freedom...lost...lovey birds...

ok...first of all...i want to make this post shout out loud.....I AM FREE!!!!!!.....yeah...kinda that meaning la...i finally finish my excruciating 2.5 years in NYP...MB course....well...my experience in NYP...is something bitter-sweet...haha...but the sweet part came in more than the bitter ones....studies aside...i've met and know lots and lots of new friends and classmates...of course...all my boys and girls in the class...hope that i've been a nice nanny and took care of them well....haha....not to forget my pal in class... heather...sab...elize...yufang...muz...geraldine and dan...haha....its nice having them as my pals in class...killed alot of boring time in lectures....and definitely...those sweet people from other classes...can't name all of you...but you know who you are...haha...

actually...the thing abt this course is that you must really have the gift for it...and that you are must be persistent enough...haha...if not...its really a dead and dry track to take...really...looking back...thats is the idea that i can gather...each and every component counts..and that you must really work hard for all of them....any slacking...everything is gone...so...my advice to those ppl left...is...hang on...and stay focus...haha...yeah....thats the thing in our line...

other than my classmates and work...i think...i have also know some very wonderful lecturers...a.k...vanaja...jay...micheal...dr.liang...dr.xu..henry..william..miss lim...miss diong...miss tai..miss tan..miss lai...miss chia...dr.chan...miss leong..alvin..and so so much more...thank you for all your lessons...good or bad...exciting or boring...haha...thanks to all of you!!!!!

suddenly...now that all exams comes to an end..and we have to go for attachment...i'm sort of in a mixed feeling...on one end...happy that all the studying in NYP is over and that we can take a break in IAP...and on the other...a little lost..empty and of course...going to miss the school a little...haha...but in whichever case...this is part of my life that i'll remember...always...those bitter and sweet...yes...haha

toking abt my IAP...its really confirmed...NEA...haha...at least quite a few of us are there and we can go and have lunch together...haha...and i get to gossip with them as well...and oh..one thing...haha....my pay...is 440........haha...i think sab and muz must be so jealous now...haha....

and oh...love is definitely in the air...suddenly all my close friends are attached...and also...some couple just formed rite under my nose and yet..i have no sense of detection at all...haha...really...it never occured to me at all...haha...but still...its nice..and hope they'll have a unforgetable memories together...remember to invite me to your wedding dinner ar...haha..dun worry...i sure give a big angbao one...haha....

okok..thats all for today...see ya!!!

p.s. thanks for the card daniel..its nice having you as a wonderful classmate as welll

and

all the best to prawn noodles with agar agar...haha....

all of life's...what if and if only...

halfway thru the day...and i was getting very sentimental and didn't want to do my revision..decided to come here and vent it out a little....

in any case....maybe its just me...always asking myself what if...and if only...haha...yeah...for everything i do...i'll always ask myself...sometimes...i always think..did i make the wrong decision...did the wrong thing...or simply speak the wrong stuff....i guess...i'm always asking myself that..cos i'm always lack of that sense of security....

i love to day dream...and most of the time..i always imagine what would have happen to me if i have done the thing the other ways...or choose another life....but slowly after all this while...i've sort of come to the understanding that....no point thinking of them anymore...becos...its all over..and since i cannot go back in time to make the decisions all over again...its best that i give up those little thots that things will be different....and just let it go...

i know that we are just like a big jug of stuffs...in our mind, if we keep pouring things in and not getting things out...we will go bonkers...but sometimes..i just feel that its so hard letting something off...letting it go and forgetting it is by far the most difficult thing i've ever encountered....i know that..nthg can come in unless i take something away...but in terms of this...i'm a very greedy person...all i want is to put the things in and not taking anything or anyone out of my life...haha...sounds stupid isn't it...but its really like this....

i do hope that someone that eventually find out a way to selectively get rid of certain memories of certain things...then...i can choose what i want to stay and what i want to forget..then perhaps...i'll not daydream of those impossiblities already......

ok..thats all...vented it out a little...bye!!!...

p.s. someone teach me how to forget????

oh..foodie guys...

kinda getting too tired and lazy with my revision..so..i decided to respond to wil..haha..and blog abt the guys and food...hmmm..which one shld i blog abt first...haha..i know..my favourite boy in class..dun get me wrong....



bao bao...now..what food do i think he is...lets see...hmm..for him..looks is very decieving..tall and dark as he might seem...haha...he is actually a gentle puppy (as someone will put it)...haha...so..i think..the food that represent him will be...a nice array of sashimi...haha...looks like there's alot of things going on in the plate...but actually..its nthg more than the natural sweetness and flavour of the ingredients only...



bao's friend...haha..who i termed..gay partner..ah zhong...hmmm..lets see abt him...actually he is really the opposite of bao..haha...looks simpler and cool from the outside...but inside...i think..he is a very very..explosive person...its not difficult to think of a food for him...haha...i think..he will make a nice bowl of prawn noodles...hehe...looks plain and normal...but really...everything there is so flavorful and with that tinge of chilli...that kinda makes up ah zhong...haha



aloy...is the joker of the class...haha..always with his boy's school kind of tricks...i think for him...he is something sweet and nice...haha...choclates truffles....haha...girl's bestfriend...other than diamonds and shopping la...hehe...he is really for everyone actually...and i'm sure his gf will have no problem forgiving him if he makes her angry..haha...becos..he never fails to make ppl laugh....haha...



wilson..the guy who wanted me to write abt this...i think..for him...he is...your very typical guy...haha...but with attitude...and always know where is his turf and limits..for him...i think...he'll make a very nice bowl of...haha..wanton mee....or fishball noodles....you know why...its really those kind that can be found everywhere...but yet...its something..that you will kinda notice it everytime...it gives you a very down to earth feeling...just like wil...and with that spicy kick..thats all the attitude it needs to show you....



now...who's next...hmm...nantha..the big cool guy...for him...definitely...ice cream...peppermint with chocolate chip...haha...makes everyone's heat cools down immediately...really..even the hottest summer craze can't do anything to his cooling effect...i guess..he is a friend that you really need..to cool down your excitement...haha...yeah..thats nantha....and very reliable also...



haha..i know who's next...edwin ang...hehe...well this 10 o'clock king...haha..and the guy i always like to bully...hehe...for him..i think...he always give a dreamy feeling...i wonder is it just me..or is he always dreamy...dreaming..i mean...haha....okok...well for him..of course something dreamy la...yes...cream puffs...those japanese ones...filled with thick thick cream...haha...that is dreamy enuf...rite girls???



okok...now..its daniel...well daniel..i think he is really someone very fun to be with...and so..of course...something fun for him...haha...i actually thought of those biscuits that i used to eat when i was young..those with sugar icing on tops...with different colours...haha...but now..i think he'll make a nice really nice tub of cookies..yes...funny...cracky...and once you start..you can't stop!!!haha...



alrighty..who else...hmm...alec...well...i guess...he is someone...always sitting around at the corner...haha..looks innocent..but always engaging and looking out what is happening around him...and oh..appears when you need his help...haha...that..i think..he is going to be a cup of green tea...haha...always somewhere there..and always there to give a little anti-oxidant help...haha...



ohoh...there is one newcomer....yong cai...hehe...i guess...he is a really mr nice guy..always so polite and nice...haha...so..from what i think..he is going to be a nice set of english afternoon tea...haha...always reminding me of how gentlemen and how nice he is...haha...

ok..its lunch time for me...haha...bye!!!

wow...schooling is over....i meant...in NYP...

as of 10th aug 07.....my days of tutorials and lectures in NYP is officially over at 3.30 p.m. with henry as my last lecturer for the years in poly..whats left is my FYP and IAP which i'll be doing together at NEA....haiz...next week going over for the interview..shld be ok..i think...well...



abt my recent outing..haha..last week i went out with jo to raffles and then bugis to do a little retail therapy which i have not been able to do for the past weeks....haha...but i had to wait for this big missy for like 45 mins...thank god i went to the fruit juice bar..ordered something and finish reading the straits times and thank god..at that time..she's finally there...i like the ambience at the juice bar...next time...whenever i'm waiting for someone in that vicinity...haha..that will be the meeting place...cos..i got a strong feeling...i'm always going to wait for ppl or something...haha...in anycase...i bought a shirt while jo...haha...bought a kappa tee for the sake of buying something....hehehe....



and yesterday...after my presentation(i'll talk abt it later)...i went out with my mum and we had buffet at the equinox...haha...at raffles swiss hotel in case you dunno...at the 70th floor...wow..this time...i had a hard time in that 45 secs in the lift....the pressure difference just made my ear cracked...haha...but i survived the ordeal...the place was nice there too...you can over look the whole CBD area at the place...woooo hooo...so nice view and nice food too....my mums and aunties really know how to enjoy life and pamper me after all my suffering in school...haha...thank you!!!...after that..i had to teach my another auntie how to use excel...yes, your eyes are not playing a trick on you...haha...this computer nerd here is actually teaching someone how to use the computer..haha..so funny....



well...as for school matters...some projects came back..got quite good results...although proteomics might not be that good...i think...had several tests...turned out to be pretty manageable...i will not say its easy..but at least...i think i should be able to get Bs...as for my business...finally i finish my last presentation...all that work for the elective...but miss tan is really nice and helped out alot...thank you...i'm so gonna buy you chocolates...haha...and oh..thanks for the chocs...racheal..eugene..edwin..daryl...haha..its nice being your class rep for that 1 sem also!!!!



ohoh...one last thing....national day celebration in school...haha...i think its nice...erm..although the thing was a little rough but overall...hmm..i think its something fresh and new...haha....well..of course...i'm in charge you know...hahaha...okok...i'm leaving you with some pictures....

My chocs....its nice...haha...

Me and jo...

The watermelon 'thank you card'..haha

me and my yima at the equinox...

sleeping has got me into troubles again....

ok...now...my past week...was erm...termed as ever so....i dunno what words to use...its just sucks....so...i'm going to just highlight the impt parts....

very very firstly....i want to say a BIG BIG SORRY...to muznah, sabrina, michelle and most imptly danielle whom i guess is still very angry with me(and hopefully after your sleep, your anger will be appeased)....its my sleeping gene's wrecking havoc and cause all of you to stay up so late to do the work alone...its my fault and so....DUI BU QI...i'll find ways to make it up to you all one day.....promise!!!

miraculously, we are able to complete that project from scratch in 2 days...and most of the efforts really go to them...all i did...was like the minimal 5%..and paying the expenses...haiz...well...its definitely not nice being irresponsible for once..and i thot..its a chance for me to remember to ask things clearly and make sure i'm that i'll be there....gosh...

haiz...after this friday...finishing up all my stuffs...i'll be so so free....finally..and i get a chance to watch harry potter...with my sister...and...some little long needed rejuvenating shopping...

ok...i'm going to hand up the reports now...tataz....

p.s. SORRY...DANIELLE...FORGIVE ME..K???

10 weird things about myself...

danielle tagged me to do this...so...here it is...10 weird things abt myself that you ppl dunno of...

1. I cannot stand insects...any kind...i absolutely gets goosebumps looking at them...

2. I cannot allow anyone to go on my bed...not unless they are cleam by my standard...not even myself...so...if this happens...i'll change my bedsheet all over again...

3. I've got my very own spoon that i use at home...and its absolutely big....its actually a serving spoon

4. I've got a thing for buying weird stuffs(like condoms/underwear) to my close male friends..haha

5. Sometimes...i got sick and tired of toking too much and too loud that i can dun tok to anyone for 1 day...and coup in my room...

6. Although i like to shop...but i love to stay at home and do nthg also...haha..

7. I like to imagine myself slim again and wearing all my clothes that are too tight to wear already...

8. I cannot stand couples smooching directly in front of me...especially in the bus..they should do it at the back...not in front!!!!!!!!

9. I love to match make my friends together...haha...but i dun like my friend(particularly 2 crazy girls)...toking abt me and another girl...

10. I WAS SLIM ONCE ALSO!!!!!

haha..ok..thats all...5 person tagged to do is are:

1. gladys
2. vedro
3. heather
4. fiona.
5. daniel

my ever so 'fun' week....more like weekend post....

hihi....i'm here to update my posts....so...school this past week is best termed as....nothing happened...haha...i guess thats the best thing to describe school...cos..its those kind of weeks that nthg really happen when it comes to school work...but something exciting happened on wednesday...haha...my NAPFA...first of all...i've already got this mentality that i'll never going to be able to make it...so...its just fun time for me...and thats how i thot....so...instead..i went there and cheer ppl up...and make those ppl that can pass...pass!!!....haha...yeah...thats what i did...but boy..the next day...my muscles are having screaming aches....i remembered that i had to groan all my way up the bed...haha..thats how painful my muscle aches are...i had so much trouble going up and down the stairs....hehe...

with all that hard work i put it....hehe...i went to had steamboat with danielle...sabrina...geraldine...yufang...elizabeth...heather and her bf at beach road after their presentation for PCT the next day....so...i enjoyed the food overall la...but somehow..i like the one resturant beside the one i'm having actually...haha..maybe becos they have free flow of drinks..and their meat is nicer...but the one that i went to...the fishballs are really nice too....hehe...i think i ate the most...geraldine and elizabeth was full very early in the nite..it is was me that kept eating and eating non-stop...before we went off...haha..a disaster happened...i accidentally dropped 1 slice of watermelon into the soup...haha...thank god no one is actually drinking the soup anymore...haha...then we went off....so...before that sab left her laptop with me and asked me to carry for her...so..when i was going off...the rest of us wants to see if she'll actually remember her laptop...haha...true enuf...when i left and said bye bye..she not at all thot of her laptop and actually said bye bye to me...haha...then i walked away very fast...then she suddenly realised her laptop is with me...haha...blur girl....super blur....

and yesterday...i went to have porridge in chinatown...haha...yes...chinatown...my hometown...i grew up from there in my early years you know....hehe...so...very yuckily...i had a housefly in my porridge and i immediately gave up eating that bowl..that was a very very nice bowl of porridge ok...haha..thank god i nearly finish already..and i have eaten all the nice nice ingredients in the porridge...then...me..my grandma..sis and auntie went to the buddha tooth relic temple...the newly opened one to visit...gosh..its so big over there....very big you know...when i walked around..its like...so grand...serene and big...of course...thats when all the tourists went away la...haha....then the 3rd floor was the exhibition on the buddha's life...wow...its so amazing at all the exhibits and all the stories that they have...my grandma felt like fainting halfway thru cos she's not used to the lights...so..we went up to the rooftop to the orchid gardens...so nice...we stayed for a little while b4 going down again to pray to the tooth relic...and then...me and my auntie asked my grandma to wait outside while we went back to the exhibition to finish it off....but it was an overall nice experience....and then..we walked over to the chinatown square for a soak of the ever commercial atmosphere...and i was looking at the aunthentic italian pastries they had in 1 resturants when i remembered that i have to watch wat i eat..so..i gave it a pass...but i bought my sister some gelato before i went off....haha...of course..i tasted it a little to see if it meets my approval or not....then a little shopping and home sweet home...

as for today...i woke up pretty late...and just when i was about to get started to do some work....my mum asked if i want to go out shopping with her....of course...between work and shopping...hehe...i gave up work...and went shopping with my mum at IMM...bought 2 pairs of slippers there cos mine's a totally slippery one..and i had enuf of fearing to fall each and everytime i wear mine...then it was giant...gosh...its like everyone is stocking up in advance for a war like that....ppl were squeezing everywhere to get the stuffs....i dun even get a chance to get a cart and had no choice but to use baskets....they had lychees there when everyone including my mum when to snatched for....aunties and sales...haha...a deadly combination...believe or not...it took us 20 mins to queue up at the cashier so that we can pay for our merchandise even with all the counter open!!!!....

and then...here i am bloggin about what happened...haha..ok thats all...tataz!!!!!

my common test results...lets hope it will be the same for exams as well....

ok..i've got back all my results for my common test...at the moment...things are going rather satisfactory....3As...2B+ and 1B....i think i'm happy with them cos i know the work and effort i put in is not as much and so...i'm happy to see my results like that..so..more or less....i have no complains to my results...lets just hope that my exams...i'll have the same performance standard and its even better...then i'll be so so so happy!!!!!

ok..thats all..tataz...

Dim Sum Dollies...so funny....hahahaha...its a good way to destress...

hi ppl...yesterday nite...i went to watch Dim Sum Dollies with my auntie and my uncle in the esplanade...its was so so hilarious...haha..its about the history of singapore...so..they talked about...sangnilautama...british rule...japanese occupation..independence..all these stuffs...but in a very very funny manner....

i went to by auntie's place to give tuition to my cousins first...then my uncle..auntie and I set off to the esplanade amazingly early...becos we were afraid of not finding any parking lots...haha...so..we reach super duper early...and then we looked for a resturant over there where we can have our dinner.....so..we walked..saw pernarakan food...saw japanese...saw indonesian...saw korean BBQ....but then...my uncle was attracted by the asian bistro...haha...cos there was this lady around 20+ standing there...and so..you know what men do when they see pretty girls...so..we went in...haha...it was really a big mistake in the making....we called for dishes to go with rice....the fish is not tender...the vegetables is over cook.....the chicken, still ok...but the black pepper beef...is ehz....not black pepper enuf....haha...the keropok is nice though....the ice lemon tea i had..is...gosh..i think they used sugar syrup instead of honey because...it was so no nice...the tea is so bitter..and the lemon..is so.....well...erm..sour....haha..its just not nice....then we went off.....after dinner..we still had like an hour left...and so..we walked around citilink....and on the way there...we saw my aunt's and my mum's friend...in case you mistaken..its 1 person....haha...with her daughter.....erm...i think....my mum's friend...lets call her..auntie T....thats what i always call her....is a super super super super nice person..everytime she'll ask us our to different hotels for buffet...but...mother and daughter really dun have alot of fashion sense....what her daughter is wearing...oh gosh...some cream tube dress with beige heels and its with a pokle dot strap..its just wrong...haha...

then at citilink..i had yucky ice cream..and we went to the theatre...it started..and its just like laughter after laughter with more laughter...they are so good..and hilarious...i never miss their shows at all...compared to the last time i watched...this time round..its more musical than stand-up....which in some ways...is better than the previous years...but also...a little less funny.....i laughed especially loud when ghandi from india met mao zedong from china...haha...they said that india and china will become world superpower and india can takeover all the call centers in the world...while china cna manufacture anything and everything under the sun...that was so funny...and also when the british girl met her maid...who knows no english...its another whole lot of hilarous stuff.....i was thinking that they will tok about japanese occupation....but they didn't really mention much...cos...we took a recess and...when we came back..the war is over....haha....the brothel...gambling den and opium shop.....the funny parts about how singapore is founded...also all very funny....

for once...i was destressed from so much school stuffs....ok..thats all for today...i have to go back to my stressful life now...tataz...

p.s. thanks auntie carly and uncle rodney for such a wonderful nite out!!!!!!!!

a long long post on my past weeks....

hello...i haven't been blogging about my past weeks for a long long time....let me start with something fun...last sat...our class went to marina south for steamboat to celebrate the bdays of the july babies....before that..i was suppose to meet some of them go buy the presents for the july babies...sabrina..fiona...mich...wilson..ah bao..and edwin....so..i reach city hall first...and waited like...at least 30 mins until danielle finally appear..then i found out that we are the only 2 person going to buy the presents for the 6 of them in less than 1 hours time...haha...the both of us are like in a reality show...in a whirlwind shopping trip...and bought so many presents for them...i hope they like it....

then it was dinner...its ok la..although the place is a little too crowded...a little to far away..a little to warm..but the rest...i guess..its still no problem...haha...then we start to get food...i didn't really eat alot though...i guess this is what normally happen when i go for buffet steamboat dinner...the place is so oily and there is smoke in all directions that when we all left the place...we smell like oily smoky food haha....then daniel came with cake...and you know what ppl likes to do with cakes...hehe...i thot only the bday ppl will kana some chocolate face mask...but that alec also made it one me...argh...thank god its only a little bit..or else...i'll kill him....haha..after that..its home sweet home....

and for my next few days and weeks...its school and projects...haiz..lets hope we can get it over and done with....and oh...this sat...i'm going to watch Dim Sum Dollies with my auntie and uncle..yeah...haha...now i'll get a good laugh....hehe...ok..thats all for day...seeya...

p.s. thank you so much heather...you know what i am toking about....

just something random

How do you mend a broken dream
when everything is set to be over in the beginning

How can you fix a broken heart
when its is broken to a million pieces in a deep abyss

How you can heal a broken soul
when all of it is never complete without you

How can you repair a broken lamp
when there's no power to light up again

How can you rejoin a broken land
when you have a torn it apart with your very hand

How i wish time time will reverse and happy moments will be relived again......

p.s. For all of love is just a dream...a beautiful dream that everyone holds...when the dream is over...its really over...for then...you can only wake up..and face the reality......until you fall asleep to another dream....to experience love all over again

pissed off...fed up..stressed...and a little sad...

as of today, there is a total of 6-7 lecturers leaving or left the school already..some of whom i really enjoyed learning and working with although i dun know that long enuf...as to why they leave...hmmm..i somehow got a feeling its about their work...in any case...i wish them all the best...

today is a day full of negative feelings to me...its one of those days that it just bad things just follows each other one by one...and the truth is...it sucks...it really does...i dun even know why do i have to do things that are so redundant and useless yet getting accessed by those things...school is just getting more and more unbearable for me...stress level is just about to go over the top...and its definitely not going to come down anywhere in the near future....

sometimes i just dun understand the fact that why ppl can be so blunt when they tok to lecturers....maybe its becos no one has in their life...thot them abt...manners....

p.s. i find that we SCL students are so much more professional that those professional SBM students when it comes to being professional for a professional report....might as well give me their diploma cert as well when i graduate together with mine....

Samsui Woman NDP' 07 Filmlets

you know...i'm so so in awe with these ppl...look at them...worked so hard just for 50cents a day and look at the foundation they built for singapore...i mean..they are the most hardworking ppl i ever seen...working hard to scrimp and save for a future...look at us now...wanting to reap without sowing...and look at them...sweat and blood all into building this country so that they next generations like us ppl and have all these things to use and thank for.....i just want to say...THANK YOU FOR ALL YOU PPL HAVE DONE FOR THIS COUNTRY!!!!!

Ode To Life

to display how weird my choice of songs genre are...haha..here is one that i particularly like...the lyrics and the melody is nice..besides...i like the drama itself also...i think its the last one i watched before taking my Os...haha

my last common test in NYP....

ok...i've just finish my common test in school...haiz...6 papers in 5 days....well...some i know how to do..some not very confident...but i think i should be able to make it after all...i think...haha...

hmm...i found out that i haven't been updating..so here it goes...i finally went out with glad after all this time she's in china..and i'm busy...didn't do alot of thinks...just the usual shopping and stuffs like that...started out quite cold and boring..haha..cos 2 of us not really in that mood also..but as time goes by...it got better...so...yeah..we had a nice time...

then it was abt my first business opportunity..haha...doing test marketing for my project..and the best part is...i get to reap some part of the profit...haha..so thats nice...and for the rest of that week...its just studying...

ok..thats all for today..nthg much to blog abt either...tataz

what do i really want in life....

since...i've got nthg to do now...so i thot about coming here and do some blogging....hmm...so since i'm out of topic to blog...i shall blog abt a subject that i think most of us would have thot of b4 and must have in some point or another written abt them in their primary school compositions...haha...i remember long long time ago...i wanted to be either a lawyer or a teacher when i grow up...haha..thats true...i think lawyer at that time was cool...cos i was a tv drama fanatic then and i find lawyers so authoritative...so good at speaking...and since i was in my childhood a very experience liar by then...i thot i would do a good job....haha...but i guess..its rather impossible now already....since i'm in a discipline so far away from law....

then i wanted to be a teacher....i was a teacher's nightmare in primary school...and i find teachers have alot of control and power...haha....i guess...i'm an authoritative freak...haha...but as i go into secondary school..and now in poly...i find teaching very noble...imparting knowledge to the ppl who wants to study...and of course...the power comes as an incentive la....haha...so..when i was in secondary school...i'm obsessed with being a teacher...and i got it all planned out....you know....going to JC...then NIE..then a teacher...HOD...finally principal...hahahaha....i even adopt my studying strategy as teaching...now..when ever i do my revision....i automatically becomes a teacher and start toking to the wall...haha...yes...i'm like that...haha...i think...i may end up having a job like this when i get sick and tired in the industry....

but all these are just the more idealistic and occupational part of what i want to be...but practically...erm...i guess...i'm a really simple person...haha..although i like to have branded goods alot....but...i gues...i'm really a very versatile person...i can have dinner that cost like 100 but at the same time..i can get it a equally delicious at $3 in a coffeeshop....haha....i think thats what my mummy and grandma instill in my when i was young....you know...good life doesn't really necessary comes with a high price....and i guess...quality life doesn't too....so...next time...i dun need to be like a millionaire or something....i just need to have a comfortable life...you know...like...a nice home...a wonderful job that pays well...a happy family..some wise investments to slowly build up my wealth...erm...occasionally holidays over the world....thats...all i need really...haha...i guess...its not too much to ask is it...although...sometimes...a little gucci...LV..Prada seems nice to me as well...haha....and oh....parties and high tea too!!!...fiona will relate to how much i love high tea buffet....hehe...

see...thats all i need...hmm...i noticed...i never write abt love...haha..i guess...its not something necessary....haha...i mean...love is good...is very good...but not an essential to me...i think...i can get that equal much of love from other ppl as well...haha..but that doesn't mean i'm not afraid of loneliness...a little is good...but too much...its digusting...thank god...i'm sociable...and i have tons of friends....

ok..thats all for today...before i go...just a thot for you...whats your life you want??...blog it!!!

p.s. i'm a happy person....haha....

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what do you call a holiday...packed with school work....

its thursday today...4th day of my common test break...but guess what...i didn't get to enjoy any break at all for the past 4 days....all stuffed up by school work....project...meeting...report... revisions...totally just took up all my time....argh....i think the whole thing about break is a big mistake....and dialouge session....see how i shoot it to the management.....hahahaha....i'll show my prowess....some lecturers actually look forward to hear from me at the session ok....hehe

anyway...i have a very weird haircut...oh gosh....its weired...now...i look like...something i dun like...haha...but all my friends say look better than b4...oh wells...lets just see how it goes....hmm...

thats all for today...see ya

p.s. IMM got factory outlet for branded clothing....i want to go!!!!

poly life...is all about learning how to juggle different components in life

well...first of all..i would like to say sorry to my teammates for my presentation yesterday...i screwed the structure up...but in anycase...the teacher told me that the presentation was good..so...everything should be fine...and oh..yesterday i got my proteomics results for test 1 back...sucks..i only got a C...OMG...y???...i thot i did pretty well...i think its the trickiness of the questions...haiz...next time must be prepared for such tricky qns already....yesterday..i defended a teacher from being grilled and tortured by one of the boys from another class...he himself fail...just simply means that he didn't make it for the grade...just becos the teacher had a question that is very vague..and needs a second opinion to check for the correct answer...doesn't mean that its you time to start coercing the teacher to give you the marks....thank god i was there to help...if not...she might be eaten up...she's so helpless there...and yet..you just rudely start questioning her and not even letting her to have a chance to take a breather...for goodness sake..she is your teacher afterall....if you are in my class...i'll make sure i'll scold you and scold....really....thank god he belong to the other class....is this really what students are becoming??...its so disappointing....

anyway....i was at the living room just now...when i saw the a programme from china...they were toking abt this 17 year old girl who becomes a mistress of a rich man just becos she wants to live a good life...and still wants to become a famous designer one day.....even if she made it...she just just going to be a 2 or 3 class designer...never will she be able to become one of the master of designs....that the most disgusting is that..there are actually companies who help these girls to a a so called virginity pass to prove that they are virgins...and actually help them to make contract when they want to get themselves to become a rich man's mistress such that these girl's right will be protected....yeah...rights might be protected...but dignity and moral values of such a person..is totally gone...and i guess...she'll be looked down at for the rest of your life...dun she ever know that..a human most impt value is to love thyself...and lead a life with dignity...dun she ever know that??...its the most simplest virtue anyone can have....and yet...i guess...your's is corrupted....

ok..thats all for today...see ya...

p.s. having buffet tmr...yeah!!!!

NAPFA test is coming...dreading it now....

ok...had johari's window with the class again...this time...its just collecting comments and pasting them on my paper...haha...someone describe me as powerful....hmm...i wonder what makes them say that....powerful....i don't remember churning out great whirlwind in class or hurricanes in the lab...but still i gladly accept my status of being powerful...haha....

after that..we went to celebrate heather's bday at PS....as usual...i gave the secret away....aiyo...how would i know she didn't know lehz....so..i just blurted that out lor....suddenly....everyone plunged into silence....i knew...i said things that i am not suppose to...hehe....but nvm la....heather knew we were planning something already...so...its not exactly letting out a big surprise...and next time...if there is a big surprise...just dun tell me anything...just tell me to bring the money and i'll be there can already lor....haha...so..we had lunch at swensens....oh god..their bake rice was really nice but a little too small serving for me..so i took some of muznah's chicken..and sab's fries...i wanted to call for dessert....but i knew something was coming....haha....so...i stayed calm....then after swensens..it came...a huge bday cake....made of nthg but chcocolate fudge and chocolate and marshmallow....at secret recipe....then heather had to had the greatest serving...1/4 of the cake...i barely finsihed mine..cos it was too chocolaty for me....hehe...but heather manage to finish the fudge part la...as for the think chocolate icing....i guess no one can ever finish that...so we let her off....

after that...we went to the arcade and watch heather and sabrina play games....muznah left first...me and danielle just sat there and watch the ppl play games....yu fang and geraldine went to play basketball...as for elizabeth...i didn't know where she go to...haha...but we had fun la...sab was practically stomping on that dance machine lor.....so...we went shopping after arcade..i saw this nice t-shirt going at 50% off in P.O.A....haiz...fit me in the shoulder...but made my tummy look...ever..ever..so big....so...i had to give it up..then..its walking around...and home sweet home

over the weekends...i'm gonna stay at home..to clear up my work....projects...reports...and resume...so...after that...its 1 last week of school..and hols for me....but the sad thing is...after that...i have to go for my common test already...haiz...