forget abt everything that has happen...then...it will no longer linger in my mind...and i can find my new freedom.....