i'm here again...........

hello there.........i'm back here blogging after a few days......my sis was discharged from the hospital on wed and since then......i have been taking care of her........actually......i'm suppose to be able to go out for mother's day shopping today but too bad i can't cos of my sis who needs my attention all the time........give me a break...........so my mum will not be expecting any mother's day gift this year..........i'm gonna stay at home for quite a long time becos i'm needed to stay at home.....what to do..she is my sis afterall.........and so......i'm going to be rich...........money keep pouring in but i got nowhere to spend......i really dunno whether this is a good or a bad news..........haha..........i went to the bank this morning to open an tx account.......where i got my own credit card(need not be scared of my mum cancelling the card she gave me)......they'll send me the card soon.....i saw my pri school guys a few days back.....omg..........they are all so lean and well-kept......not like me............i feel like i'm the only fat graduate from my pri school...........well..i'm now currently planning a chalet party this sep for my secondary school class............guess what....we are going to a resort bungalow chalet...........yeah.....its going to be fun...............woo-hoo............we are all looking forward to that.......oh yes.....i change a new series of skincare product...........garnier....very effective......at least its better than the one i had before.........well thats all i have to say for now..........i'm going back to that boring life of mine...........see you.......and stay tuned..........

I'm Back....haha....

this is terence chui reporting live from sin ming court blk 448.....my sis is alright now.......she'll be discharged from the hospital next wed....whew....now that my sis is finally alright...i can have a good night(s) sleep...........well very soon my family will be famous throughout the neighbourhood.............we are going to sue the guy who knocked down my sis......using a bicycle....whoo....a good show is going to happen very soon......coming back to my life for the past few days.......visiting my sis in the hospital everyday is my task.....i can soon put down this task.....the next thing i have to do is to fix my face.............its a CATASTROPHE....i'm going to go shopping for skin care products tmr....i have the brand in mind already.....lets cross our fingers and hope it works.........hehe......or else next time they go out and have steamboat that time i cannot go again........sobz.......i'm going to start detoxicating myself tmr already.....i feel like my body is a garbage thash now..........i went GNC and bought a three weeks detoxicating pills...the last time i used...it works...i did slim down a little.....hope it does this time........well if anyone want to go skin care shopping....pls find me...i can recommend you the brand of the pills and the product...oh yes...today i went market with my grandma at amk..she made a big fuss because of a lotus root...but i got a feeling that she is going to the stall next time...cos the young boss looks very good and very considerate...can you imagine that aunties are actually more pervertic than youngsters..haha...ok...thats all.....bye.....

Its so scary..................

as i thought today is going to a very peaceful day....something happened to my younger sis.....omg.....it was coming to the end of the day....when....haiz......the first time i sat on an ambulance.....the first time i went to the emergency room.....it's all so scary......i really pray my sis is going to be well..........................and i'm gonna pray very hard.......please..........she better be.....luckily she has no life threatening situations on her now....god........i'm so worried.......lets hope tmr will be a better day........i really hope.......................................................................

one down...........how many more to go.....

i'm back.......haha.....today isn't very exciting for me............i met up with glad....wewent to collect our report.....and then we headed straight to NYP.....to hand up our form of course.....haha.....when we are going off.....we saw keith and boon leng.....nthg much really.....but this have again prove my hunches are very accurate......i knew someone i noe will come from the opposite escalator...and i was rite!!!......i have finally formulated the psychological quiz out already.......according to the results....this quiz is very accurate.....anybody interested can come and find me.......i'm available.......no la.....just joking......the next few days will be the usual cool calm and boring days......nthg to do....stay at home.....ironic though....when we are busy...we wanted a long break so much......but when we are having a long deserved break.....we wants to go back to the busy life.........that are human i guess.......ok....thats all for now....but stay tuned.....bye.....

What a day.............

it me again..........yesterday's shopping trip with aaron wasn't that bad afterall...........we covered 3 shopping malls in 2 hours time...........and i help him saved a lot of money.........haha...then we went burger king where we sat down and i started deciphering his thoughts and mentality.....haha........found out that he suits one of my daughters alot..........he is a MCP swan..............haha..............after that we went home...........i didn't noe i was so good at shopping.........when i go out shopping with the girls.......it takes me the whole day and yet i still can't buy what i like.....but yesterday was quick...........we went to a cosmetic shop also becos i need to buy a mask for my recently pimple infested face...............didn't work that well also.....nvm..........i'll go for better ones the next time round.........that was yesterday..........but today......i think i'll return back to the same old........quiet day of mine......need to plan how to save my face.........hehe......tmr i'll meet glad to take the report and tuesday we'll go NYP.....the stupid clinic give us the report so late...we can't even mail it.....we need to bring it to NYP....argh.......lucky glad is going to acc me...........i guess i'll be sitted opposite the com and wait for some kind soul to tok to me................ok...thats all for today.......bye...........

What's going on.......

well............today.......it is not going to that boring afterall...........i'm going shopping with aaron......haiz...not that i dun like him or shopping with him....i just feel that it is a little weird going with him..........i mean....i have never been shopping with a guy alone before...hey..i dun really noe what to expect.......weird isn't it.....i got a feeling i'm gonna to scold him non-stop again......haha.......the worse thing is.....what if he ask me questions that i cannot ans him...............dotz.......wadeva.....not going to care.............let nature takes it own course...............my blog suddenly give me a blank page yesterday nite.....omg....i tot what happen.........but it came back again...jas told me to upload my own pic........so i'm going to find her again to teach me how to do it.....................haha.....................i'm such a nerd when it comes to technology....................i dunnoe how other people feel......i'm really excited to go to school....but i still have to wait for 1 more month............haiz.........guess i just have to wait................ok..........i leave you with this poem that i wrote ages ago.......this is for my parents......though they'll never see it....i still hope they like it.............................................

For that I thank you

You gave me life, for that I thank you
You showed me the world, for that I thank you
You taught me how to survive, for that I thank you
You guided me through, for that I thank you
You gave me a family, for that I thank you

For all of life, I thank you…

Another day................

i got a feeling that today is going to be another boring day..........haha........no programmes and nothing of any sort......i guess i'll be staying at home again to enjoy another quiet and peaceful day of my life................maybe i'll go to the clinic later to see whether my medical report is ready or not...............i guess my life will be pretty much the same for the next whole month.........i can finally have a holiday that really belong to myself..........no holiday homework....no going back to any school................but i have a hunch that i am going to miss the good old busy days......time really flies.....4 years in serangoon has just past just like that.......it just seem to be yesterday's thing.....haha....maybe it is becos with my attachment with the school...........i remember one teacher told me this before.........each of our lifes has many stages and i have completed one stage and it is time for me to move to another stage to face new challenges and face new life..........only this can make me grow up............guess what she told me is pretty much true...........if we continue to live in the past.......we'll never continue and we'll never grow up...............ok...thats all for today.........bye..........

::LoVe iS A mIrACLe::

When verve is feeble, love strengthens it
When we give up, love cherishes it
When memories are fading, love keeps it
When new life is form, love celebrates it
When hope is weak, love reassures it
When our soul is filthy, love purifies it
Love is a wonder and we need it

My new poem......hope you like it

Are parents all like that?

i really need a place to vent my frustration......i seriously think that my parenst lack of that communication skills......i mean....what does an umbrella being stolen got to do with me......i'm not the one that stole the umbrella......arg.....it spoils my day.....then they start to scold all they can......yes...we kids got no choice of parents but at least we try to make the best out of everything we've got....and yet they are there showing us the temper when they do not even have the ground to stand on......what's more...they start to mention the past things.....what does dropping a jacket and an umbrella being stolen has in common......oh yes...they both disappear in my hands.......dotz.....sometimes i think that they life as an adult is such a failure when it comes to communication......yes thats the word failure.....a three year old kid can do so much better that them.........since the day i started to have memory...i think i've got scolded for hundreds of times.....and they their barks ar so much louder that their bite............wad ever.........i'm all numb already..............and i just take that it is nothing but a madwoman scolding and shouting nonsense.................

--Love is just that--

You can cry
You can be sad
Because love is all about that

You may be hurt
You may be frail
But love will let time heal

You will forgive
You will forget
But let time takes you there

He may come
He might go
Yet love will always grow

You will see
You will wait
When true love comes in your way

I pray
I hope
True love will make your efforts pay

This is for a good friend of mine.....hope she like it

i have lots of male friends too

haha......after reading what i wrote myself feel like i only have female friends...actually i got aot of male friends too......some from my class.......some from others.....so dun be mistaken ok......hehe

Thats me....damn lucky rite....

ok.....i suddenly feel like blogging again....so what shld i write....i noe...i'll write on my friends.....let me start on those that are closest to me first.....as most of you should noe...i got 16 daughter all over the school...and i'll start with the one that i dote the most.....that is gladys khoo....sorry to start from you but i got no one to start slaughtering from...haha....gladys hor....i knew her when we were in sec two as we were in the same cca....but we didn't become so close until we turn sec three and we were in the same class.....like all of you should noe....i'm very close to her....so close that i actually noe what she is thinking and what she likes.....but funny right....we are such close but there is just no chemistry between us.....lucky ar...if i kanna her to be my gf...i sure faint straight away...haha...no la....just joking....she is a very weak person when we come to emotional terms....ppl ditch her she cry...she ditch ppl also cry....haiz....she inherit my genes ar....so emotional.....if you want to be good friend with her...pls make sure that you have a strong heart....sometimes the things she do and the things she say can just make you blood boil....thats y...i tell ppl if you want to kill any elderly...just get her to accompany them....results guranteed....haha....maybe because if her characteristics.....she always give guys the wrong meaning.....but she really didn't mean it...but sometimes these guys just come their way thru.....i noe her for so long and i noe that she always have a guy in her heart that she can never forget....but when she meets a new relation....she will always put her heart in it....that makes her a very nice girl....she can be very beautiful when she wants to...but if she dun want to....she can be real ugly....haha.....she is my top image artist....i need to consult her whenever i want to do something to myself.....plus it is free of charge..haha......
now...we come to another daughter of mine....eileen....hoooo....i can tell you for sure that her image she give others and her true self is a 180 degree difference......she can be like an angel and she can be a devil.....and this change can be a straight away thing.....when she gets fed up....everyone gets afraid of her....and she stares at you at such a way that her eyes will pop out anytime....haha.....and her hittings....she look weak but it hurts when she beat people.....really.....i'm victim since dunno when....we come to another good friend of mine....jasmine goy aka jasgoy....she is a very nice girl just that sometimes she seem a little over anxious regarding the money issue....like the rest...we are from the same class.....something very crazy about her is that she is a little mad at times....just like me....a sarcastic freak....haha....just joking hor.....oh yes...she is damn pro when we come to math....but dun get her to coach you...you can never understand what she is toking about.......she can me very sensitive when ppl tok about her figure....hehez...as in her two mountainous area on her chest.....i think she should not be that kan cheong la....compared to the other yours is mount everest....haha.....just kidding la...dun take it into heart hor......
ok done toking about jas let tok about gi (shirley)..the reason y we call her that was because of her rabbit tooth....and i gi is malay for teeth....she goes after sporty guys that are tanned like charcoal.....should recommend her to africa rite....hehez....she is also a very pervertic woman(although she dun behave like a woman).....lolx......she is very hard working....and i really mean hard working.....very nice girl....and well versed in sports.....believe it or not....she can make a perfect housewife...so hard working and abled-bodied.....haha....sounds like indonesia maid rite........we have another common close friend that is jing jing aka sherry......she is a very skinny girl(makes me very jealous).....very fashionable.....and very quick witted.....i loved our gossiping moments together.....haha.......can be seen that she is a very love-orientated person and i happy that she has a very stable bf now.....last of the close (girl) friend that i have is jojo....she is a jap fan.....she can spend lots of money for her idol.....and that is alot of money...very sharp in fashion also.....i think her favourite country is japan.....she is a clever girl....always the best person to pick up a quarrel with.....haha....very hot-tempered but rational....that is very unusual for girls to behave like that......oh yes...another good friend of mine is lynn....we are not from the same class and the friends i've mention above are not that close to her too....but we noe each other because we are from the prefects....she is a capable lady....very wise and very straight forward but also because of this she make people dislike her.....on the other hand.....she can be very likeable...as long as she is with the people around her......another daughter of mine is hannah....she is a close friend of gladys....hannah is a very hot tempered person...and that makes her very look alike with a chilli padi.....very nice la..and very fillal to her (fake)mother that is me......
if i will to give each a dish to represent them.......gladys will be vanilla ice cream...soft and creamy and makes people want to have more....eileen will be green apple......sweet and sour at the same time....jasmine is like tomyam soup....very fiery but delicious....shirley is like stinky beancurd...it takes the right person to understand her virtue....jing is bak kut teh....tempting yet hot....jojo will be ramen.....takes time to know and savour her....lynn is sweet and sour pork.....very appetizing but too much can be fatal......lastly...hannah will be laksa....rich and creamy in flavour but bombarsting in taste.....i'm definitely a buffet...comprising so many good things in one......
of course...we used to have other close friends but maybe we aren't the right people to click together as such we have become complete strangers........but i'll always hope that these bunch of daughters of mine will always be my best confidante.....

Well that's life

Suddenly felt the urge to write a msg here......maybe i'll just write about my life now........i'm a very lucky person......though i do not have a father that i really like......i still have a complete family and an aunite that dotes on me.....maybe i do not have much love for my father, therefore all of the feelings for him has all been shifted to my grandma.......she was the one that takes care of me from head to toe....for that i thank and love her alot...........honestly speaking.....if it is not for her....i may not be who i am now.........moreover, i really cannot imagine how is life going to be without her.......i'm never a clever person when i was in primary school...........i count myself lucky as long as i dun get the last in class......partly the reason y i did so badly was because i was in a SAP school......things were and are very much tougher then and now compared to other schoold......i once thought of commiting suicide...i was thinking of how nice will it be if i can just jump down the building....heng ar....i did not...or else i'll be a ghost writing this now......things didn't really start to have miracle until i was in sec three.......i suddenly flew up to the first in class and then on....i have never been out of the top 5 before.......another miracle was that i became the deputy head prefect.......strange rite.....i can actually earn that high post......since then.......i started to sense a change in myself.....something that is coming out from the inside.....maybe that is what i call turning over a new leaf.....haha....so you see...life was pretty well for me.....i can get almost whatever i want.....like this new com...i'm using to type this msg now.....Serangoon Secondary School is a like a place that i got my rebirth....my second home too....you just ask the people around me..the time i spent in school is so much more than in anywhere else during my secondary school days.....i'm a big gossiper...nothing i dun noe is happening in the school...haha....in this second home of mine, i met alot of ppl....lots of them and many of them has help me in one way or another....teachers like miss ngo, mr ong, mr chue, mr rafi....and lots more....they are no longer teachers to me....they are like my mentors....guiding me through my life.....of course....i made lots of friends in srs too...just to name a few....gladys, jas, gigi,jing jing,eileen, jojo, yiwen, aaron,vedro,lynn,dennis...these ppl are the closer friends that i have....similarly....i've got tons of friends outside my private circle too......i'm very honoured to know these ppl......many ppl say i look down on others...but actually....i dun....although sometimes i may have a little more harsher words nad comments.....but all my friends noe that i dun really mean it.....but i do look down on someone though....i think my close friends will noe who i refer too.....yes...her....haha....i finally need to say goodbye to srs but i promise i'll drop by whenever i could.....very soon....i'm going to start the next phrase of my life and i hope that i'll never forget all the happy moments i spent before......................................bye.............and see you soon.......

WoRdS FrOm mY HeArT

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