hi there

hello.....i got too bored today or rather now...and i decided to blog....not toking abt my life for the past few days..cos there isn't anything to tok abt....very routine....but i want to tok abt something else....this week...i start to miss my sec school again...trust me...i got no idea y i miss them....maybe this is what you call missing the good old days.....just read thru all the testi my friends wrote for me in my friendster from last year till now.....

i really miss them alot....not that my life in NYP now is not good...but is the life that i have for the past years.....i really miss them alot....cos that was the days i actually start to noe the meaning of my presence.....really....i mean it.....my sec school is a place of rebirth for me....its there that i really find out what i am capable at.....and all the wonderful ppl i met at srs.....all the friends....all the time when we do things together.....somehow...i really miss them like hell.....

well....maybe i shld find something for myself to do tonite....or else....i'll start missing srs again...and this time....i dun think i can sleep well...tatax....bye!!!

helloooo

elloz....i'm back....haven't been blogging for two over weeks now.....too busy the past few weeks...so i didn't have the time to blog....well...nthg much these two weeks....two fridays ago went to watch fantastic 4 with eileen, aaron and yiwen(do you noe how hard is it to get him out
).....i met up with eileen first then we went tangs to jalan jalan to wait for the two slow coaches.....yiwen came first then we went scotts to wait for aaron....that aaron ar....road blind ar....dun even noe where is scotts....waited so long for him...took the time to gossip with yiwen....then we had pasta mania for dinner and then we went to Lido for our show....the movie story is rather predictable but the effects are nice.....after that eveybody went home....spend the whole sat doing my presentation....and the sunday for my reports.....hoo....here comes the hectic week.....mon was still alright....tuesday i had a presentation....wed i went back sr with glad and ved....haiz...eveything change so much....the security guard at the front gate showed me attitude when i first enter the school...but then mr tina came and chit chat with me....haha.....mr tina introduce them to me...and as usual...we chat like friends....then the stupid securty guards straight away change their faces.....(now they noe who i am).....had a fun day at sr....although many teachers i like was not in school....found mrs chong and had a happy time chit chatting with her...same old clothes and as usual without a phone....hahaha....then saw huang XX and that Mr lim....as usual suan me like siao....then mrs joan tan saw me and started nagging joining SOSA....no choice i took the form again but this time i intend to join as an associate member....after that i saw miss soh...omg...she look so much thinner now....and miss fu...still the same.....still miss sr...but at least not that much already...having an addiction you noe....took my cert also....i hate that C for combined humanities....look so ugly in that certificate....and then glad they discussed abt the rcy next yr committee...not that interested...cos i'm no longer one of them....then we went j8 for a little while before i went home....thurs and fri was the worse of all....i have to rush two reports...and i woke up 3 in the morning to do it ok....that was the most tiring two days in my poly life so far....then today went for CCA....i choose mentoring cos i have no friends in stage arts(now that lynn went dragon boat).....and i think i'll be going to the SCL arts club la....maybe jey and muznah will join me....toking abt today...yes....i went outram secondary school...its is built on a hill and has six storeys....one of kind...not to say the journey there....then the 4 of us....danielle, alex, muznah and alex went to banquet in chinatown for lunch....they are all complaining that the walk is very long....haha...especially danielle....i find ok actually.....maybe i'm used to it already la....took two hrs to went home...cos there is a practice for ndp and the blocked the road so waited an hr for the bus...another hr to go home...went home to sleep untill one hr ago....haha....haven't been taking a nap for a long time and expecially the rain makes it so much more comfy to sleep....tmr will be at home for me to do some last min touch up for my inorganic chem report and micro A report....tell you guys a good news....my sis can finally walk....thank god....she can finally go back school.....this week was busy but enjoyable for me la...what abt yours......wish you have a nice weekend....bye.....

i'm all screwed up.....

hello.....its me again....i found out that everything is sort of going against me this week......and of course....i'm down with flu....but before all the sad stuff...lets tok abt some fun stuff....well...last saturday...i went cycling with glad, jas, gigi, eileen, jojo and aaron....woo hoo i finally noe how to cycle after all these years.....boy was that fun or what....all thanks to this amazing friends of mine...without them teaching me...i would be so dead....especially jojo....she was the one giving me directions here and there....prevent me from falling or bumpping into the trees....toking abt falling....i broke my slippers....you have any idea how much that cost....but...a pair of slippers for a cycling lesson at east coast with my friends...i would say its all worth it....haha...then we went to watch <>...its a nice show....a love comedy....then we all happily went home....the sad parts comes in.....mon was still alright..so were tuesday....wed was the day i started to fall ill....things didn't get worse till yesterday nite when i completely loss my voice....omg....you have any idea how hard was it for me to tok.....this morning i went to the doctore and the doctor said it was the normal flu....(it had better be)....well because of this...i cannot sit for my micro A test today...and i have to retake it again next week....wish me luck....toking abt screwing up....yes....everything was so screwed up yesterday....i was toking bad things abt my classmate(as usual) and i said without noticing that he was just right near me!!!!!!!.....i feel so embarassed.....and i keep hitting on to things that much....what on earth is going....lets hope that i'll have a better next week....bye.....

hih.....i'm back....

hi ppl......haven't wrote my blog for 1 week plus already....somehow...i'm very lazy this week....maybe i need a break....so i have decided to do nthg this weekend except to enjoy myself in these two days....this week...alot of ppl came feeding me with alot of shocking news....but the thing is....i found out that i'm not at all surprise with all these news....of course...i can't tell you what are the news la....but if it was me 1 year ago, i would have reacted a whole lot of different way....there are news that i have guessed it out already(just waiting for someone to confirm)....there are also news that i have never expected.....but whatever they are....i need to think too much abt all of these close friends already....because they have all grown up already...sound so old right(told you that i my mentality dun belong to my age group).....and yesterday was gigi's birthday....but no one actually informed me with the location and time of celebration.....and the thing is...they each other tot that each of them have told me.....haiz....for all this time all the planning and contacting was done by me...so i dun blame them when they misssed me out......besides being very lazy this week...i also started to miss my secondary school....although i started school for one month already....but somehow i still feel that my secondary school is still my best kept memories for the 16 plus years of my life......too bad...i didn't got the time to write a poem...or else...i bet it'll me better than the last one i wrote.....nvm la....i noe that i'll always remember them in my heart.....oh yes....i also wanted to say that i ahve a wonderful bunch of classmates...really....they are all nice ppl.....and i hope we can have fun learning and playing together for the next three years......i'm still contemplating to go for the east coast trip tmr...nvm...i'll have a decision tonite....alright...thats all....bye.....

i feel so guilty......

hello.......haiz....yesterday we when to celebrate glad's birthday....but it turn out didn't really very well.....and it's all thanks to me.....it all my fault choosing that stupid resturant.....the food there sucks.....and i made everyone nearly vomit.....sobz....so guilt-ridden.....but luckily i didn't ruin glad's birthday completely.....but afterall....i still wish glad have a happy 17th year.........

what should i say????

alloz....i came back after a week...today is going to be a long blog....i got lots of stories to tell.....well...lets start with mon....it was a funny day....how should i say it....i went gym with heather(my classmate).....and at the gym....i saw nthg but guys that were there flexing their muscles.....omg....you have any idea how many ppl were getting the bells....me and heather feel like we were two fatso bumping into the region of body beauties.....we stayed for an hour and then we went of.....i say glad on the way back to the library......i decided to accompany her to play badminton(more like watching ppl play badminton).....then i toked to her for abt an hour ba......saw the guys in her class....i must say....none of them really look normal to me...either trying to act dao....or boasting around.....or...aiya just not my kind of friends.....a bunch of lamers.....the girls are ok...at least they are normal....hahaha....lets not push my luck too far in front glad.....then it was tuesday when i started to detest a classmate....not really detest la...more like dislike....but the closer classmates of mine dun really like him also.....then we went to wed...it was a smoothing sailing day for me.....nthg big to worry abt......me and heather had a deal we shall not spend more than 3 dollars per day.....hahaha.....see whether i can survive through that or not.......thurs was more of a fun day.....a big joker from my class.....mark....went all out to tease the classmate earlier....and we had lots of fun on that day......i usually take a bus home but when i was the teasing scene is so funny....i decided to take a train home to see how the scene when on....you noe what that classmate's friend said to him......he says"i pity you".....what the hell....you pity him having classmates like us....i say i pity the world for having ppl like you.....(well, of course i didn't say it out).......then comes the highlight of the week....fri.....that was yesterday....i went to club crawl to put up the final choice of the cca i'm joining...i'm joining....mentoring club....NYP pals.....and drama arts.....hehe....all of them are my special talents....hahaha...very bhb hor.....then i went to watch "Mr and Mrs Smith" with aaron and gigi....wow...that was a nice show....very nice indeed......its a combi of love....sex....action...and humour.....i recommend it to everyone....yesterday before we went to the movies we had dinner at aijisen.....there they saw the photo and video clips of our class ppl last year from my hp..and they continue on saying and saying that i also have a sudden surge of crying....i really miss those times we spend together....well guess that day may never be back again...and then it was here that i'm typing my blog...haha...oh yes...a little extra....i just finished a drama series from hk...."war and beauty"....very nice drama....i cried three times because of it......but the ending was tragic....none of the loves had a happy ending....i can't sleep the whole night because of that......that is how sentimental i am...well...thats all for now....back again next week...

hihi.............how are you ppl....

hello.....i'm back after one week....how are you ppl....miss me....hehe...no la...just came to blog again.....well my first week of school was very alright though....nthg much to worry abt....i was elected as the class rep...haiz....i tot i have already tuned down alot already...y am i still being pushed with responsiblities......it is not that i strongly dun like abt it or what...but maybe i really need a break from all the responsibilties......haiz....maybe that is my fate......my classmates are all very fun ppl.....i got along with them very well....nthg to complain at all....but i think i'm beginning to miss all my jie mei....what to do....i'm just that emotional.....well....i'm still trying very hard to do something to the class gathering....just waiting for somemore classmates to reply......very soon will be glad's birthday....must think of somethins to celebrate this daughter of mine......but cannot tell you ppl....it is suppose to be a surprise.....coming back to my first week in school.....the lectures are....well, boring......there are lectures where i have no idea what they are toking abt and there are some that i have learnt before.....so that makes all my lecture boring....but i did have some fun....that is the french lesson....haha....it is getting so interesting with all the learning.......oh yes....last week i called mr rafi....well i need to pass him a msg from my junior.....and he told me that he might need my help in july....and i am so excited to go back and take a look at all my juniors....i wonder how are they doing......and that bingshen....where ever i see him....he'll shout my name like no other business...already i'm famous in SCL....he still wants to push it further...haiz....can't stand him.....toking abt fame.....i'm really getting famous......ppl have been staring at me where ever i go.....die la...if this continue....there goes my peaceful life in NYP......well....thats all for this week.....oh yes....next mon...i'm going gym with my classmates(must start dieting liao).......so see you all next week.....bye!!!!

well....thats was how i spend my last day of the long break....

hihi....i had a wonderful last day of my official holiday after the o-levels.......i woke up at 9 in the morning and met up with bing shen at 11 at hougang....then we had breakfast and wait for glad till like 12 before we went to cut our hair at the salon....i had a nice hair cut(while gladys have been whining all the time abt her hair).....then we went to glad's house for her to change and put down the lecture notes she bought from school before she came to meet us......we spend another half hour at her auntie's place in boon keng.....finally we stepped foot to orchard at 3 plus....we headed straight to heeren's NYDC to eat cos glad kept complaining abt her hunger.....me and bingshen ordered some dessert and glad got herself a pasta(which didn't really suit her taste).....i have finally cleared my debt that i owe glad.....after that we shopped a little while at heeren before we make our way to far east.....and at far east...bingshen got himself a t-shirt(you have no idea how hard we tried to persuade him to try that on).....and then we left far east before moving on to wisma and head our way home......well...that was how i spend my last day.....no really rewarding but at least fun.....and from next week onwards....i'll have to start a whole new school experience....wish myself all the best.....byebye.....

well....thats the end...

hihi.....didn't blog for the past few days because i didn't have stories to write abt....well finally have enough stories to write abt....don't want to bore you ppl you noe.....fri was a very peaceful day for me.....nthg to do so i stayed at home to enjoy a whole day of facial spa......the interesting thing came during the night.....i was at my godpa's shop when he suddenly told me that he has a favour to ask from me and he used the word "beg"(making it a way that i can't say no)....he wanted me to help with his son math.....ppl to noe me very closely will noe that this "godbro" of mine is sec 5 this year and he can barely cope with his math...he failed his this time round and so his father asked me whether i can coach him or not......just because i gave him a few pointers in social studies and he got the top in class his father thinks that i'll be able to coach him....yes la....i can coach him but also must see whether i want or not....but things were pretty much obvious that i got no way but to say yes.....so i reluctantly promised him and we arranged to meet at 10 the next morning.......the next morning....i went down at 9.30 hoping to see him getting ready...it turns out that he is at the court playing basketball....when he comes back and get everything ready...its already 10.30.....thats much for punctuality......finally we got down to business.....the first look i took at his papers......there is only three words in my mind.....OH MY GOD!!!....his math is so poor........i think of all ppl i have coached...his was the worse....not beacause he don't noe....but because he is very careless and have never pay attention to what his teacher taught him......and so...i had a pretty hard time teaching him......and i cannnot finish it all in one day so i pushed to the next day(i thought i can end my suffering then)......the next day was even more hectic....already i need to go to the temple with my grandma in the morning(i don't mind it at all)......but the afternoon session teaching him was really bad.....and i got no choice but to push the time limit again.....that is this weekend.....i really dun mind teaching someone math but at least give me someone with better learning attitude....haiz....so today i told my auntie that i may not be able to coach him.....i gave some reasoning....and she straight away didn't bother me at all(maybe i'm sensitive but i think she is mad)......well thats all for those not so happy stuff.....lets tok abt the more positive ones.....well next week is the important day for me....my first poly day....finally...after a long break....i can finally break free from the boredom and enjoy some challenges.....oh yes....my sis is going back for a checkup this wed....hope that she can get rid of the cast soon.....(my mum is going bonkers).....and this fri is shopping spree.....i'm going out with
glad....finally some shopping.....ok....thats all for now......bye.....

its not that bad afterall......

elloz......haven't been blogging since sunday.....too busy with orientation the past three days......well.....i enjoyed it overall....and i made a new batch of friends and classmates from my school........and guess what.....just because of a talentime act that my class put up for the competition.....i became famous throughout the whole school already..the thing is i really dun find it that funny....haiz....when can i ever get rid of the popularity....pri school like that....sec also like that....now i come to poly also like that.....haiz....getting sick and tired of it you noe......actually when i heard abt the orientation that vedro has gone thru....i was kinda afraid that mine will be the same.....but it turns out to be very good....execpt for the lame emcee and the lag time.....other than that things are alright.....yesterday glad call me and tell me how bad her orientation was.....haiz....y is everyone complaining their orientation to me......nvm la......at least i get to hear some gossips......maybe their orientation really sucks.......oh yes....i took french as an elective.......finally get to learn an foreign language....hope that i can do wel.....and i found our that my course is not that easy afterall....lots of things to learn...but i think i can be able to handle it fairly well la.......i'm terence chui afterall.....haha.....i got no plans for today and tmr...so if anybody wants to call me out...i think i shld me able to make it......ok...thats all for today........bye.....

i can't wait......

haven't been blogging for a few days now.....well...the past few days was pretty much alright la.....except that there are some disturbance here and there......i went to watch house of wax with gigi, jas, aaron. jojo, glad on fri....this movie....make me can't sleep the whole night...it is not that scary but the scences were disgusting....and i can't help but to keep allowing that to appear in my mind....that afternoon....i got pissed off by the same guy that made me fed-up again....if i did offend him earlier.....and he wants to take revenge i dun mind.....but i didn't and he jus started to offend me in anyway he could.......i get really pissed off.......what on earth has gotten into him......fine....lets not tok to much abt things that make me feel unhappy......i'll start my orientation tmr.......woo-hoo...finally my peaceful and boring life have some hope.......although i noe exactly what they are going to do for those boring orientation....i still want enjoy as much as possible......afterall...that is the only thing i can do.....isn't it......well.....thats all for now.....i'll be back for more....bye.....

ok....we had some fun.....

alright.....the past two days was very much fun......i had a good rest on mon after all the shopping from the shopping last week....we all went to celebrate jasmine and hawa's bday at the seoul garden(ngee ann city)......we had a fun night although i'm a little fed up becos of some things......first was the planning....i tot we have everything done up when end up i have to do all the deciding......and contacting which is like......i dun mind doing the planning but not at the last min like this...ok...then as i was abt to go out....i met some guy online and i got pissed off by him.....he has been telling me all about how rich i am and how poor he is......which is like.....i just feel like slapping him....i mean...i have never tell anyone how rich i am or how good my life is....i am like anyone....live in a HDB flat.....take bus or mrt to everywhere i go......i got so pissed off.....fine...i stand up with that....set off to taka....and then ppl are all so late....from like 5.30 to 6.15........can you imagine that......fine.....ok..afterall we had a good time at the dinner......after that.....they wanted to play pool.....but it is all too late....so we didn't play pool in the end afterall....then i and vedro and yi wen went to lucky plaza to buy calling cards for vedro's mother...then we all went home....ok..that all for now....

Well.....same old thing

ok....i'm back here...how was the poem...nice and touching rite...ya...i think so...that was the most touching poem i have ever written so far........here is what i did for the past few days....thursday was the jail breaking day for me as i finally got to go out and shop....so i met up with eileen and gladys to shop at bugis......i got quite alot of catches that day....just as we are about to go home....we bumped into joanna and bingshen.....since eileen and gladys need to go off first...i followed joanna and bingshen after taking a neoprint with eileen and glad.....(i found out that gladys is getting more and more photogenic)......we follow joanna to get a swatch watch for mothers' day.....then we went bugis village to get a pair of slipper for bs......then we went to grab a bite at one of the resturant i recommended.......after we went town again at 8 and i go home at 9....that is for thursday.....as for fri.....i meet up with glad again to go eileen's place again to pick up some books.....as we were half way there.....it started to rain and me and glad ran all the way to eileen hse.....but we were still drenched....we stayed at eileen's place to dry up and chit chat before we leave for eileen's auntie place.....we left eileen's auntie place very quickly and went compass point captain's cook for lunch......then we all went home after i buy a pair of pants......yesterday evening...i went to vedro place to play pool with yiwen and junrong which i have never play before.....at first it was difficult but slowly i got the hang of it.....after the pool we go to ved's hse and play game cube until 8 before we go thomson for dinner.......dunnoe who's idea was it but i find myself at bishan park late at night.....it started to drizzle and then i went home while yiwen and junrong stay overnight at ved's place.....today......they call me up again to go to j8 with them for a short while.....and there i am now finishing my blog.......ok....thats all.....bye

how i miss the good old days......

i have nothing to do this afternoon......so i decided to pack my own stuff.....just i finish tidying my stuff....i found a box where i use to put all the things that is related to my secondary school......i decided to take a look at the things inside.....as i read browse through my school magazines.....things start to flow into my mind.....from a nerd in sec one.....to someone that is attracting attention of everyone in the school at sec two....till the deputy head prefect in sec three and four.......happy memories, sad memories al come into my brain....i start to miss the time when one whole bunch of friends study together...play together.....gossip together...and get scolded together.....how nice is it.....it all just seem to be yesterday when i found out that i can hardly go back to that old times again......so i have a surge of inspiration.....and i wrote this poem......MY PALS.....enjoy......

How I miss those days
When we play and wept in company
How I miss the times
When we gossip and chat and fool around

As i walk down memory lane
Pictures of fun reappeared in my mind
It all seem to be yesterday when I found out
" It is no longer then"

Can you still remember the moments when
You need the rest of us the most
Oh, yes, how can you ever forget that

I hope we can stay together
Like we have never been separated
I pray we can keep connected
So that we can never be parted

We can age
Time can fly
But my dear friends.....
My love for you will be like a running river..........It never runs dry

when will this ever end.....

ellox.....i'm back here today to cry out my feelings again.....one piece of good news is that i'm going out tmr.....woo-hoo.....finally.....after all these days of staying at home.....i can finally take a break out of my boring days of look after my sis.....i read this short story today abt the different mentality when man and woman carry out their life duties of love.....when a couple are having sex......they aren't really thinking abt the same thing.....the girl have gone thru much consideration before she goes to bed with a man.........and she has confirmed that she do really love this man......but the guy.....he is just trying to test all the possibilities he can have with a woman before he comes to a final conclusion whether he loves her or not......that is when lots of things happens to couples....well whether it is true or not....it all depends on you.....afterall beauty is in the eyes of the beholder doesn't it.......sometimes i really wonder is it really the emotional affection that bring couples down the aisle of the church or is it the pleasure of passion that make couples enter the graveyard of love......maybe sometimes it is a mixture....but what truly counts is that when couples are together......they really enjoy each other's company and love but when that love tears out.....it is all over.....when a person tells you that he loves you.....he/she really loves you at that moment in time....but when he/she says that he/she dun love you anymore......he/she really meant that......whether love tears out or not....is the important thing is how the couple manage this relationship......that is what i call love......other than that....well...you can call that like or infatuation........i remember i said this to someone before......love is like diamond....it is everlasting in one's heart....but infatuation and like is a dream....when you wake up...it is all over........ok...thats all for today.....bye....

my life.........

hihi.....i'm here again...well....blogging has sort of form a routine of my boring life....my mum went to seiyu and bought me a pair sandals that is not very much to my liking and guess what....i can hardly wear in....so i'm told to bring it back to the department store and exchange for something that i like........so i wanted to get a few of my daughters to go with me.....but i'm too late...all of them seem to be occupied today.....so i have to push it back to thurs....when eileen can come...hopefully gladys can make it also......and i'm so happy that i can finally go somewhere after a few days of "imprisonment"......but i have absolutely no idea of what i'm going to exchange for......so i think glad and eileen will be of some help here.....then we can go shopping.....finally....somewhere to spend my money......haiz......my school still have 27 days before it opens......boy...am i excited......after months of staying at home....i really need some work to do.....you have absolutely no idea of what i did to kill the boredom.....i have read abt the whole life of Alexandar the Great.....the european mecidi family.....read abt my course i'm going to take....and some reading on and off....i'm pretty weird among my friends though....at least they dun read abt history stuff.....but i like them....come to think of it....i'm actually a versatile person...a little bit of everything....hehe......very bu yao lian hor.....thats me....ok...that is all for today.....see you again.....

Good Day..........people.....

the first time i had such a nice sleep for days was yesterday.......woo-hoo...you have no idea how good i feel........i didn't alot things yesterday....i went to the market with my grandma and then i came home....took a bath and then i started using the computer till quite late in the evening....well that is how bored i am.....i really got nthg to do except facing the computer and the tv........haiz...this is what happen when you have a long 3 months holiday.....the good thing is....its going to end soon....yeah....finally going to be busy......thats the result of being very tense and busy for the past 3 years after being a prefect in school.......trust me......this is what i call speaking from experience......today is going to be another one of this boring day......so i really hope someone can come and keep me company.....at least tok to me thru the msn la............make me feel better ma.....i'll be not that bored then.....ok.....i dun have anything to write for today anymore.....bye.....and do come back for more.....

i'm here again...........

hello there.........i'm back here blogging after a few days......my sis was discharged from the hospital on wed and since then......i have been taking care of her........actually......i'm suppose to be able to go out for mother's day shopping today but too bad i can't cos of my sis who needs my attention all the time........give me a break...........so my mum will not be expecting any mother's day gift this year..........i'm gonna stay at home for quite a long time becos i'm needed to stay at home.....what to do..she is my sis afterall.........and so......i'm going to be rich...........money keep pouring in but i got nowhere to spend......i really dunno whether this is a good or a bad news..........haha..........i went to the bank this morning to open an tx account.......where i got my own credit card(need not be scared of my mum cancelling the card she gave me)......they'll send me the card soon.....i saw my pri school guys a few days back.....omg..........they are all so lean and well-kept......not like me............i feel like i'm the only fat graduate from my pri school...........well..i'm now currently planning a chalet party this sep for my secondary school class............guess what....we are going to a resort bungalow chalet...........yeah.....its going to be fun...............woo-hoo............we are all looking forward to that.......oh yes.....i change a new series of skincare product...........garnier....very effective......at least its better than the one i had before.........well thats all i have to say for now..........i'm going back to that boring life of mine...........see you.......and stay tuned..........

I'm Back....haha....

this is terence chui reporting live from sin ming court blk 448.....my sis is alright now.......she'll be discharged from the hospital next wed....whew....now that my sis is finally alright...i can have a good night(s) sleep...........well very soon my family will be famous throughout the neighbourhood.............we are going to sue the guy who knocked down my sis......using a bicycle....whoo....a good show is going to happen very soon......coming back to my life for the past few days.......visiting my sis in the hospital everyday is my task.....i can soon put down this task.....the next thing i have to do is to fix my face.............its a CATASTROPHE....i'm going to go shopping for skin care products tmr....i have the brand in mind already.....lets cross our fingers and hope it works.........hehe......or else next time they go out and have steamboat that time i cannot go again........sobz.......i'm going to start detoxicating myself tmr already.....i feel like my body is a garbage thash now..........i went GNC and bought a three weeks detoxicating pills...the last time i used...it works...i did slim down a little.....hope it does this time........well if anyone want to go skin care shopping....pls find me...i can recommend you the brand of the pills and the product...oh yes...today i went market with my grandma at amk..she made a big fuss because of a lotus root...but i got a feeling that she is going to the stall next time...cos the young boss looks very good and very considerate...can you imagine that aunties are actually more pervertic than youngsters..haha...ok...thats all.....bye.....

Its so scary..................

as i thought today is going to a very peaceful day....something happened to my younger sis.....omg.....it was coming to the end of the day....when....haiz......the first time i sat on an ambulance.....the first time i went to the emergency room.....it's all so scary......i really pray my sis is going to be well..........................and i'm gonna pray very hard.......please..........she better be.....luckily she has no life threatening situations on her now....god........i'm so worried.......lets hope tmr will be a better day........i really hope.......................................................................